Atrocity and fun. (:

SIGH.
Didnt get my phone today. Why? Cos my mum got the date all wrong. Its actually 24th of March instead of 14th! Thats so sad la. But anyway.

On a lighter note: Here's March 17. (Ltr put more.) Photos. A picture says a thousand words, rmbr? And some pictures not putting up. All dont need ma, haha. And Nic! I'm not gonna put up that pic of me taller than you even though.. you know. Yeah. (: HAHA.



Me cooling down. (:

Preparing to play volleyball! After attempting to play at the courts of cos..
From their spot at the bridge! We were there first! Haha.
Relaxing after climbing all those rocks, haha.
Nicole and I! (Btw, I'm taller than her! Bwahaha..)

A picture together! Finally, haha.
Fong and I. WE DARED. (: (Apparently, Cheryl freaked out cos she thought we were gonna climb that slanting palm tree!)
Enjoying aircon and acting lame!!
The bus station!
Waiting for the Blue Line bus. Haha. Countdown timer!
We walked across the causeway to Harbourfront cos the queue for the bus was too long! IT ROCKED! ESP THE LUGE! (: RACEEEEEEEEEE!

Malaysiaaa. Truly Asiaaa! (:

ELLO! (: I'm back!
I wrote for some days there. Haha. HERE:

12 March
1.03pm
Still ON THE ROAD!? Its either my parents are still driving supr slow, or its supr dupr far!! Hai. So long. So sian. My sister's sleeping soundly. (Alliteration, haha!) Lucky her. I can never be able to fall asleep once I wake up properly in the morning one.. SIGH. So stuck in the car, a few miles in the middle of nowhere, feeling damn bored while writing this. Later k? Toodles.
1.54pm
My On-The-Go lunch: Ice Chocolate from Baskin Robbins! Lol, yum yum. It can actually make one full, haha. That stopover was damn hot la! Even hotter than Singapore nowadays. I was practically dying from the heat.. Everytime go Malaysia, would stop at there one. Even park e same place as that time go with ZK. Same hotel somemore. Skarly same room. That would be wierd. Oh yeah, and eat at that restaurant again! Which is super nice la. Write ltr. Seeya.
10.53pm
Ello! Back from one day. Lol. Went for a swim in the sea in the afternoon. Got myself all sandy and stuff, but it was fun! And collected sand. (Who wants? HAHA.) Then went to play 2 games of billard. Finish playing, got nothing to do, play caram. Won my bro! Whoohoo. (: Then go eat seafood at somewhere out there. Lol. Just came back, me, my dad and my bro went to see at the end of the chalets, the one closest to the sea, got someone who walked more than 100m into the water! And he's still waist-deep. No, less than that. Anyway, thats how low tide-y the water is lor. Tmr's another day here, playing tennis! Rock your life, seeya. (:

13 March
10.55pm
Hey! (: At night already, no one seemed to be sleepiong, haha. Morning woke up arnd 10am. The waves sounds are soothing, although my mother says otherwise. Wierd. Ok, tennis was a killer! Remind me NEVER to play tennis in the morning, so hot! Well, after tennis, my bro and my mum/sis went to the pool and beach respectively. Me and my dad? Stayed in the hotel room, haha! I read finish my The Tenth Circle already. Quite nice. (: Haha. Them we went for lunch, then me and my siblings played Stack-Up Chairs, while my parents slept. I stacked all! Haha. They couldnt. Sad. ER, then played monopoly at the kid's room downstairs, lol. Then went back to the beach to soak in the water. Haha. So sandy! Ate dinner at the same place, cos lazy to go find others, besides, its nice enough! Oh, and while going for lunch, we saw this row of birds on the electricity wire. This is what happened:
Sis: Why the birds all like this?
Mother: They all queue up! Cannot cut queue!
Sis: WHY?
Bro: They all wanna buy Toto!
LOL! Funny la. Was at the beach just now, round 10pm. The sand very cold, very nice! KL tmr. Byee.

KL was as per normal la. Same hotel, same food, round the same stuff. Cept bought more DVDs, and bought Ripcurl boardshorts! Yay. Haha. The list of DVDs (Whoa! Its a lot!):
1. Fearless
2. Underworld: Evolution
3. The New World
4. Dreamer
5. The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
6. School of Rock
7. Wimbledon
8. Just like Heaven
9. Rebound
10. Oliver Twist
11. Memoirs of a Geisha
12. Casanova
13. The Pink Panther
14. Mirrormask
15. Into the Blue
16. Stay
17. Goal
18. Revolver (old show)
19. Lord of War
20. Munich
21. Domino
22. Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-rabbit
23. The Weather Man
24. The Constant Gardener
SO MUCH! My goodness! And I thought there was only 20. Lol!! I wanted Aquamarine! But it wasn't clear. SIGH. So sad. The rest would have liked it too. (:

On the way back to Singapore..:
Me: Dont think of a purple elephant.
Sis: Purple elephant..?
Me: I told you not to think of it!
(5 mins ltr)
Sis: Purple elephant..
Me: Dont think of it!
(5 mins ltr)
Sis: Purple elephant..
Me: Urgh.
(Keep going on like this til Sis falls asleep.)
Me: No more purple elephant! (She still sleeping.)
(10 mins ltr, sis wakes up.)
Sis: Purple elephant..
LOL! SHE KEEP SAYING 'PURPLE ELEPHANT'. EVEN WAKE UP STILL CAN RMBR. WTH..

Tmr going to Sentosa, I guess. Well. Finish blogging le, so long already, haha.

Malaysia.

YOYOYO. (: Its the moment before we leave. Haha.
Dont miss me k? Seeya on Thursday, or face to face on Friday, if Cheryl and Selena make it possible. And Cheryl Koh! You better complete the two things I expect from you.. OK!? Haha.

Byebye! [;

Starbucks DRINK

I'm drinking my HOMEMADE STARBUCKS now!! Its really like lor, except without e whipped cream. Haha. My mum's gonna buy e whipped cream ltr. Yay! (: And no, Sele, its not the rabbit. Not the recipe me and Cheryl had disgusted you and MS with.. Lol.

Going to Malaysia tmr. HA! Cant wait! Cant wait!!! S'pore's boring, as proven ytd.

Btw, in case you dont know, I changed my email.

Friday!

I was extra pissed today.
At the beginning la. Cos why? Cheryl, MS and Sele were LATE. And you know how much I hate people who are LATE. And their late, is not even few minutes late. Is a HOUR late! URGH. So, I read the Picture Perfect Charmed book at Kino. Just sat there, and stoned, reading the book. I went to look for them when I FINISHED READING IT. Thats how late they were!! And FINALLY met them at Kino, and they gave me a card, on it, "I'm sorry". LOL. And inside got their signatures and such, and I laughed, not at the card, but at their silliness! Haha. I bought The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult. I wanted to buy more.. But couldnt, cos no money. Sigh. And the book I wanted was $33.85!! Expensive right?? HAI.
Then, went to Paragon and see the surf shop there, and such la. Found out that Harvey Norman was cheating our money!! Haha. The FX laptop at Harvey Norman was $3,999, but at Sony Gallery was $3,299! Cheat us of.. $700!! Which is NO small sum of money.. Still, can forget abt buying it la, sigh, so sad. Walked arnd, drank Starbucks (the drink!), and then got dragged to Marina Sqaure, where I bought the Billabong wallet! The same one as MS, and she said she didnt mind, and Cheryl bought her Le Coq Sportif black bag. There was some sort of fashion show there.. MS was looking at it, haha. I wanted to buy a puzzle! But in the end, got no money, haha. Then went home lor.

Btw, I saw a great present for WF in Kino! Dont know whether should buy her now or what, cos she might buy it before we have the chance to get it for her. Its really suit her la. Its 40 bucks, so some of us might share it. (:

And well, here I am! (: Blogging, since got nothing to do.
Seeya.


There is nothing you could've done. There will always be people who say mean words because you are different. And sometimes their minds cannot be changed. But there are many more people who do not judge others based on how they look or where they are from. Those are the people whose words truly matter.

A Maths -siao

Cheryl Koh! You'd better thank us..
(Us as in me, Sele and MS.)

I dont know abt the rest, but I havent done so much A Maths in one day!! My head's gonna explode with the D more than blah blah blah. Gawd. You'd better go tmr.. Or else, I'll personally strangle you!!

Tell you arh, Cheryl's tuition teacher really wanna kill her la. So much to do! If she didnt have us.. Bet even by Sat, even if she never go out, also cannot finish! Hmph.

Friday's tmr. No tennis. Sad. Cos Nicole said her aunt was sick.. and most likely cant go. So pityful right!? However.. going out tmr! (: Sele's still coming my hse. Yay! She's eager to see Starbucks. Change of plans. Shes going home. See what I mean abt last minute decisions!? Sigh.

I got my result slip back. Sucks la. Anyway, its the same as Sele's. Haha.

Better get back to my "oh-so-dear" A Maths! Seeya.

Laughter and tears.

I seriously dont like drama now. Even more than before. OH, damnit la.

