Not really.

As Fiza pointed out, the class wasn't itself today. Wierd. Esp Lim Pon taking "Go and die" seriously and literally. Dots. And. No mood for the graph sketching in E Maths today! Terribly sian. Assembly got some ballet thingy, which I think its NOT for us, cos its already too late for us to start, and its obscene. Sele, Pau, and WF didnt come today. Yea. 3E wasnt our destination today. Cos none of them were there. Instead, I stayed in 3C during lunch, and found out that it was actually quite amusing there. Haha. Oh yes, and the "Legend" pronouncing Rylie as Kylie. So lame la!

Wushu I didnt take the test. Felt dizzy la. Didnt eat breakfast. HAHA. The nice female instructor gave me Oreo to eat! (:

Last session for Drama today. Royce was super funny! HAHA. Esp the Improvisation scene. Lol. I dont know whether I should feel happy or sad. I feel.. indifferent. Like I dont care at all. And MS teached me a little dialect during drama today! And yeah, on the way to eat Maggi, MS and Pam drove Cheryl mad by using dialect to talk to her, with me laughing on the sidelines cos I understood a little of what they were saying, and the failed attempt to throw Jasmine into the dustbin. LOL! (: And of cos, the lame jokes. Haha.

I'm out.

Funnye

Today was a funny day, haha.

Eng - Just talked lor, nv do any work. Haha.

A Maths - Answer wrongly got to stand on chair, then table, lol. It was so funny lor! Esp SX's. Haha. And Lim Pon's "Where is the -1?" LOL.

Chinese - Doodled.

The rest of the lessons was plain SIAN. And as usual, nothing much. Sigh.

After sch got tests, after test, wanted to go to PP. Lol. But theres this games carnival thing today, I asked Tania to take my place, hope she had fun! Haha. Cheryl was damn confusing la! One min want to go, next dont want. In e end, she went and didnt play netball, lol. We watched the band practice while waiting for WF, and Nicole and I found the drum section's quite.. interesting. Haha!

We finally got to PP and ate Macs. For some reason, CS came to join us, and treated MS! Lol. Cos she got no money what. Lol. And that idiot went to mention about some stupid things. So I took my file as a weapon, and he took MS's file and hit me on the head first! Hmph. So I hit him back. Then he threw french fries at me. Dots la! But obviously I gotta defend myself right? So threw back at him. Lol. Then I took the drink and threatened to pour it on him if he didn't shut up. He went "I also got!" and looked around for a drink, and dont have! LOL. Then the stupid 7up. Lame la, haha. And that plot! Lol!! It somehow worked la, cept for WF's interuption, and Cheryl's lack of cooperation. Its like this:

Content deleted, even though that post was pathetically short!

Lol! WF and Pau appeared at that moment and WF went to CS/Cheryl there, and yeah.. Me, Sele and MS still went to Coffee Bean, but Cheryl came, with CS trailing pathetically behind, and then she and MS went home. In the end, me Sele and CS went lor. Lol. Then both of them go home while I go look for Pau and WF at Macs. Yup.. And on the bus Pau was trying to tempt me with that jelly thing. Lol.

Ok, so...

Georg Elect and SS test tmr! Gotta study, seeya.

Xuan, out. (:

Boredom do this.

My mind strays.

Gross!

I'll never ever eat frogs' legs again. Its just about the most disgusting thing on Earth. YUCK.

I wonder why in the world do people scream about things like someone raising their hand, in a like-wanna-hit-you kinda thing. It gets annoying after a while.. Really. And it makes you deaf.

Drama was just talking talking and more talking. Yup. And it didnt rain. Sigh, so sad. Lol. Besides that, I got shocked a million times today. Ok, exaggerating, but, you get the drift. It was expected. Still.. shocking. Lol.

"I know what its like to move around in the world, and not be a part of it. And I know what its like to have people stare right through you, and not believe what they are seeing."
- Plain Truth by J.P.

Tennis. A simple sport. Now, a complicated one due to money and such. Price to pay for lessons, what happen if you dont go and such. Urgh. And there I was thinking: Tennis play with racquet, few sets, person who serve changes place after each successful serve. And then there comes the money part, which definitely complicates things. Sigh.

I'm out.

I don't believe in Romeos and heroes anymore.

Persistant blogger.

My dad took my book last night cos I refused to stop reading it. Hmph.

Today whole morning was out, for lunch and then after lunch my parents wanted to go and see cars. Yup. I like the Honda Integra! (: However, its too small for all of us to squeaze in. Haha. Without my maid, its possible, but with, its a sure 'no way'.

While looking at cars, I asked Sele to help me type a chapter of Estan En Amor, but you know what she gave me? A snippet of it would be:

its even nicer than collapsed (: lala! i think this could add up to thousand plsu words yeah? should be lar my dear xuan im proud to say that although i crapped through this whole thing, im rather proud of my crapping and im gonna save this whole thing and send it to you provided you dont kill me lar. i really cant think of anything but its better then sending you nothing right?! haha so i decided to uh type like im sending you an email and blogging at the same time! pro yeah? i know you admire me im a multi task person. i can blog and write the story as well as write like an email! lala!! (: I think you got nothing to edit leh cause so far thats written is only that sentence you gave me =x not my fault really! dont scold me ah! lalalalala i got sore throat cause i think i ate tooooo much chocolates you know im soo poor thing i want mint! okay lucky you came online i wanted to continue crapping. =x

What can I say. DOTS. It made me laugh though. Lol.

"You dont bother trying to convince the disbelievers, because they'll never understand."
- Plain Truth by J.P.

Lost and found.

I think I've typed over a few thousand words alr in 2 days. Haha. All those plots in my head, lol.

I just had my tuition. Very sian la, as usual. And this time, he wasn't really very late. Just.. late. Haha. Ltr going to Kino. Yay. Can buy books! HAHA. And I'll probably leave Estan En Amor be? Nah. Sele would kill me (as if she can!). Lol. Besides, I like writing it, haha. Its fun. (: And wont leave you so bored.

Back to writing.
I'm out! (:

Story.

Estan En Amor!

Ongoing and upcoming. (:

My so-called "masterpiece"! Haha.

I'm out.

Storm!

Ok.. Its raining now, so how is the Mac delivery guy gonna deliver my lunch! Nooooooooooo....

SS was supr hyper today la! Esp with Yong G aka "Legend". Lol! Eng seemed to pass rather fast too! Probably cos it was funny with Xiang Yu, Terence Foo, and Chee Yang. Haha. The crossword puzzle we made is definitely gonna annoy anyone to no end. HAHA. (:
Chemistry lesson after sch was supr boring la! The class was so quiet, like no life like that. Not even in the mood to do the work given.
PE.. Netball against 3A! 3-2, 3A won. It was deja vu all over again. We were about to shoot when game was over. Plus, I realised that we had A LOT of chances to shoot and score but then its either the ball didn't go in or rebound. Sigh. -deleted- (Since it matters that I say it, I shall not say it. I'm sick and tired of arguments.) Hmph.

Land of bear and land of eagle
Land that gave us birth and blessings
Land that pulls us ever homeward
We will go home, across the mountains

I love e rain! (:

Ace Ventura: Pet Detective
If I'm not back in five minutes... wait longer!

Lol!


Tristan & Isolde - 06.04.06 Now Showing!
Take The Lead - 13.04.06
Poseidon - 11.05.06

Rain rain.

Problems problems problems. Sigh. Then again, whats life without it?

Its been raining again! So, netball/volleyball/soccer postponed again! Sigh. Btw. 3C lost the two netball matches played so far. So sad la! Well. At least we did our best! Esp the 3B game! That one was like, good la. Just one throw away and we draw. Sadddddddd. Fine. Two more matches, I dont think anyone bothers alr cos we already lose two, so no point le. But, dont you think we should go down in style? Lol. (: Beat e rest!

The day kicked off with a bang. Bang as in big thing happening and a living zombie was seen arnd the school compounds. Thankfully, ended well, the zombie-ish behaviour was gone, and.. back to old self! Thank goodness. It was quite saddening to see her like that.

I can't smile without you! Cant smile without you! (Addicted to that song! [: )

Fooled.

I fooled CS again! Lol.

Walking, thinking.

I kinda like walking back home now. Its peaceful. And you can think about loads of things without any disruption. (: Plus, you can just forget about all the stupid things that happen today.

First and foremost, FINALS FOR TABLE TENNIS! Lol. I'm in. (: Facing against Pau and Ivor for finals, doubles. Haha.. Gonna be fun!
Pau, me and WF ate Yoshinoya at PP after that. They were hungry, and since they eat, I just eat lor, lol. WF was obviously super hungry. Lol.

Stupid rumours around the level cos of some April Fools' prank! Dont even know who spread one. Idiotic. Whole chinese lesson everything talking about it and irritating me. Urgh. At least got some people on my side, like Jia Hao! He's a nice guy. Lol. (:

Oooh! Just recieved a msg from CS, saying that if I win the finals, he'll be treating me to Macs! Yay! So, I better do my best and win! Haha.

(: So many things, so little time.
I'm off. Seeya.

Prankster!

LOL.
We got CS real good again! (: Me and Selena pranked him once again! Its still April you know. Haha. Go to her blog and read e conversation! Lol. From the planning stages to the end. Haha.
I was laughing my head off at the computer screen, so was Sele, and my mother was staring at me cos I was supposed to do my capital punishment essay. Lol. So fun la! He said he was gonna 'punish' us tmr. I'd like to see him try, lol.

