Happy Halloween!

No school for the next two weeks, Im the happiest person :D

Okay today my brother got his first phone! Okay not that he didnt have a phone before but all his phones were hand me downs, either from me or my mum. So today, he happy also la. Haha. Rained like crazy, we grabbed umbrellas and walked through mud to get to the mall cos parking was full.
At night was to my cousin's place for his 20th birthday, old guy okay next time must join the adult table already. & also my grandfather's 88th birthday. 88 發發!

Okay, visiting sweethomestyle makes me feel my room is... urgh. Ah well.

Everything and else

Get it off my hands!

Bugis Street with Atikah today! I havent been there since forever, partly cos Im not free, and also partly cos Ive always dreaded crowded places. But anyway, there I went today. And not bad eh, a lot of their styles changed from the cheapskate looking clothing to much better ones. But of course, the prices went up too. Not that cheap anymore! But anyway yeah managed to get some stuff, but!
One impulsive buy, the moment I paid for it I felt a tinge of regret already but it was too late. So... anyone wanna buy it from me? I got it for $16.90, brand new k. Size 37.



Yeah, comment on my board or send me a mail at xfor.rylie@hotmail.com. Impulse omg, I dont know what was going on in my head then.

Its Saturday tmr! Halloween haha 31st Oct but of course no parties at all, this is Singapore not what. Ive got the chok side gathering at night though!

我只省思念的权利

Episode thirty three.

Met Atikah for Kbox today! Initially we had wanted to use the $7 promotion thingy but the person told us that only one drink was included and if you add up all the tidbits and everything the price would be only a dollar lesser than the student price so... we got the student price in the end. But anyway, whatever the case, it was a good 5 hours ^^ Haha very long never go kbox already.

Meeting her tmr again for some shopping. Cant shop that much though, cos I got ipod to save for. Haha yessss my top priority now. Oh welllll,I already got in mind what I wanna get tmr so... just go straight. haha.

只希望奇迹会发生

Beach cleaning today was tiring. It wasnt so much of actual cleaning of the beach but more like dodging the ant holes and walking walking walking under the scorching sun from Carpark 7 to Carkpark 1. Okay we did clean th beach, at the carpark 7 there only. Other than that we just walked all the way. The walking was a killer. Weather was insane and we were carrying our bags and all and just walked. I never want to do that ever again man. Under the morning sun somemore. Everyone reached school totally worn out. So much for sea breeze too, there werent much of it!

Tmr's games day again. Wednesday, I think we're doing tennis? Well its actually up to you. Volleyball I dont feel like playing, captain ball's not so much fun, too many people already so yeah tennis I guess. Reminds me of tennis last time with the old tennis gang. Haha. First time playing tennis with them we played for 5 hours. I still remember, it was me Sihui Zhiyi and Weirong. Omg the good old days.

How are we gonna feel.

Every time we are faced with many different possibilities, we are always taught and told to ‘think positive’. But the fact is, every time we envision something in our mind, reality always churns out something completely the opposite of it.

The scary thing is that, if we always think positive, reality would keep feeding us the negative.

Apple and orange juice mixture! (Haha inside joke)

Well, at least Monday's gone now. I can tell you frankly,I can't wait for Friday. Even though its PE and all its just... like... omg boring okay. I dont know la but yeah. CIP tmr, beach cleaning apparently.

This morning I had to wake myself up cos I forgot to tell my maid that I have school today. Alarm rang, I dragged myself out of bed, flipped on the lights and off the aircon and I just continued lazing on the bed. Then my maid came into the room, opened the windows and whispered, wake up. LOL. Like this if I didnt have my own alarm I surely wouldnt be able to wake up okay!!!!!
I sense the starting of a whole new late period for me. Hahaha.

What am I doing.

Cleared area. It was wayyyy messier before trust me.



The funny thing is that I turned my laptop on to charge my ipod... but surfed the net instead. Okayokay. Goodnight world!

Black white grey brown

Okay,my maid just left for the airport not long ago.

Im anticipating how my new maid manages to wake me up in the morning. She's so.... quiet. Lol.

Doremi

I had lunch at Swensons today for my maid's leaving, new maid here and she's ultra blur okay. Put clothes in the washing machine when they were not supposed to be, pulled my drawer and spoiled it, dont even know how to boil pasta tsk. Okay anyway, yeah Swensons. Topless 5 of vanilla, macadamia nut, mocha almond fudge, chocolate peanut buttercup, and cookies and cream. Yum.

