Changes in life?

No matter how screwed up your life, don't wait for someone special to fix it for you. Fix your life first then maybe, someone special will come to make your life even better.

I changed my skin. This one is quite nice right? Actually is super super green one. Then I changed some of the font to white, then become like that. How I wish there would be a PURPLE one. Then it would be perfect!! Lol. Saw people commenting to request for a pink one. Nah, people! Purple is sooo much nicer than pink!! Hehe. Hai, not going out today, so sian at home. Thought could go out with my mother, then she say thought I going out today with my friends so decided to go out on Monday.. And I changed the going with friends to Monday. URGH. How could life do this to me!?
Did you see the Confessions of the Broken Heart music video? Lindsay Lohan and I think her sister, Ali Lohan, was sooo dramatic. They cry until like siao when heard their parents fighting. Then, the photos scattered around them could float and stick on the wall and the glass can expode and shatter. So dramatic. Speaking of music videos.. You gotta see the Circle of Life video by the Disney circle of stars. Very nice! And Cheryl, got Hilary Duff. Haha. Don't know why but felt like watching A Walk to Remember again. Watched the play that part. Still find it to be very nice! I like that show. x)
Guess what? I'm NOT talking to Sele now, cos she insulted my favourite story!! And with the tiny problem of she being bored, lets see what would happen. Haha! I'll ignore her! Even on Monday! Bwahaha.

[X] out.

okay its me again. SELENA! yays aplauses and cheers! haha okay larh im just plain bored. bear with me. haha. oh yah xuan introduces boring stories. haha. she loves to make me jealous bout her tennis lesson and she has them later at 9! BUT BWAHAHA SOMEHOW IT IS CANCELLED SO SHES STUCK HERE WITH ME! yays! oh yah ipod skin is loose. irritating. hold on this is not my blog right. okay stop the complaints bout me. shes sending me some memories thingy and threatens to go offline leaving me in BORDEM. OKAY SHE JUST CANCELLED THE MEMORIES THINGY! HUANG XIAO XUAN! THAT MEMORIES FILE IS SO BIG AND SO HUGE AND IT IS ALMOST COMPLETED AND YOU CANCELLED IT! URGH! bleh! hmph. that freaking file failed to tranfer last time and now also! irritating! and now she went offline. now online again. WHAT IS SHE DOING! URGH! SHE CANCELLED MY FILE! AND NOW SHES GOING IN AND OUT! MY WHOLE PAGE LOOKS LIKE THIS
x. The night is shattered and the blue stars shiver in the distance. JUST SIGNED IN FOR 4 TIMES. AND SHES TELLING ME " LOL SO FUN!"

hmph! im ignoring her for awhile. not talking to her for a moment, i will start later. im angry! =) haha.

Back to me.

Every one will vanish in a matter of time. Let it be words, people, or feelings.. Man is an insatiable being thus, if he felt that he's not interested anymore with something or someone... of course, he will discard it at once... the heart always forgets.

Yesterday seems like the day to blog in others' blog. Well, I'm back to blogging in my own blog. Yesterday and today I woke up late. Like about.. 12noon. Woken up by my mother's "You still sleeping!? 12 already! Wake up already!" I think if she didn't say that and woke me up, I would have slept on until my sister came back. Which is about.. 12.40pm. Lol. But too bad, I woke up, so here I am. Yakking on about.. nonsensical stuff which doesn't make sense. Yea.
Today is 10 Nov.. Can go and strike out the 10.11 thing on my calender. Which is.. Just Like Heaven out. Ok, so, time to go and watch it! x) The one I want to watch most is GOF!! Its 7 days, 11 hours, 32 minutes and 25 seconds away. So short yet so long. Le sigh. Anyway, my mother finally watched finish the Vampire3, now gonna lend to my neighbour, which also watches slow. So, by the time it comes back, I would have wanted to watch it again. To put it bluntly: very long. These few days continued to be very boring. Thought that holidays would be fun, we were all soooo looking forward to the holidays, even counting down, and now, it is so boring. Still, it would beat sitting in a classroom surrounded by four walls and listening to the teacher drone on about I-don't-know-what. The time when we were allowed to play games was great. Well, that was fun. Especially truth or dare. Lol.
I am not going overseas this holiday.. so sad! I had wanted very much to go to Hong Kong, probably because of my dream. Well, too bad, I cant go. What else to look forward to.. Tennis! I have tennis lessons tonight again. I'd better look forward to pick the balls, cos me and my brother use the balls very fast. We hit, then take, hit then take. Very fast. Well the hitting part is fun, not couting the pain in the palm from gripping the tennis racquet too tight. Hehe. And my arm has muscle ache. Oh well. Saying it doesn't heal it, sadly. Ok, now, I'm off to go convince my mother to book GOF tickets for 16 Nov. Toodles.

[X] out.

Done by Kaylie!!

Hello!!!


Had fun at the beach eh?? (:

Don't know why cheryl put her slippers so far away.
Anyway, remember the way Cheryl and I cycle? Haha. Guess you're gonna miss us cycling in zic zacs. And I'll sure miss selena's and your shoutings. "HEY MUNSHI!" "CHERYL!" Haha. Selena would miss cheryl's "Hey hey hey!" And I would too! (: I'm so bored. AHH!!! I don't feel like being sad now.. So guess I'll come back again to post about our precious memories together! okay?

Now here's the lyrics for 4Ever!

Here we are so what you gonna do
Do I gotta spell it out for you
I can see that you got other plans for tonight
But I don't really care
Size me up you know I beat the best
Tick tock no time to rest
Let 'em say what they're gonna say but tonight,
I just don't really care
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)
I've seen it all I got nothing to prove
Come on baby just make your move
Follow me let's leave it all behind tonight
Like we just don't care
Let me take you on the ride of your life
That's what I said alright
They can say what they wanna say 'cuz tonight,
I just don't even care
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
Come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)
Let's pretend you're mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh c'mon
Just one taste and you'll want more
So tell me what you're waiting for
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever - forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do - that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(yeah yeah)
With you (yeah yeah)
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
Yeah... forever...
C'mon baby we ain't gonna live forever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together - together
And I wanna spend the night with you
(Yeah yeah) - with you, yeah
With you (yeah yeah)
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last forever
(uh-oh)

I just love the uh-ohs!!

Till next time! (: Love you guyss

With much love,
-Kaylie; ms

my blogspot is stil in chinese and its irritating. i cant make out those words. oh yah. haha im selena! xuan said shes lazy to blog. so i blog for her. haha. yeahs im bored too. did cheryl update? hold on im gonna check if not i wanna blog for her too. YES BORDEM CAN LEAD YOU TO DO STUFF THAT YOU NEVER DID!

xuan my sunshine! haha. my air hockey pal! drama skipping! shall do that next year for the camp too. >:] i will miss you girl <3>:] no larh actually im innocent cute adorable lovely. oh my gosh. i didnt know i was so perfect! haha okay larh.









kay me and xuan! xuan made these two pics for me! haha got another 2 but its somewhere!

okay i will miss her forever larh. cant get too emo bout these stuff she will scold me!

The days are dragging.

Wake up, straight to the computer. Stay online for the whole day. Then, nothing else!! Urgh.
My grandmother is super naggy. Keep talking and talking. Dont wanna hear!! Dont want!! Let her continue talk to herself.. AHHH!! Shut up for goodness's sake. Ok. Good peace and quiet. Last night I was talking to Pam. And then I called Nicole. Pam kept calling to protest and I kept hanging up on her. Lol. So funny. Then we just talk about un-interesting stuff. Pam's brother have funny names for her, and according to Pam, Nicole taught him. For example: Pampers. Lol! I laughed at that. Then, my dad wanted me to choose a date to celebrate for my birthday. And guess what!? I cant celebrate on THAT particular day cos my maid is going overseas!! WTH. Whats wrong with celebrating without her!? I simply don't understand.. But, I couldn't stand waiting so long, so I chose a date that is before my birthday. 4 Dec, to be exact. So early right!? My birthday is on 16 and celebrate on 4. So long before! Hai. At least can get my presents earlier. x) Lol.
I had a wierd dream last night. Must be too much CCS. It was really wierd. Nope, no magic and all, somehow, Nicole was in it. It was in HongKong. Very wierd la...
I was listening to songs on my nano last night, and just happened to chance on the long-not-heard song: First Day of the Rest of Our Lives by MXPX. Seemed appropriate at that point of time, you know, with all the seperating and Sele, CS, Jasmine getting into the I-miss-everyone mood..
By the way, before ending this post with that song, did you see the new Nokia L'Amour collection (7360,7370,7380)?? Very nice!! Its like.. another version of the Bold one. I like the Cool instead of the Warm. Next year then come out, just nice next then I get my phone. So, at that time, the price is all that matters. Hai.