Noticed something? I didn't go for tennis! Yeah. Cos it was raining, but then when came back that time wasnt raining, but I had loads of work to do, so didnt go lor. My brother went, he is still there. Yup.

Drama was kinda ok today. Not too bad, funny la. We laughed a lot. A Maths test.. Die. Sigh. Sad.

Updated other site with song lyrics. (:

Btw.

I love pranks. (:
Seeya.

YAWN.

YAWN.
Waking up at 4.30am is really really early! And I did just that. Lol. Why? Cos my grandmother wants to make it to the cemetary without any traffic jam and such. Usually the previous years we go there at around 7am. Going at that timing, there would definitely be a huge traffic jam! So go early. Early until super early. Yawn. The sky was still dark and all, so you can just imagine the cemetary, all the tombstones, the place all dark and so. Thankfully, there got people la, so not so freaky, haha. If no one else is there arh.. Whoa, sure freak ownself out.

Baby cried the day the circus came to town
Cause she didn't want parades just passing by her
So she painted on a smile and took up with some clown
While she danced without a net upon a wire

Yesterday was April 1st! (:
Ok. Lets seee.. The list of people pranked, and what we/I did. Some big stuff, some small stuff. Haha.

- Cheryl Koh Successful
By: Me.
First prank of e day! Funny one la this one! I told her that CS declared that he was gonna marry her in the future. And, yeah.. Her reaction: BIG. Haha. So fun. (:

- Selena Successful
By: Me.
I told her that Jonathan still liked her. Haha. And her reaction was obvious: "how on earth do you know?" So I made up some crap abt him telling me, and she said that she still disliked him and such la. When I told her it was a joke, she went: "OH WHATEVER!!!!!" Lol!

- Kaylie ;Mun Shi Successful; Shi Xiang Slightly Successful
By: Selena and I.
This was a BIG one. Haha. Initially, the plan was to trick MS only. We told her that I liked SX. Lol. Then of cos, she went and asked SX who he liked and all la, so subsequently, the plan included him too. Lol. Ya.. but then he found out, and then told MS, who asked us, if it was a joke. And of cos, yeah. Still! Counted as MS fell for it, lol. From morning to afternoon, around 4pm like that, MS didnt find out it was a prank till SX told her. Lol! (:

- Chang Sheng (1) Failed
By: Selena and I.
Told him that Selena likes him, lol. HOWEVER, someone told him that it was all a trick and then spoiled the entire plan! Hmph.

- Chang Sheng (2) Successful
By: Selena and I.
It was continued from the Selena one. Told him Cheryl was jealous when she heard that Selena liked CS before we told her it was just a joke. He fell for it, of cos!

- Chang Sheng (3) Successful
By: Cheryl and I.
This one was a dare. She pretended to be mad with CS. The reason was cos er, he told me that Cheryl was the one who told him that Selena that thing was a joke. Haha. Yeah. So, CS was sad la. I had suspected that he would call me already, cos its kinda include me what. So it turned out that he indeed did call me la. Lol. Ya la. Like that lor. (:

- Terence Lim Successful
By: Selena and I.
At first, he didnt believe Selena when she told him that I liked him. But then, I sent an sms to him: "Selena didnt tell you anything right? I hope not." Lol! Then. He sent back "Ya." Then I told him that it was all true. I think he was kinda shocked. Lol.

- Mavis Successful
By: Me.
I told her that Starbucks was pregnant. Lol. She believed la. Yeah. Small joke only.

- Zheng Kai Successful
By: Me.
Yet another small joke. I asked him if he was going ice skating, and then I asked him if any of his friends were there, so to make sure any flaws in the prank was gone. And then he said there was none la, so I told him that there was a special offer, 2nd person can go inside the rink for free. And he was like, oh I didn't know. Haha. Small joke!

- Xiao Qi Successful
By: My brother and I.
We told her that there was a dead fish in the fish tank, and DURH, she believe.

Yeah. Thats all I think..
(: Fun.

Last words:
People work too hard to figure out the meaning of their lives. Why me, why now. The truth is sometimes things don't happen to you for a reason. Sometimes it's just about being in the right place at the right time for someone else.
-Second Glance

April 1st!

I LOVE APRIL FOOLS' DAY. (:
I havent laughed so much in a such a long time already! (:

HOWEVER.

Any pranking moods would be gone with revealing.

Or rather, betrayal.

Heart = Home

They say that home is where the heart is. So am I really home right where I'm sitting right now?
My answer: I'm not sure.

Sometimes, I feel like it really is. Other times, I dont feel like I truly belong. The world is such a big place waiting to be explored. Why should anyone be confined to one place, supposedly your home? There may be other places where you can call home, and yet not know it, due to the lack of opportunities a person has in his/her lifetime. So is that called living your life to the fullest when you have not yet discovered the many wonders in life? I seriously doubt so.

But thats just my opinion. There may be many out there, different way of thinking. Different from me.

Some might ask why the sudden topic of 'Homes'. Well. The answer is very simple: Dreams. Dreams inspire you to think of more things, things that arent really there in your life. Things.. that you cant really get.

There comes a day,
When your losing your way,
And you dont know where you belong.

I'll be searching.

Let the rain fall down, Violet.

I was walking along, minding my own business when the sky decided to open up, and release its burden on me. So, obviously I was drenched! Thank gawd I was near my house. Still, I got wet. But.. it was kinda nice. Haha.

Anyway.
After the test, went to PP to find Selena and MS. And of cos, Cheryl was with them. I drank the Ice Choc (!), and then moments of silence between us, and then took a cab to Takashimaya. Reached there, and hung arnd the department store for a while. Then, headed to Lido, cos Sele and I had neck probs, so we, or rather I, thought that movie was the best cure, to watch Ultraviolet. The show is er, how to say arh, not very bad la, but not the kind that makes you want to watch it over and over again those kind. Yup. After movie, on the way to MRT station, Sele and I got kind of obsessed with the word "Darr". Lol! We annoyed MS to no end about it. (: We had some.. er, lost memories resurfacing along the way, but I hope its gone now, k? (Dont think too much abt it!)

Last night also got some problems thanks to that stupid 'anonymous' person. Thankfully, its all settled now, and Kay is fine. At least some good came out of the bad thing. She learnt to stand up for herself. I'm so proud of her! (:

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name

Harry Potter and The Prisoner Of Azkaban
Professor Lupin: Now repeat after me - without wands please - repeat after me, Riddikulus.
Class: Riddikulus!
Professor Lupin: And again!
Class: Riddikulus!
Malfoy: This class is ridiculous.

Lol!

I'm outta here.

Horsing around.

Yo.
Doc's diagnosis: Colic. HAHA. Horsy thingy. (:

Me and my mum had this conversation in this car-
Mum: Babies all have colic.
Me: So thats why they burp la.
Mum: Yaaaaaa. And Liang Yu everytime also burp, so nothing happen to him.
Me: So your saying that I should burp more often is it?
Mum: Ya.
Me: You know, burping is considered as an unladylike behaviour. Soooo....

Mhm. Rather.. random. Haha. So. My medicine is really wierd colour k. My previous blog post showcased two rooms, one yellow, one orange. And turned out that my medicine's colour was one type yellow, and the other type orange! Super wierdddddd. Lol.

I watch half of Casanova and the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen ytd. I think I'm going to finish watching Casanova and then move on to... I dont know, Oliver Twist? Nah. See if got any action shows like the League of Extraordinary Gentlemen. That show was nice. (:

A funny thing to end this post:

"Why don't you want to wear the dress. I made it just for this."

"Because I for one am male Lily dearest. And also because I am male Lily sweetness. And did I mention Lily darling, that I am male."

"Your point?"

"That I am male."

Haha.

On leave.

Hmmm.
I'm at home now. Eating my er, brunch. I would like to thank the green form! And Lena Poh, and Mr Tchen. And my mother and my maid and my grandparents, and my dad and my sister and my brother and.. so on. Lol. Er. HAHA. I'm joking. (:

Wushu was killer la! At the start, I thought it was gonna be okay, with that funny catching game, but then gradually, it became boring and tedious. My ankle hurts now la, from leaning on it so much, and my arm, OW! Somemore mock test. Wlau. CE also got test lei! Which is stupid, in my opinion! Oh, well. Sure fail. Next week still have! What a NICE thing to look FORWARD to! Urgh! Idiotic la.

Next.

"This was the original list which helped our bright but dense friend realize the perfect boy for her was standing right in front of her all that time. However, we should think one addition should be added to this list.

26. Love you with all his heart.

True, it may sound cheesy, or you may think it unlikely to find in a boyfriend while you're still in school if you still are. But, it is an essential part of a perfect relationship, and one all of our match-made pair had. This is the true key to matchmaking, dear readers: simply acting on something already there. "

So Aw-worthy right! Lol.



Cheryl's fave!


MINE and Sele's fave!



The person who made my day: The driver of SHA221D. (: Funny guy.

Fallen through

TUESDAYYY. The day of Phys and Chem tests which sucked. Urgh. Dont think abt it la. Sigh.

Wednesday tmr. Got drama again. Fine. Drama.. is ok, as long as they keep it groupwork-y, and no PujaDada around. She would totally destroy whatever fun atmosphere there is there. Oh yeah, HEY SELE. Lets drink Ice Blended Choc tmr! (: Lol.

I'm soo heng! No teachers wanna see my parents. Phew. I dont know whether still need to go lei, hope NOT. Going there, listening to PChan speak, is a BORING thing. She dilly dallys as much as Mrs Tan! Maybe their both related or something. Hm. Whatever, I dont care. It has nothing to do with me. Haha.