After that headed to IMM with parents and sister to look for drawers/shower stuff. Didnt manage to find any lol. But! One thing that Ive noticed. Many people are like wearing leggings with a top!? I mean omg leggings are NOT pants man. Its just so.... weird. And they arent even those nice skinny type who can get away with wearing that. And the top is not even those tunic kind la. Okay I dont know why, seeing these kind makes me go eeeeeee. Like exposing yourself like that can.

It started with a kiss,

With one ear blocked right now, every time Im in a crowded area, the sounds assault my poor one ear. All the sounds are like so muffled and mixed to me right now its so.... hard to hear properly. So annoying please.

Okay maybe thats the reason why Im so tired? Brain working on overdrive to differentiate the sounds. I daresay my ear's quite good last time,my left hears something and I can still pay attention to my right. Omg la now cannot its so weird the feeling to only listen to one side of the place. Okay la actually maybe Im so tired cos Ive been sleeping at like 4 and waking up at 7. Urgh, 3 hours of sleep.

But! Tmr's my designated self proclaimed rest day. Haha dont care la, Im so not going to school.

Ciao!

Our days are long and nights are short.

After my long time alone to and fro Orchard, Ive decided that calculating results over again isnt going to work at all. I just kept rethinking those numbers in my head and I swear it isn't healthy. Im going crazy omg. Its time to stop already, its no use anymore right. Yessssssssssss.

Okay yah anyway results are all out already. Im kinda satisfied with mine even though its not enough. But I dont care la for now,I just want to enjoy what I have so far. AND, save like crazy to get my Itouch. Haha.

Okay la anyway Im so angry at the GP thing and my school. I have SUCH a leader zomg. Bossy shit.

Some of us fall by the way side,
while some of us soar to the skies

Some of us sail through our troubles
and some have to live with our souls.

When I grow up, I want to live in a loft.

Agenda for today was to clear up my room as top priority, neaten it and all. Make it more... pleasant to the eye. But however hard I try, my sister always manages to mess it all up all over again. Frustrating much. Every night before I sleep I arrange everything neatly and the next day everything's messy again! I definitely need less things, and more storage space. & things with colours that actually match. Oh boy.









Everything needs to go by a certain colour code but in my room, its not working cos everything's just of different colours. Even the curtains and wall doesnt match okay. Walls are grey/brown with goldish yellow curtains. I have no idea what I was thinking when I chose those curtains. If time travel was possible I'd go back and tell myself to get white/black/grey ones. So much more fitting.

You bleed just to know you're alive.

"Still no official word on when, or if, surrogate services can be restored. It appears, at least for now... that we are on our own."

Watched Surrogates just now with my mum/dad. It was quite a cool show I mean, robots and all. But most importantly, it was the message behind it yeah. The guy, Canter, was trying to shut down the surrogates because we were not human without it. We didnt feel pain, nothing. We just sat in the comfort of our own homes and let others do the job for us. So he didnt want that anymore. He wanted to restore the feelings of being human in us.

Being human means... feelings. Feelings that as robots, we do not have. No pain, no happiness, no sadness nothing. Its just... empty. & thats not humane at all. So yup anything we feel... well, at least we're human.

Real loss comes in the form of pain.

Everyday is passing too quickly for my liking. Sure, it may be the holidays soon, but..... we still have to get through the terror of recieving results before anything can happen.

Somehow, that's always the price to pay isnt it. Before you can get anything, and actually relax, you would have to endure something first. You would have to get a satisfactory result to exchange for anything else that you may want more than anything else in the world. Exchange, trades. Deals. Thats what the world is made of. You always have to give up something in order to get another. Nothing's simply give or simply taking here. Its always give and take. Or give, and give without getting anything in return. You're not expected to complain because obviously, its something that you have to do. Everything is just a business deal, a trade, simply put.

You cant get anything without losing something.

你是猪吗

Thank goodness I didnt go to school today. I was too tired already, I slept til like 5.30pm okay thats crazy right. Must be all the exhaustion piling up from the past few days. Plus the insane volleyball yesterday. The moment school bell rang, all we did was play volleyball, frm 8am to 12pm okay.

So yeah. TGIF.

我要的只是

If its not okay, its not the end.
We have to remember that, always.

Waiting for new shows......

Out with the S10 people yesterday, me Atikah Suleen Dawn Reika Zachary Isaac Teckguan and Kenkiat.













































Okay done finally. Lol.

Went out with my mum today for some gadget shopping/Carrefour. Got a new graphic pad, lamp, and stuff like that. Lol. Plans to neaten my room is looking up!