So yeah,results are out and everything. It's been a long week yeah.
(Of what-ifs and could-have-beens)
"She's smarter, cuter, prettier, and make a way better friend than I ever can." Hera wrote, "one I can never be."
Saturday, January 26, 2008
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Chasing dreams where rainbows end.
I think I have weird friends haha.
Alright,so the holidays are almost ending!!! Yeah it is cos what,results are out on this thursday!!!
To think,it was not too long ago when I had complained of being bored about the holidays and that I didnt want it to end but nooooooo it had to end so soon): & to think,even after the results are out,Jcs still continue their lessons and oh the poor things you have my sympathies haha.
Kay I dont wanna think about results cos.. well durh it doesnt make me feel very good.
Going out the whole of the holidays,from an empty schedule to a filled up month of January,with the exception of the days that havent come to pass but yeah the past few days have been filled up and the calendar makes it seem like Im very busy or something like that lol. But its just because there's nothing to do thats why I've been going out so yeah,trick of words or whtvr.
Chinese New Year's coming though! Can't wait for that one,cos it just gives us reasons to go shop& get new clothes. & to go out to find new clothes lol. But of cos,going out doesnt really need a reason w the parents so yeah.
I think today would just be another day where Im stuck at home,even though all the more I dont wanna be,cos staying at home would make me think of tmrow!! I mean even though I get to see friends&Tk and everything else tmr that I havent been seeing,I dont want the results omg!!!Kay dont think about dont think about it dont think about it Xuan.
Alright,so the holidays are almost ending!!! Yeah it is cos what,results are out on this thursday!!!
To think,it was not too long ago when I had complained of being bored about the holidays and that I didnt want it to end but nooooooo it had to end so soon): & to think,even after the results are out,Jcs still continue their lessons and oh the poor things you have my sympathies haha.
Kay I dont wanna think about results cos.. well durh it doesnt make me feel very good.
Going out the whole of the holidays,from an empty schedule to a filled up month of January,with the exception of the days that havent come to pass but yeah the past few days have been filled up and the calendar makes it seem like Im very busy or something like that lol. But its just because there's nothing to do thats why I've been going out so yeah,trick of words or whtvr.
Chinese New Year's coming though! Can't wait for that one,cos it just gives us reasons to go shop& get new clothes. & to go out to find new clothes lol. But of cos,going out doesnt really need a reason w the parents so yeah.
I think today would just be another day where Im stuck at home,even though all the more I dont wanna be,cos staying at home would make me think of tmrow!! I mean even though I get to see friends&Tk and everything else tmr that I havent been seeing,I dont want the results omg!!!Kay dont think about dont think about it dont think about it Xuan.
Friday, January 04, 2008
What a new year.
I know that this's really unlike me,but still,can't help it, I miss my best friend.
The new year's started& its all supposed to be a new beginning& all,but somehow,I didnt want 2007 to end even though it's been all hectic&dramatic&all. But so what? 07's still nice,& 08's just started,so we have no idea whats in store for us,but things are definitely going to change around here. School's begun for those who got into jc etc & that means less time to spend w others or so.
& staying at home's been all fun&all at the beginning,but now its beginning to feel a bit claustrophobic,dont ask me why but yah. But I still like the sleeping in the am,waking up in the pm part. Hehe.
Things are different already,even though it's only been what,4 days since the new year begun. Almost a whole week into the year.
I suppose that inevidently,things wld change with time.
Happy 2008 ya'll.
"As much as I want this to last,I know that somehow,the music would stop. Then everything would be back to normal."
The new year's started& its all supposed to be a new beginning& all,but somehow,I didnt want 2007 to end even though it's been all hectic&dramatic&all. But so what? 07's still nice,& 08's just started,so we have no idea whats in store for us,but things are definitely going to change around here. School's begun for those who got into jc etc & that means less time to spend w others or so.
& staying at home's been all fun&all at the beginning,but now its beginning to feel a bit claustrophobic,dont ask me why but yah. But I still like the sleeping in the am,waking up in the pm part. Hehe.
Things are different already,even though it's only been what,4 days since the new year begun. Almost a whole week into the year.