New stuff.

I got my new phone. Yeah. And.. I cant seem to put the mp3 songs into e phone. SIGH.

I watched Mirrormask just now, cos woke up too early and my bro was using e com, so I had nothing to do. Its quite.. ok la. Fantasy-y lor. I watched for a while, then my bro came down and watched, then my sister. Haha. So. Ya la. Nothing to do now.. Maybe watch another show or something.

Swimming exam for my bro ltr. And going out called off cos Sele had to reach home by 12.30, and that is NOT possible, looking at the time now. Sigh. K la. Gonna try to put e songs into the phone.


I love this show! (:

Changed skin.

As you can see, I changed my skin, haha. If your eyes are sharp enough to spot what I added to the original pic at the top, good for you. (: Lol.

The tuition teacher is laatteeee! For goodness sake, he's always late! Lousy tuition teacher la. Sigh. He major in Physics, yet I fail physics. How amusing. The later he comes, the later I get my phone. Oh, damn him to the last level of hell. Urgh.


My fav song in Eng (chorus):
Please dont say anything
I dont want to know at all
At least I still can have the beautiful dreams
Please dont say anything
I really dont want to know at all
At last I understand
Its time to let go..

Convo

Go to Selena's blog http://-simpleme.blogspot.com to see the wierd but funny conversation she and I had on msn. And she changed her skin already, thanks to me! HAHA. Go and see, and rememeber to laugh, lol.

Unlucky or plain bad?

Cheryl didnt come to school today! Leaving me alone in Chi. Sigh. Luckily I got someone to talk to when Melissa moved back to sit with me! (: So wasn't so bored anymore. Haha.
Physics was funny la. Extremely. Huan Wen was being hailed as a girl! Ms Huan Wen, as Mr Tchen calls him, haha! And for running, people usually use pistol or horn, Ms Huan Wen suggested using a FLARE GUN. Lol!!

I'm so unlucky, lol. Confirm buying the phone tmr, didnt buy today though I was in the shop, cos NO STOCK! Thats how unlucky I can get, haha. So tmr morning (after stupid tuition) going there lor. My mum actually wanted to go skating, but rink closing at 2pm! Then evening, might be going out to watch movie? Who knows. They havent confirmed yet. Mhm.

Last night, me and Fong were pondering over a piece of wonderfully written poetry. Its really nice, the meaning too. WAIT A MIN. THE ICE CREAM MAN IS HERE! Hold on a sec.. Ok! My yummy ice cream! Lol.


Zhong yu ming bai, gai fang shou..

Poem

-gone-

Zhong Yu Ming Bai by Dong Li Huo Che rocks! (:

Everyone needs someone. Someone who will accept them, listen to them and let them know they are not alone. What of those who have no one? They may wind up taking drastic measures.

The Dummy
by Michael Mack

In that forgotten part of town
Where wasted hopes and dreams abound,
A wrinkled man with life near end,
In hopes to have at least one friend,
Fashioned bits of wood and things
And made a dummy run by strings.

He sat alone for hours on end,
Conversing with his only friend
And found delight within the fact
That he controlled it's every act.
He told it how he never had
A chance, since all his luck was bad
Although he'd tried so to succeed -
The dummy nodded and agreed.

And how his journeys in romance
Had never given him a chance,
And wasn't it a crying shame
That he was always held to blame
When everyone knew, oh so well,
That life is but a living Hell,
Controlled by lust and power and greed?
The dummy nodded and agreed.

With patience that would rival saints,
That dummy sat through all complaints
And, with each little expert tug,
He'd droop his head or bow or shrug
And give some comfort to the man
Who held his lifelines in his hand
And helped to fill a lonely need
When he just nodded and agreed.

Senility increased with time
As did the old man's phantomime,
And feverish fingers pulled with glee
The dummy's dance of misery.
They never left each other's side
Until the day both stopped and died.
We found them lying, hand in hand,
The dummy - and his wooden friend.

Punctu-re/al

I have a puncture wound. Sounds serious right? Actually, according to the doc, its not. But it really sound so.. OUCH, according to MS. Haha.

Anyway.
I'm bored la. Nothing to do.

I thought of something this morning: "My life may be boring, but what has it go to do with you? Its my life." Haha. Thought it up in the car. Mhm. Sian.

Got MC for drama today. So didnt go. Yay. But left Sele and MS alone. So sad. And I definitely know, that Cheryl CANNOT do what SHE say. Urgh. Say she didnt wanna talk to the rest, in the end did. WTH la! Idiot. Caused me to be super bored and not talk to them lor, when she herself didnt stand by it! Hell la.

Hm. I suddenly feel like drinking Coffee Bean ( No more Starbucks! HAHA.). Lol.

No time.

I'm too busy trying to not get outta the hse. Sigh. What a busy person I am.

Pray hard..?

PHEW.

I made it through MONDAY! The FIRST day of (horrifying, and torturous) school!! And DRAMA. I made through all of it! CONGRATULATIONS TO MYSELF! Cheers!! (:
AND. I just handed my dad the report card to sign. Yes, NOW. And guess what he said? (No, he din scold me.) He went, "You'd better pray hard arh, Xiao Xuan." And I was like, "You pray meh?" Lol! But he din scold me. Another huge PHEW. Wheeeee!
Tennis was fun! As usual! I took out all my stress on the ball, haha. Even my friend was like, "I know you are angry but you dont have to take it out on the ball and hit so hard." Lol. How amusing. Hehe!
English Puja wasnt there, and that trainee Ms Tan was teaching, so everyone wasnt really paying attention, and sometimes,we were talking to her the way we never dared to talk to Puja.

3C had to stay back today for some E Maths E-learning thingy. Supposed to be until 4.30pm but the trainer let us off earlier. A Maths lecture was off at only 2.50pm, which was atrocious, cos our E-learning was at 3pm, and obviously, we had NO time to eat lunch at all! Plus, the drama members (Me, Vimal and Tania) had to go to drama straight after that, but thankfully, the trainer gave us some precious off time. Yay! But then, after that we had to wait for Mrs Tan, who was horrendously late, to come and go through the quiz paper. Me and Vimal were thinking of whether to go to Drama or stay in Chem. Decided to stay in Chem cos Drama sucks, and Chem was in the computer lab, haha! So around 4.50pm like that then go for Drama lor. At least missed a little.. Lol.

So, now back from tennis, trying to do my Georg hwk, which I HAVENT completed, or even started on, during the hols. What a procrastinator I am. HAHA.

Gonna do now la, seeya.

Time for Me to Fly.

Time For Me To Fly - Jonas Brothers
I've been wasting my time
I've been losing my mind
I've been running races
Still don't know what I've been chasing
But my eyes still can see
Bluer skies that wait for me
And I'm on my way

(Chorus)
Time for me to fly
Time for me to soar
Time for me to open up my heart and knock on heavens door
Time for me to live
It's time for me to sing
Time for me to lay down all my worries and
I'll spread my wings
Time for me to fly

The earth can be a heavy ride
When the clouds are in your eyes
But I feel a calling
I will rise, I won't be falling
And I'll escape the gravity
And I'll reach my destiny
And I'll fly away

(Repeat Chorus)

The gates of heaven will open wide
I will be
I will rise
There won't be compromise
As I take to the open skies I will fly away
I will fly away
I will fly away


I just wish I could fly away, no sch and such.. Unless, as my brother says, which I think is entirely lame, that there is imperial examinations in the heavens to determine your rank. Lame right!? Haha. Ok, so ya la.

To my special friend: Know that we're always behind you all the way. Come what may, we can do it together. Love ya. (:

Atrocity and fun. (:

SIGH.
Didnt get my phone today. Why? Cos my mum got the date all wrong. Its actually 24th of March instead of 14th! Thats so sad la. But anyway.

On a lighter note: Here's March 17. (Ltr put more.) Photos. A picture says a thousand words, rmbr? And some pictures not putting up. All dont need ma, haha. And Nic! I'm not gonna put up that pic of me taller than you even though.. you know. Yeah. (: HAHA.



Me cooling down. (:

Preparing to play volleyball! After attempting to play at the courts of cos..
From their spot at the bridge! We were there first! Haha.
Relaxing after climbing all those rocks, haha.
Nicole and I! (Btw, I'm taller than her! Bwahaha..)

A picture together! Finally, haha.
Fong and I. WE DARED. (: (Apparently, Cheryl freaked out cos she thought we were gonna climb that slanting palm tree!)
Enjoying aircon and acting lame!!
The bus station!
Waiting for the Blue Line bus. Haha. Countdown timer!
We walked across the causeway to Harbourfront cos the queue for the bus was too long! IT ROCKED! ESP THE LUGE! (: RACEEEEEEEEEE!