Not a lot right now makes sense to me And it won't go quietly
Not a lot right now makes sense to me And it won't sit patiently
I’m gonna chase my dreams and catch up to them
I’m gonna find you some how, some way, somewhere, some day
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone
Where's life taking me?
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone, Always traveling
I'm gonna chase my dreams and catch up to them
I'm gonna find you some how, some way, somewhere, some day
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
I wanna love my job, I wanna love my life
But most of all, I wanna fall in love
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already
First day of the rest of our lives, I miss you already
Last time I saw that look in your eyes, I miss you already

[X] out.

hey people! who m i? haha im not xuan! lol! okay im lame. haha im selena! yeahs xuan asked me to blog in it. haha. no one with right mind would ask a person to blog in her acc. haha fine i did ask people to blog in mine too larh. x) people! sky high rocks! must go watch kae. i would not mind watching another time! haha. okay lets see xuan is a weird girl who has a thing for erasers IF SHES BORED IN CLASS. SHE'LL MAKE ME THE AIMING THINGY AND START AIMING BITS OF ERASERS INTO MY SHIRT! THE WORST IS SOMETIMES SHE DOESNT EVEN AIM. SHE JUST OPEN THE BACK OF MY UNI AND DUMP THE WHOLE THING IN! yes people that is xuan!

but then its the hols already. no more in the same class next year! i miss her erasers now. really much. imagine the new class getting so so so quiet next year. no one will be like her anymore. no one will dunk erasers into my shirt anymore. how bad is that? i dont know. the next time i go oout with her must get her to bring erasers. i will probably never get to experience it again. im getting abit emotional already! better stop here. otherwise bro will scold me when the keyboard gets wet. haha okay. rmb to bring erasers kae? x)

okay. thank you everyone who has made my 2 years really really really enjoyable and happy. i will never forget the times that we cried and joked together. i love all of you! oh no. im gonna cry soon leh. haha its okay. xuan said it is not that easy to get rid of us. haha okay.

so love to all and take care! <3

XUAN's comment: OH NO! Sele's getting all emotional on us again!!

Too far.

You may wonder why I wasn't online the whole morning and early afternoon since I usually online the whole day, well, I was out. From around 10 to now. I just came back. It was fun, especially Sky High. The show rocked, I tell you!! Layla is sooo pretty!! Red hair, le sigh (I've caught on Trent's phrase!!), with green clothes!! Red and green. If add a dash of purple then it would be perrrrrfect!! All three of my favourite colours together. Red and green.. That reminds me of Lily Potter which reminds me of Harry Potter. Lol. Saw all the Harry Potter posters on the road today, feel like running there, smashing the glass and snatching away the posters. Especially at GV, all the Harry Potter posters!! Shouldn't think about it too much.. Just.. 10 days, 6 hours, 17 minutes and 55 seconds more. Hehe. Got the countdown on my desktop. Too excited. Anyway, Jasmine just informed me that the player on my blog doesn't work. Oh well. Looking for pictures on Sky High now. Yes, I love it. <33!!>
My leg is hurting like hell now. Just now still ok, but seems after I walk for a while.. It hurts. OW. Was sitting on the water break thing, no.21, and waiting for the water to wash onto my feet. Took a long time. My cousin was sitting with me, and when she moved away, then the water starting rising. The water definitely doesn't like her, lol. It likes me!! Ok, well, we were there, blowing the wind, and now I see, no sunburns. I'm so proud of myself. Haha. Well, the water was really high today that it was great. And it was cold, which is, of cos, great. The way the weather was, super hot. The guys were like, no way there would cycle cos of the sun. Come on, I thought it was only girls who cared THAT much, not the guys. Seems that some of them shouldn't really be called guys, eh? Lol, I'm just starting facts!! Going home was the worst. My mother didn't want to fetch me, so I had to go home alone. I was so tired that I had to take a taxi home. See what happened, I am really really very broke. Just a few coins left. So poor now. My mother said she can't fetch me home because my sister was 'really tired' already. Instead, I reached home so much earlier than her. What nonsense!! Nothing much to say le la, just that I had a super fun day today, besides the going home part. Haha.

[X] out.

JASMINE'S POST! (:

Hi! I'm Jasmine blogging here! (: Don't ask why...I just enjoy blogging in other's account. Haha >:]

Well, Huang Xiao Xuan Ry Iris Amythest is my niece...Right? Yeah..Lol, we came up with the family thing last year I think. [: So basically she's been in the same class as me for two years, and our friendship story is very interesting, friends. Enemies. Friends. Enemies. But now, friends! And the year's drawing to the end...Sigh, I'll be in diff class with her next year..So we can't do our famous catwalk and jumping jacks in the Aces Day workout anymore. :( BOO! Its not fair. However, still all the best to you yeah! You can go Double pure one(:

I remember last year, we were still quite childish. HAHA, really! I know kinda hard to imagine la, considering we're so MATURE now. Ahah. >.<>

But I know I'll miss you. Its inevitable, I mean we practically gone thru the growing out of childishness thing together. And I rmb we even wrote a book, a long long HANDWRITEN book of...XXXXXXXX. No need to count the crosses lah, it doesn't match the person's name. But in the end the book got confiscated by the teacher. Yeah, I know its my fault lah. We were also quite mean in the past, wait wait. I don't wanna post out out ugly past, cause we'll nice people now anyway! (:

Oh yah, cycling! We're both dead addicted to cycling now. Haha, after that Monday experience. And we kept cycling right at the front saying we go check the road out. Lol, but we ended up actually having our own fun first. Lol, like at the curly wurly bycicle track. That was darn fun, and we laughed alot throughout the whole two hours. Haha! Lets go cycling again sometime this week or next k! At least before Nicole goes overseas which is in 14 days. (:

Oh and why you can slp at midnight yet wake up at 8 plus! Thats like...Woah! I slpt at 2 plus, I woke at 2 plus. Haha! Fine, I'm a pig can..(:

HAHA, in anyway case...I'll reserve a place for you in my heart always k! You, Sele, Nicole, and many many many many more people like even Nicholas and CS will be in my heart always! Muacks! I love you loads k girl, take care and do well in your class next year.

To 2H'ers esp YOU, SELE, NICOLE, CHER AND MANY MORE:
Whenever I see a rainbow,
I always think of you;
It represent your friendship
In each and every hue.
The red is your rosy outlook
And the good times shared with you;
The blue reminds me when I'm down
You're there to pull me through.
The orange means what a peach you are
To do all the things you do;
The violet is your fidelity--
You're faithful, loyal and true.
The green and gold just show how rich
Your friendship has made me, too
In sun and rain, in joy and pain,
Your colours came shining through.

LOVE;
x. JasminEsther.

Crack of dawn.

So here I was, clicking away while occasionally listening for the sound of any that hinted at the peeping of my mother in my room. What a GREAT way to start the day. And that was at 12 plus. Midnight, further more. Now, the official start of the day. Lol. Harry Potterrrrrr!! I simply cant wait, I tell you, I cant wait!!! I watch Ge Dou Tian Wang on TV yesterday. SCV channel. I was at my grandmother's house. And I didn't want to watch Daredevil cos I watched a short part of it and it looked seriously fake - BAD ACTING. It (Not Daredevil.) was sooo clearrr!! Probably because Ge Dou Tian Wang was always watched on the computer. Hehe. Lazy to go downstairs to watch. Next Saturday got Zi Jing Zhi Dian! Too bad no SCV.. HAIS.

[X] out.

Freewill?

So here I am, blogging. Sele asked me to. She said if I was bored I could go and blog in her acc. Lol. I did, yesterday, when I was super bored. The poor terrapins are suffering under my sister's hands. She is abusing them!! She keep pouring water or throwing stuff inside the tank. Don't know whether I should pity them or laugh, cos I don't like them. Hehe. So, Kuang TianYa is cute right!!?! So, I went to Paragon today cos at home got nothing to do. Just walked around and such, went to see the Quiksilver's Boardriding Club, got nothing to see, and they don't sell the bag that Cheryl and I liked, plus I decided that I needed a new wallet. Lol. Ate the Din Tai Fung for lunch. My favourite food? Qian Ceng Gao. Very nice, even though its just bread. x) My mother is watching the DV3 now, only at disc 19, so slow!! When I complained that she watched very slow, she said, "Watch so fast for what." Sheesh! Shes such a slow person, even walking also so slow. Must be all the sleeping she does every afternoon without fail! Thank God I don't sleep that easily..