I suppose that inevidently,things wld change with time.
Happy 2008 ya'll.
"As much as I want this to last,I know that somehow,the music would stop. Then everything would be back to normal."
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
Kay here I am again.
Come to think of it, layouts for blogger are way nicer!! Still,livejournal have a sort of neat feel to it when you post or something,even with the pictures and everything so I'll still keep it there.
Flying off to Japan tmr morning,8.25am flight. (too early for you crazy people who are thinking of sending me off,no?)
Last day of work today was funny haha. The people Daryl & I worked with were quite hilarious, and th way they talk!! The best, I tell you. Its a nice ending to the week plus 2 days including today I've been working really. It's at National Musuem,freezing cold articlike place for sure,especially since getting caught in the rain and getting into the place a little wet.. Yup,its hell cold (kinda contradictory cos hell's not supposed to be cold lol).
Anyway,I know that Im damn desperate for the watch,but haha,I've been convinced that I can wait for the trip to Jpn to get it cos apparently,the watches there are way nicer? ( Mum,"They have the best things in the world." Me, "The best prices too. Not.")
Right,seeya then.
Come to think of it, layouts for blogger are way nicer!! Still,livejournal have a sort of neat feel to it when you post or something,even with the pictures and everything so I'll still keep it there.
Flying off to Japan tmr morning,8.25am flight. (too early for you crazy people who are thinking of sending me off,no?)
Last day of work today was funny haha. The people Daryl & I worked with were quite hilarious, and th way they talk!! The best, I tell you. Its a nice ending to the week plus 2 days including today I've been working really. It's at National Musuem,freezing cold articlike place for sure,especially since getting caught in the rain and getting into the place a little wet.. Yup,its hell cold (kinda contradictory cos hell's not supposed to be cold lol).
Anyway,I know that Im damn desperate for the watch,but haha,I've been convinced that I can wait for the trip to Jpn to get it cos apparently,the watches there are way nicer? ( Mum,"They have the best things in the world." Me, "The best prices too. Not.")
Right,seeya then.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
Monday, October 08, 2007
Wednesday, October 03, 2007
Tonight I've fallen.
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much
Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight
Friday, September 28, 2007
There's not enough time.
Amplitude.
Sauwuan! She wasn't supposed to eat Macs ( unhealthy),but she did anyway,ha.
Went out with 4C for Ratatouille! Thanks Sihui for the ice cream. (:
Tennnnnniiiiiiisssssssss. 5 hrs worth of the game! We played til sundown la.
Pau and her question marks. -.-
What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying
Wait For You - Elliot Yamin
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
To a place where there's nothing left.
Yesterday
I waited for your friends to walk away
So I could say just what I mean
I know we’re moving fast
We’re running from the past
I’m holding on before it fades away
Could it be that maybe it’s our first mistake
And Baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love
Standing still
I’m waiting round to see if this is real
Cause I feel like I’m asleep
I’ll open up my eyes
Cause you might be the type
Of girl that makes me dream when I’m awake
Could it be that maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love
So tell me can this really work
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love or myth
So tell me are you in for this
There’s so much than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe
Maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love
That’s the reason why when you’re young you fall in love
That’s the reason why when you’re young you fall in love
The Reason Why
I waited for your friends to walk away
So I could say just what I mean
I know we’re moving fast
We’re running from the past
I’m holding on before it fades away
Could it be that maybe it’s our first mistake
And Baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love
Standing still
I’m waiting round to see if this is real
Cause I feel like I’m asleep
I’ll open up my eyes
Cause you might be the type
Of girl that makes me dream when I’m awake
Could it be that maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love
So tell me can this really work
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love or myth
So tell me are you in for this
There’s so much than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe
Maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
Maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love
That’s the reason why when you’re young you fall in love
That’s the reason why when you’re young you fall in love
The Reason Why
Monday, September 17, 2007
To let go.
Sigh. This isn't a good day. For both Sihui & I. Sucks man.