Malaysiaaa. Truly Asiaaa! (:

ELLO! (: I'm back!
I wrote for some days there. Haha. HERE:

12 March
1.03pm
Still ON THE ROAD!? Its either my parents are still driving supr slow, or its supr dupr far!! Hai. So long. So sian. My sister's sleeping soundly. (Alliteration, haha!) Lucky her. I can never be able to fall asleep once I wake up properly in the morning one.. SIGH. So stuck in the car, a few miles in the middle of nowhere, feeling damn bored while writing this. Later k? Toodles.
1.54pm
My On-The-Go lunch: Ice Chocolate from Baskin Robbins! Lol, yum yum. It can actually make one full, haha. That stopover was damn hot la! Even hotter than Singapore nowadays. I was practically dying from the heat.. Everytime go Malaysia, would stop at there one. Even park e same place as that time go with ZK. Same hotel somemore. Skarly same room. That would be wierd. Oh yeah, and eat at that restaurant again! Which is super nice la. Write ltr. Seeya.
10.53pm
Ello! Back from one day. Lol. Went for a swim in the sea in the afternoon. Got myself all sandy and stuff, but it was fun! And collected sand. (Who wants? HAHA.) Then went to play 2 games of billard. Finish playing, got nothing to do, play caram. Won my bro! Whoohoo. (: Then go eat seafood at somewhere out there. Lol. Just came back, me, my dad and my bro went to see at the end of the chalets, the one closest to the sea, got someone who walked more than 100m into the water! And he's still waist-deep. No, less than that. Anyway, thats how low tide-y the water is lor. Tmr's another day here, playing tennis! Rock your life, seeya. (:

13 March
10.55pm
Hey! (: At night already, no one seemed to be sleepiong, haha. Morning woke up arnd 10am. The waves sounds are soothing, although my mother says otherwise. Wierd. Ok, tennis was a killer! Remind me NEVER to play tennis in the morning, so hot! Well, after tennis, my bro and my mum/sis went to the pool and beach respectively. Me and my dad? Stayed in the hotel room, haha! I read finish my The Tenth Circle already. Quite nice. (: Haha. Them we went for lunch, then me and my siblings played Stack-Up Chairs, while my parents slept. I stacked all! Haha. They couldnt. Sad. ER, then played monopoly at the kid's room downstairs, lol. Then went back to the beach to soak in the water. Haha. So sandy! Ate dinner at the same place, cos lazy to go find others, besides, its nice enough! Oh, and while going for lunch, we saw this row of birds on the electricity wire. This is what happened:
Sis: Why the birds all like this?
Mother: They all queue up! Cannot cut queue!
Sis: WHY?
Bro: They all wanna buy Toto!
LOL! Funny la. Was at the beach just now, round 10pm. The sand very cold, very nice! KL tmr. Byee.

KL was as per normal la. Same hotel, same food, round the same stuff. Cept bought more DVDs, and bought Ripcurl boardshorts! Yay. Haha. The list of DVDs (Whoa! Its a lot!):
1. Fearless
2. Underworld: Evolution
3. The New World
4. Dreamer
5. The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
6. School of Rock
7. Wimbledon
8. Just like Heaven
9. Rebound
10. Oliver Twist
11. Memoirs of a Geisha
12. Casanova
13. The Pink Panther
14. Mirrormask
15. Into the Blue
16. Stay
17. Goal
18. Revolver (old show)
19. Lord of War
20. Munich
21. Domino
22. Wallace & Gromit: The Curse of the Were-rabbit
23. The Weather Man
24. The Constant Gardener
SO MUCH! My goodness! And I thought there was only 20. Lol!! I wanted Aquamarine! But it wasn't clear. SIGH. So sad. The rest would have liked it too. (:

On the way back to Singapore..:
Me: Dont think of a purple elephant.
Sis: Purple elephant..?
Me: I told you not to think of it!
(5 mins ltr)
Sis: Purple elephant..
Me: Dont think of it!
(5 mins ltr)
Sis: Purple elephant..
Me: Urgh.
(Keep going on like this til Sis falls asleep.)
Me: No more purple elephant! (She still sleeping.)
(10 mins ltr, sis wakes up.)
Sis: Purple elephant..
LOL! SHE KEEP SAYING 'PURPLE ELEPHANT'. EVEN WAKE UP STILL CAN RMBR. WTH..

Tmr going to Sentosa, I guess. Well. Finish blogging le, so long already, haha.

Malaysia.

YOYOYO. (: Its the moment before we leave. Haha.
Dont miss me k? Seeya on Thursday, or face to face on Friday, if Cheryl and Selena make it possible. And Cheryl Koh! You better complete the two things I expect from you.. OK!? Haha.

Byebye! [;

Starbucks DRINK

I'm drinking my HOMEMADE STARBUCKS now!! Its really like lor, except without e whipped cream. Haha. My mum's gonna buy e whipped cream ltr. Yay! (: And no, Sele, its not the rabbit. Not the recipe me and Cheryl had disgusted you and MS with.. Lol.

Going to Malaysia tmr. HA! Cant wait! Cant wait!!! S'pore's boring, as proven ytd.

Btw, in case you dont know, I changed my email.

Friday!

I was extra pissed today.
At the beginning la. Cos why? Cheryl, MS and Sele were LATE. And you know how much I hate people who are LATE. And their late, is not even few minutes late. Is a HOUR late! URGH. So, I read the Picture Perfect Charmed book at Kino. Just sat there, and stoned, reading the book. I went to look for them when I FINISHED READING IT. Thats how late they were!! And FINALLY met them at Kino, and they gave me a card, on it, "I'm sorry". LOL. And inside got their signatures and such, and I laughed, not at the card, but at their silliness! Haha. I bought The Tenth Circle by Jodi Picoult. I wanted to buy more.. But couldnt, cos no money. Sigh. And the book I wanted was $33.85!! Expensive right?? HAI.
Then, went to Paragon and see the surf shop there, and such la. Found out that Harvey Norman was cheating our money!! Haha. The FX laptop at Harvey Norman was $3,999, but at Sony Gallery was $3,299! Cheat us of.. $700!! Which is NO small sum of money.. Still, can forget abt buying it la, sigh, so sad. Walked arnd, drank Starbucks (the drink!), and then got dragged to Marina Sqaure, where I bought the Billabong wallet! The same one as MS, and she said she didnt mind, and Cheryl bought her Le Coq Sportif black bag. There was some sort of fashion show there.. MS was looking at it, haha. I wanted to buy a puzzle! But in the end, got no money, haha. Then went home lor.

Btw, I saw a great present for WF in Kino! Dont know whether should buy her now or what, cos she might buy it before we have the chance to get it for her. Its really suit her la. Its 40 bucks, so some of us might share it. (:

And well, here I am! (: Blogging, since got nothing to do.
Seeya.


There is nothing you could've done. There will always be people who say mean words because you are different. And sometimes their minds cannot be changed. But there are many more people who do not judge others based on how they look or where they are from. Those are the people whose words truly matter.

A Maths -siao

Cheryl Koh! You'd better thank us..
(Us as in me, Sele and MS.)

I dont know abt the rest, but I havent done so much A Maths in one day!! My head's gonna explode with the D more than blah blah blah. Gawd. You'd better go tmr.. Or else, I'll personally strangle you!!

Tell you arh, Cheryl's tuition teacher really wanna kill her la. So much to do! If she didnt have us.. Bet even by Sat, even if she never go out, also cannot finish! Hmph.

Friday's tmr. No tennis. Sad. Cos Nicole said her aunt was sick.. and most likely cant go. So pityful right!? However.. going out tmr! (: Sele's still coming my hse. Yay! She's eager to see Starbucks. Change of plans. Shes going home. See what I mean abt last minute decisions!? Sigh.

I got my result slip back. Sucks la. Anyway, its the same as Sele's. Haha.

Better get back to my "oh-so-dear" A Maths! Seeya.

Laughter and tears.

I seriously dont like drama now. Even more than before. OH, damnit la.

What made me laugh yesterday, when I was so down, and yet made me laugh again just now? This:

"Something for you?" Harry asked coolly.
Ron took a deep breath and jumped into the air. "Aauggh!" he shouted as he came down. And jumped again. "Aaaggh!" And again. "Oooh! Ahhh! Hunh, hunh, hunh, hunh, baaahhhh!"
Draco darted out of nowhere and joined the insane dance, which had gathered everyone’s attention in the few seconds it had been going on. "Bawk, bawk, bawk, bawk," he chanted, hopping around and flapping his arms like a chicken.
Harry couldn't keep a straight face. I don't believe this.
Hermione joined in, her choice of vocalization a high-pitched yowl. "Oww, oww, oww, oww, oww..."
Ginny's yowls were similar, but a bit deeper. "Mowwr, mowwr, mowwr..." Harry found himself watching the arc of her red hair as it rose and fell in counterpoint with her jumps.
Luna made little noises like Ginny's owl Pigwidgeon as her feet hit the ground. "Ooo, ooo, ooo, ooo..."
Neville and Meghan were jumping hand in hand, one up, the other down, yelping an insane duet. "Eee, ahh, eee, ahh, eee, ahh..."
Ron, still capering around and yelling, met Harry's eyes and grinned at him bashfully, then brought his hands up to his face and stroked them down both cheeks.
Harry surrendered to his rising laughter, nodding frantically even as he laughed, and then turning the laughter into his own noises as he, too, began to jump up and down, joining in the dance rather than being the one danced around. And other people were beginning to join in, he noticed - Seamus and Dean were bouncing with them, as were a few small Hufflepuff girls, a Ravenclaw or two -
And then suddenly it seemed that most of the courtyard was doing the Trouble-Taking Dance, all jumping up and down and making a variety of odd noises, most of them by now related to laughter in some way, as it all struck everyone as so very funny. A few people were up on the low walls of the courtyard, jumping on them. Harry thought that looked like a good idea, and bounced his way over to join them.
And from that vantage point, he saw the one thing that could make this day even better.
He waved his arms frantically to get people's attention and beckoned for silence, and for them to keep jumping, pointing in the direction of the person he'd seen. The word spread quickly, so that when Professor Snape rounded the corner of the outdoor passageway, he was confronted with a courtyard full of students all leaping up and down in complete silence except for the sound of their feet and the occasional stifled snigger.
It was easy to hear the bell ring from inside the castle, with no one talking or making a sound. And it seemed the most natural thing in the world to keep jumping as they collected their books and possessions and streamed back into the castle, hopping and bouncing past Professor Snape in silence and attempting valiantly not to laugh at his expression of total and complete bewilderment.