[X] out.

DV3.

Station down.

Nicole and Imee is coming back from Scotland tomorrow. Suppose Nicholas go and pick her up. Lol. Ok, lets see. I got loads of DV3 pictures! So happy. And Selena said that Kuang TianYa is not cute! Hey! She got no taste. Hmph. Pity the Photobucket server is down for maintenance or else I would post all the pictures of DV3 here. Today was yet another boring day. I changed my blog skin, even changed Sele's for her, all due to boredom! Boredom is something that makes you do things, don't you think? I'm getting bored again.. Thats why I'm talking about stupid and useless things like what boredom makes you do. For example, it makes you talk about the stupid and useless things that boredom make you do, which is this, and it repeats itself over and over again. Becomes a paradox. Hehe. NO! I have tuiton tomorrow.. So sian. I shall not talk in full sentences to piss the stupid teacher off. Lol. And he would quit working with me. Yeah, in my dreams. SIGH. Cheryl blogged again. Finally. I had thought that we would have to force her to blog again, eh? But it seems that she blogged on her own free will. She was probably bored out of her mind, like me. See what boredom can do to you? Ok, I got nothing more to say le, maybe later when Photobucket is up again then I would go and put up the pictures. Theres A LOT.

Let it be if we're nothing more than dreamers. Who believe that we see no one between us. How can they be in my heart. And in my mind. When all I can find. When I look into your Spanish eyes. I know the reason why I am alive. And the world is so beautiful tonight.


[X] out.

Charmed the 8th

We're not going to live forever, so make everyday of life the best day as much as possible.

Charmed dont-know-what season finished on Wednesday this week, which is on.. November 2. Yeah. Nice ending. Cant wait for the next season, which I think is the 8th. But is it showing in Singapore?? That one I dont know.. Hai. A Promise for Tomorrow today is the last show. I suppose Spiderman would wake up and well, HuiYin would marry Wilson. And Wei An would get well. Happy ending. MHM. I'm looking for pictures for the DV3. Somehow, can't find any!! Only one.. Urgh.







[X] out.

Heaven and Earth.

If Heaven wants the Earth to forget this story
Please let the sea lose its memory and the heartbroken Earth flows away
Give up everything and start all over again
If a true love story does exist in the world
Then I have to tell you with my tearful eyes
That I saw it again
If I only live with you for one day
I can forget everything in the world
I realise that all things do change
But my love for you will stay the same
If I only live with you for one day
I can discover everything about you
I realise that if I believe, and I will see
The love which I gave you, is without regrets
It's just every day

A song. Not mine. Cantonese change into English. From DV1. Nowadays got nothing to do le, since I've watched finish DV3. Sian. Need something to do. Go online also see blog only then never do anything le. Hai. Super bored. Was pissed yesterday at something. That guy, urgh. How could he do that to the girl. Sickening man. Good for him that he got scolded.

NEWS: MONDAY CYCLING CANCELED COS CS AND NICHOLAS HAVE SOMETHING UP.


[X] out.

[X]orro

Update at 2.01PM: Ok, this is for JingHan. Lets see. It got a lil more complicated. RenWang and ShengMu were created only for the purpose of capturing MingYun. PanGu wanted to create a place, like YongHengBoDu, where there is no tears, war, all those stuff. And on and on, unimportant stuff, until ShengMu ask XiaoHu to do something for her. Then she stole the Ren book from him. And then merged all the books together. And then, CUT! Its all a show in a show. Then they finally finish acting the DV3. But still, there is something wrong.. And they all figure out got something missing from their lives and that there is something wrong. In the fake real life, ShengMu and RenWang together. Then they finally realise that they dont know the ending for DV3 at all. So they go back to the show, in the end, its just ShengMu thats making them think that its all this fake real life thingy. They go back, and then RenWang tell ShengMu again that he love her. Then MingYun take over ShengMu's body cos MingYun is too strong for her resist. Then she open the YongHengBoDu the door thing, and then they fight again. MingYun is too strong for RenWang and XiaoHu use himself as an arrow to kill ShengMu. Somehow, RenWang also wanted to kill XiaoLing and TianYou, so he split the arrow into three but the JianTou and co saved them and killed ShengMu. And MaoYou died. MrX and WuLei follow ZaiJie (that KunLun guy) to the YongHengBoDu. The rest not interesting already.

Yesterday lazy to update so I would put yesterday's here.

1 November, Tuesday, Deepavali
For the morning and half of the afternoon, I just sat in front of the tv and watched a Date with a Vampire 3 until the 23rd disc. 3 discs left for me to watch, finally! JingHan didn't watch the 2 last discs. Bwahaha. Don't worry, I'll tell you what happen, lol. Cycling is fun fun fun and can forget about parents; results; whatever! Super fun escape! Let the wind blow.. can't wait! Taking one innocent little step can sprain the ankle. Wow. Didn't know. Until now. Damn. Yeah, yeah, I took one step to the left and OW. At night wanted to watch another disc of DV3 (a Date with a Vampire 3) but parents didn't allow. Bah!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZKAI!

2 November, Wednesday (Today)
Felt like listening to the Hilary Duff album, Most Wanted. So anyone can lend me?
Yet another day is by, another day to miss my friends. Bah, I'll spare you the emotional bits. x) After a little while on the computer, I shall continue watching my DV3, finishing already, JingHan, I can tell you later already. So, just wait. Lol.

Lost Without You
I know I can be a little stubborn sometimes. A little righteous and too proud
I just want to find a way to compromise. Cos I believe that we can work things out
I thought I had all the answers never giving in
But baby since you've gone I admit that I was wrong
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you. I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
How am I ever gonna get rid of these blues. Baby I'm so lonely all the time
Everywhere I go I get so confused. You're the only thing that's on my mind
Oh my beds so cold at night and I miss you more each day
Only you can make it right no I'm not too proud to say
All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you. I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away
Can't stop the tears from running down my face
Oh. All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie
How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side
If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do
I'm lost without you. I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you
I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you


[X] out.

Just us.

Tmr then I post the rest, when I get it from Kaylie. Very sleepy now. Goodnight.
Kaylie going overseas and studyyyy! UNFAIRR!! Hmph.
Watched until Episode 26 of A Date With a Vampire 3. Yay.
Goodnight, sweet dreams. x)
Xuan.
I ROCK YOUR LIFE.

The past Three

I never blog for a few days le, so, this is the update for all three.

29 October, Saturday
Went to celebrate Kaylie's birthday at Great World. Sele said she would be late so I took my time meeting Jasmine on the MRT. I walked the long way to the MRT station. We went straight to the arcade at Great World after meeting Kaylie. Played the Dance thing a lot of times. Fun, but super tiring. Wanted to watch Zorro but had to be home by 4 and the show was at 3 plus. Macdonalds was where we went for lunch. Played UNO there cos I brought the cards. Jasmine tried to shuffle but ended up messing up all the cards all over the place. Lol. Then we went to Far East to take neoprints cos got nothing to do at Great World. Once we alight at City Hall MRT from the shuttle bus from Great World, Jasmine realised that she could not find her wallet, thankfully, it was at Macs and they called to tell Jasmine that the phone was with them. Heng for her. When Jasmine and Sele went back to Great World, me and Kaylie went to take the MRT. Kaylie was supposed to meet SOMEONE at Plaza Singapura, but then the venue changed from PS to Great World, to Marina Square, and then to Suntec. Confusing. Kaylie didn't know where to go. She went from Orchard MRT to Dhoby Ghaut MRT and back to City Hall MRT. And then went home for tuition and back into my boring life again.

30 October, Sunday
Swimming at Tiff's house today. Played the UNO cards in the water, with all the cards sinking to the bottom of the pool and having to dive under to retrieve it, however, it was fun. Then, played billard and then with the drum thing Tiff has. Fun, but I realised that I can't play drums. Lol. Just can't get the rhythmn.