What made me laugh yesterday, when I was so down, and yet made me laugh again just now? This:

"Something for you?" Harry asked coolly.
Ron took a deep breath and jumped into the air. "Aauggh!" he shouted as he came down. And jumped again. "Aaaggh!" And again. "Oooh! Ahhh! Hunh, hunh, hunh, hunh, baaahhhh!"
Draco darted out of nowhere and joined the insane dance, which had gathered everyone’s attention in the few seconds it had been going on. "Bawk, bawk, bawk, bawk," he chanted, hopping around and flapping his arms like a chicken.
Harry couldn't keep a straight face. I don't believe this.
Hermione joined in, her choice of vocalization a high-pitched yowl. "Oww, oww, oww, oww, oww..."
Ginny's yowls were similar, but a bit deeper. "Mowwr, mowwr, mowwr..." Harry found himself watching the arc of her red hair as it rose and fell in counterpoint with her jumps.
Luna made little noises like Ginny's owl Pigwidgeon as her feet hit the ground. "Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo..."
Neville and Meghan were jumping hand in hand, one up, the other down, yelping an insane duet. "Eee, ahh, eee, ahh, eee, ahh..."
Ron, still capering around and yelling, met Harry's eyes and grinned at him bashfully, then brought his hands up to his face and stroked them down both cheeks.
Harry surrendered to his rising laughter, nodding frantically even as he laughed, and then turning the laughter into his own noises as he, too, began to jump up and down, joining in the dance rather than being the one danced around. And other people were beginning to join in, he noticed - Seamus and Dean were bouncing with them, as were a few small Hufflepuff girls, a Ravenclaw or two -
And then suddenly it seemed that most of the courtyard was doing the Trouble-Taking Dance, all jumping up and down and making a variety of odd noises, most of them by now related to laughter in some way, as it all struck everyone as so very funny. A few people were up on the low walls of the courtyard, jumping on them. Harry thought that looked like a good idea, and bounced his way over to join them.
And from that vantage point, he saw the one thing that could make this day even better.
He waved his arms frantically to get people's attention and beckoned for silence, and for them to keep jumping, pointing in the direction of the person he'd seen. The word spread quickly, so that when Professor Snape rounded the corner of the outdoor passageway, he was confronted with a courtyard full of students all leaping up and down in complete silence except for the sound of their feet and the occasional stifled snigger.
It was easy to hear the bell ring from inside the castle, with no one talking or making a sound. And it seemed the most natural thing in the world to keep jumping as they collected their books and possessions and streamed back into the castle, hopping and bouncing past Professor Snape in silence and attempting valiantly not to laugh at his expression of total and complete bewilderment.

Lol! Its really funny. Just visualize it in your head, haha! Hm, yeah.
I cant wait for Friday, it makes up for all the bad times this week. Sele's coming my hse. Yay! Finally, someone decides to venture out of the East, whoohoo! (: Shes gonna see Starbucks and help me carry the racquets. And today, we ( Cheryl, Kaylie, Sele and I) were walking out to the bus stop, I asked my mother to fetch me from there, when I was talking to Sele, and Cheryl was holding the racquet and refused to give it to me, then my mother suddenly honked, and so I went to the car.. Inside the car le, realised that I didnt have the racquet, and looked out the window to find Cheryl waving the racquet like crazy to me, and then I just beckoned her to keep her. Lol! And she said I bully her, which is funny, cos she refused to give up the racquet, haha. The racquet's WF's.. Haha. Cheryl, better not spoil it or something!

Obviously, I'm in a better mood now! And the news of going to Malaysia made it so much better too! (: Cant wait! FRIDAY! Whoohoo! And Cao Cao by JJ's nice.
Cheers, enjoy!

I'm dreading school. Sigh. I miss 2H.

My BLACK list.

MY BLACK LIST

Being broke.
Being interupted in the middle of something.
Boring lessons.
Bias people.
Bruises
CCA (DRAMA)
Her.
Loud and obnoxious kids.
MATHS.
Nagging parents/teachers!
People who think that I'm going on a freaking diet.
People who cancel at the last minute.
People who STOP ME FROM DOING WHAT I WANT TO!
People who insult my friends. (That ass!)
Phone hanging on me!!
Physics
Poon
Puja
Running lots of rounds.
SCHOOL
Songs that give me a freaking headache.
Stupid results.
Unreasonable parents!!
Wushu.

AND OTHER THAN THESE I CAN STILL OF A LOT LOT LOT MORE. JUST THAT IF I PUT IT HERE, IT WOULD FILL UP TENS OF THOUSANDS OF PAGES. I HATE IT. I FREAKING HATE IT.

Please make it rain.

Tennis + People

OUCH. My chin hurts. Stupid racquet. My head hurts. Stupid ball. However, tennis still rocks. (: My dad told me I've improved. YAY!

KC people are damn unreasonable la. I dont mean all la, some. Stare only, not even at them, big deal arh. Pick fight only when got lots of people.. Wlau. How barbaric their behaviour can get. Laugh also laugh so loud, like nobody's business like that. HELLO!? Your in a public place, if you cant get it!? Not your home, nor your school!? Urgh.

School was sian. The stupid construction worker, that maths trainee teacher, was practically shivering throughout the whole A Maths lecture! Me and Fiza were laughing at him, and imitating him. His hand shook so much that he couldnt draw a straight line! Haha. And his handwriting are like little kids'. Lol.
Drama canceled. (: Initially told Puja that I got dentist appointment. Now.. since drama canceled, dont need that stupid letter already. Yay.

I walked arnd PP with MS. Initially Sele was there, but she went home earlier, cos she had ballet, which she didnt even know where! Haha. So we went and see laptops and all those digital stuff la. We even pointed out the stuff for future home, who in charge of what and all. Omg la. The Vaio TX is damn small and COOL. I want it! But its so ex. ): Hai. Unlucky. Oh well, can just forget it la. Go JC and will get a laptop from my mum. (: Me and Sele resolved to go to the same JC. Lol. If we can la. Jia you! Yeah!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD, AND CLEMENT KOH. (Cheryl's bro. Hoped you liked that star, haha. )

The following is a video from 1 Dec 05, of that time the beach, pushing ppl inside the water, heres Nicole. It might take a long time to load!

Work was work.

Work was.. fun! (: Yeah. Me, Chermaine and Abel had loads of fun teasing Cheryl abt CS. Haha. Yeah, fun! Esp with our empires, and throwing of the boxes. Lol. Once went inside the boy's toilet cos wanna see how it was like. Abel stood guard outside in case got any guy go in. Haha. It was at the Budget Terminal which is budget until the tiles in the main area is like a toilet's, and have only 3 belts. So budget right!? But the aircon is like, damn cold la. If dont have jacket, would die lor.


MY OREO EMPIRE! ( Flourished under my rule. [:)


Our work place, but later become very very messy and empty, haha.

Tmr dont need to work le, cos we packed a lot already. Lol. Kept running out of NEWater too. They had to go and restock everytime we ran out. (: Fun la.

Party at home now, not mine. Yeah.

Tennis on next Friday, Cheryl organise one. The holiday that Friday go Sentosa. ( Cheryl wants to tan! LOL.)


To HER: Your thinking is all wrong. She wasnt the one who told Nicole to scold you. It was Nicole's own decision to scold you. Its not even her fault, and you blame her as though it was all because of her that YOU got scolded. Tell you something: its your own fault you got scolded. It was all your own doing, dont blame other people because of that. Its just cos she's too nice to say NO sometimes that she's affected by you, get it!? I bet you dont. You dont think that anything is your fault, do you? Besides, you were the one who made MS sneak out that day, and didnt let her go home early enough. SO THERES NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELF.

FRIDAY!

Its finally Friday tmr! FINALLY. The week was so long that I thought it would NEVER end. Finally, yay. Work tmr, at the budget terminal. One step closer to a laptop, ok fine. A teeny weeny step. But its still a step right! (: Haha.

I love folding paper stars! Currently folding. Lots and lots of em. Bought quite a few to do too, just now, haha. Yay. Got Pau's birthday present le. It might be small, but hey, at least its sincere. And thats what matters most hor? Haha.

Something real BIG happened in sch today. Ok, fine, not say big la, but still, at least its big to me. Not saying it here. Some ppl should know. Recess time, when we were still laughing and wanted to go up, suddenly saw the DM standing at the middle of the stairs. Gave us a HUGE shock lor. So freaky. Wanted to catch Cheryl and er, her friend, for the food that hold in their hand. Haha. So the rest of us ( Pam, Nicole, MS, Sele and I) quickly siam away. Haha. And then reach the toilet.. so funny! Nic, Pam and MS went in, then Sele and I were debating whether want to go in or not, in the end just go in lor, then at the door, Sele went in first, and Hui Ting was going out. Then when Hui Ting see us, she suddenly scream. Lol! So loud somemore lor! HAHA. Very funny! Then she ran out screaming. LOL! Sele and I couldnt stop laughing. Hahaha! The look on Hui Ting's face was really damn funny la! Like she was freaked out or something. Lol.

Reading Salem Falls now! Finish by the end of the day, or tmr, so return to Cheryl tmr. So, means.. she got the book first, but I read that book before her without buying it. Lol! Its like The Pact la. Haha.


Taken by Kaylie! (:

It is strange how time flies
It's been a year that's gone by
And you don't know the colour of my eyes
But what am I supposed to do when all hope is gone
How am I supposed to leave you when you're the only one
Made a deal with mister hate
It's my soul he wants to buy
For you I'll die
For you I'll die


-Rylie;Xuan [x

Perfect World

PERFECT WORLD
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart
Yeah, why is everything so hard?
I don't think that I can deal with
The things that you said
Just wont go away

In a perfect world
this could never happen
In a perfect world
you'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah, I wish that I could bring you back
I wish could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way
Yeah, without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world
this could never happen
In a perfect world
you'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold onto you
I just can't let you go
Yeahyeah

In a perfect world
this could never happen
In a perfect world
you'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all


"Perhaps my heart should be cold and austere, like the ice on which I skate." I totally agree.
Thank you and good luck, Cheryl.

Com lab now.

I'm in com lab now! HAHA. No one seems to be doing the SS mind map. I just finished it. (: So blogging here. Got the SS ppr back. Not very good, but still passed la. Eng compo I got 21! So happy! (: Seems like my languages are the ones which got the highest.. First Chinese, then now English. OKAYYEE.. Failed my Physics as expected. Sigh. No more abt school now! AS Order!! Lol.

Got the dice from Kaylie today. Thought she wasnt coming to school cos she wasnt there in the first period for Chinese thingy. Yeah.