Lol! Its really funny. Just visualize it in your head, haha! Hm, yeah.
I cant wait for Friday, it makes up for all the bad times this week. Sele's coming my hse. Yay! Finally, someone decides to venture out of the East, whoohoo! (: Shes gonna see Starbucks and help me carry the racquets. And today, we ( Cheryl, Kaylie, Sele and I) were walking out to the bus stop, I asked my mother to fetch me from there, when I was talking to Sele, and Cheryl was holding the racquet and refused to give it to me, then my mother suddenly honked, and so I went to the car.. Inside the car le, realised that I didnt have the racquet, and looked out the window to find Cheryl waving the racquet like crazy to me, and then I just beckoned her to keep her. Lol! And she said I bully her, which is funny, cos she refused to give up the racquet, haha. The racquet's WF's.. Haha. Cheryl, better not spoil it or something!

Obviously, I'm in a better mood now! And the news of going to Malaysia made it so much better too! (: Cant wait! FRIDAY! Whoohoo! And Cao Cao by JJ's nice.
Cheers, enjoy!

I'm dreading school. Sigh. I miss 2H.

My BLACK list.

MY BLACK LIST

Being broke.
Being interupted in the middle of something.
Boring lessons.
Bias people.
Bruises
CCA (DRAMA)
Her.
Loud and obnoxious kids.
MATHS.
Nagging parents/teachers!
People who think that I'm going on a freaking diet.
People who cancel at the last minute.
People who STOP ME FROM DOING WHAT I WANT TO!
People who insult my friends. (That ass!)
Phone hanging on me!!
Physics
Poon
Puja
Running lots of rounds.
SCHOOL
Songs that give me a freaking headache.
Stupid results.
Unreasonable parents!!
Wushu.

AND OTHER THAN THESE I CAN STILL OF A LOT LOT LOT MORE. JUST THAT IF I PUT IT HERE, IT WOULD FILL UP TENS OF THOUSANDS OF PAGES. I HATE IT. I FREAKING HATE IT.

Please make it rain.

Tennis + People

OUCH. My chin hurts. Stupid racquet. My head hurts. Stupid ball. However, tennis still rocks. (: My dad told me I've improved. YAY!

KC people are damn unreasonable la. I dont mean all la, some. Stare only, not even at them, big deal arh. Pick fight only when got lots of people.. Wlau. How barbaric their behaviour can get. Laugh also laugh so loud, like nobody's business like that. HELLO!? Your in a public place, if you cant get it!? Not your home, nor your school!? Urgh.

School was sian. The stupid construction worker, that maths trainee teacher, was practically shivering throughout the whole A Maths lecture! Me and Fiza were laughing at him, and imitating him. His hand shook so much that he couldnt draw a straight line! Haha. And his handwriting are like little kids'. Lol.
Drama canceled. (: Initially told Puja that I got dentist appointment. Now.. since drama canceled, dont need that stupid letter already. Yay.

I walked arnd PP with MS. Initially Sele was there, but she went home earlier, cos she had ballet, which she didnt even know where! Haha. So we went and see laptops and all those digital stuff la. We even pointed out the stuff for future home, who in charge of what and all. Omg la. The Vaio TX is damn small and COOL. I want it! But its so ex. ): Hai. Unlucky. Oh well, can just forget it la. Go JC and will get a laptop from my mum. (: Me and Sele resolved to go to the same JC. Lol. If we can la. Jia you! Yeah!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD, AND CLEMENT KOH. (Cheryl's bro. Hoped you liked that star, haha. )

The following is a video from 1 Dec 05, of that time the beach, pushing ppl inside the water, heres Nicole. It might take a long time to load!

Work was work.

Work was.. fun! (: Yeah. Me, Chermaine and Abel had loads of fun teasing Cheryl abt CS. Haha. Yeah, fun! Esp with our empires, and throwing of the boxes. Lol. Once went inside the boy's toilet cos wanna see how it was like. Abel stood guard outside in case got any guy go in. Haha. It was at the Budget Terminal which is budget until the tiles in the main area is like a toilet's, and have only 3 belts. So budget right!? But the aircon is like, damn cold la. If dont have jacket, would die lor.


MY OREO EMPIRE! ( Flourished under my rule. [:)


Our work place, but later become very very messy and empty, haha.

Tmr dont need to work le, cos we packed a lot already. Lol. Kept running out of NEWater too. They had to go and restock everytime we ran out. (: Fun la.

Party at home now, not mine. Yeah.

Tennis on next Friday, Cheryl organise one. The holiday that Friday go Sentosa. ( Cheryl wants to tan! LOL.)


To HER: Your thinking is all wrong. She wasnt the one who told Nicole to scold you. It was Nicole's own decision to scold you. Its not even her fault, and you blame her as though it was all because of her that YOU got scolded. Tell you something: its your own fault you got scolded. It was all your own doing, dont blame other people because of that. Its just cos she's too nice to say NO sometimes that she's affected by you, get it!? I bet you dont. You dont think that anything is your fault, do you? Besides, you were the one who made MS sneak out that day, and didnt let her go home early enough. SO THERES NO ONE TO BLAME BUT YOURSELF.

FRIDAY!

Its finally Friday tmr! FINALLY. The week was so long that I thought it would NEVER end. Finally, yay. Work tmr, at the budget terminal. One step closer to a laptop, ok fine. A teeny weeny step. But its still a step right! (: Haha.

I love folding paper stars! Currently folding. Lots and lots of em. Bought quite a few to do too, just now, haha. Yay. Got Pau's birthday present le. It might be small, but hey, at least its sincere. And thats what matters most hor? Haha.

Something real BIG happened in sch today. Ok, fine, not say big la, but still, at least its big to me. Not saying it here. Some ppl should know. Recess time, when we were still laughing and wanted to go up, suddenly saw the DM standing at the middle of the stairs. Gave us a HUGE shock lor. So freaky. Wanted to catch Cheryl and er, her friend, for the food that hold in their hand. Haha. So the rest of us ( Pam, Nicole, MS, Sele and I) quickly siam away. Haha. And then reach the toilet.. so funny! Nic, Pam and MS went in, then Sele and I were debating whether want to go in or not, in the end just go in lor, then at the door, Sele went in first, and Hui Ting was going out. Then when Hui Ting see us, she suddenly scream. Lol! So loud somemore lor! HAHA. Very funny! Then she ran out screaming. LOL! Sele and I couldnt stop laughing. Hahaha! The look on Hui Ting's face was really damn funny la! Like she was freaked out or something. Lol.

Reading Salem Falls now! Finish by the end of the day, or tmr, so return to Cheryl tmr. So, means.. she got the book first, but I read that book before her without buying it. Lol! Its like The Pact la. Haha.


Taken by Kaylie! (:

It is strange how time flies
It's been a year that's gone by
And you don't know the colour of my eyes
But what am I supposed to do when all hope is gone
How am I supposed to leave you when you're the only one
Made a deal with mister hate
It's my soul he wants to buy
For you I'll die
For you I'll die


-Rylie;Xuan [x

Perfect World

PERFECT WORLD
I never could have seen this coming
It seems like my world's falling apart
Yeah, why is everything so hard?
I don't think that I can deal with
The things that you said
Just wont go away

In a perfect world
this could never happen
In a perfect world
you'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
Nothing at all

I used to think that I was strong
Until the day it all went wrong
I think I need a miracle to make it through
Yeah, I wish that I could bring you back
I wish could turn back time
Cause I can't let go
I just can't find my way
Yeah, without you I just can't find my way

In a perfect world
this could never happen
In a perfect world
you'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you this means nothing
nothing at all

I don't know what I should do now
I don't know where I should go
I'm still here waiting for you
I'm lost when you're not around
I need to hold onto you
I just can't let you go
Yeahyeah

In a perfect world
this could never happen
In a perfect world
you'd still be here
And it makes no sense
I could just pick up the pieces
But to you
This means nothing
Nothing at all

You feel nothing
Nothing at all
Nothing at all


"Perhaps my heart should be cold and austere, like the ice on which I skate." I totally agree.
Thank you and good luck, Cheryl.

Com lab now.

I'm in com lab now! HAHA. No one seems to be doing the SS mind map. I just finished it. (: So blogging here. Got the SS ppr back. Not very good, but still passed la. Eng compo I got 21! So happy! (: Seems like my languages are the ones which got the highest.. First Chinese, then now English. OKAYYEE.. Failed my Physics as expected. Sigh. No more abt school now! AS Order!! Lol.

Got the dice from Kaylie today. Thought she wasnt coming to school cos she wasnt there in the first period for Chinese thingy. Yeah.

Vaio FJ Notebook is damn nice la! $2,457. Would take so long lor. As calculated.. its 2 and a half yrs more. I'll be in JC by the time I get it la! And by that time, sure got new laptops out le, and then have enough money to buy em! (: Yay. But, wait till then then say la, not sure whether along the way would use up or something... Haha. Most likely would. Lol.

Bell's ringing soon. Better stop. (: Blog at home! Seeya.

PAP!