31 October, Monday (Today.)
The day was boring at first, with the Maths bridging course. Then when me, Sele, WanFong, Cheryl, Kaylie, Jasmine, ChangSheng, Nicholas and Johnathan went to East Coast then the day began to be fun. We rented bikes and Cheryl learned how to cycle. Never seen someone learn as fast as her. Must be have loads of talent. Lol. We cycled all the way PAST Bedok Jetty. And there, we stayed at the beach and ChangSheng got super wet and lost his socks, lol. WanFong and Nicholas didn't go into the water cos they wearing shoes, Johnathan too. Me and Cheryl were wearing the sandals so we just walked into the water. Haha, and got sandy and wet. Then just sit there enjoy the sun and get sunburn. Lol. Watch Nicholas and WanFong skip stones. WanFong most is twice but Nicholas managed 6 times. Cool. Then when go back that time the bike seat was very hot and had to untangle the Nano ear thing. WanFong ended up teaching Kaylie how to cycle and she managed. Me, Sele, Johnathan and Nicholas reached the bike shop first, and when we saw Cheryl, we were about to applaud her for not falling when she fell sideways. Into the mud. We kept laughing, it was very very very funny. Next go to Macs when everyone arrive, just sit there and enjoy the aircon and eat lunch. Went bowling, I played once and then just watch them bowl. Very fun. Enjoyed myself, and we all want to do that again. x)

Love?

To love is an act of courage. Indeed, when we do love or care for someone, we're opening our hearts and thus making ourselves vulnerable. The price of love is high, especially how are heart aches when our loved ones leave. Yet it's the choice of loving, instead of hating, that makes us feel alive.

What can I say?
By the way people (especially Selena) think positive. Don't be so negative all the time. So, is the cup half empty or half full?
Later then I continue blogging. Going to go out le, to celebrate Kaylie's birthday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLIE!

Last Day.

As we go on, we remember, all the times we had together
and as our lives change, come whatever, we will still be friends forever.

The last day of school, I will miss all of you ppl in 2H (Yes, everyone.) !! After 2 years today, we are finally going seperate ways.. Thats sucks totally. 2H won the best class effort even thought teachers were always saying we were bad and whatsoever last year. Together, we proved them wrong. Got the prize for the best photoshop poster today, a 10 bucks Popular voucher. This are the pics for today:











This are not all the pics, Sele is rushing me now so I won't put all the pics here. So yeah, will miss you ppl A LOT. Serious. Hope next year would be in the same class..

Dumb-cations.

If I let you down, please forgive me now, for that beautiful goodbye.

I hate dedications and ChangSheng and Johnathan. Idiots. They go and dedicate from Ronald to me. Somemore the message is super sickening. Seeing ChangSheng get saboed was good but not satisfying enough. And those so called 'friends' >.< They know also don't want to say. They were supposed to be saboed but the stupid person didn't read it out. If that person can hear me right now I would tell them to rot in Hell. Stupid dumb-cations.
Our photography stall was so pathetic, very messed up. No one came until the guys starting coming and then, yea. More guys than girls. Didn't even earn a lot. Hai. In the end, spent most of the day playing Speed/Stress with Pam, Sele, Cher, or WF. Either that or a few games of Heart Attack. And deciding not the waste the photo paper, me and Sele went to take some pics. In the end only print out one. Too bad Kaylie not online or else I can put the picture here to show. So, sad. Talent search was today, and I had decided to buy the tickets. It was Flavorlicious who won, the group with the ten people. I was like, NO! Cos the group the dance very very very very very very very very how to say ah.. UNdecent. Lol. The Uncle John's Moon Party like funeral like that (Haha, WF!).

Beautiful Goodbye
Fed up with my destiny. And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day. And slowly watch it burn
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by. Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye.
We staggered through these empty streets. Laughing arm in arm
The night had made a mess of me. Your confessions kept me warm
And I don't really miss you, I just need to know
Do you ever think of you and I. And that beautiful goodbye
When I see you now. I wonder how I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down. Please forgive me now. For that beautiful goodbye
In these days of no regrets. I keep mine to myself. And all the things we never said
I can say for someone else. Cause nothing lasts forever, but we always try
And I just can't help but wonder why we let it pass us by
When I see you now. I wonder how I could've watched you walk away
If I let you down. Please forgive me now. For that beautiful goodbye
Baby what can I do. Oh, to get through to you. And sometimes I cry
It's a fools lullaby. And sometimes I cry. I'm dying inside

Tearing apart.

Sometimes we do things without the slightest idea of what they mean until later.

The school is tearing apart.

Today was an interesting day. It rained super hard. From inside the auditorium we could hearing the glass panels shaking and the auditorium is supposed to be sound proof. This is not the interesting part. It is when we heard a noise and than the rain starting leaking through the ceiling through the lights. Soon it started leaking through the cracks and the rest of the lights on the stage. Then it was like a waterfall. The school is seriously lousy that water can even get through the ceiling of the airconditioned auditorium. We were convinced that it was gonna flood. Haha. And that the school was tearing apart. Theres still more. Outside the auditorium, at the teachers' staff room there, the pipe was leaking. So the whole place is full of water. The lightning could be seen so clearly from the school and there was one strike when the after effect left the smell of electric and burn in the air. Urgh. My mother told me that my house was striked by lightning and there was a blackout. Pam's mother was in a car accident. Parkway's carpark third and fourth floor was flooded. The roads were flooded. WaiKit, JiaJun and JiaHao wanted to walk home or to the bus stop with umbrellas and then when they wanted to step out into the open lightning suddenly strike and they don't dare to step out. Lol. Funny. In the end they DID walk home or to bus stop.
Maths thing was postponed because of the auditorium in risk of a flood. Sigh. And they decide to hold it tmr. Why can't they just cancel it, not that they can't teach us next year!? Tmr bazaar is also not canceled so sad. How I wish the school would call us up and say that the school is tearing apart and so there would be no school. That would be brilliant and make the day PERFECT.

Does dreams come true or NOT?

You don't really understand things until they happen to you. Just like how you don't miss things until they've been taken away from you. Sometimes, you can't but wonder why life sucks. Why all the good things can't happen to you. You find yourself sitting alone, all alone, wondering why things have to turn out this way. But it's okay to think that. It's really okay. Because, in the end, everything will be okay. Whether it's dying, giving, taking, it'll turn out for the best.

Today is such a nice day. The weather is so cool and the sky is so blue. Its a little windy, all just so perfect! And my sister is not annoying me and the room is still so cold from the aircon. Perfect!

Tell you something.
IPOD NANO IS GOING TO BE CANCELED FROM MY LIST.
Yay! So happy! Selena's gonna buy too, just not today. Congrats!
My dad tried to discourage me from buying it, and yet, I didn't care cos my mind has already been set on buying it le. Haha. 4GB, white. Purple cover. The purple cover maybe get my dad to pay, cos once I pay for nano I got no money left le. So must go out often, cos go out can get money, but go out that time just dont spend. Lol. And my brother would be super happy cos he (for once!) got more money than me.
Also, if people are wondering the reach that one is not I write. Its a song Reach by S Club 7. Its rocks. No love, full of encouragement, cheerful and upbeat, totally perfect. And its my brother's graduation song. Haha.

Cried.

Crying for the night would cause tearstreaks in the morning.

Dedicated to those who cried.

This is dedicated to Nicole, Selena, and those who cried today.


when the world leaves you feeling blue
you can count on me, I will be there for you
when it seems all your hopes and dreams are a million miles away, I will reassure you
we've got to stick together, good friends, there for each other
never ever forget that I've got you and you've got me. so
reach for the stars, climb every mountain higher
reach for the stars, follow your heart's desire
reach for the stars and when that rainbow is shining over you
thats when your dreams would all come true
theres a place waiting just for you, is a special place where your dreams all come true
fly away, swim the ocean blue, drive that open road, leave that past behind you
don't stop, gotta keep moving, your hopes gotta keep building
never ever forget that I got you and you got me so
reach for the stars, climb every mountain higher
reach for the stars, follow your heart's desire
reach for the stars and when that rainbow is shining over you
thats when your dreams would all come true
don't believe in all that you've been told, the sky's the limit you can reach your goal
no one knows just what the future holds, there ain't nothing you can be
theres a whole world at your feet, i said reach
climb every mountain (reach), reach for moon (reach)
follow that rainbow and your dreams would all come true
reach for the stars, climb every mountain higher
reach for the stars, follow your heart's desire
reach for the stars and when that rainbow is shining over you
thats when your dreams would all come true

REACH

Parents? BAH!