Vaio FJ Notebook is damn nice la! $2,457. Would take so long lor. As calculated.. its 2 and a half yrs more. I'll be in JC by the time I get it la! And by that time, sure got new laptops out le, and then have enough money to buy em! (: Yay. But, wait till then then say la, not sure whether along the way would use up or something... Haha. Most likely would. Lol.

Bell's ringing soon. Better stop. (: Blog at home! Seeya.

PAP!


-Rylie;Xuan [x

YO YO YO! (: guess who m i? its the perfect girl who is nice, kind, caring, smart,sweet, cheerful! (:
THE ONE AND ONLY SELENA! THE GIRL WHO PASSED HER A MATH FINALLY! SO HAPPY SO HAPPY! (: okay! xx ask me to blog here so here i m. i love xiao xuan! (: she's so nice to me cept for the umno pap thing. ): thats not nice.

OKAY IM JEALOUS OF HER. i admit i love starbucks alot. BUT I CANT HAVE HIM): so saddening eh? some day some time i'll go to her house to admire and touch him so he will finally get to see his godowner who loves him more than his owner. thats plan A! >:)

love; SELEE! (:

Stuff.

In case you havent noticed, I put one pic of my sis up HERE.

Rachel and I ran out of the hall when the stupid teacher wasnt watching. HAHA! We were like, the only ones who started running and everyone else was sitting down. It was fun. (:

GO PAP!! BOO UMNO!

PAP:
-Nicole Ng
-Paulina Lee
-Huang Xiao Xuan
-Cheryl Koh
-Woo Wan Fong

UMNO:
-Kaylie Sim
-Selena Ng

LOL! Its funny! Whole day we stood according to these, haha. Funny way these started at reccess. Haha.
Pam went home today cos she was not feeling well.. Hope she's ok! (:
Walking to the bus stop was extra fun today! Haha. WF should know. Hehe. I'm still saving for a laptop you know. Haha. It'll take forever la. Kaylie's buying in Sept. We were talking outside the audi, cos got time until 2.30pm mah. Haha. Sentosa during March Hols anyone? Hehe. I know for one that Cheryl wants. I want tennis! Today after Maths was rather depressing la, the ppr totally sucked. Hai. I needed to vent my depression on something like tennis. But I forgot abt it soon, thanks to Cheryl and Kaylie! You ppl rock. (: Bought something (food) for both of em, cos when I saw it, I thought of them. Haha.


We the children are golden
And we the children are light
We dance on the top of the mountain
We shine like stars in the night
And we know, that our hopes and dreams would grow
Cos we the children make it so.

-Rylie;Xuan [x

Pprs again.

I'm currently drinking ice lemon tea and typing this. Lol! From Macs!! HAHA. Jealous, people??? The fries today is extra crispy and nicely salty. (: So nice and crunchy. Haha.

Yay. Finally one good mark, out of so many disappointing ones. Finally!! I was late for sch today, well, almost, cos the stupid contact wouldnt go in. Urgh. And MS thought that I was sick or something. Must be I everytime come too early bah, haha. Er, staying back for Chem turned out ok, cos learn abt isotopes la. Its really easy, lol. However, overall, school was the same as always- BORING.

The keychain that my brother's ah-hem, GIRLFRIEND (SAMANTHA), gave him is nice!! Its like, an amber stone keychain. So nice. (: My mother was saying that the girlfriend gave him as a sign of her love for him. Set in stone, you know. And I was like telling him, that his girlfriend had to give us one each, as downry! Lol. He promised me that he'll ask her when she called, which would be quite a few times each day, where she bought it. Mhm.

Fiza's birthday's on Thurs, Rachel and I already have an inkling of what we're gonna get for her.. Lol. Betcha inside she'll feel extra happy. Hehe. Its a surprise!

I cant wait for nxt Monday! Tennis again!! Fun! (:

Maybe going to play tennis with Cheryl at East Coast. Anyone wanna go? Ask us k.


You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone


-Rylie;Xuan [x

Wondering arnd.

One moment you are having the time of your life, the next moment everything comes crashing down on you. You feel lost, and dont know what to do. You've never lost so much control before and you never wanted to. The happy moments are just past now, nothing matters but the present, where you had nothing to live for, however, ashamed to face your ancestors if you see them in the other world. You try to change your identity, but its hard, cos you will always be you and not some mask you decide to put on for the rest of your lives. So you face life, with that fake, ugly lopsided grin on your face, which makes you look like a doll on exhibition. Taken in by that facade, people believe you and think that nothing has happened to you and you are happy in life, when deep inside, you are crying your heart out. You stand in front of the mirror, perfecting that smile for everyone to see. People might have actually believed it, but whenever you yourself look into the mirror, all you see is someone else, and not your real image. People look at you as though you are their ray of sunshine, and that you would always be there for them to hold on to. Decieved by your smile, thats what they percieve. When inside, all you wanna know is cry out your sadness, and wash them away with your bitter tears. That one unforgettable moment when you lost everything, its forever etched in your mind, taking growth in everything you do, affecting you indirectly. You end up losing the most important thing in life-- yourself.

SIGH.
I dont fit in 3C. Its not meant for me, I'm supposed to be in Combined! Where I'll probably be much much happier.. 3C is a perfectionism class. You are supposed to be smart and not fail anything. Its just, not me.

Singapore is a a stupid place. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. No place to run away to.

My face is red. Urgh. Cannot get tan, get burned instead. This sucks la. I'd rather get tan, dark dark dark instead of being burned. And my stupid phone is HANGING. DAMNIT LA. AT THIS TIME, I DONT HAVE ANY PATIENCE LEFT ANYMORE.

-DELETED-

Tennis would be very very dangerous later.. Watch out, small yellow round things might hit you, if you are anywhere near.

Air show.

At 8.45am today, I was woken up by my dad. For what? To go to the beach. Haha. And I mistaken it as going to Bishan. Then ltr found out wasnt Bishan but beach, so just went la, cos sitting a yacht and dont need to go tuition. Haha. Went there, the boat was quite nice, and set off, in the midst of rocking waters and strong breezes, which were great! (: So I sat on the deck and just listened to my nano, just there by myself, and started thinking about stuff. Haha. Ok, so. When reached a certain spot, the boat anchored, it was arnd 11.50am, and there was reception so smsed Kaylie and Cheryl. Er, watched the Air Show. It was really cool lor. Esp the fighter jets F15 and F16. The training planes werent very stunt-y, and the airbus was plain slow. Haha. Managed to get pics of the F15 (1 only!) and airbus. The F16 was too fast, and the training planes were not very interesting. So ate lunch on the yacht, quite nice and seafood-y. Hm. On the way back, listened to music again lor, but changed spot this time. Now changed to the back of the ship, and sat down and my legs were dangling over the edge, but sadly, no wave managed to hit me, sigh. Got sunburn now la, like tomato like that. -__- Stayed back on the yacht for a while, cos my dad and his friends were chatting, we watched the sailing boats go by, and one even got stuck! Haha, a damsel in distress. So we tried to help la, my dad's friend tried to throw a rope, in the end didnt even managed to throw to her, and even dropped the rope into the water! So one of the boats crew went to save. Save one is not even the stuck boat, but the rope, haha. In the end, used a longer rope la, and a person on e jet ski helped. Lol. Yeah. Tmr maybe going again, who knows, depends on my mother, but tmr would have more kids la, so.. better lor. Mhm.
After that, managed to convince my dad to bring me to Borders to buy books. (: Bought two, see my wishlist and you'll know what books. Haha.

So at home now, and, I go watch LOST le. Seeya.

Fridays, oh.

I had loads of fun today, even though at the start it was exactly going along to plan la, Sele couldn't go, I had to convince Pau to go, she did in the end, and everyone was late cept me. Hai. To think I rushed just cos I thought that I was gonna be late. SIGH.

Well, anyway... Pink Panther was a nice show, really funny. (: Haha. YEAH. The cinema was cool too. Lol. Saw Ms Erma and Mr Anwar (sp?) there. They looked like they were on a date, but then went asked, she of cos said that it was only a movie, and they were going to meet the rest of the marketing committee, consisting of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, there. Haha, very funny la. Ok, then when the end ended, me and Pam at first walked into their cinema, believe it or not, we just opened the door and walked in, haha. When we realised what show they were watching, we immediately walked out. It was Mrs Henderson, M18. Then Nicole and WF wanted to sneak into the cinema to watch. But then they got caught, lol. When the person asked for their IC, they just ignored the person and walk away and meet us, haha. Very funny. After e show, they bought Ben & Jerry's and I bought Macs ice cream cos B&J too ex for me, lol. Sat down while waiting for e shuttle bus and took pics. Very few only la. On the bus, they took pics while Cher and I chatted abt stuff which made Cheryl happy, lol. Then.. reach Orchard MRT, and Pam went home, cos she got dentist appnt. We went to Wisma, and then to Kino.
On the way me and Pau invented ASA (see bottom for more details)! We're the founders and decide to promote or demote people! HAHA. At Kino, we really stayed long there la, haha. Bought Cheryl's present, Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls and My Sister's Keeper, with a cute bookmark. Me, Pau, MS, Nicole and Sele share. WF was at the graphic designing section, and there the interior designs book was la. So me and MS kept talking abt e future apartment. Haha. She wants the kitchen. She wants to cook, she says. At this point, I had whispered to Cheryl "She'll probably burn it down." Lol. Yup. I cant wait la. Anyway. Finally got out of Kino, Nicole went to East Coast while we were still in Kino, and then we went to see Puma, cos Cheryl wants bags. Stadium was just beside so we just went in, and saw the soo soo soo beautiful tennis raquets! Wilson N-Cubes!! The white one damn nice la. Hai. So sad I cant buy, the price also very "nice" lor. Le sigh. Ok, bought bubble tea and then walked arnd until 6 and then headed home, took same line as WF, Pau just took the opposite side, haha. Talked to WF in the train abt.. stuff. Nearly caused us to miss Dhoby Ghaut MRT cos I wasnt really listening to the announcement thingy, hehe. Even wacked Fong for it, haha! (But it was really soft, Fong!!) Walked home la, cos mum was at.. can you believe it, CK TANG!! It was like, so close to where I was and I didnt even thought to call her where she was!! Urgh. Damnit. SIGH.