-Rylie;Xuan [x

YO YO YO! (: guess who m i? its the perfect girl who is nice, kind, caring, smart,sweet, cheerful! (:
THE ONE AND ONLY SELENA! THE GIRL WHO PASSED HER A MATH FINALLY! SO HAPPY SO HAPPY! (: okay! xx ask me to blog here so here i m. i love xiao xuan! (: she's so nice to me cept for the umno pap thing. ): thats not nice.

OKAY IM JEALOUS OF HER. i admit i love starbucks alot. BUT I CANT HAVE HIM): so saddening eh? some day some time i'll go to her house to admire and touch him so he will finally get to see his godowner who loves him more than his owner. thats plan A! >:)

love; SELEE! (:

Stuff.

In case you havent noticed, I put one pic of my sis up HERE.

Rachel and I ran out of the hall when the stupid teacher wasnt watching. HAHA! We were like, the only ones who started running and everyone else was sitting down. It was fun. (:

GO PAP!! BOO UMNO!

PAP:
-Nicole Ng
-Paulina Lee
-Huang Xiao Xuan
-Cheryl Koh
-Woo Wan Fong

UMNO:
-Kaylie Sim
-Selena Ng

LOL! Its funny! Whole day we stood according to these, haha. Funny way these started at reccess. Haha.
Pam went home today cos she was not feeling well.. Hope she's ok! (:
Walking to the bus stop was extra fun today! Haha. WF should know. Hehe. I'm still saving for a laptop you know. Haha. It'll take forever la. Kaylie's buying in Sept. We were talking outside the audi, cos got time until 2.30pm mah. Haha. Sentosa during March Hols anyone? Hehe. I know for one that Cheryl wants. I want tennis! Today after Maths was rather depressing la, the ppr totally sucked. Hai. I needed to vent my depression on something like tennis. But I forgot abt it soon, thanks to Cheryl and Kaylie! You ppl rock. (: Bought something (food) for both of em, cos when I saw it, I thought of them. Haha.


We the children are golden
And we the children are light
We dance on the top of the mountain
We shine like stars in the night
And we know, that our hopes and dreams would grow
Cos we the children make it so.

-Rylie;Xuan [x

Pprs again.

I'm currently drinking ice lemon tea and typing this. Lol! From Macs!! HAHA. Jealous, people??? The fries today is extra crispy and nicely salty. (: So nice and crunchy. Haha.

Yay. Finally one good mark, out of so many disappointing ones. Finally!! I was late for sch today, well, almost, cos the stupid contact wouldnt go in. Urgh. And MS thought that I was sick or something. Must be I everytime come too early bah, haha. Er, staying back for Chem turned out ok, cos learn abt isotopes la. Its really easy, lol. However, overall, school was the same as always- BORING.

The keychain that my brother's ah-hem, GIRLFRIEND (SAMANTHA), gave him is nice!! Its like, an amber stone keychain. So nice. (: My mother was saying that the girlfriend gave him as a sign of her love for him. Set in stone, you know. And I was like telling him, that his girlfriend had to give us one each, as downry! Lol. He promised me that he'll ask her when she called, which would be quite a few times each day, where she bought it. Mhm.

Fiza's birthday's on Thurs, Rachel and I already have an inkling of what we're gonna get for her.. Lol. Betcha inside she'll feel extra happy. Hehe. Its a surprise!

I cant wait for nxt Monday! Tennis again!! Fun! (:

Maybe going to play tennis with Cheryl at East Coast. Anyone wanna go? Ask us k.


You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone


-Rylie;Xuan [x

Wondering arnd.

One moment you are having the time of your life, the next moment everything comes crashing down on you. You feel lost, and dont know what to do. You've never lost so much control before and you never wanted to. The happy moments are just past now, nothing matters but the present, where you had nothing to live for, however, ashamed to face your ancestors if you see them in the other world. You try to change your identity, but its hard, cos you will always be you and not some mask you decide to put on for the rest of your lives. So you face life, with that fake, ugly lopsided grin on your face, which makes you look like a doll on exhibition. Taken in by that facade, people believe you and think that nothing has happened to you and you are happy in life, when deep inside, you are crying your heart out. You stand in front of the mirror, perfecting that smile for everyone to see. People might have actually believed it, but whenever you yourself look into the mirror, all you see is someone else, and not your real image. People look at you as though you are their ray of sunshine, and that you would always be there for them to hold on to. Decieved by your smile, thats what they percieve. When inside, all you wanna know is cry out your sadness, and wash them away with your bitter tears. That one unforgettable moment when you lost everything, its forever etched in your mind, taking growth in everything you do, affecting you indirectly. You end up losing the most important thing in life-- yourself.

SIGH.
I dont fit in 3C. Its not meant for me, I'm supposed to be in Combined! Where I'll probably be much much happier.. 3C is a perfectionism class. You are supposed to be smart and not fail anything. Its just, not me.

Singapore is a a stupid place. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. No place to run away to.

My face is red. Urgh. Cannot get tan, get burned instead. This sucks la. I'd rather get tan, dark dark dark instead of being burned. And my stupid phone is HANGING. DAMNIT LA. AT THIS TIME, I DONT HAVE ANY PATIENCE LEFT ANYMORE.

-DELETED-

Tennis would be very very dangerous later.. Watch out, small yellow round things might hit you, if you are anywhere near.

Air show.

At 8.45am today, I was woken up by my dad. For what? To go to the beach. Haha. And I mistaken it as going to Bishan. Then ltr found out wasnt Bishan but beach, so just went la, cos sitting a yacht and dont need to go tuition. Haha. Went there, the boat was quite nice, and set off, in the midst of rocking waters and strong breezes, which were great! (: So I sat on the deck and just listened to my nano, just there by myself, and started thinking about stuff. Haha. Ok, so. When reached a certain spot, the boat anchored, it was arnd 11.50am, and there was reception so smsed Kaylie and Cheryl. Er, watched the Air Show. It was really cool lor. Esp the fighter jets F15 and F16. The training planes werent very stunt-y, and the airbus was plain slow. Haha. Managed to get pics of the F15 (1 only!) and airbus. The F16 was too fast, and the training planes were not very interesting. So ate lunch on the yacht, quite nice and seafood-y. Hm. On the way back, listened to music again lor, but changed spot this time. Now changed to the back of the ship, and sat down and my legs were dangling over the edge, but sadly, no wave managed to hit me, sigh. Got sunburn now la, like tomato like that. -__- Stayed back on the yacht for a while, cos my dad and his friends were chatting, we watched the sailing boats go by, and one even got stuck! Haha, a damsel in distress. So we tried to help la, my dad's friend tried to throw a rope, in the end didnt even managed to throw to her, and even dropped the rope into the water! So one of the boats crew went to save. Save one is not even the stuck boat, but the rope, haha. In the end, used a longer rope la, and a person on e jet ski helped. Lol. Yeah. Tmr maybe going again, who knows, depends on my mother, but tmr would have more kids la, so.. better lor. Mhm.
After that, managed to convince my dad to bring me to Borders to buy books. (: Bought two, see my wishlist and you'll know what books. Haha.

So at home now, and, I go watch LOST le. Seeya.

Fridays, oh.

I had loads of fun today, even though at the start it was exactly going along to plan la, Sele couldn't go, I had to convince Pau to go, she did in the end, and everyone was late cept me. Hai. To think I rushed just cos I thought that I was gonna be late. SIGH.

Well, anyway... Pink Panther was a nice show, really funny. (: Haha. YEAH. The cinema was cool too. Lol. Saw Ms Erma and Mr Anwar (sp?) there. They looked like they were on a date, but then went asked, she of cos said that it was only a movie, and they were going to meet the rest of the marketing committee, consisting of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, there. Haha, very funny la. Ok, then when the end ended, me and Pam at first walked into their cinema, believe it or not, we just opened the door and walked in, haha. When we realised what show they were watching, we immediately walked out. It was Mrs Henderson, M18. Then Nicole and WF wanted to sneak into the cinema to watch. But then they got caught, lol. When the person asked for their IC, they just ignored the person and walk away and meet us, haha. Very funny. After e show, they bought Ben & Jerry's and I bought Macs ice cream cos B&J too ex for me, lol. Sat down while waiting for e shuttle bus and took pics. Very few only la. On the bus, they took pics while Cher and I chatted abt stuff which made Cheryl happy, lol. Then.. reach Orchard MRT, and Pam went home, cos she got dentist appnt. We went to Wisma, and then to Kino.
On the way me and Pau invented ASA (see bottom for more details)! We're the founders and decide to promote or demote people! HAHA. At Kino, we really stayed long there la, haha. Bought Cheryl's present, Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls and My Sister's Keeper, with a cute bookmark. Me, Pau, MS, Nicole and Sele share. WF was at the graphic designing section, and there the interior designs book was la. So me and MS kept talking abt e future apartment. Haha. She wants the kitchen. She wants to cook, she says. At this point, I had whispered to Cheryl "She'll probably burn it down." Lol. Yup. I cant wait la. Anyway. Finally got out of Kino, Nicole went to East Coast while we were still in Kino, and then we went to see Puma, cos Cheryl wants bags. Stadium was just beside so we just went in, and saw the soo soo soo beautiful tennis raquets! Wilson N-Cubes!! The white one damn nice la. Hai. So sad I cant buy, the price also very "nice" lor. Le sigh. Ok, bought bubble tea and then walked arnd until 6 and then headed home, took same line as WF, Pau just took the opposite side, haha. Talked to WF in the train abt.. stuff. Nearly caused us to miss Dhoby Ghaut MRT cos I wasnt really listening to the announcement thingy, hehe. Even wacked Fong for it, haha! (But it was really soft, Fong!!) Walked home la, cos mum was at.. can you believe it, CK TANG!! It was like, so close to where I was and I didnt even thought to call her where she was!! Urgh. Damnit. SIGH.