Me and Sele made grandiose notions in class today. Aka, glorious plans. About the Ipod Nano Mavis have. Putting the cover on made it look soooo much better! Not that it wasn't nice at the start. Seeing it was such a torture. It was so painful. Serious. I could practically hear my heart cracking for it.
NN and HF seems closer than before since the other day, right Sele? Haha. Today they were even all gone today, at once. They really compatible. Serious.
Today was just like any other day. Talk, Bingo, Maths, Games, and stuff. We watched White Chicks during Science period. Miss Ang rocks! Lol. Wonder if WF should be bringing her laptop. So got loads of shows to choose from. DnT was a torture. I never thought I would say this but, drawing gives me a headache!
All the results for SA2 were back today. Realised that I didn't do well at all. Yeah, but I gotta face it.
I NEED AN IPOD NANO. (Note the word 'need'.)
Do me a favour people. Don't give me any presents for my birthday (though its a lil early now, early present?). I'm not confirm that I would like it and use it, so give me MONEY kaye? At least its more useful and I can use next time when I really want something (like now!).
I'm gonna learn tennis. The teacher is really funny. I just went to see him and the courts today. Gonna enjoy it. And my sister and brother is also going to learn with me, it'll be interesting to see how my sister hold the raquet when it is too heavy and big for it. It is bigger than her. Lol.

See ya.

Dreams DO come true.

You don't have to read minds to know what someone is feeling or thinking.It's about recognizing the signs and interpreting them. This is the one of the fundamentals that you learn and use when you’re a child. Yet, everyone forgets that it is one of the easiest ways to understand someone.not mind reading or whatever technology people have made.

Thanks geee! x)

Wanfong and Nicole came today. But Nicole left after reccess for some embassy thing. During PE we played 2D. They are really good. They would really trash 2C. Serious. I play then see them keep getting the ball then heck care le, don't bother to go and block and get the ball.
Yay! Got the A Promise For Tomorrow theme song already. Zhi Zu by Wu Yue Tian. Rocks.
Me and my bro just made a deal. I teach him songs on the piano and he pay me money for every PART. One dollar each. Cheap hor! But the corpse bride got 6 parts.. So, still can la.
Tmr getting the streaming option forms. Nooo.. Didn't know it would come so soon. And I do NOT look forward to it really. It sucks. I admit, I don't want to go other class, even though there is those idiots in my class. Two years together and finally seperate. That sucks. Aiyah, don't think about this type of thing now.
I hope Joi Chua's "Meng Zai Shou Li" wins the Best theme song award thingy. Its really nice. As nice as Zhi Zu.
And I didn't go to Kaylie's house today. I still brought the stuff for them. I wasn't allowed to go, and I also didn't feel like going too. Well, anyway, never go is never go la. Mhm. I just changed my desktop background cos I was feeling bored. Nothing to do. So go to Photoshop and make a new background. Super purple. Cos purple rocks. Like green. Lol.

Fate and Destiny

Fate is a funny thing. It can always surprise you somehow. Just when you thought everything in your world is fantastic and wonderful. It would turn your world into a nightmare the next morning you woke up. Just when you thought you world was ending, turning upside down. Fate will put someone special into your life and guide you through the darkness when you were lost. Cheer you when you were in despair…

Today was a kinda funny and boring at the same time day. Funnily boring. Lol. Kaylie, Selena, Pamela, Cheryl and I played Bingo the ENTIRE day. Cos we got nothing to do. A lot of ppl didn't come OR faked illness and went home. The class was quite empty today. And the line was short. Yea. Realised I didn't do THAT badly for Maths. Mdm Goo just read out the wrong mark for me. Thank goodness. I think all my chances for Double Science just flew out the window. Combined Science is what life has decided to throw at me. And I'll catch it, HA!
I just realised Selena is really oblivious. Seriously. Pam could figure it out just with a stare. Lol. Tmr going to Kaylie's house I guess. To test out the bazaar thingy. I only want to take photos, nothing more. No interest in make-up at all. And NO manicure please. It's silly and a total waste of time. And hairstyling.. You know, we would make 2A go out of business cos ours would be much cheaper all together.
These few days getting quite boring. So borrowing the Date with a Vampire 3 from Jinghan. The only problem is she doesn't have the last two episodes. Thats quite a sad case you know. Oh well, I shall just have to watch the first few and then watch the rest from the TV.
Anyone have the 9 o'clock Yong Bao Ming Tian aka A Promise for Tomorow theme song? If have, send me to me pleaseeeeee!!

ANGRYYY

My conversation with Paulina on NETBALL. Jiahao told her that we lost. It isn't just that..

Me: Did he tell you how freaking stupid the scorer was!!??
Pau: i jux sae wth him die lwe
Pau: y. tell me
Me: The scorer never even note down when we score!
Pau: !!
Me: The score is supposed to be 3-3 One!
Me: But the stupid scorer din note down one goal!
Me: Thats why we lose.
Pau: omg. how can
Me: We were supposed to sign to confirm.
Pau: mux confront lah
Me: Then when we see its 3-2, we told her that it was wrong. She was like, okok, but then after we sign, she came and tell us that it was 3-2!! Stupid irritant! Never do her job properly one la! We could have got into finals. Even Mrs Chen said we had a draw!
Pau: then sld wat
Me: But that stupid Mr Tey say nvm.. What nvm!
Pau: got teacher behing u all leh
Me: It matters to us ok!
Pau: But it was all the stupid Mr Tey la.
Me: We can even get the whole group of spectators to vouch for us! They saw it okay! So mad! Urghhhhh.
Pau: cant. mux confront. not fair
Me: EXACTLY. BUT THEY STILL INSIST ITS 3-2!
Pau: THEN HOW.
Me: THE STUPID TEACHER TOLD WF: I know you wont blame them for this small mistake. THEN WHAT ABT THE REST OF US. URGHH
Pau: WHOLE CLASS WILL BLAME
Me: Exactly! So angry!
Pau: YA LOR. HOW CAN LIKE TT
Me: EXACTLY!
Pau: THEN WAT HAPPENED NXT
Me: Then can't do anything, then go home la! Stupid teacher. Must complain.

We still talked on la. But this is the main idea. Its so annoying, aggravating, bothersome, exasperating, frustrating, galling, irksome, irritating, maddening, nettling, peeving, rankling, riling, vexing!! Want to SCREAMMMMMMMMMMM!!! Hong Yong left after the first match la, angry with Hwee Kiat or something. Me and Nicole chased after him. In the end, aiya, let him go la. I shouldn't have played the first match. Play also no point. Somemore say only would play one game, in the end play all. And got fever. Hope it lasts so tmr don't need to go school.

On a lighter note, Jasmine and I taught Cheryl how to play piano. Her fingers are sooo stiff! Lol, Cheryl. She keep wanting to play the Corpse Bride one. She say at home she got piano and she want to play at home, I seriously pity her family and her neighbours.
Got back History, Maths, Chinese and Science results today. Maths and Chinese seriously sucked. Really like JUST pass just like that. History quite ok la, not bad. Science, ah well, I'm super satisfied! Got an A for once. Told my mother that and then told her the Maths result, well, at least she didn't scold me THAT much.
When walking to the bus stop, Jasmine, Cheryl, Selena, Mavis and I, starting singing. Ok, exclude Mavis. At first, Jasmine, Cheryl and Selena sang Wake Up. Me and Mavis were like, sing a sadder one! Then Me and Cheryl went "I found myself today...." Haha. Then we walked so fast and left the rest behind. We managed to sing almost the whole song before reaching the bus stop. Skipped some parts.. I never left school so late and went home by myself so late before. It was like, 6.30pm when we left school le. When I reached home it was already dark and almost 8pm.

I found myself today. Oh I found myself and ran away.
But something pulled me back. The voice of reason I forgot I had.
All I know is yesterday is gone. And right now I belong.
Into this moment to my dreams. No I won't give up.
No I won't break down. Sooner than it seems life turns around.
And I will be strong. Even if it all goes wrong.
When I'm standing in the dark I still believe. Someone's watching over me.
Seen that ray of light. And it shining on my destiny.
Shining all the time. And I won't be afraid.
To follow everywhere its taking me. All I know is your not here to say.
What you always used to say. And its written in the skies, tonight.
No I won't give up. No I won't break down.
Sooner than it seems life turns around. And I will be strong.
Even if it all goes wrong. When I'm standing in the dark I still believe.
Someone's watching over me...