Came back and played badminton. And after a while, I used the tennis racquet to play badminton, haha! It was so power la. Just one tap, the shuttlecock can fly le. Lol!
LOST rocks.

ASA:
Abbrievation for Ah Soh Association.
Idea - Paulina Lee and Huang Xiao Xuan
Heads - Jasmine Teo and Donna Goh.
Clerk - Woo Wan Fong
Trainers - Selena Ng and Terence Lim
AS-I-T (Ah Soh-in-Training) - Nicole Ng, Kaylie Sim, Cheryl Koh, Pamela Chua, and Goh Chang Sheng.


Just wanna thank WF for trusting me and letting me listen. (:






WE ROCK. (:

Open up, diary.

EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!
Physics SUCKS, a lot.

Open Diary sent this email, abt I never use my acc for very long le.. Then want to permanently delete, so I went there, and see what was interesting.. Got this story that I wrote long long ago. Just rmbred it. Haha. Here it is. (:

Way before I went to Hogwarts, I was in a elementary school, muggle school. The most surprising thing happened to me in my third year. It was about my best friend, Harry Potter. Of course, we didn't really talked to each other then. At school, teachers loved and students hated me, maybe it was only out of jealousy. They referred to me as a know-it-all, but i'm really used to it now. I was walking about in the classroom looking for my bag when I saw it. Slung over the arm of big bully, Dudley Dursley. In my opinion, the stupidest name ever given to a child. He was towering over someone, a poor little kid I guess. As I walked closer, i could make out a shape, it was Harry Potter! The guy with the strange lightning scar on his forehead, others thought that it was wierd, but to me, it was kinda cool. Harry was crouching in the corner, Dursley's sidekicks bullying him mercilessly. It always amazes me how those two could be cousins, Dursley was big, fat and mean, while Harry was small, skinny and well, quiet. Those two were totally the opposite.
I walked over to Dursley and asked politely," May i have my bag back?" He just stared at me like I was some kind of bug or something. Nevertheless, I asked again," May i have my bag back?" I extended my hand to recieve it, but it never came. I fakingly bowed my head and walked away. I heard Dursley highfive-ing the other two, problably thought that they had won another argument. I grinned to myself as I made my way back towards them. Seeing their confused faces, I had to hold back a grin. "May I have my bag back?" I asked again. They refused and stared at me menacingly, as if daring me to take the bag away. But unlike the other kids at school, I was not scared. I clenched my fist, and ask again, "May I have my bag back?" They continued staring at me. Big mistake. So, what else could I do? I punched them. They dropped the bag and staggered back. Being the "polite" child I was, I said as I walked past them, "Thank you." The kids who were watching sniggered and laughed loudly at them as they ran off whimpering. I looked around and saw Harry Potter walking towards the school gate. I took the same route as he everyday. I was always twelve steps behind him. This shows how eaxact i was last time. I followed him all the way. He bent down to retie his shoelaces. Suddenly, i saw a lady leaning over him, as if trying to see what he was doing. This beautiful lady could not be his aunt. She had long wavy dark red hair, and startling emerald eyes. She was wearing a gorgeous white dress. As Harry Potter stood up and continued walking, the lady followed. Finally, we reached a fork in the forest. He seemed to have stopped, as though pondering over which way to go. The lady nudged him gently, leading him towards the right trail. She then caught my gaze and winked at me, smiling. I was confused. Why hadn't he take the left trail like always? I was torn between wanting to follow him and wanting to go home. In the end, i decided the latter, as i was afraid my mum would worry about me. I took no less than 10 steps when i heard a loud boom up front. I quickly walked towards it. 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..11..12..13.. i stopped at the 13th step. i could not go further. A tree had fallen in the way. I suddely understood. If Harry had taken this route, he would have been crushed to death by the tree. The beautiful lady in white had saved his life.
It wasn't until i went to Hogwarts and met Harry (again!) and Ron that i found out who that lady was. The second time i saw her was in a picture in Harry's photo album. All the questions i had was answered, making way for a lone question:
Why had I, Hermione Granger, been the only one to see Lily Evans Potter lead her son away from danger?

Yup, so yeah. This is it. Know it sucks right. Lol.
FRIDAYS TMR!! Yay. Finally. Hehe. I'll just so happy that finally.. get to go out again. Lol. Borrowed 'The Pact' from WF today. Returning her tmr so she can read during the weekend. (: Haha. Its er.. an interesting topic? Abt how parents dont know their kids, so. Can relate la. Yup. SO yeah. Good luck to people for your results. I know mine would definitely suck like hell, after the first ppr we got back. HAI.
To anyone who cares: My eye's still red, but better, maybe contacts tmr. And.. I'm still mad at him/her, would never be able to forget it. And I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE!! Which is a long long way from now. Lol. We were talking abt it today la. Me, WF, Pam and Sele. Yup. We all wanna drive, haha.

I'm hungry. (: Off to lunch, seeya.


Who knows what would happen, definitely not me.

2ND LAST.

After Lit went library, my class that side too noisy, so get kicked out by the librarian. Lol.

FINALLY. Tmr is gonna be the last day.. YAY!! Haha. Cant help it LA. Hates exams. (: Just watched finish Lost no. 12. Charlie went mad, lol. OK, er, Friday. Last five periods. Meaning still got Maths. ): And physics. )): My goodness. Such a BAD day. Only after sch then nice, but still, its not the same. Got to endure the tiring hrs. SIGH.

Those who heard the devastating news, it all boils down to one damn person and I have a song dedicated to him/her (NO, I am NOT gonna reveal who.): I DONT REALLY LIKE YOU. [Chorus only, its enough.]

I don't care what you do
I don't care about you
I don't care get a clue
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
You and your friends are dense
You dont make any sense
It's all at your expense
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you


Its all your fault.

COMMON TEST.

Its common test week!! And I managed to sneak a post. (: Of cos, besides that one on the phone la.
5 down, 4 more to go
Thats a lot. Hai. Physics.. Die la!! So hard lor. Today was ok.. cept Georg din actually finish la, but still. You know, ya. Lit and Chem tmr. Good luck to me. SIGH. Ok, rewind. Chem is fascinating.. I THINK. Well, lets see.
In an atom, there is the protons and the neutrons in the neucleus, and the electrons circling around the neucleus at e speed of light. The relative atomic mass of the atom comes from the neucleus, and the electrons are too light already. The protons are all positive charge right? And the neutrons are neutral. So, answer this, how come the protons can stay in the neucleus, when they are supposed to repel each other and then fly around, colliding into stuff? You might say cos of the electrons. And the electrons are supposed to be much much much lighter than the protons, and yet it is able to keep the protons inside the neucleus at all times. Aint that cool? Haha.

FRIDAY IS THE DAY. To chill and all after the first exams of our oh so dumb Sec 3 yr. If you dont count the weekly tests that is.
Tennis yesterday was truely relaxing. I imagined the ball as someone's face, and hit it. It flew hard, and far. Yup. Its a stress reliever.


A teardrop can tear the paper apart.

Fight to overseas

Guess what! I'm blogging on my phone now! Ok, I had a really HUGE fight with my mum about going overseas. So mad now, wlau. Hai, lets not talk abt it la. I want to make my own sunglasses! Its so cool!

Photos.

Ok, I'm in for a quick display of the pics I've done due to boredom:



For ZK! Yeah, thank me again.


Exam is nearing, and I'm banned from internet, its cos I gotta get the notes from asknlearn thats why I'm here. Yup. Back to studying! ): Hate it. Lit test tmr. Sure fail. URGH.

Saint Valentino's.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples out there. It was like everyone's birthdays at sch today. Haha. There was even a cake. -__- But for good old me, it was just another boring day. Didnt go Chem cos wasnt feeling too good. Sigh, whats with me and getting sick on exam periods?? I always do.
I love Lakerol. So does my sister. Lol.
I feel like making pics. Ok, who wants one? Haha, just kidding!! I'll make for myself. (:

A girl wants the 5Cs: Chocolate, Crystals, Cash, Cars, and prince Charming. HAHA.

WARNING: The negative side of Valentine's day from here onwards.
Inspiration from a story:


Its always inevitable to avoid. The good side and bad side of something. Its always there to rear its ugly head in your face.

Collapse.

4 hours of drills and rallies of tennis straight is enough to make anyone collapse.
Cheryl's present is really hard to decide. Urgh. Brown jacket with orange stripes at the side? I dont know!! Hai. Anyway, she blogged.
I'm gonna be spending my valentine's day on a date with... CHEMISTRY. Stupid teacher. She suck la. Tmr still wanna have supplementary, all other classes all like, dont have lor. That stupid dolt. SO sickening. Theres A Maths tmr too, ok, a freakingly sucky day!! Tuesday suck la. Three periods of Lit somemore. Luckily got Chinese to brighten up the day, but not by very much. Sigh.
The moon has been extremely bright these few days. From the tennis courts, the moon has the same brightness as the lamp post. Haha. No clouds in the sky.. Is that supposed to be good, or bad?
Exams are coming. Just next week. Cant wait for it to be over, and cant wait for the half day the P.Chan granted due to excellent O level results. In Sec 1, we got a day off, now only half day, so sad.

I cant breathe, literally.

Still mad, no, angry.