Came back and played badminton. And after a while, I used the tennis racquet to play badminton, haha! It was so power la. Just one tap, the shuttlecock can fly le. Lol!
LOST rocks.

ASA:
Abbrievation for Ah Soh Association.
Idea - Paulina Lee and Huang Xiao Xuan
Heads - Jasmine Teo and Donna Goh.
Clerk - Woo Wan Fong
Trainers - Selena Ng and Terence Lim
AS-I-T (Ah Soh-in-Training) - Nicole Ng, Kaylie Sim, Cheryl Koh, Pamela Chua, and Goh Chang Sheng.


Just wanna thank WF for trusting me and letting me listen. (:






WE ROCK. (:

Open up, diary.

EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!
Physics SUCKS, a lot.

Open Diary sent this email, abt I never use my acc for very long le.. Then want to permanently delete, so I went there, and see what was interesting.. Got this story that I wrote long long ago. Just rmbred it. Haha. Here it is. (:

Way before I went to Hogwarts, I was in a elementary school, muggle school. The most surprising thing happened to me in my third year. It was about my best friend, Harry Potter. Of course, we didn't really talked to each other then. At school, teachers loved and students hated me, maybe it was only out of jealousy. They referred to me as a know-it-all, but i'm really used to it now. I was walking about in the classroom looking for my bag when I saw it. Slung over the arm of big bully, Dudley Dursley. In my opinion, the stupidest name ever given to a child. He was towering over someone, a poor little kid I guess. As I walked closer, i could make out a shape, it was Harry Potter! The guy with the strange lightning scar on his forehead, others thought that it was wierd, but to me, it was kinda cool. Harry was crouching in the corner, Dursley's sidekicks bullying him mercilessly. It always amazes me how those two could be cousins, Dursley was big, fat and mean, while Harry was small, skinny and well, quiet. Those two were totally the opposite.
I walked over to Dursley and asked politely," May i have my bag back?" He just stared at me like I was some kind of bug or something. Nevertheless, I asked again," May i have my bag back?" I extended my hand to recieve it, but it never came. I fakingly bowed my head and walked away. I heard Dursley highfive-ing the other two, problably thought that they had won another argument. I grinned to myself as I made my way back towards them. Seeing their confused faces, I had to hold back a grin. "May I have my bag back?" I asked again. They refused and stared at me menacingly, as if daring me to take the bag away. But unlike the other kids at school, I was not scared. I clenched my fist, and ask again, "May I have my bag back?" They continued staring at me. Big mistake. So, what else could I do? I punched them. They dropped the bag and staggered back. Being the "polite" child I was, I said as I walked past them, "Thank you." The kids who were watching sniggered and laughed loudly at them as they ran off whimpering. I looked around and saw Harry Potter walking towards the school gate. I took the same route as he everyday. I was always twelve steps behind him. This shows how eaxact i was last time. I followed him all the way. He bent down to retie his shoelaces. Suddenly, i saw a lady leaning over him, as if trying to see what he was doing. This beautiful lady could not be his aunt. She had long wavy dark red hair, and startling emerald eyes. She was wearing a gorgeous white dress. As Harry Potter stood up and continued walking, the lady followed. Finally, we reached a fork in the forest. He seemed to have stopped, as though pondering over which way to go. The lady nudged him gently, leading him towards the right trail. She then caught my gaze and winked at me, smiling. I was confused. Why hadn't he take the left trail like always? I was torn between wanting to follow him and wanting to go home. In the end, i decided the latter, as i was afraid my mum would worry about me. I took no less than 10 steps when i heard a loud boom up front. I quickly walked towards it. 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..11..12..13.. i stopped at the 13th step. i could not go further. A tree had fallen in the way. I suddely understood. If Harry had taken this route, he would have been crushed to death by the tree. The beautiful lady in white had saved his life.
It wasn't until i went to Hogwarts and met Harry (again!) and Ron that i found out who that lady was. The second time i saw her was in a picture in Harry's photo album. All the questions i had was answered, making way for a lone question:
Why had I, Hermione Granger, been the only one to see Lily Evans Potter lead her son away from danger?

Yup, so yeah. This is it. Know it sucks right. Lol.
FRIDAYS TMR!! Yay. Finally. Hehe. I'll just so happy that finally.. get to go out again. Lol. Borrowed 'The Pact' from WF today. Returning her tmr so she can read during the weekend. (: Haha. Its er.. an interesting topic? Abt how parents dont know their kids, so. Can relate la. Yup. SO yeah. Good luck to people for your results. I know mine would definitely suck like hell, after the first ppr we got back. HAI.
To anyone who cares: My eye's still red, but better, maybe contacts tmr. And.. I'm still mad at him/her, would never be able to forget it. And I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE!! Which is a long long way from now. Lol. We were talking abt it today la. Me, WF, Pam and Sele. Yup. We all wanna drive, haha.

I'm hungry. (: Off to lunch, seeya.


Who knows what would happen, definitely not me.

2ND LAST.

After Lit went library, my class that side too noisy, so get kicked out by the librarian. Lol.

FINALLY. Tmr is gonna be the last day.. YAY!! Haha. Cant help it LA. Hates exams. (: Just watched finish Lost no. 12. Charlie went mad, lol. OK, er, Friday. Last five periods. Meaning still got Maths. ): And physics. )): My goodness. Such a BAD day. Only after sch then nice, but still, its not the same. Got to endure the tiring hrs. SIGH.

Those who heard the devastating news, it all boils down to one damn person and I have a song dedicated to him/her (NO, I am NOT gonna reveal who.): I DONT REALLY LIKE YOU. [Chorus only, its enough.]

I don't care what you do
I don't care about you
I don't care get a clue
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
You and your friends are dense
You dont make any sense
It's all at your expense
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you


Its all your fault.

COMMON TEST.

Its common test week!! And I managed to sneak a post. (: Of cos, besides that one on the phone la.
5 down, 4 more to go
Thats a lot. Hai. Physics.. Die la!! So hard lor. Today was ok.. cept Georg din actually finish la, but still. You know, ya. Lit and Chem tmr. Good luck to me. SIGH. Ok, rewind. Chem is fascinating.. I THINK. Well, lets see.
In an atom, there is the protons and the neutrons in the neucleus, and the electrons circling around the neucleus at e speed of light. The relative atomic mass of the atom comes from the neucleus, and the electrons are too light already. The protons are all positive charge right? And the neutrons are neutral. So, answer this, how come the protons can stay in the neucleus, when they are supposed to repel each other and then fly around, colliding into stuff? You might say cos of the electrons. And the electrons are supposed to be much much much lighter than the protons, and yet it is able to keep the protons inside the neucleus at all times. Aint that cool? Haha.

FRIDAY IS THE DAY. To chill and all after the first exams of our oh so dumb Sec 3 yr. If you dont count the weekly tests that is.
Tennis yesterday was truely relaxing. I imagined the ball as someone's face, and hit it. It flew hard, and far. Yup. Its a stress reliever.


A teardrop can tear the paper apart.

Fight to overseas

Guess what! I'm blogging on my phone now! Ok, I had a really HUGE fight with my mum about going overseas. So mad now, wlau. Hai, lets not talk abt it la. I want to make my own sunglasses! Its so cool!

Photos.

Ok, I'm in for a quick display of the pics I've done due to boredom:



For ZK! Yeah, thank me again.


Exam is nearing, and I'm banned from internet, its cos I gotta get the notes from asknlearn thats why I'm here. Yup. Back to studying! ): Hate it. Lit test tmr. Sure fail. URGH.

Saint Valentino's.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples out there. It was like everyone's birthdays at sch today. Haha. There was even a cake. -__- But for good old me, it was just another boring day. Didnt go Chem cos wasnt feeling too good. Sigh, whats with me and getting sick on exam periods?? I always do.
I love Lakerol. So does my sister. Lol.
I feel like making pics. Ok, who wants one? Haha, just kidding!! I'll make for myself. (:

A girl wants the 5Cs: Chocolate, Crystals, Cash, Cars, and prince Charming. HAHA.

WARNING: The negative side of Valentine's day from here onwards.
Inspiration from a story:


Its always inevitable to avoid. The good side and bad side of something. Its always there to rear its ugly head in your face.

Collapse.

4 hours of drills and rallies of tennis straight is enough to make anyone collapse.
Cheryl's present is really hard to decide. Urgh. Brown jacket with orange stripes at the side? I dont know!! Hai. Anyway, she blogged.
I'm gonna be spending my valentine's day on a date with... CHEMISTRY. Stupid teacher. She suck la. Tmr still wanna have supplementary, all other classes all like, dont have lor. That stupid dolt. SO sickening. Theres A Maths tmr too, ok, a freakingly sucky day!! Tuesday suck la. Three periods of Lit somemore. Luckily got Chinese to brighten up the day, but not by very much. Sigh.
The moon has been extremely bright these few days. From the tennis courts, the moon has the same brightness as the lamp post. Haha. No clouds in the sky.. Is that supposed to be good, or bad?
Exams are coming. Just next week. Cant wait for it to be over, and cant wait for the half day the P.Chan granted due to excellent O level results. In Sec 1, we got a day off, now only half day, so sad.

I cant breathe, literally.

Still mad, no, angry.