Stars

Famous people are called stars because they are only going to be brilliant for a short period of time. Like any star in the universe. Their radiance will fade away someday, or very soon. Especially the brightest ones, they last even shorter. Stars shine brightly for a moment, but they can disappear the next second, and become forgotten.

Thats quite true.
You know what is so disappointing and irritating!?!?! Going all the way to buy Corpse Bride and finding out that the damn shop is GONE. So frustrating. Urgh. Feel like screaming.

Book-ness

This morning went to Borders to spent the voucher. I bought four books only while Liang Yu got 7. And he doesn't even read as often then me. Unfair? Yep. Nvm. At least I got books.. Bought Old Magic by Marianne Curley; Betsy and the Emperor by Staton Rabin; One Last Wish and Baby Alicia is Dying, both by Lurlene McDaniel. Now reading the Baby Alicia is Dying one.
Good news, two in fact, one: Cheryl blogged. Finally right?! And she changed her blogskin but needed some help from me. Lol. Another one is that I figured out a bit of the right hand one of Tears to Shed le. And I realised that the Piano Duet was Tears to Shed. Its the same. Mhm. So, good for me. I am still looking for the score. Borders doesn't sell any. I checked and can't find any. Heard the Herbie Fully Loaded soundtrack there. Quite nice, gonna download it. I'm currently downloading Nightmare Before Christmas. Should be quite nice, seeing Corpse Bride was a hit.

"People are dying to be here."

Boredom takes over..

I'm sooo bored. Just now I did two pics besides the 'Life is Complicated' one on top, these are the two:





Now, I'm making certificates. Cos I'm really very very bored!

Upsetness.

Only until we see how fortunate we are, it is only then can we accept the reality of the world. But, when we feel that all hope is gone from our lives, hope is there,because it was never lost to begin with.

Why is life so unfair
does anyone really care?
would anyone be there
waiting for me at the bottom of the stair?
why dont she love me
lift my soul and set me free.
why dont she know me
besides the me that you see.
she cares about them more
let them fly and watch them soar.
while i am enclosed behind these walls
darkness take me and i see no more.

Wrote this last night after an argument with my mother. So frustrating. I wrote it while watching Charmed. It was the final four already. Hm, kind of ok la. At least Alyssa Milano don't have that stupid short hair cut anymore. She looked super horrendous.
Now what, I'm super duper freaking bored. And no, I didn't go to the netball training. Why? Cos of my neck injury, ankle injury, and most importantly, no transport. Thats right. You might think I'm just making up excuses to not go to training. Hey, its true. Don't believe you ask my mother la. She was the one who caused my neck injury in the first place. Told her to help me massage my neck cos it hurt the entire day, then she went and pressed and made it worse. Urgh. It wasn't worth the painfulness during the massaging somemore. Hate massages. -__- Now, all I can do is make pictures using Photoshop, simply cos I have nothing to do. No Sims.. Nothing! How boring can life get.. But this sure beats going to school. x)

Total frustration!

Dreams can become reality..

Should I be pissed or frustrated? I think frustrated describes what I am feeling more. You don't have to know, I guess. I'll keep it ALL inside and finally explode. I wonder what that feels like. Would it be painful? I don't know. I want to know. No I don't. Shut up.

Went out today to watch Corpse Bride. When the Lord Bakis was killed WF started clapping and cheering. She was the only one in the cinema to do that. HAHA. And plus we got stuck in a stupid fire staircase cos we followed people blindly. Sheesh. That would teach us not to next time. Lol. And before that, Pau, Nicole and WF went up by lift, saying that it was a faster way. To prove to them that it was not, Mavis, Kaylie, Cheryl and I ran all the way up. Yes, ran. Up the escalator. 9 floors. We were like, 'excuse me' to everyone in our way. They must have thought we were mad. We did make it before them in the end. HAHA. Proved our point. The run left us all gasping for breath. Lol. Cheryl and I were still catching our breath when we went to buy the drinks. After that Pau, Mavis, Kaylie, Cheryl and I went to Orchard. Wheelock place. At first we went to Kino and Pau regretted going with me and Cheryl. Lol. Mavis is buying Ipod Nano, so we went to see it.

Ok, so now, I'm sitting at home in front of the computer with no Sims2 to play. Why? Because SOMEONE went to uninstall it!! Damnit. So now I'm really seriously bored. Urgh. Plus tomorow need to go to school at TEN in the MORNING. To train for the netball! I wish I weren't playing. Hai. It is damn freaky one la! Esp since we playing against all the tough classes. Oh, gawd. Ok, this is how bored I was:





See how bored I was!? Cheryl's gonna spent the next 2 days searching for a suitable blogskin. Ain't that great? Lol. I wanna watch The Myth! I asked my dad whether I could have an early birthday present. Know what he said? He said he would buy it based on my results. That means blantly: NO. Hate it. What the hell has results got to do with a birthday present!? URGH.

pass and such

Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire posters
besides the one with all of them in the previous post. These are the NEW ones. ( Mad-Eye Moody; Hermione; Ron; Harry)









Ok people, lets see whats up today.

password protected site
exam over tmr
going out to catch corpse bride
printed finish misty dreams
Kaylie: finally updated blog!
Selena: updated blog!
bad to good; good to bad; bad to worse
ipod nano -- PINK!?


Moving on and leaving the past behind as a misty dream.

SEVENTEEN NOVEMBER

headline news today:

HARRY POTTER IS COMING OUT ON SEVENTEEN NOVEMBER!


date released! (above)
new goblet of fire poster! (above)
history over!
science over!
maths tmr!?
four days left.
cheryl going on wednesday
selena- figuring out and stopping there
decide her fate- even or odd?
no more shutup
big HAHA at my 'tongue'
search for kelly clarkson: because of you
chalet: confirm not confirm
sister as experiment!?

aint talking

ironical. freakingly ironical.

come on! do you think i'm those kind of person. cry over these type of stuff!? if yes, then you dont know me at all. this little thing, geez. still dont want to tell. believe me, the feeling's mutual.

pe today was ok. had a friendly match with 2e. girls v girls only. i believe that we were leading. however, during the competition there would be guys la. so.. harder. plus 2a also got guys. and 2c! geez. how come we got the hard side!!??? it would be a miracle if we managed to get to the finals. SIGH.

jiajun's birthday is on the same day as kaylie's.
exam is coming.
big newsflash: the feeling's mutual.
kaylie: closer wierder
wierd hair -GREEN
big shutup.
zkai with black ipod nano.
class chalet: safra changi!?
caller in class- nicole.
screaming goo again.
mp3 decision: zen vision ipod nano.
auntie sharon complaining about broken bed.
5566 on superfunkies!
word country game



dancing bears, painted wings, things i always rememeber; and the song someone sings once upon a december.

new items

your taking one step forward and then two steps back.

if all the raindrops were lemon drops and gum drops
oh what a rain that would be
standing outside with my mouth open wide
ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahhh
if all the snowflakes were candy bars and milkshakes
oh what a rain that would be
standing outside with my mouth open wide
ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahh ahhh

this song has been stuck in my head today. HAHA.
ok, here are my stuff. regret man. i feel quite shameful for winning. plus e material so lousy. some of the things got crack. and they scratch the wall while moving up the stairs. my dad'd gonna scream. and get really really mad. and its not a pretty sight to behold. SIGH.






so pink right!? urgh.

cant stand it.
seriously cant stand it.
really really cant stand it!
but gotta live with it.
sigh. ok. ppl. dont laugh at me.

on a lighter note, while i was packing my stuff, i was thinking about going to KL with friends. dont know whether can. my mother say must see results, so does everyone else's. i sigh again. bah. sighing would make you grow old faster, dad always say. but i cant help it! see! i just sighed! urgh. back to topic, i was thinking about what things to bring, and i told mary, "when go malaysia i sure dont wash my clothes one." LOL. true wad. i'll be too lazy to do so, or too busy playing to do so. either one, i wont do it. ok, maybe i will. but i just hope we can go, and someone's parent (kaylie's mum rocks! so she is the only parent we would allow to go with us. lol.) could go and chaperone. cos one of the really obvious conditions we need to go is parent going. yay! so, asked ppl are: me; pau; mavis; kaylie; selena; nicole; wanfong; imee; pam. yeah! and kaylie's mum. x) KL and Genting hor. rocking places with rocking arcades and theme parks. thats life! but must, once again, to burst the happy bubble i am being encased in, must see results. damnit.

proven

thats what you say, but does it change anything at all? no.