Currently downloading all the songs on Diana DeGarmo's Blue Skies album cos I lost the disc. Haha. I'll probably burn back into one disc and put it into the empty Blue Skies cd case. If I not too lazy to do it.. lol.

I lost my voice this morning. Cheryl can vouch for it. We were communicating by she talking, I writing. A tad annoying really, to not being able to talk, cos sometimes, paper cant really express what you are really referring to. Esp talking to a cough56k modemcough like Cheryl....
Shoot. I accidentally deleted My Chemical Romance's Helena and Relient K's Be My Escape from the computer. Oh damnit. Fine fine. Just download again. Sigh. Ok, where were we, ah, about the cannot speak that part.
I'm gonna flunk my Lit. I didnt finish part 2(2)!! OH NO. But I think a lot of people also never finish la, cos the teacher didnt give us enough time, and she owes us 20 minutes!!!

O level results are out today. My cousin did quite well to me, though my mother dont think so. I totally disagree. But can go JC lor, so quite smart le. Haha. To me la, thats my personal opinion. But diff people have diff opinions right? Some expectation higher, some lower. (: Mine lower la, I guess.But hey, Os are a year away for me, so still got a year to think about expectations, dont think now, so dont get more worked up and confused. And to think I'll still confused about which handphone to buy. Yeah, I still havent made up my mind. When the day comes, I'll know which to buy, no worries! (:
Now just concentrate on getting my voice back. I seem to be losing it again..

I wake up every morning to another crazy day I have to face.

STAY AWAY.

The doc asked me to stay home tmr too, but guess what? My mother refused!! There you have it, parents strike again. "Dont be surprised if I suddenly faint in sch tmr" was what I told Selena. (I gotta thank her for listening to me rant on!)

I hate unreasonable parents.
Why cant they just see that their time for sch, is sooo much less stressed then ours!? Why cant they see the difference??
Are parents really that oblivious to what their child really wants? Or do they just pretend to ignore it?
Do they understand us, truely, about what we're thinking?
Do they even try to?
Do they just say "Yes I know" without actually knowing what you wanted.
Do they try to cheer you up when you are down?
Do they wish you good luck before the exams?
Do they care more about your health than your studies?
Do they even bother to?
Do they notice if you fall into depression suddenly?
Do they know if you are just to quiet and not being your usual self?
Do they compare you to other kids, saying that they're so much better but wouldnt let you compare yourself to anyone else?

DO THEY?

Theres more I wanna say, but you just dont wanna hear me out. Not even once.

Five day work week? CRAP. Tons of bull. Do people still go sch/work on Saturdays?? YES. So what difference has a Five day work week do to the people of Singapore?? NOTHING. HELL TO THE TEACHERS WHO ORGANISED SOME LAME CLASS COMMITTEE TRAINING THING. DAMN YOU.

School = NO!

Turns out I didnt make it to school after all. I woke up at arnd 6.25am, felt so feverish all over, and then told my mum, and fell back to sleep and woke up again, like about.. 10.25am.
Maybe going to see the doc ltr. Who knows, besides, I need to get an MC for not going to sch and taking the Eng summary test today.


Angels are crying for me.

S and S.

Bloody contacts.
Freedom of speech? Thats total bullshit. Try saying: "Your an idiot" in front of parents. They'll probably slap you or something. And I thought there were supposed to be freedom of speech, all those stuff people say about it? Dont believe. They are total crap. Nonsensical words. LIES.
And parents obviously care about bloody freaking studies instead of your freaking health, mine does. WTH. Would they be happy if I study until I die one day??? Would they be happy if I get a Master but lie in hospital???? Would they be happy if I get great results but die straight after due to studying and total HECK of health!? Would they be happy if I just die!?!???! DAMN IT. WOULD THEY??? I bet the hell they would. So thats the way its gonna be is it? As long as I get great results and meet their expectations, nothing else would matter isn't it. So whats so great about being sick, in fact, whats so different about it?? Even if I'm sick, I still got to do whatever I always do, and its not different from being not sick, except that I'm in constant TORTURE.

Past days

What happened on 5 Feb 06:
Party at my house, mother and father's friends. However, I left at arnd 2pm with ZK and Tiff (ZK came to fetch me) for ICE SKATING! Yay. Very long never go le. So, went there, and then skated for arnd 2 and a half hrs. Ok, then, the interesting part, this couple, the guy looks loads like a chinese HP, the girl fell la, and then the guy try to help her up, and then fall on her, then they started kissing. Lol!! In the middle of the rink somemore, according to ZK. And everyone arnd were cheering, haha. Ok, finish arnd 4.30pm, then go do our 'daily' thing. Go to Macs and buy fries and ice cream. Haha. We ALWAYS do that after skating without fail. (: At night went to my auntie's house. So windy there, lol.

What about.. 6 Feb 06:
School start le, so sian. ): Ok, er, as usual la. Not a good day, cos got A Maths. Plus E Maths level test!! WTH. Sure die one lor. One qn I didnt do, and I totally forgot how to do completing the sqaure. Damnit la. Urgh. Ok, then after E Maths test have A Maths supplementary. So sian, drama members left early to change lor. Drama was.. ok? Its not as bad as usual, but not so good also. The game was fun la. Accuse you!! Haha. It takes concentration la. After drama, we all walked out earlier, like around 6.25pm. Kaylie and I were waiting for our parents, talking with e guys at e same time. The lower sec, Sec 1 and 2, were walking out, but the staircase was closed already. Lol!! All the stairs were closed, so they were basically stuck inside the school. Haha, but then ltr the guy came and opened the stairs for them to walk out lor. Not fun le, hehe. My mother came, and then go tennis le. In the car, my mother told me that she bought a rabbit. Dwarf rabbit!! So cute la!! Its grey. Anyway, tennis was fun. Claire and I were winning all the way, arnd the end la. Go home, do finish work, sleep. Lol.

This is 7 Feb 06, TODAY.
Sucky day, as usual. Georg was ok la. Hm, Lit was as boring as ever, I listened to the nano throughout the whole lesson. The nano listen until red batt le. Haha. Recess, went down, and then go up. English sucks la. Wlau. I hate the teacher lor. Ass. A Maths was as usual, super sian!! Cos we all already feel like sleeping le, after Eng. Chinese was the usual with Cheryl, love teasing her with CS! (: Haha. During Chinese we talked abt Cheryl's birthday, what we gonna do etc. After school, walked back with Cher to her class, Darence was all, "Xiao Xuan. How to write your name arh?" And I was like, "WHY?" His reply? "Your name very cute what." DIAO. I told him to ask Cheryl how to write. Cute meh. Urgh. Physics sucks!! Chem was.. fine. Physics was the killer! Ok, then after that went to eat maggie with Pau, Selena, and Kaylie. Kaylie was late la, she was still strolling. Eat finish, then at the bus stop, while me and Pau were waiting for bus, 3H Gary and Darence came over, and then Gary just asked me if I wanted the packet drink he had, then I was like, "What?" Then he just give and then walk away. Lol. Ok, then, homebound. Took pictures with the cuteee rabbit! Its a guy, Selena.


Update: Me and Sele just named it Starbucks. Get it? Star-BUCKS. Lol. Ok. Er, Sele's the god-owner? Haha.

I Not Stupid.

Whee. I watched I Not Stupid 2 again today. Instead of crying, I yawned. Cos it was quite early mah. Quite a lot of important people were there. Jack Neo, executive producer Daniel Yun, various mps, and one vp, and some important woman from Malaysia came with her entourage. Lol. Yeah. Realised Jack Neo wasnt very tall. My mum went and shook his hand after e show, haha. Ate Crystal Jade, then when my parents havent eat finish, I went and find Cheryl at Pacific Plaza, and then her cousins bought her a wallet, so ex, from Roxy, then went back to find my parents and then went home.
Here I am, using the computer lor. (:

I NOT STUPID 2 ROCKS. SHAWN LEE ROCKS.
And Jonathan is low-life ass. Sucker.

2H forever!!

Going out with the old gang today made me miss 2H. ): Btw, thanks MS for treating us!!

Watch your steps.

Zheng Kai, didnt know you were these type of person, tsk tsk. One night stand. Goodness, you devil-may-care Homo scapien. And say that abt me again, and your head may roll. Watch your steps. You're treading into enemy's territory here. Oh, sry, I forgot, everywhere's my territory. Lol!!

Phone-y phone-y phone.

Kaylie's phone IS nice to use.. Really. Since I got an mp3 already.. I dont really need the other phone right? Urgh. I dont know. What I DO know is that the balance is tilting slightly towards E530C's side. Yea. My bro, seeing me come home with such a nice phone, is getting increasingly jealous, and of cos, demands a handphone too. But he dont go out, so.. no use right? Haha.
Running 2.4km tmr. Stupid Singh. Hate him!! The Choices thing sucks la. Archery, all the guys all take up already la! WTH lor. Only one girl from my class, and one girl from 3B! I mean like, WTH la! Damnit la. Then get also not the second choice, which is Body Combat, and then the choice is a freaking Wushu. Freak. Freak freak freak!!
Friday Kaylie's treating, then go for that thingy.
Sat maybe tennis with Rachel, but then not too sure yet. Cos I keep feeling as though there is supposed to be something on on that day.
Sunday party on home. Dad's friends. Perhaps can stay up late. (: Yay.
WHAT!? E530C's charger is diff from my slide phone's. Damnit! Thats one cm down on the imaginary scale. Shoot.


Update: The internet got cut off and I was supr bored. So I did these, as they were the only stuff I could do at the moment. Nth else to do, so sian.





And then these I did last week:

CNY.

I totally love CNY! Rocks kaye. So, didnt update for the whole festive, so I'm updating now.