Sometimes, you get too attached to something, and then refuse to let go. Perhaps its time you learn that letting go is the only way to go. There are moments in life where you feel like giving up, you feel like wiping off the smile on your face to replace it with the true expression. But you hang on. You always do. And in the process, you might forget your true feelings; you might forget how to really express yourself. But you’ll be brought back to it, you’ll be brought back by one person, that you’ll never ever forget. That guy, would be the one to help you open up, even though he’d be the one to make you cry, to make you feel things that you refused to feel before. And crying is definitely one of them. The promise that you have made to yourself, the one where you promised yourself to never cry, would be broken. It might be in vain, it might not. At least you learnt to speak up, to show your true feelings. There’ll be people who can see through you, people who don’t. But you got to learn for yourself, that you would have to be yourself.
Yes, everyone knows, and those who really know, letting go is hard. It’s not as easy to just pick a skill up, and then stop learning it. It’s not as easy to let go, as it is to have your pet die, and you just forget about it. A pet’s different from an actual person, someone who have touched your heart in ways you never thought would happen. Someone who perhaps showed you how love could be. Yes, I know it’s stupid, since no one would have expected a sixteen year old to really know what love is about. And it’s your stupid naivety that makes you believe that it really is. But it’s better than anything else, better than the flowers that you love so much, better than the sunset from the plane. It’s an unexplainable feeling, a feeling so indescribable that you can’t find anything to describe it, really. But other than the happy times, it’s been really heart breaking.
It’s time you learn to let go. It’s time you learn that there are many things awaiting for you out there, to learn that there are still many things you can experience in the world, without being grounded here. You aren’t meant to be tied down, we all know that. But you could be, if you met the right person, at the right place, at the right time.
You could always give it another shot, try harder, since you’ve already gone so far, but try not to lose yourself in the process. It’d hurt, but maybe it’ll work. You won’t know until you try.
There are always times where you feel that no one really cares, that if maybe you just die, they’ll all be like ‘oh that’s so sad’ and then just forget all about you. Those times are the loneliest, but you just have to get through it. That’s what you have to do, that’s what you need to do.
Maybe you shld just die and it'd solve things,damnit.
Sometimes, you get too attached to something, and then refuse to let go. Perhaps its time you learn that letting go is the only way to go. There are moments in life where you feel like giving up, you feel like wiping off the smile on your face to replace it with the true expression. But you hang on. You always do. And in the process, you might forget your true feelings; you might forget how to really express yourself. But you’ll be brought back to it, you’ll be brought back by one person, that you’ll never ever forget. That guy, would be the one to help you open up, even though he’d be the one to make you cry, to make you feel things that you refused to feel before. And crying is definitely one of them. The promise that you have made to yourself, the one where you promised yourself to never cry, would be broken. It might be in vain, it might not. At least you learnt to speak up, to show your true feelings. There’ll be people who can see through you, people who don’t. But you got to learn for yourself, that you would have to be yourself.
Yes, everyone knows, and those who really know, letting go is hard. It’s not as easy to just pick a skill up, and then stop learning it. It’s not as easy to let go, as it is to have your pet die, and you just forget about it. A pet’s different from an actual person, someone who have touched your heart in ways you never thought would happen. Someone who perhaps showed you how love could be. Yes, I know it’s stupid, since no one would have expected a sixteen year old to really know what love is about. And it’s your stupid naivety that makes you believe that it really is. But it’s better than anything else, better than the flowers that you love so much, better than the sunset from the plane. It’s an unexplainable feeling, a feeling so indescribable that you can’t find anything to describe it, really. But other than the happy times, it’s been really heart breaking.
It’s time you learn to let go. It’s time you learn that there are many things awaiting for you out there, to learn that there are still many things you can experience in the world, without being grounded here. You aren’t meant to be tied down, we all know that. But you could be, if you met the right person, at the right place, at the right time.
You could always give it another shot, try harder, since you’ve already gone so far, but try not to lose yourself in the process. It’d hurt, but maybe it’ll work. You won’t know until you try.
There are always times where you feel that no one really cares, that if maybe you just die, they’ll all be like ‘oh that’s so sad’ and then just forget all about you. Those times are the loneliest, but you just have to get through it. That’s what you have to do, that’s what you need to do.
