Oh god, its good to be sitting down,lol.

I went all the way to Queensway with Selena today. Walked the whole place just to find that pink/brown Nike Dunks, which doesnt have her size at all. Lol. So she ended up buying another kinda shoe. Nike dunks still, beige sort of colour,yup. ^^

Holiday tomorrow! Yay. :D

Whatever whatever. ^^

If you can hear me, And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat, It took away the fear
Cuz my life is sliding, I tried to ride the wave
It came down crashing, it's time to start again
Backwards to go forward, Left at every corner
Been there and back again, And when the music ends

Your life is a flashback
A question, a photograph, A statement, a story, a struggle
A chance to laugh, Cuz if you don't laugh you cry
A last crescendo when you die, So hit the rewind and listen
It's the playback, The soundtrack to your life

First step, your last breath, Everythings been planned
There's questions, and answers, You'll never understand
I hold on, but let go, I give you room to breath
Remember, the best things, Were never mine to keep
Starting at the ending, It won't break, while your bending
Been there, and back again, and when the music ends

Your life is a flashback, A question, a photograph
A statement, a story, a struggle, A chance to laugh
Cuz if you don't laugh you cry, A last crescendo when you die
So hit the rewind and listen, It's the playback
The soundtrack to your life

The soundtrack to your life, And it goes by like a bullet, and my name
It may be different than yours but, you got the same
Beat a broken back for more, I'll be dragging my own ass off the floor

I've thrown my self right in and, whats the point if you don't live in

If you can hear me, And know that im right here
I heard your heartbeat, It took away the fear

Your life is a flashback, A question, a photograph A statement, a story, a struggle, A chance to laugh Cuz if you don't laugh you cry, A last crescendo when you die So hit the rewind and listen, It's the playback The soundtrack to your life
Soundtrack to Your Life, Ashley Parker Angel

Friday 25 May,
Parent Teacher meeting at around 8 in the morning. Most teachers commented that I could have done better. A certain teacher didn't even comment, perhaps she had nothing to say? Lol.

Saturday 26 May,

Potc 3! I like, I like. I sat til my ass hurts, but I still like. ^^ It was awfully hilarious, especially since there was this old lady sitting behind my cousin & I, & the thing is, once she starts laughing, she cant stop. And her laughter is honestly the 'hee hee hee' those kind. Lol. So you can guess how many times my cousin & I exchanged glances & began to laugh like shit. Haha yeah.
Johnny Depp is gooood. :D

Sunday 27 May,
Just the usual - Slack @ home, where else? Lol.

Monday 28 May,
The first Chinese O level. First for the year that is, next one's in Oct, if I dont get a distinction grade for this one. Oh well. At least its over & done w/. For now.
I was supposed to watch Potc3 (again!) w/ Selena,Fong, etc. Instead, Jasmine convinced me into taking this loooong bus ride all the way to Pasir Ris. & whats it for? To go her house, change ( she lend me clothes), & then to Melson's house for mahjong ( Him, Jasmine, Leon & I). I swear,I've never taken so many bus rides in a day before. & Jasmine that twit, can even miss her stop. -.- Missed TWICE somemore. Managed to get to Melson's house in one piece though. Melson & Jasmine played money while Leon & I just.. played. I managed to win a few times. ^^ Ian,Chester, & Bryan came later so let them play. Dinner at Macs nearby, & we got a taste of the Whatever drink. Lol.

Tuesday 29 May today,
First day of truncated! Time passed rather fast, cept for Physics,lol. I was crapping w/ Janice lar!

Janice: What shows do ducks watch?
Me: Er, duck shows?
Janice: Nooo.
Me: What shows?
Janice: (highlight) Duck-umentary!

Lame shit,lol.

Mrs Neo: ... Radiation source.
Me: What sauce,light or dark?
Janice: Errrrrrr,hahaha.
Me: I have a bottle of sauce & its called Radiation. So its radiation sauce (source)! Hahaha.

Dont ask,lol!

Me: If you have too much radiation in your body, wld you become a nuclear bomb?

Time was passing too slowly,lol.

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.