i'm smarter than my sis when i was young. -smirks- and i can prove it. haha. check out my music part in my report when i was 2 years and 7 months old:

"Xiao Xuan is able to imitate and follow spoken instructions for a single movement, eg. putting hands on knees. She sings a lot more nowadays and takes part in singing with her friends and making song requests. She enjoys moving about, with the ribbon stick or bells, to tape music."

haha. this part i definitely smarter than my sis le. -smirk- i rock.
today hor, very scary! got back progress report for term 3 and term 4 combined. well. quite low la. over 60 but below 65. all subjts improved cept chinese, science and dnt. surprising, dnt. hai. my mother din say anything. but i think she quite ok with my maths cos above 65 (by 0.6!!) and also above average. then she din say anything already. then she ask my why my chi so lan (i almost failed for term 4!) then i dont know what to say, cos say ting xie got very very low and din go makeup she'll kill me, so i told her that my zuo wen not good. then she say got the ying yong wen to refer wad. then i tell her that teacher got give us notes, but she made us stick the notes and the zuo wen book and then she keep the book, so we dont have the notes.. yeah. thats wad i told her. but its true wad. lao zhao got like that one wad. so how we study our zuo wen like that!? hmm!??
and, most probably me and nicole same class. cos our percentage is almost the same. yeah. and its not only one mark away. its 0. something marks away. cool huh.
and i sure fail art one! come on la, my black ppr got NOTHING on top ok! i repeat, NOTHING! not a single dot. mine and pau's. we both die together. haha.
anyway, the bedroom set is coming today. from 2pm to 5pm they deliver. i only take three items, and its MY prize. what shit is this. total nonsense! cant stand it. at least sell can mke money. but for free!? nooo! but lei, my mother pai seh then give one. urgh.
feel like eating macs now, and dont feel like studying. only at night then got the mood to study. so why cant school be at night? it'll be better. we wouldnt be so sian and sleepy. and dont have to wake up soo early!
happy children day to those kids out there. enjoy while u can.
i admit, with much reluctance, that going to school is good. its an escape for me. serious.

sneaking around

oh, peach. why did you change back once you pulled yourself together? is pulling yourself together a bad thing or what?

ok, today i found out a lot of things. interesting ones. like some really complicating stuff. and nicole made it even MORE complicating. haha. but it brings colour to life. if not, life would just be black and white and we would all be fishing right now. that'll be even more boring than it is now! and it IS already very sian.
i just went to pinkisthenewblog and then saw this really lookalike pic of kim stewart and nicky hilton. really like twins. even more than nicole and jasmine.



really like hor! its freaky.. really really freaky. i'm actually banned from the computer u know. but i just couldnt help it. i have to come online or i'll die. i just got to type something! thats why i'm typing here now. talking about.. nonsense. unrelated stuff to schoolwork.
oh, btw. today's hilary duff's bdae. cheryl kept repeating it til we go crazy. and today, on the way to dnt. nicole asked cher who hilary spent the day with. cher din know what spent was. she like, cannot hear properly like that. she kept asking. even when we spell it out she still dont know. it was really super duper funny. esp when nicole hit cher's head for being so deaf. LOL. so afternoon 2 to 3 was spent with miss nah. and a lil bit of miss ang. me, sele and munshi asked miss ang whether we should go combined science or double science. for me, miss ang was like, i dont know la. maybe double science should be possible. or something like that was what she said. around that meaning la. then for sele is pure science, which is either double or triple science. when munshi asked, flat out is combined science. fullstop. just like. "combined science." dots. but she said depends on us. whether we are good in humanities or not lorh. then when miss nah that time, i asked her if we should take lit. she said that if i had an interest in it, i should take it. okay.. and can be useful for being a journalist. ah, that one me and sele interested in. and next year if take lit, would be taught by mrs poon. aw, damn. then if skip drama cannot siam her le.. die. but luckily not miss puja. miss puja is seriously more fierce. when scold that time right, like all hell break lose like that. if not, ok. but then, both ways, they're drama teachers. hais. so both ways also die. nooooo! i think i should stop here. just in case my mum chooses to wake up soon. kay. see ya!

depending on us and not saying thank you? how very nice of you.

making choices

today had crush. hm. it was.. COLD. very cold. lol.
once again, attacking selena was on my list of things to do. she dared me ytd. so i did. and when she pull out her shirt, all the erasers went tumbling. even inside her bra. haha. too bad.
i cant wait for exam to be over! chalet. i asked my mum today. she just said,"ok, go lorh." like that! i was sooo surprised. so i kept askin her, "like that, just like that?" then she said more enthu, "go lorh!" lol. it was funny. then i kept screaming to my sis the chorus of fang shou yi bo. haha. fun!



which one better?? maybe ipod nano? cos desgin nicer. i've been thinkin abt that the whole of ytd! lol, yes, i've been thinking abt it even before exam started and before i even save enuf money to buy. LOL. yes, i know i'm siao and wishful, but hey, it wont hurt to dream would it?
today was supposed to c miss nah but din bring the ppr so c her also for nth. me and sele. haha. so we tmr then c her. better. n must rmbr to bring the thing. have i mentioned how boring school is? hais. really. boring like siao. cept for some things, like PE, and softball batting is fun. today my team is batting lorhs. so we bat. it was sooo fun. and then we fielding that time was sooo sian. fiona they all take very long to decide who bat one. so when they take sooo long, i went to bat one time. and two times mavis throw i missd, and when kevin threw the ball from the side i hit it, finally. lol. somemore aiming good aim to mavis there in the center. and one more thing, we're quite good at fielding too but fielding isnt fun at all. yup. we caught the ball and out-ed four ppl from the other team! cool right? i enjoyed saying, "OUT!" to them. haha.
after exam me, nic, wf, cher, mavis, pau, and pam maybe going out. that thurs. the day when georg ppr. 12 october 2005. wanna watch corpse bride/brothers grimm. well.. i know what i want to watch....






it'll be nice!! haha. cant wait. for exam to be over. its gonna be fun. how i wish i would not get the results. and that they would only show what u qualify for. it'll be great and happier for all of us. so that we wouldnt know our DEVASTATING results.

in an oven

today was like being in an oven. serious. the outside air even felt like aircon compared to these!
ok, my science sucks. and my maths! one mark away! just one freaking mark!
hey! i was talking to my mother and she happened to glance at the computer screen and see what i wrote above.

mum: dont talk this type of nonsense stuff!
me: what!? i where got talk nonsense!

then she left. parents, bah! she comes in again with a cup of water.

mum: i told you to go and take water! (looks at super duper messy table) i told you to keep the things on the table! off the computer and make an effort!

nag nag and nag more. sian le. i'm soo used to it le. irritating. complaining now. haha.
oops. my voice sounds so wierd. skarly tmr i go to sch that time i have no voice le. which is super super super bad news. i cant survive without talking! uh oh. must live with it! hais. not good.
my toe hurt the entire day. i din noe my shoe was so tight this morn. i was practically fainting from the pain. ok, fine. i'm exaggerating. but true! it was really very painful. did i mention what happened? well. i was at tiff's house swimming when i stubbed my toe on the stupid ledge while swimming. it hurt la, but after a while the pain subsided. then no prob. however, when i got out of the water, reached my cousin's bathroom, on the third lvl. it was bleeding like siao. really. the floor got blood la. and my toe was so bloody and red. so, the floor had splotches of red on the floor lorhs. and i washed it away. thats all. the end. haha. i copy my sister one. she was telling a whole story and her voice was like imitating diff people. and then she suddenly say normally "the end". really very very funny. my bro and i was laughing like siao.
ge dou tian wang rocks! i wanna go and watch the show now, since my dad din lock it up or something. i know my house so well that i surely can find it if he hide it. come on la! i lived in this house for ten years le. only the furniture change from time to time. sian! after i blog finish then i go watch le!