Currently downloading all the songs on Diana DeGarmo's Blue Skies album cos I lost the disc. Haha. I'll probably burn back into one disc and put it into the empty Blue Skies cd case. If I not too lazy to do it.. lol.

I lost my voice this morning. Cheryl can vouch for it. We were communicating by she talking, I writing. A tad annoying really, to not being able to talk, cos sometimes, paper cant really express what you are really referring to. Esp talking to a cough56k modemcough like Cheryl....
Shoot. I accidentally deleted My Chemical Romance's Helena and Relient K's Be My Escape from the computer. Oh damnit. Fine fine. Just download again. Sigh. Ok, where were we, ah, about the cannot speak that part.
I'm gonna flunk my Lit. I didnt finish part 2(2)!! OH NO. But I think a lot of people also never finish la, cos the teacher didnt give us enough time, and she owes us 20 minutes!!!

O level results are out today. My cousin did quite well to me, though my mother dont think so. I totally disagree. But can go JC lor, so quite smart le. Haha. To me la, thats my personal opinion. But diff people have diff opinions right? Some expectation higher, some lower. (: Mine lower la, I guess.But hey, Os are a year away for me, so still got a year to think about expectations, dont think now, so dont get more worked up and confused. And to think I'll still confused about which handphone to buy. Yeah, I still havent made up my mind. When the day comes, I'll know which to buy, no worries! (:
Now just concentrate on getting my voice back. I seem to be losing it again..

I wake up every morning to another crazy day I have to face.

STAY AWAY.

The doc asked me to stay home tmr too, but guess what? My mother refused!! There you have it, parents strike again. "Dont be surprised if I suddenly faint in sch tmr" was what I told Selena. (I gotta thank her for listening to me rant on!)

I hate unreasonable parents.
Why cant they just see that their time for sch, is sooo much less stressed then ours!? Why cant they see the difference??
Are parents really that oblivious to what their child really wants? Or do they just pretend to ignore it?
Do they understand us, truely, about what we're thinking?
Do they even try to?
Do they just say "Yes I know" without actually knowing what you wanted.
Do they try to cheer you up when you are down?
Do they wish you good luck before the exams?
Do they care more about your health than your studies?
Do they even bother to?
Do they notice if you fall into depression suddenly?
Do they know if you are just to quiet and not being your usual self?
Do they compare you to other kids, saying that they're so much better but wouldnt let you compare yourself to anyone else?

DO THEY?

Theres more I wanna say, but you just dont wanna hear me out. Not even once.

Five day work week? CRAP. Tons of bull. Do people still go sch/work on Saturdays?? YES. So what difference has a Five day work week do to the people of Singapore?? NOTHING. HELL TO THE TEACHERS WHO ORGANISED SOME LAME CLASS COMMITTEE TRAINING THING. DAMN YOU.

School = NO!

Turns out I didnt make it to school after all. I woke up at arnd 6.25am, felt so feverish all over, and then told my mum, and fell back to sleep and woke up again, like about.. 10.25am.
Maybe going to see the doc ltr. Who knows, besides, I need to get an MC for not going to sch and taking the Eng summary test today.


Angels are crying for me.

S and S.

Bloody contacts.
Freedom of speech? Thats total bullshit. Try saying: "Your an idiot" in front of parents. They'll probably slap you or something. And I thought there were supposed to be freedom of speech, all those stuff people say about it? Dont believe. They are total crap. Nonsensical words. LIES.
And parents obviously care about bloody freaking studies instead of your freaking health, mine does. WTH. Would they be happy if I study until I die one day??? Would they be happy if I get a Master but lie in hospital???? Would they be happy if I get great results but die straight after due to studying and total HECK of health!? Would they be happy if I just die!?!???! DAMN IT. WOULD THEY??? I bet the hell they would. So thats the way its gonna be is it? As long as I get great results and meet their expectations, nothing else would matter isn't it. So whats so great about being sick, in fact, whats so different about it?? Even if I'm sick, I still got to do whatever I always do, and its not different from being not sick, except that I'm in constant TORTURE.

Past days

What happened on 5 Feb 06:
Party at my house, mother and father's friends. However, I left at arnd 2pm with ZK and Tiff (ZK came to fetch me) for ICE SKATING! Yay. Very long never go le. So, went there, and then skated for arnd 2 and a half hrs. Ok, then, the interesting part, this couple, the guy looks loads like a chinese HP, the girl fell la, and then the guy try to help her up, and then fall on her, then they started kissing. Lol!! In the middle of the rink somemore, according to ZK. And everyone arnd were cheering, haha. Ok, finish arnd 4.30pm, then go do our 'daily' thing. Go to Macs and buy fries and ice cream. Haha. We ALWAYS do that after skating without fail. (: At night went to my auntie's house. So windy there, lol.

What about.. 6 Feb 06:
School start le, so sian. ): Ok, er, as usual la. Not a good day, cos got A Maths. Plus E Maths level test!! WTH. Sure die one lor. One qn I didnt do, and I totally forgot how to do completing the sqaure. Damnit la. Urgh. Ok, then after E Maths test have A Maths supplementary. So sian, drama members left early to change lor. Drama was.. ok? Its not as bad as usual, but not so good also. The game was fun la. Accuse you!! Haha. It takes concentration la. After drama, we all walked out earlier, like around 6.25pm. Kaylie and I were waiting for our parents, talking with e guys at e same time. The lower sec, Sec 1 and 2, were walking out, but the staircase was closed already. Lol!! All the stairs were closed, so they were basically stuck inside the school. Haha, but then ltr the guy came and opened the stairs for them to walk out lor. Not fun le, hehe. My mother came, and then go tennis le. In the car, my mother told me that she bought a rabbit. Dwarf rabbit!! So cute la!! Its grey. Anyway, tennis was fun. Claire and I were winning all the way, arnd the end la. Go home, do finish work, sleep. Lol.

This is 7 Feb 06, TODAY.
Sucky day, as usual. Georg was ok la. Hm, Lit was as boring as ever, I listened to the nano throughout the whole lesson. The nano listen until red batt le. Haha. Recess, went down, and then go up. English sucks la. Wlau. I hate the teacher lor. Ass. A Maths was as usual, super sian!! Cos we all already feel like sleeping le, after Eng. Chinese was the usual with Cheryl, love teasing her with CS! (: Haha. During Chinese we talked abt Cheryl's birthday, what we gonna do etc. After school, walked back with Cher to her class, Darence was all, "Xiao Xuan. How to write your name arh?" And I was like, "WHY?" His reply? "Your name very cute what." DIAO. I told him to ask Cheryl how to write. Cute meh. Urgh. Physics sucks!! Chem was.. fine. Physics was the killer! Ok, then after that went to eat maggie with Pau, Selena, and Kaylie. Kaylie was late la, she was still strolling. Eat finish, then at the bus stop, while me and Pau were waiting for bus, 3H Gary and Darence came over, and then Gary just asked me if I wanted the packet drink he had, then I was like, "What?" Then he just give and then walk away. Lol. Ok, then, homebound. Took pictures with the cuteee rabbit! Its a guy, Selena.


Update: Me and Sele just named it Starbucks. Get it? Star-BUCKS. Lol. Ok. Er, Sele's the god-owner? Haha.

I Not Stupid.

Whee. I watched I Not Stupid 2 again today. Instead of crying, I yawned. Cos it was quite early mah. Quite a lot of important people were there. Jack Neo, executive producer Daniel Yun, various mps, and one vp, and some important woman from Malaysia came with her entourage. Lol. Yeah. Realised Jack Neo wasnt very tall. My mum went and shook his hand after e show, haha. Ate Crystal Jade, then when my parents havent eat finish, I went and find Cheryl at Pacific Plaza, and then her cousins bought her a wallet, so ex, from Roxy, then went back to find my parents and then went home.
Here I am, using the computer lor. (:

I NOT STUPID 2 ROCKS. SHAWN LEE ROCKS.
And Jonathan is low-life ass. Sucker.

2H forever!!

Going out with the old gang today made me miss 2H. ): Btw, thanks MS for treating us!!

Watch your steps.

Zheng Kai, didnt know you were these type of person, tsk tsk. One night stand. Goodness, you devil-may-care Homo scapien. And say that abt me again, and your head may roll. Watch your steps. You're treading into enemy's territory here. Oh, sry, I forgot, everywhere's my territory. Lol!!

Phone-y phone-y phone.

Kaylie's phone IS nice to use.. Really. Since I got an mp3 already.. I dont really need the other phone right? Urgh. I dont know. What I DO know is that the balance is tilting slightly towards E530C's side. Yea. My bro, seeing me come home with such a nice phone, is getting increasingly jealous, and of cos, demands a handphone too. But he dont go out, so.. no use right? Haha.
Running 2.4km tmr. Stupid Singh. Hate him!! The Choices thing sucks la. Archery, all the guys all take up already la! WTH lor. Only one girl from my class, and one girl from 3B! I mean like, WTH la! Damnit la. Then get also not the second choice, which is Body Combat, and then the choice is a freaking Wushu. Freak. Freak freak freak!!
Friday Kaylie's treating, then go for that thingy.
Sat maybe tennis with Rachel, but then not too sure yet. Cos I keep feeling as though there is supposed to be something on on that day.
Sunday party on home. Dad's friends. Perhaps can stay up late. (: Yay.
WHAT!? E530C's charger is diff from my slide phone's. Damnit! Thats one cm down on the imaginary scale. Shoot.


Update: The internet got cut off and I was supr bored. So I did these, as they were the only stuff I could do at the moment. Nth else to do, so sian.





And then these I did last week: