Starting from the wee hours from the moment I woke up I already knew that things were not gna be the same today like the rest of the days. For one, I forgot to bring my rubberband. Luckily I had the bow one in my bag. Then I had bad stomachache. Then I didnt feel very happy like something's gonna go wrong like that. I almost got knocked by cars thrice in a row. Yeah while I was walking home. Amazing right, small lanes like that I still can not see the car. Zomg today was such a bad day. & when I was walking alone window shopping my mind couldnt stop working man. Everything I saw I wld have a reason in my mind to use it and when to use it and I just kept envisioning stuff that it got hard to focus. Im going crazy.
Honestly speaking, from the morning I already knew I was going to fail, thats the bad feeling Ive got. And its not that I didnt study I did. Its just... a feeling yeah. True enough the paper was freaking hard and I swear Ive not seen the questions before man. So doomed.
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Finally yah, promos are over. But the weirdest thing is, I dont feel any much happier than before. Less stress of course but not much happier. No feelings of exhilaration cos its all over or anything at all. Im probably just numb. & of all feelings to have, its the worst to feel numb.
Strutted Orchard by myself this afternoon after piano there. And nope I do not have any going-outs planned for post promos. Not now anyway since most people I hang arnd with usually are either having As, or have plans already. So its just me and my computer. Unless I convince my mum to take me out like next week during marking days. Which is tough cos shes just so busy these days.
Ah San's ROM tmr and guess what I did. Naillllls! Okay thats probably the thing best abt having holidays, next being that I can sleep late. Nope not manicure though, just done by myself.
& omg my dad actually wrote to MOE about Tpjc's criteria for promoting. But of course, they couldnt do anything. Well duh we cant expect anything less from them right?
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