Maybe you shld just die and it'd solve things,damnit.
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Veron LGR!
List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. Surprise me! :]
2,3,4,5. (All the same,lol.)
1. The person who tagged you is: Veronica Lo.
2. Your relationship with her is: My crazy little friend!
3. Your 5 impressions of her: Pretty, hilarious, crazy, errrrrrr, straight forward, and nice!
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you: I dont know,let me go her house? Oh yeah,picking me up from school!
5. The most memorable words she has said to you: "I miss you" Lol.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?: I doubt it'd ever happen! She got too many guys after her already la,haha.
7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?: Come back more often!! Lol.
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will: Oh please,that would never happen.
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: I dont knowwwwwww, we dont argue at all siah.
10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?: Get her on a flight back now! Hehe.
11. Your overall impression of her: Chio buuuuuuuuu. Lol.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: Erm,I dont know,you ask them?
13. The character you love about yourself is: The fact that nothing can affect me a lot?
14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself: Saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.
15. The most ideal person I would like to be: ME!
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them: HELLOOO!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
Anyone who sees this! Lol,do if you want to lar. But tell me if you did it!
1. Surprise me! :]
2,3,4,5. (All the same,lol.)
1. The person who tagged you is: Veronica Lo.
2. Your relationship with her is: My crazy little friend!
3. Your 5 impressions of her: Pretty, hilarious, crazy, errrrrrr, straight forward, and nice!
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you: I dont know,let me go her house? Oh yeah,picking me up from school!
5. The most memorable words she has said to you: "I miss you" Lol.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?: I doubt it'd ever happen! She got too many guys after her already la,haha.
7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?: Come back more often!! Lol.
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will: Oh please,that would never happen.
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: I dont knowwwwwww, we dont argue at all siah.
10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?: Get her on a flight back now! Hehe.
11. Your overall impression of her: Chio buuuuuuuuu. Lol.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: Erm,I dont know,you ask them?
13. The character you love about yourself is: The fact that nothing can affect me a lot?
14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself: Saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.
15. The most ideal person I would like to be: ME!
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them: HELLOOO!
17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
Anyone who sees this! Lol,do if you want to lar. But tell me if you did it!
Saturday, September 15, 2007
Wednesday, September 12, 2007
No, its not alright.
This is one beautiful song. I can't stop listening to it,lol.
Okay,anyway. Its already Wednesday, and finished papers:
Social Studies,A Maths P1, E Math P2, Chemistry P2,and Physics P2.
There's the literature P1 and P2 tmr. So good luck to me for memorising all the quotes and such. I doubt Im really going to memorise them though. Just know enough to put them into the essays. Highly doubt that Im going to do well though. Its LIT. Lol.
Hm,I hope it rains tomorrow.
Lisa: Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse
Lisa: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
With you.
Damien: Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse
Damien: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun (Lisa: it's not alright) away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how (Lisa: it's not alright) am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?
Damien: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how (Lisa: its not alright) am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?
(Slight Overlap..)
Damien: Is that alright yeah? with you?
Lisa: Give my gun away when it's loaded
Damien: Is that alright yeah?
Lisa: If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Damien: Is that alright yeah?
Lisa: Give my gun away when it's loaded
Damien: Is that alright, is that alright?
D & L: Is that alright with you?
Damien: No...
9 Crimes
Okay,anyway. Its already Wednesday, and finished papers:
Social Studies,A Maths P1, E Math P2, Chemistry P2,and Physics P2.
There's the literature P1 and P2 tmr. So good luck to me for memorising all the quotes and such. I doubt Im really going to memorise them though. Just know enough to put them into the essays. Highly doubt that Im going to do well though. Its LIT. Lol.
Hm,I hope it rains tomorrow.
Sunday, September 09, 2007
If you dont, who would.
So super cute. (:
The Peach Garden restaurant at Thomsom Plaza's really yummy. It can really make one full,lol.
Anyway,the weather's getting real hot these days. No more rainy days I guess? Well,I hope it rains soon yeah. Rain,come on,rain.
Cliff & I have 81 things to do. And counting,lol.