What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
'Cos even when I fall asleep, you stay with me,
You stay with me.

Stuck inside a broken frame,
Watching as seasons change,
Hoping time will finally set me free,
Suddenly, you're standing there,
A crowded street, a lonely stare,
A thousand miles of traffic in between.

What went wrong with you and me?
This is my apology.
From the moment that I leave, you stay with me,
You stay with me.

Every letter that you wrote stays with me,
And every promise that I broke, stays with me,
And everything that's left inside, stays with me,
It stays with me.

Close to you, so far away,
A rented room, an empty space,
Sirens bleeding through the open door,
Movie scene in black and white,
The snow falls down alone tonight.
No one's ever felt like this before.
Apology, Ashley Parker Angel.

So,
Today's officially the last day of school, but there's still the truncated to consider, & one of the dreaded Os test nxt Monday - Chinese.
While other people my age ( Sec 4s) panic & try to memorise all those chengyus and phrases that they can use for Paper 1, Im sitting in front of the computer, not even listening to Chinese songs ( I dont know, wld it help anyway?). No panic, nothing. Lol, unbelievable yeah? Especially since its the actual O levels on Monday. Getting a distinction grade for it would mean no more Chinese lessons, which spurs many people on, even my class though we have such a nice Chinese teacher ( lol, Mrs Lee.). But then again, I still have to do it, cos its a test anyways. Just.. later.
Im such a procrastinator,lol.

Cleared all my books under the table today! After school had to rearrange the tables to get ready for the Parent-Teacher Meetings held today & tomorrow. For some reason, there are 2 basketballs in my class, & we (Ruiwen, Aiyan, Jasmine, Sihui & I) had nothing to do. Lol. So we played Monkey! Childish I know, but we really had nothing to do,haha. Alternated the centre person until it came to Aiyan, & somehow, she just couldnt get the ball, so funnny. Haha!
Physics SPA today, TTay & I were outside the classroom, desperately trying to memorise everything, all the procedures etc. Lol, well we did. (: Lol.

Pirates of the Carribean 3 out today! Finally! ^^
Movie movie movie. (:

Apparently, some people are depressed because tmr they're collecting their report books, w/ their parents no less. Then again, what's done already done. I dont get why you should be depressed when you cant really change anything about it now, so yah.
I know my parents are gonna screw me anyway. ( Nah, I havent told them a single result, cept that I passed all.)

I was browsing through My Pictures & saw this picture, taken during the Games Carnival this year, & it made me laugh,lol :

Yes, it really did happen. ^^

Well, anyway.

So during recess, the guys were playing basketball in class, & Weihao threw the ball & it hit Jasmine,lol. Everyone were like, Ohhhhhh Weihao, you dieee, then everyone crowd around Weihao while Jasmine took the ball & threw it at him. Then someone ( Dont know who!) shouted Flagpole & then they started attempting to flagpole Weihao,lol! It was freaking funny I swear. First time, Yongjie was standing in the way of the pillar & Weihao,LOL. Damn funny man! Second time worked though,hahaha. Sihui has a video of it! Haha.

Talk by the HODs for Assembly Period yeah. Had Chinese after that at 3pm. The audi was chaotic siah. Rachel was chasing Limpon, the guys were trying to hit Zhiyi for i dont know what reason, & they were taking Weihao's stuff to stuff into my bag. Or mine into his, sheesh! Chaotic, I swear.

After Chinese, I walked with Cheryl Tang (who s so damn cute btw), Heather & Selena to Katong there, halfway through though, I was like, "Eh, why am I walking w/ you?". So I walked back to school, w/ Selena, to go toilet,( its on the way anyway!) lol. Then we strolled to the bubble tea shop.
They were showing Just Follow Law! Yesterday was Harry Potter3. Bubble tea bubble tea,haha.

If the world still spins on that same axis,
The sun would rise from the same side.
You won't change, even from this.
I cant believe I believe you.

Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can
Whoa, whooa

When you go
Would you even turn to say
"I don't love you
Like I did
Yesterday"

Well come on, come on

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
"I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday"

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday

I don't love you
Like I loved you
Yesterday
- I Don't Love You by MCR.

