"been thru all tt, gone thru all tt. but in the eyes of ppl, we will always be so lucky, so fortunate ppl that never appeared to ever meet any trials in their lives. most of the time when we hear abt ppl around us suffering from something terrible and life-changing (eg. terminal illness, parents' separation), we somehow always manage to go into a shock. perhaps because these r the ppl closer to our hearts, so we expect much more from them and are especially sensitive abt all that.
esp for children, they always expect their family to be a perfect one, because they know its where their main source of security comes from. they will feel their world has shattered if they spotted any imprefection in their parents/family. many of us will feel sorry for them, but deep below, we probably knew we experienced something similar too.
not everyone has a happy childhood. yes, most of us chose to remember the good memories and count our blessings even in the worst period of our lives. but there are certain things have happened that subconsciously made an impact on a young mind, a mind that will grow up to see things differently. and if they manage to survive all that, a mind stronger than the average will be formed.
sad but true, many of us has secrets deep within out hearts. secrets that describe events tt happened so long ago, but nevertheless impactful. these secrets, ppl would choose never to reveal them, because humans all strive to be independent, to be strong. they do not want excessive pity from ppl around them. it is a backbone for them to succeed in life."
I totally agree with him. Seriously, you got to admit, he's right.
Well anyway, went home by MRT today with Jasmine. (She kept talking about vodka!! It sucks!!) Ate maggie with Sele, MS, Cher and Jasmine. Me and Sele did hwk while Cher ate. You should have seen her face!! So red!! Lol. Maybe I should show you e pic, but then not really clear. Urgh. Should have brought my camera. Next time I'll bring, just in case I see something worth taking. Haha. It wont hurt to. (: OK.
Just realised Joel, neighbour, is in the same sch as me!! In 1D. Saw him outside in the PE uniform, thats how I recognised. Haha.
Its freaking irritating la! How can be short one! WTH la. ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT. ASSES. Well, Mr Tchen was talking to me about it, and then I just walked out on him at the end to go outside and collect the class com badge, it was getting super irritating la! WLAU. Cant stand it. SUCKS LA. WTH. Stupid school. Stupid teacher. Stupid money!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday might be movie marathon. Who knows. And CS still owes me starbucks!!
I'M TOTALLY A.S.!
To my K-Jie: If she makes you feel like this, shes definitely not worth it. She not even worthy to be your sister if she's all about insulting you and bringing you down. And yet you still stick up for her. It shows how forgiving you are and how lucky I am to have you as my sister. Dont ever forget that no one cares and that you are alone to face the unhappiness in life alone. Cos we're all here for you. And rmbr, we care.
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