New Year Eve, Sat
Everyday just do whatever we always do, including the extremely sickening tuition, and then at the evening, arnd 6pm, went to my grandmother's house, and made my cousin download PT. Ok, then after eat finish, went to my other cousin's, Zkai, hse. Er, played PT. Haha, managed to rank up, finally, now I got that head thingy, and then yeah, then went home, lol. Cos my sister tired, so had to go home early, at arnd 11 plus. We were supposed to play cards and mahjong. Sigh.

New Year, 1st day, Sunday
Guess what happened that I didnt sleep till arnd 2am in the morning. Well, when I was showering, just came back from Zkai's hse (above), the lights went home, but the water was still running, anyway, found out that the stupid electric box was on fire, but luckily, small fire. I just dressed and then stepped downstairs, not before taking my handphone to use the flash. My brother was shouting in his room "Help, mummy. Help me. Help me.." Lol! ER, ok, then I went to 'rescue' him. Going downstairs and then find out electrics not working, so we tapped into our neighbours electric, but still din have air con, so wanted to 'den' downstairs. My mother just insisted to sleep upstairs, lol. Cant leave her bed, anyway, my bro joined her, and so me and dad were left to 'den'. Den night, living with danger, lol. Ok, anyway. Yeah. So, sleeped there. Kinda cold though, cos two fans were blowing at me, thank goodness for the blanket. Next morning we woke up arnd 9am and called the repair ppl. They took abt half and hr to come, and then repair the thing ok le, we changed and went to my grandmother's hse. They were all waiting for us, lol. At that time, I was in a freaking dress, and wore the white boots. Ok, then took a few pics, and then went to my auntie's house together. Watched Charmed Season 8 there cos they have SCV, and then went to my other grandmother's house. Ate sharkfin (YUM!) and then played Match 10, with money. One dollar each game, I won 2 dollars. My capital was five. Yay, and then moved to my other auntie's hse together, by that time, I already changed out of my dress and into something more comfortable, but still representable. Went there and played more, now, lost more money, lol. Thank goodness I brought my own wallet and my own money, if not, my dad would be lending me money over and over again. Won back 1.50. Lol. So little. Went back to my grandmother's hse and thats it. Had aircon for the night, yay.

New Year, 2nd day, Monday.
I was forced to go MacRitchie reservoir and watch the lion's dance there, and then ran. After that, went home, showered and then went over to my grandmother's hse. Ate lunch, and then went to watch I Not Stupid Too at Cathay Cineleisure. Went there by MRT. Got there that time, got a slight problem, supposed to be all 13 of us watching the show, but in the end only got me, my bro and my two other cousins. 4 of us watching. The show was so nice la, I must admit, I cried. Everyone else cried too. Liang Jun claimed he didnt cry. I dont believe, haha. While we watching that, the rest watched Fearless, which is NC 16. Unfair!! Ok, well, went back while my parents were watching Fearless, cos my sister didnt have a ticket to watch the show with us, and then she also cant watch Fearless. So, yeah. Went back, watched finish the Angel of Death dvd, and then, yeah, ate dinner etc.

New Year, 3rd day, TODAY.
Morning wake up, play PT. Ate lunch at home, and arnd 3pm headed to my father's friend hse. There was nice man, I tell you, listen to the adults talk also. Its actually quite interesting. And went my grandmother's hse after that. Then go home.. and then got ready for school. Sucks!!

Soon soon, dears.

To my sister dear, Selena: Its good being TK. You have all of us, and of course, you cant leave out my oh-so-dear brother in law, Jonathan Yong.
LOL! I told her that just now, haha. So funny.

One more day to chinese new year!! Yippeee. And no hwk for a few more days. And MS is lending me her hp for a wk cos I maybe wanna buy her phone, the grey/white one. Its actually quite nice to use.

CNY celebrations.

For Kaylie. (: Got inspiration when walking home today.

Lit was boring as usual, I'm seriously gonna fail it la. Chinese write ying yong wen. Stupid guys. Say my name is 'cute'. WTH la.
Chinese New Year celebrations today. A bit boring la. Me and Pau were annoying WF. Lol. Er, and I kept trying to aim the ang pao at Sele, but then never hit, until the end. First I hit Cheryl Tan, and then Kaylie, and then Edward, and finally Selena. Haha. Ok, then we were let off early. You know, we could have went for the 12.50pm show lor, but too bad, booked already. Ok then, wanted to go off lor. Supposed to take bus one, but then too long le, so we took taxi. 5 people ma, cant, so Pamela followed Pau they all, who are also going to PS. Me, Sele, Kaylie, and Cheryl took such a long time to get a taxi lor. We walk on one side of the road, the other side got a lot of taxis, go the other side, the other side got a lot of taxis. What the hell la. Then, finally got a taxi. Phew. Arnd the same time as Pau I guess. We also reached around the same time as em. We all rushed out of the taxi, with Cheryl paying the money, which we gave to her before in the taxi. In taxi saw Cher's baby pics. So cute. (: Anyway, we reached there that time me, Cher and Pam went to collect tickets. first while MS and Sele looked for ATM machine. So, when go to the GV there to collect tickets. It was so irritating la! The guy asked for the IC no, it was my dad's credit card, then I had to call my father dont know how many dozen times, cos he didn't pick up his phone. Then got le, and then the guy asked for the credit card. Hello!? Do I look like I have a freaking credit card!? Goodness sake. I was so pissed la. You can ask Pam lor. We took the comment ppr and complained abt that guy. Pam ticked all 'not good' and then at the other comments that part, we put 'Too slow, attitude problem, never smile'. True what. We had to wait so long for them to check lor. Lousy, incompetant people.
The movie was kinda nice la, just a typical movie lor, its funny though. Yeah. MS left halfway during the show, cos she gotta go for her dentist appointment. The movie seating was funny la. Plan A, which was making Sele sit with Jonathan, kinda failed half. Cos its ok for Terence to sit with Sele. Its like, completing one part la. Yeah. Sele sat in between Nicholas and Terence. Lol! She was supposed to sit with Jonathan.. Haha!! But still can consider half done la, haha.
Supposed to watch 2nd movie one, but then, after that changed mind. Mhm. Nicole's friend said that I Not Stupid Too was sad, and he cried, so, Sele would surely cry one. Lol. She very emotional one. So just walked arnd for a short while, and then found Pau, she walked around PS for a few hrs. Nothing better to do lor, dont watch movie, walked arnd. Sian!
Then went home arnd 5pm lor. Mhm. Reached home earlier than supposed. So guai. (: I wanna watch Underworld: Evolution!! March 2nd!! Faizzah's birthday, haha.
Cya then.
HAPPY NEW YEAR (in advance) PEOPLE.

Pictures made.

Er, yeah, for you people. Maybe do more ltr. Who knows. (:
FINALLY.

Its CNY celebrations tmr! Meaning.. Its 27 JAN!! ITS HERE. FINALLY HERE. OH YEAH!! YEAH YEAH YEAH. I a bit enthu hor. Lol. Well, you would be if its gonna be the first time this yr that you get to go out like e good ol times! So happy. And cant wait. The downside of it? MS cant go watch Cheaper by the Dozen 2 cos she got dentist. ): So sad. And Wf cant make it for the afternoon, but she can eat dinner with us.. if we do go on a movie marathon. Lol.
Today was kinda ok la. SS was fun. (: Laughed lots and had loads of fun teasing Faizzah and Yongjie, who were argueing and argueing and argueing like married couples. Lol!! And Jonathan was really happy today, cos he saw my sister. He was grinning ear to ear lor, and said hi to my sister, and for that, hes happy. So easily satisfied. Betcha my sister was freaked out by him. She hid behind me when he said hi. Haha. Too bad for you, Jonathan!!
Oh yes, my sister's photos are ready. No way would I give Jonathan lor. Its so cute. But my mother's only collecting tmr. ): So pity. Cant show you people. Maybe online can. Mhm.
Cya then. Enjoy yourself. x)

Update: My sister's photos are here! So freaking cute! I'm bring e calender to school tmr. Jonathan would go gaga over it lor. Sure one.
Me and my sister tricked my grandmother today. I rapped my fingers against the table, as though my sister had hit the table with her head, and then she started fake-crying. My grandmother was like, going over to my sister, and then my sister suddenly sat up laughing. It was so funny la. Me and my sis= Partners in crime!! (:

Meaningful

I really got to quote my cousin. His words are kinda meaningful.. (ZK, dont get a big head!!)

"been thru all tt, gone thru all tt. but in the eyes of ppl, we will always be so lucky, so fortunate ppl that never appeared to ever meet any trials in their lives. most of the time when we hear abt ppl around us suffering from something terrible and life-changing (eg. terminal illness, parents' separation), we somehow always manage to go into a shock. perhaps because these r the ppl closer to our hearts, so we expect much more from them and are especially sensitive abt all that.
esp for children, they always expect their family to be a perfect one, because they know its where their main source of security comes from. they will feel their world has shattered if they spotted any imprefection in their parents/family. many of us will feel sorry for them, but deep below, we probably knew we experienced something similar too.
not everyone has a happy childhood. yes, most of us chose to remember the good memories and count our blessings even in the worst period of our lives. but there are certain things have happened that subconsciously made an impact on a young mind, a mind that will grow up to see things differently. and if they manage to survive all that, a mind stronger than the average will be formed.
sad but true, many of us has secrets deep within out hearts. secrets that describe events tt happened so long ago, but nevertheless impactful. these secrets, ppl would choose never to reveal them, because humans all strive to be independent, to be strong. they do not want excessive pity from ppl around them. it is a backbone for them to succeed in life."