My horoscope for th day!
The Bottom Line
Follow all your whims today, no matter how unexpected or illogical they may be.
In Detail
Follow all of your whims today, no matter how unexpected they might be. It's time to let your subconscious drive you for a while. If you're in the mood for meeting lots of people, get out there and turn on your charm! A surprise reunion may be coming soon. And some people who know you only by reputation or sight are eager to get to know you better -- they want to know what lies beneath your intriguing exterior.

Hm, okay.

Seems like time passes us by quickly, faster than the rest of the years. Perhaps because its the year where the teachers & students alike are most stressed, are most concerned, for the stupid O levels towards end of the year. Then again, time. For us Sec 4s, passes so fast, but still for the others, passes as per normal. Why? Difference in thoughts, & how you rush through life?

Yes, Singaporeans have a tendency to rush. Anything they'd rush. Complain when its a long queue, rush through assignments or any work given, rush through life as though there's no tomorrow. & they complain about life. Why can't they just stop for a moment, and take a stroll, instead of just running through anything. Stop, & take a second look at the world around. Perhaps they'd realise that the world's more than what they thought, that there's more than the world than what it seems to it.

Is it that bad to always take one step at a time, to see what life would bring? Be spontaneous!

So, stop rushing. Gee.

As the colours cover the sky, it suddenly all seemed so clear and beautiful.

So we headed to school at 10am, before taking the bus all the way to a place in Orange Grove to catch Associate Prof Walter Lim's talk on Macbeth. The place ah, really so 'in the middle of nowhere'. We had to walk a very long distance just to get to Orchard there. No bus stops or anything near somemore. Just right smack on the top of a hill or something like that. Yeah.
The talk was quite.. interesting. The Prof's quite funny,haha. The points he mentioned, some of them contradicts Poon's, so yah. I saw Jannah ( Primary school friend) there though! Lol, she didnt look like she changed much, she recognised me though, yay! (:
Anyway, walked to Wisma with Rachel, Aiyan, Xiangyu, Natasha, Xinghui and Vimal after that. Xinghui & Natasha left & the rest of us ate at the food court,lol. Aiyan praise me say my sense of direction's very good! I so honoured man,haha! Split up after we ate, Xiangyu go tuition, Vimal go language school, & Rachel meet her mother while Aiyan & I went home,lol.
Oh oh, did you know we spotted $10 on the floor while walking there? The money used to treat us to drinks while the left over we donated to the RJ's fundraising for the School of the Deaf. Yup.

Today's officially my brother's birthday, so, happy birthday! Later heading to ECP to skate for a while w/ my cousins before going to eat our dinner there.

"Nonsense." Lol!

My horoscope:

The Bottom Line
Your expectations about an upcoming rendezvous may be too high. Keep it casual.

In Detail
A series of missed connections may frustrate you today -- plus, all these near misses are adding to your anticipation and heightening your expectations. Keep this in mind when the rendezvous finally takes place. You two might have some mismatched energies that take a while to get in sync. Keeping the conversation light and happy will help you both find your equilibrium.

Additional Maths - C6
Chemistry - C6
Chinese - B4
Combined Humanities - C5
Elementary Maths - B3
English - B4
Literature - C6
Physics - C6

Uhhh, okay.

Drama camp's on 1st to 3rd June, Friday Saturday Sunday. During truncated somemore, gee.

The miles just keep rolling
As the people leave their way to say hello
I've heard this life is overrated
But I hope that it gets better as we go

In a more detailed account..

Saturday; May 12,
Dinner with family on dad's side at night at a restaurant called Yanqing's Shanghai Kitchen. The place was so hot, the aircon was on but it wasn't that cool. Sheesh. The food wasn't that brilliant, just kinda normal, I guess. The rice! Worse. My brother & Liangjun (cousin) had snatched for the rice the moment it came, but when they ate it, they spat it out immediately. Why? The rice had a detergent taste to it, or so they say. Liangwei (other cousin) did the same,lol. When I ate though, tasted normal, or maybe its cos I ate the rice in the center not the sides,hahaha. But yeah, detergent taste. The restaurant gave us free fried rice that was, naturally, gobbled up by my brother and two cousins. Still, the rice! My brother came home & had stomachache,lol. Or maybe he's just hm, weak. Doubt it is food poisoning lar,haha.