open arms - 5566
Lying beside you, here in the dark
Feeling your heart beat with mine
Softly you whisper, you're so sincere
How could our love be so blind
We sailed on together
We drifted apart
And here you are by my side
So now I come to you, with open arms
Nothing to hide, believe what I say
So here I am with open arms
Hoping you'll see what your love means to me
Open arms
Living without you, living alone
This empty house seems so cold
Wanting to hold you, wanting you near
How much I wanted you home
But now that you've come back
Turned night into day
I need you to stay

eraser day

i need erasers. lol. i've been cutting mine up til its almost gone. and of cos, not to mention, throwing it at sele and trying to aim it down her shirt. today throw also cant go down sele's shirt, plus ms nah eye damn sharp one, dont dare to throw, so i took the remaining and dumped it down sele's shirt when school ended. LOL. it was fun! i'm childish, yes whatever. i wouldnt like to grow up you know. i like being a kid.
anyway, cos have to wait for my mother, who was late as usual on fridays, i went to the library with nicole and hongyong cos they have to take their spelling. it was so funny. esp one part where hongyong was taking the spelling and the word was sanitary. ms nah was like, giving hints on our ah-hem, so that he would get it, she made it sooo obvious but he still didnt get it! then we started laughing. and then hongyong kept complaining abt mary grosvenor. haha. the pregnant one, he said, and then he imitated her saying 'dont make me mad cos i am pregnant.' it was sooo funny! and nicole's spelling. the word: labyrinth. ms nah pronounce she dont know how to write. so hongyong and i kept pronouncing it in funny ways, and ms nah was like, shhh, dont pronounce wrongly. LOL. nicole still didnt get it. she spelt it as labryn. lol. until a while then she finally got it. haha.
besides, i draw the art today until want to die le! halfway already like having neckache. and i only started dotting. damn. hate art. urgh.
went to centrepoint today to go sign the delivery thingy for that prize i won. the disney bedroom set. my mother was even asking the lady, xueling, whether anyone of her colleagues want to buy it anot. wlau. i win one lei, why cant i make the decision. urgh. she even said that she could sell it at half price.. which is : 2,250. which is, also, a lot. but not worth for ALL! at least i want the cupboard and the cabinet. which is, by the way, two diff things. haha.
the bazaar thingy.. first is photograph + hair + backdrop + makeup. now want to add in nails!? siao! no offence la, but i kinda think its a dumb idea.

rainbow!

red is the colour that my cheeks go,
when i am embarassed, you know.
orange is the colour of the rising sun,
starting a day full of fun!
yellow is the colour when the sun's in the sky,
i wish, through the clouds, i could fly.
green is the colour of the brillant nature,
trekking through the woods screaming, yes sir!
blue is the colour when i am down,
only then would i frown.
indigo is the shade before my favourite,
to the end we go, kicking up dirt.
violet is the last, somewhat like purple,
oh violet beauregard, your a blueberry girl!

the rainbows

today was fun and sian. the lessons were sian, as usual. and no spelling somemore. make me learn this morn hais. plus lit also nv hand up the bear ws. then i do this morn until like siao for wad.. hai. at least dont have to do le. phew.
the fun part was the fun. LOL. it was the part where i threw erasers down sele's shirt, as usual. haha. [ to sele: hey! if u werent my bestfren i wouldnt do this to you kay! so you should be honoured! ] of cos, to the rest, dont be too sad that i dont do this to you! x) though i throw at pratically everyone. cos i was sooo bored! another fun thing was huiting's. when she was sitting down, her wallet dropped out of her pocket. mind you, it was when she was sitting down. me and pau crept to get her wallet. i got it first, and huiting din even know, and threw it to pau. pau hid it. huiting din noe til serena told her. and she came looking for me. so i showed her my bag and all, and of cos, she din find it. until reccess time then she realised it was with pau. slow! haha. then after reccess before mdm goo came in. cher and i attacked her with sweets. it was actually waikit. then me and cher. then jiahao. haha. it was sooo funny!
during english me and wanfong were comparing who minus less marks. of cos she win la! aiyoh. but hey, it was like, only one mark away. theres gonna be a maths consultant session on saturday. if i go for that, then when i come home i have tuition. SIAN! whole day study. cant stand that kind of thing.
the ge dou tian wang guess wad episode i watch until? 18! yes, 18. it was nice mah. once watch cant stop. though i stil managed to study my lit in the parts where it was so boring, like the ye you li and duan yu qiao parts. sian!

in my friends' names

TRUE?

Nicole
Energetic and courageous you stand up for your beliefs and for what you desire. You are independent, strong willed and fiercely competitive when needed although your ambition is tempered with patience. You maintain a positive attitude and with a more organized or practical approach to life material success is very likely. Your immensely loving and generous nature brings joy into peoples lives and ensures your happiness.
Victorious people: Greek

Cheryl
You have enormous vitality and originality making you a dynamic individual with great charm and sex appeal. You believe in putting one hundred per cent into all your activities of which there are many. You have potential to achieve great success in business or public affairs where your friendship and consideration of others wins you many allies. Your innate strength and determined effort is able to overcome any obstacles. Freedom is important to you.
Love: Welsh

Paulina
Very much the individual you have enormous energy and vision and must find a suitable use for your talents. You have great potential for success in business if you can guard against indecision and worry. Your generous nature means that you are never short of friends and with cooperation your relationships can be very rewarding. Perseverance and firm decision making will ensure you achieve your objectives.
Small: Latin
(small! your name means small!? LOL.)

Wanfong
You have enormous vitality and originality making you a dynamic individual with great charm and sex appeal. You believe in putting one hundred per cent into all your activities of which there are many. You have potential to achieve great success in business or public affairs where your friendship and consideration of others wins you many allies. Your innate strength and determined effort is able to overcome any obstacles. Freedom is important to you.
(yours is the same as cheryl's!)

Mavis
You have leadership ability and with your power of expression can be an influential speaker. Organisation or management would suit you. Your energy, intellect and creativity overcome any challenging situations and assure your future success. Certainly with your emotions under control there is nothing which you cannot achieve. Your faith and vitality means that love and prosperity are naturally attracted to you.
Mirth, joy: Irish
Song thrush: French

Munshi
Versatile, intelligent and artistically talented. You love to enjoy yourself and tend to experience a happy domestic life and material success. You have a methodical and thorough mind and are able to organise large projects easily. Charming and likeable and with more than your share of sex appeal you tend to find yourself in the spotlight and much admired by others. Life is more fun with you around.
OR
Kaylie
You are fairminded, wise and peaceloving and are always willing to help others. Your mental capabilities and creativity are well marked with wonderful and original ideas which you need to bring to tangible fruition. Perceptive and understanding of others your positive approach to life and influential nature means that you have leadership qualities. There is great potential for success both financially and spiritually.
Rejoicing: Greek
(so which one more suits munshi;kaylie?)

Selena
Balanced and fairminded you possess the ability to use sound reason and judgement when determined and decisive action is required. Persuasive and logical you tend to be an influential figure in your circle of friends and associates. You are extremely adaptable and this is necessary as you seem to be continually being presented with decisions of a life altering nature.
Moon: Greek
Heavenly: Latin

Pamela
You are charming, talented and have a very positive attitude to life so it is hardly surprising that you attract success and recognition. Focussed and patient you understand that material rewards are a result of discipline. Being so creative and with a need for self-expression you may be drawn towards the arts, travel is also likely to be important. A loyal friend, you are a person who must be allowed freedom and independence.
A loving person, all honey : Greek

2 days ltr

yup. its true. i dont believe in love. it only breaks ur heart and hurts you, as seen from certain people.. bad thing. now, moving on!
seeing sele's blog today made me laugh like siao. cos ytd i was sooo bored that i went and cut my eraser and threw it at her. at first, it was to throw at nicole to wake her up. then started throwing at selena. as sele said, my aiming is damn good. haha. one time throw in her ear, the other time in her eye and thrice down her shirt. somemore i sitting two seats away, diagonally across and behind somemore. haha. it was all done in the name of fun. but the finale.. pau putting a whole lot of eraser down her shirt! HAHA. pau just pulled and poured all down sele's shirt. i couldnt stop laughing!
today was such a sleepy day. not until noon everyone want to sleep le. the only fun thing was softball. its sooo fun! esp batting. the georg test today, well, not so bad, but everytime i say not so bad would be hard. lol. forget it.
i just remembered.. swan princess! i was hearin the song without having an inkling of what swan princess wad. then, suddenly, i just rmbred. cool. i want to watch ge dou tian wang! but my mother dont let me watch cos once i watch i wouldnt stop. its so nice! that brings me to something else i did today. me and pau did the we ying qi and xiao kui the jiayou jiayou jiayou thingy. it was sooo fun! when reach the jiayou part i couldnt do cos i was too busy laughing le. we did it before georg test. next time exam we also can do, cos we sit next to each other. but next yr.. nvm. dont talk about such things when the yr isnt even over! oh well. it was fun and funny. lol.
i love my mum's snake game.

i am a teenager pushing her tears aside