I totally agree with him. Seriously, you got to admit, he's right.
Well anyway, went home by MRT today with Jasmine. (She kept talking about vodka!! It sucks!!) Ate maggie with Sele, MS, Cher and Jasmine. Me and Sele did hwk while Cher ate. You should have seen her face!! So red!! Lol. Maybe I should show you e pic, but then not really clear. Urgh. Should have brought my camera. Next time I'll bring, just in case I see something worth taking. Haha. It wont hurt to. (: OK.
Just realised Joel, neighbour, is in the same sch as me!! In 1D. Saw him outside in the PE uniform, thats how I recognised. Haha.
I FREAKING HATE COLLECTING FREAKING MONEY
Its freaking irritating la! How can be short one! WTH la. ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT. ASSES. Well, Mr Tchen was talking to me about it, and then I just walked out on him at the end to go outside and collect the class com badge, it was getting super irritating la! WLAU. Cant stand it. SUCKS LA. WTH. Stupid school. Stupid teacher. Stupid money!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday might be movie marathon. Who knows. And CS still owes me starbucks!!

I'M TOTALLY A.S.!

To my K-Jie: If she makes you feel like this, shes definitely not worth it. She not even worthy to be your sister if she's all about insulting you and bringing you down. And yet you still stick up for her. It shows how forgiving you are and how lucky I am to have you as my sister. Dont ever forget that no one cares and that you are alone to face the unhappiness in life alone. Cos we're all here for you. And rmbr, we care.

Tennis and stuff.

Its 11 plus at night and I'm supposed to do my Lit hwk cos I dont have any time to do today, though I did my A Maths hwk during tennis, but well, I still took the time to blog so, yeah, here I am.
They called during tennis. I was playing halfway and suddenly the phone rang. What to do, answer the phone lor. Perpetua that dolt thought it was a boyfriend. Lame! As if I got boyfriend like that!! Nuh ah, no way, simply NOT possible. You get the drift. Tennis was ok la, not as fun as last week's, cos coach asked me to rally instead of 54321. Sigh.
Drama welcoming tea was... just not special la. However.. I met a nice Sec 1. Me and Sele. She was sitting beside me and her. Melissa from 1B. She's funny. Haha. Ok, so other than welcoming tea, there were bad news. Drama on Monday, starting from after CNY, is from 4.30pm to 6.30pm. Oh freak. How am I supposed to train during tennis now!? Urgh. The good news? Wed got no drama. Even if have, its only one hr. But still!?!? I dont know what to say.. Urgh!!
Doing Lit essay halfway, abt the dramatic thingy of Act 1 Scene 1. You should see my handwriting lor, its like, all cursive-y and illegible. Lol. I heck la, my hand hurts so much, thanks to tennis.. and the A Maths lvl test today. The test was kinda ok, though Sele said it was hard. Chem quiz I got same marks as Sele, 18/20. Phew. I thought I would fail. 3C was the second best for Pure Chem among the rest. Yay..! Though, its still not 2H. x( So sad.

Rnd and arnd.

Today had the extremely horribly stupid and boring chinese 7/11 thing. Some ppl made us rather pissd, and not an ordinary pissd, is an cross-the-line pissed. Really. I shant mention who here. I think they know. Or rather, will know, soon. The chinese thing, well, what can I say. Freaking boring. And the chinese teacher scolded us after that lor, for what, bad CAR-RAC-TAR. Lol. Ok, fine, its supposed to be character. But oh well, she cant pronounce, lol. And GONG. Lol!! Those who were there should know what it means, haha. We all wanted to laugh, but scared she scold. Actually, I was laughing. The rest were holding their laughter in. When she looked my way, I immediately suppressed my laughter, I daresay that it worked, as the teacher looked away. According to Sele: " i tell you all ah xuan was laughing like siao cheryl was bitting her lips to stop herself from laughing and i was staring at the floor the whole body shaking from laughter." (Taken from her blog.) At the start of the thing, CS went "Shi marh?" in that china china way, haha, the teacher scolded him and he had to stand. Lol! I was illustrating the 'Lifestyles of Moses Lim; Epi 1: To eat or not to eat, that is the question' in the audi, cos the teachr kinda reminded me of him. Looks like the sister. Haha. And played the number guessing game with Pau and Pam. Yeah well. And then let us off lor, but the Higher Chinese could go first. BIAS! Ass.
After it, me, Pam and Cher went to Parkway. Initially wanted to buy Cheryl's bdae present. We ate macs first, then went to walk arnd lor. 77th Street and such. Cheryl didnt know what to buy, haha. She and I in the end bought a pair of earrings each. Mine is purple and hers is yellow. (: Wanted to buy for Sele but dont know whether she would want or not lor. Mhm. Then. Yeah. Went home by MRT, but took diff bus as Pam, oh well, and I reached home, safely. On the way, I stopped to buy ice cream and my brother called, so I tell him I buying ice cream and he pester me to buy for him. I tell him to stop wasting my money, and hung up. And this English lady beside me went "Yeah! Tell him to stop wasting your money and hang up the phone!" Lol!!
Ok, finally, its friday. 27th is coming nearer.. I cant wait! Tmr maybe my dad going to Funan IT mall, so might be able to go Penisula Plaza. Great. Gonna help Cher and myself see jackets. We're considering buying. The Nike's new range is green! The jacket is kinda nice, and the price is 'nice' too. Haha. Ok, its green, the new range. Light apple green, kinda nice though. Mhm. So ya la, nth more to say so, seeya on Mon lor. 27th!!

For all of you, enjoy and rmbr: Your Heart Will Lead You Home.
Sunny days and starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You're countin' castles in the clouds
And hummin' little tunes
But somehow, right before your eyes
The summer fades away
Everything is different
And everything has changed

Chorus: If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you'd left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and done

Chorus

There'll come a day
When you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that "Home is where the heart is"
So follow your heart
And know that you can't go wrong

Chorus x2

Where you belong
I know your heart will lead you home

Royalty of Serinae

"Plopping down on her bed, Reya wiggled her feet a little to get the feel back into her toes. It hurt after a whole night of dancing with the various princes and counts. The diamond on her slippers clanked against the floor as she took it off. Reya gave a huge sigh. She trudged over to her balcony, holding her dress in case of tripping over it. Beyond the castle's walls lay the village Solean which was bustling with life. From the view at the tower, she could faintly hear the noise of the people. It seemed inviting. She wanted so much to just skip out the princess duties and join in the celebration of the Spring Festival. The music, the celebration, everything, even the marketplace. Reya was truly fascinated."
- Me.

I was just so bored in class lor. Hai. SS was boring, we had to sit according to our birthdays. So, theres two people who were born on 30 Dec. Aida and Janice. So young, lol. Got a lot of Eng hwk. Chem was boring, not like ytd, so sad, betcha it cant be repeated again, sigh. Well, Rachel din come to school today, sick, most likely. PE played er, rugby or something like that. You should have seen Pam's shoe! Like step in shit like that, haha. Cos they play in the field, and it rained the day before so muddy lor. Thank goodness our class din have to, actually must one. Phew.

My house has a total of three phone lines, not including handphones. The new line is free, and damn cool. If anyone wanna call me, call that no, its easier to rmbr. Serious. Just, call me and ask me k? Cos I'm supposed to be saving my pathetic phone bill. So cant use too much smses.
I didnt go out with JH today. Cos have to be home by 6pm, so, no point going lor, since after watch movie cant do anything le.. Mhm.

Life is boring, I'm better off writing a book and thinking about the future home, cant wait! :) Seeya.

Debates?

Georg lesson was fun. Let me quickly type this out before it runs out of my mind.. We were supposed to be debating about the Green Revolution thing. I'm on the Yes side, and yeah.

Ming Jie: According to this textbook, Interactive Georgraphy Elective by R B Brunnett--
Mrs Yeo: Cut the crap and get on with it! ( Class laughing like siao)
Ming Jie: Ok ok, this book says that...blah blah blah.. see! So you cannot dont believe it, cos if you do, you'll be insulting R B Bunnet, the author of this textbook. ( Class start laughing again and my side claps and cheers. Lol)

Ok, finally got it down, phew. So funny. x) It was fun lor, better than what I thought, Chem too. Mrs Chee praised us and it felt so good, cos we can count the total mass even without her teaching, haha. Ok, so, Project Work during AS. Talked abt the various project works, and AG 1s have to do the Eng thing! And compulsory!! Wa. Damnit la. Urgh. I wanna do the rainforest one, its nice lor. Really, somemore, can get outta Singapore! Yay. Me and RuiWen were like, "we want Africa" in the auditorium. Unfair. Its so nice there!! Lol. Yeah.

Cheryl just bid 59 50 bucks on a orange Le Corq Sportif handbag. Orange, yes, nice.. but handbag!? Thats an absolute NONO. For me at least, haha. I wouldnt even carry it.. Serious. Oh well, its Cheryl's choice. Haha.
Its back to Priston Tales for me, cya. And I need a umbrella! A purple or transparent foldable one! x)

PS. One Priston Tales pic for you! Its my character there.

Beyond expectations.

Last night, I had lots of fun. Tennis was better than what I had expected. It was kinda fun, though tiring. 4 hours there, and somemore it rained a little, stop, rain, stop, rain, stop. So it was a little wet. But still, we played on. Met some people and made friends. I guess I would be going next Monday too. BUT I dont wanna do the training, just the games.. urgh. If I had drama then yeah.. I CANT BELIEVE I'm actually wishing that there would be drama. OMG. I must be outta my mind.
Yeah okay, had Chem and Physics quiz today. Quite easy la. And that Mrs Tan! Oh for goodness sake, we KNOW what mind maps are! Plus she didnt even tell us to stay back for that! Thank goodness my mother didnt come at 3.15 or else I'll be skinned alive by her.. On the road home saw Pam's car stuck in traffic! Lol! So funny. Then her mother changed to our lane and well, we were side by side for some time, me and Pam were waving at each other. Haha.
So, yeah, if got anything more, then I add later lor, seeya. Its off to Priston Tales for me! I'm determined to beat my brother! x)

Back home 'gain.