Sunday; May 13,
Glam. Lol. Dinner (again) at Singapore Island Country Club, hm, Hong something Restaurant. There's dress code one okay! No flip flops, guys must wear pants or non-torn jeans, with collar shirt. High class place! All rich people have membership there please. Membership fee is.. about $160000? Plus each month still have to pay, the members are rich or rich!? Sheesh. Every car we walked past in the members' parking lot all have number plates that are double numbers, obviously bid for. Numbers like, 6868, 5454, 808, 101, 67 etc. Rich people, I tell you.
Headed to the hm, entertainment section of the club after dinner! Brother, Jusiang, and ZD bowled, while Tiff, ZK and I stayed in the karaoke room. Hm, yeah. Fun! Haha. Though their English songs lists are not updated enough, haha, but its good enough already lar, better than other places,lol. Andddd, parents/aunties/uncles sing century-old songs! The video's black and white man, its THAT OLD. Like, 1000 years ago the song lar can, my goodness.

Monday; May 14,
School. Once again. Some results back, yeah. Not that good lar. 4C got a talk by Tankeehoe again. Gee. Went to Donna's house after school with Amirul, Cliffton, & Zackary. Kenneth (twin) came to join us too. Mahjonged! Yup.


Tuesday; May 15,
More school. More results (boring!). Rained all morning lar. It made me sleepy, yeah. Parkway after school with Wanfong, Selena, Cheryl Tang, Heather, Paulina, Nicholas, Chee Yang, and Ivor. (Had a slight encounter w/ Fong's fans! HAHAHAHA.) We walked into that weird-stuff shop beside Nokia, and Cheryl & I went ga-ga over that wine-thing, "Around the world", $29.90! Its so pretty please. What can I say - I love the world,haha. Home & settled the group stuff for drama camp with Selena,lol. Really funny drawing lots.

Wednesday, May 16, TODAY,
More results, again. Yup. Gee, lets all change our name to "Aiyan" for Lit prelim paper, lol, maybe we'll score higher or something. She loves you, I tell you, sheesh! Anyway.
Assembly was really funny. Faizzah was swooning and all beside me & I'm like, HAHAHA. Amusing, "Love Bites", ha. It sounded familiar though,lol. Dont ask. (:
Took our class photo today! After much debate about going up to the rooftop ( we took long to decide k), we made a '4C' on the Assembly Plaza instead. Xiangyu didnt come so, wasted! A piglet stuffed toy though, in place of her, haha.

Half of the week is gone, finally the weekends are nearing, again.

I'm bored at home though! My mother's going to go to METRO for some stupid hair extension thing while my sister has her piano class, so boring, sheesh.

So pretty. (:

Exams are over! (:
Ice skating then with Selena, Fong, Jingyi, CherylTan, Nicholas, Ivor, Timothy, Thongkiat, Amirul and Zhiyi.


The ride from Paya Lebar to Jurong was long man. But we amused ourselves w/ hm, Cheeyang's sleeping "habits", his motion sickness, and our mp3s/discmans (Zhiyi,lol!).
So long never step on ice already, when I stepped on the ice, it felt rather funny, rather unsteady. But then again, I've been skating for so long, so got the feel of it back again after some warm up rounds. :D Skated from like, 12pm to 4plus,5pm? Yup. It was fun, but I fell thrice! First time ever, set record la. Though, I fell once and hit my arm & I think thats why my arm hurts like shit now, oh man. Hm,I dont know. Speaking of records, I probably broke my own speed record when Nicholas was chasing me around the rink for Cheeyang's phone lar,lol. I dont know I dont know, haha, but I felt as though I was going too fast ( inertia,lol.).
And the reason why Nicholas wanted Cheeyang's phone?



Ow.

So wouldn’t you like to come with me?
Go surfing the the sun as it starts to rise?