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Then we'll celebrate.
Once in a lifetime
Means there’s no second chance.
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can.
High School Musical 2's nice! Lol. Yeah,watched it already,and hur hur,I dont have Disney Channel,go figure.
Its been a lovely week,but unfortunately,the week's over,and its saturday already. Monday school reopens and tada,prelims. Great. Not.
Means there’s no second chance.
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can.
High School Musical 2's nice! Lol. Yeah,watched it already,and hur hur,I dont have Disney Channel,go figure.
Its been a lovely week,but unfortunately,the week's over,and its saturday already. Monday school reopens and tada,prelims. Great. Not.
Friday, August 31, 2007
Those small crimes.
Sunny day today.Too hot,cant it just rain. The day started out great,but its end? Lesigh.
But anyway,teacher's day celebration today,so happy teachers' day 'chers (in advance). Aces was kinda hilarious,if you watched the people around you do it. Especially the poor teachers who had to follow along with the steps even though they didnt have the practice we did during pe time. Okay,so today's concert wasn't really as nice as National Day's,where we got all hyped up and everything. I stood at the gallery with Cliff,Sophia,Bern,Nikki,and Linda and many many others who sat and watched frm there,when 4A/B/C class were only supposed to be up at the gallery. Oh well,they just went up anyway.
Iwas supposed to go out today,since its a friday,and definitely not a 'study' day for me,but turned out,here I am,at home,with nowhere to go. How disappointing,really.
But,forget it.
My thanks go out to S,R,LP,S,M,N,B,S,A,K,and whoever else if I've forgotten.But,thanks anyway,you people.
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But anyway,teacher's day celebration today,so happy teachers' day 'chers (in advance). Aces was kinda hilarious,if you watched the people around you do it. Especially the poor teachers who had to follow along with the steps even though they didnt have the practice we did during pe time. Okay,so today's concert wasn't really as nice as National Day's,where we got all hyped up and everything. I stood at the gallery with Cliff,Sophia,Bern,Nikki,and Linda and many many others who sat and watched frm there,when 4A/B/C class were only supposed to be up at the gallery. Oh well,they just went up anyway.
Iwas supposed to go out today,since its a friday,and definitely not a 'study' day for me,but turned out,here I am,at home,with nowhere to go. How disappointing,really.
But,forget it.
My thanks go out to S,R,LP,S,M,N,B,S,A,K,and whoever else if I've forgotten.But,thanks anyway,you people.
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Thursday, August 30, 2007
Try again or walk away.
She's clinging onto whatever hope she has left.
English Prelims today. Paper one and Paper two. Section One topic I wrote no.5 on Bridges,and Section Two's on Extended Lessons for Sec threes. Finished quite fast,at arnd 9.20am I was done? Yeah,I had lots of time left. Paper two's on hang gliding,and parachuting.
Chemistry after English,til 1.45pm. It poured like crazy,and so took a taxi home. Right now weather's quite cooling,and the rain's stopped.
Right,Im still coughing,sniffing,and everything. Fever in the morning,but went to school anyway of cos. I wonder if I'd have fever every morning,lol. I'd probably be delirious.
At least tmr's half day,teachers' day celebrations,along with the annual talent search.
Rainy rainy days. I wonder when it'll stop. Hopefully,it wouldnt ever.
Thanks to those. You know who you are.
English Prelims today. Paper one and Paper two. Section One topic I wrote no.5 on Bridges,and Section Two's on Extended Lessons for Sec threes. Finished quite fast,at arnd 9.20am I was done? Yeah,I had lots of time left. Paper two's on hang gliding,and parachuting.
Chemistry after English,til 1.45pm. It poured like crazy,and so took a taxi home. Right now weather's quite cooling,and the rain's stopped.
Right,Im still coughing,sniffing,and everything. Fever in the morning,but went to school anyway of cos. I wonder if I'd have fever every morning,lol. I'd probably be delirious.
At least tmr's half day,teachers' day celebrations,along with the annual talent search.
Rainy rainy days. I wonder when it'll stop. Hopefully,it wouldnt ever.
Thanks to those. You know who you are.
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
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