School is boring.
I went home by MRT today, haha, first time in 2006! Lol, with Jasmine. We talked abt stuff while reading the 8days she bought on the bus and MRT. 'Learned' lots.
Going do my hwk now. And I have tennis tonight, oh no. Not sure if I still rmbr how to play, shoot. Somemore tonight is starting the grp one. Hope they dont choose me to play.. I sure die. It's like standing there and screaming 'Someone shoot me please!'. Which is, in layman's terms, courting death.
Well, changed my skin lor. This one kinda nice, though a little black and white, haha. But its still nice. x) Though I like the heart at my before skin. It made the skin rock. Plus its purple, even better. Oh well, too bad its navigations.
I realised that nowadays, no one really plays any new games already. We're playing all the old games, like Maple, Gunbound and Priston Tales. Yeah. Its boring. Maybe now that school's started, the designers themselves are too busy. Maybe they are just 10 year old geniuses creating and managing the games. Yeah, right.... Tmr has THREE FREAKING PERIODS OF LIT. WTH LA. SURE DIE ONE. Miss Poon can kill you with one period already. But three!? OMG. No way... Kill me now please.
Just shoot me.

Thanks loads.

I just wanna thank Nicole and Pamela for listening.

Well, anyway, I'm looking for a new skin now. Selena lor, her fault. She change skin make me feel like change too. Blah blah blah. Ok, next thing. Er, yeah. I put up pictures of my sister, from today and that day the photoshoot that one on -gertrude.blogspot.com. But not all the pictures from the photoshoot cos they still havent sent the pictures yet, sigh, so slow. Yah, btw, my sis looks extremely cute in the pictures. And for some wierd reason, my 20 year old plus aunties all have her voice as their msg tone. So wierd. Lol. They ask her to talk and they record her voice and put as tone. So can you just imagine!? Everytime they recieve a msg, the phone would go "You have a msg! You have a msg! You have a msg!" Somemore in my sister's voice. Bizarre.

I was sick today, already from last night got fever, and still had to go school, so bad. So just now, I went out and bet everyone was probably staring at me. My nose was like Rudolph's and my eyes were red. After taking Contac (it rocks more than Panadol!!), I felt so much better. Thank goodness. I betta get well by tmr. If not, I go restaurant, cos my grandfather's bdae, everyone would be staring at me again. Sigh. But on a lighter note, if I'm still sick tmr, at least I might be able to pass the sickness to my tuition teacher. Bwahaha, I'm so evil. He deserves it. A LOT.

It was sunny all day. So hot, I wanted it to rain. I love rain. I love cold.

Mask on.

A mask of facade never off
Burning desire of a need to cry
Fake smiles that always lies
Disappointed by friends' forlorn
The moment when their needed most
They disappear and I'm left alone
The path to take is suddenly lost
I'm to face the unseen enemy
Alone.

-xiaoxuan

So empty, so cold inside.

Popular demand!

Ok, so by POPULAR demand, I'M BACK!
So, yeah. Havent blogged for a couple of days now, just not in the mood la, with sch and everything.. Cant wait for 27 January, or maybe even earlier.. All that was going through my head these few days was 'Cheaper by the Dozen 2' and '27 January'! So, for those of you who didnt know what I was going on about when I kept repeating 27 Jan to, for example CS, now you know. So CS still owes me Starbucks. And owe Nicole too. Yeah.. Time to talk about how boring school is and how sucky it is.
CE first two periods, that one was ok.. Formed a group with Rachel, Pon and Vimal and one person had to go up and present something. So, talked abt Maple. Haha! Cos Pon was the one who presented mah. PE changed teacher, now is that stupid Singh. Urgh. How horrid. At least he let us off earlier before the period ended so we rushed to the toilet to change first before going for the next lesson. A Maths was damn sian. I begin to dislike Miss Wang for some reason. She is extremely particular about things la. Like, name and all. Had a mini A Maths quiz today, betcha I would definitely flunk it. Recess I had to rush to copy finish the E Maths hwk. Heck A Maths already la, besides, I'd rather go home and do. Then Cheryl and I went to check the drama noticeboard cos Ms Puja pinned something up. Turns out got no drama, yippee! That was one good news of the day. The only one, I'm sad to say. Well anyway, Chem was usual, boring as hell. Stupid Mrs Tan. Rachel and I were guessing her age throughout the whole lesson. Also collected money for A Maths, SS, and Chem during the lesson. In the end, I had a whole lot of money. Thank goodness I had a class list, if not, die le. E Maths was kinda ok, cos it was all rather easy to do. Assembly? Sian la, talk about whatever media stuff. It turned out that someone called the press about the school auditorium ceiling leaking, except they didnt actually say that it was leaking, but rather, collapsed. Lol. Er, yeah. Then had Georg Elect with Mrs Yeo. She said she was gonna rush through to make sure we finish earlier, in the end, she talked so slowly still. Shearen was hurrying her up and Pam was praying for it to not rain. In the end, it still did rain however, haha. So she asked her mother to fetch her lor. Talked with Nicole in the canteen. Missed doing that. ): Hai. And yeah, went home.
I'm supposed to be doing my e maths hwk now, but then lei, I'm blogging. Hah. Ok, quickly finish, quickly go cycling, cya. x)

Tiring.

Physics made me wanna sleep. So boring. Plus the teacher talks in a monotone type of voice. So sleepy by the time school had ended. Chinese was fun. The teacher is funny. And fat too. Haha! Er, and other subjects etc. I think Mrs Poon now not good le, so hard to understand her, urgh. Very sian la, as what school is. Utimalte boredom, unless you count reccess and after school, before school, haha. Ok, so, yeah. School sucks, I dont think I really like 3C even after a week with em. Plus, most people dyed their hair back already. No more colourful heads and golden monkeys around anymore. Sigh.

First day of school.

The best part of the day? Reccess. That is nice sia. Sitting down, talking to Pau, Sele, Cheryl, Mavis, Serena, and Fiona etc. Good ol' 2H. Thank goodness I didnt get caught by the teachers today for my hair. Phew. Jasmine did, golden monkey!? Haha! Her hair is super obvious lor. I'm unlucky man.. out of all the girls on the class list, the teacher had to choose me, what the hell. Treasurer. Urgh. But Mavis is more unlucky, haha, she got chosen for CIP rep again! Lol. Class was super boring lor. At least I gonna have Eng with WF and Chi with Cheryl. Yay, finally! A class with them. This sucks. I hate 3C. I used hate, not dislike, nor dont like, so you should know how I feel about it. Wish me loads of luck, I definitely need it.

Dreams

I just had the really funny dream. It caused me to laugh out in my sleep. And then I woke up. My maid was just standing there, staring at me. She must have thought I was crazy, laughing out like that, so she told me, "You siao already arh." I just continued laughing to myself. In this dream, a few girls were sitting in a row, from right was Selena, behind her was MS, then beside Selena was Cheryl, then Jinghan, then me. I suppose it was school time, cos we were in school uniform. We were playing.. a game, which objective was not to let the ball drop within our area. We were playing against guys, and then this guy, I dont know who, came up, took a rambutan, and we started playing with that as the ball. So we hit it back to and fro for a while.. and then the funny part. Ok, Selena was talking to MS at this point, and then we were hitting the rambutan right, so, the ball or rather, fruit, was thrown at Sele, cos she was talking to MS, so she didnt notice, then, we all shouted at her to hit it, said thing was bouncing in her lap, we were wearing skirts rmbr, and Selena looked around frantically saying "Where, where." when the thing was in her lap all along, and then the fruit bounces, bouncing, and Selena have no idea at all where it is, everyone is shouting at her to hit it, she looks around, panic, cant see the fruit, and then the fruit bounces off her lap. Lol!! Imagine that scene. Its extremely funny. I just couldnt help it but laugh out loud. And then cos of that, I woke up at this time. Its so early. Yawn.
Today's Chinese Tall Story thing is canceled, cos we're simply not free. Got to go Popular and such. Pau has RedX today! Can you believe that!? Its like, a public holiday, and its the day before school starts! Poor her. The last day of holiday le, time passes so fast. Even Sele, who said that she missed school at the start of holidays, said that she doesnt anymore. How can you go to Heaven when your already in Hell??
I have nothing to do... Fine, I shall go play Maple. I'm bored!! Seeya.
9am- *grumbles* Stupid maple. Why the hell ID format not correct! Idiot. Next game: Gunbound. Thats how sian I am!!

Rmbr forever.

These are the people that I would remember forever, even when I'm old with scabby knees (: :
1. Cheryl
2. Selena
3. Munshi; Kaylie
4. Paulina
5. WanFong
6. Mavis
7. Pamela
8. Nicole
9. Ann Geeeeeee (:
And any other person I've ever known! Its too long a list to be mentioned here, I just several memorable people down, but even so, everyone else is special to me too! <3!

seeya.

Firsts.

The first things in 2006:
.First sentence I said: Now, can I keep the money?
.First show on TV to watch the first performance of the year: Tania Chua.
.The first song I sang was Eyes on Me by Faye Wong
.First time I switched on the computer was at 1am
.First movie I'm going to watch in cinemas: Chinese Tall Story
.First vcd I watched: Gatekeepers.
This is all that I can think of. Ha. Good luck for the new year, many happy returns.

This is for all of you, love ya <33:
You must always remember

Life can be a challenge
Life can seem impossible
It's never easy when so much is on the line

But you can make a difference
With courage you can set things right
The gift to dream and make dreams real
Is yours and mine

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

Each of us is chosen
There's a mission just for you
Just look inside you'll be surprised
What you can do

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the worldI
magine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

And one by one
We can make the world a much better place

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
It's inside of you and me
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one


Enjoy, seeya.

New Year

Happy New Year everyone!
Hope you all had a great year and would have one!