/ Hey bestfriend, I hope your okay. It wont turn out that bad. (:

Me,
Ms Choo, can we have the answers for the paper?
MsChoo,
Sure, -rummages through her papers- you two finish the whole paper already ah?
Me,
Er, nope. Half of the paper.
MsChoo,
Huh, so long you only do half!?
Me,
Er yeah. We got distracted.
MsChoo,
Distracted by what!?
Me,
The whiteboard.

Lol. Yes, the whiteboard. We scribbled our way through tuition. We did do some of the questions though,lol.
How urm, productive,haha.

Finally, last paper tmr. E Maths paper 1. Would anyone even bother studying for it? Sheesh.

You think the only people who are people
Are the people who look and think like you
But if you walk the footsteps of a stranger
You'll learn things you never knew you never knew

Saturday, 5 May,
Main highlight of the day, Spiderman 3! I found it nice okay Especially the last fight though I knew that yah, that guy was gonna die, haha. Emo guy was super funny!

Hm, I like biting on ice cubes & so does my cousins, haha.

Sunday, 6 May,
Marine Parade Library with Selena, Fong, Jingyi, Nicholas, Ali & Sarah. Studied my formulas, read through stuff &.. stopped there? Lol. It was very very funny there la, haha. Esp the 'sound' sign.
Cheesecake after gruelling Physics is heavenly. (: Thanks Fong!


(from last Thursday)

LOL.

Monday, 7 May, today,
Physics paper finally over! Yay. (: So left Lit, and both Maths paper 2. Aiyah, relax already la,lol.
Cafe Cartel w/ Nette, Donna, Grace, Cliffton & Amirul. The seafood pasta was positively delightful! Dont you agree, Chow? ^^ Haha.

I cant wait for thursday! :D Ice skating, finally. I think Im supposed to teach the rest how to urm, skate. Lol! If anyone goes wrong, its not my fault. ^^ There's always the metal bar to hang unto. Haha! All the way to Jurong, but what the heck. :D

Tuition tmr! Lol, yay?

ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY ITS FRIDAY.

01. Chemistry papers, over and done with!
02. Long Johns for lunch w/ Cheeyang & Pau.
03. Sneaked Walked into Dunman View to 'study'.
04. Its finally friday!
05. Finally can catch up on sleep, god knows how little I've been sleeping these days.
06. I realised even I dont know myself very well. I bet Selena knows more about me than I do,lol.
07. So basically, I dont know what I want.
08. Sniff sniff, Im falling sick.
09. A la nanita nana. (lovely song.)
10. Ice skating after MYE anyone? :D
11. Have I mentioned that its friday? Haha.

Saturday, 28 April : Urm, I kinda forgot what I did, lol.

Sunday, 29 April : Tuition! Lol. Instead of joining the Sunday people, Selena & I, armed w/ our Pure Chocolates, created our own alfresso dining in the tuition centre outside there,haha! Ms Choo was impressed, hahaha. Okay lar, we just pushed a table against the wall & sat opposide each other, haha.
Met Jasmine at Siglap later. Studied & Phylicia (she's damn cute!) joined us, lol.

Monday, 30 April : Lit & Chinese paper. Quite okay I guess. Mum brought me out to Zara in town at night, lol.

Tuesday, 1 May (Labour Day!) : Lunch at some Korean BBQ restaurant! Super nice okay, th beef, lol. I shld dress glam more often man, then the waitress/waiter wld treat me like they did. Lol. The waiter pulled out the chair for me only, & the waitress served me more,LOL. Went home to "study". I tried lar, lol. Barricaded myself in my room & chased my brother/sister out. Successful.. to a certain extent, haha!

Wednesday, 2 May, today : A Maths P1, Chinese P2, Social Studies. Lol. My hand pain lar!
Selena & I are planning to go to tuition tmr in our drama tee, haha. How fun,lol. Tuition, lala. Super fun. (:
Chinese Listening & Georg Elect paper tmr though. Lol.

I forgot April only had 30 days,lol. Oky.

She can swallow knives, she can swallow lives
Golden black stare, but the night of your demise