Upsetness.

Only until we see how fortunate we are, it is only then can we accept the reality of the world. But, when we feel that all hope is gone from our lives, hope is there,because it was never lost to begin with.

Why is life so unfair
does anyone really care?
would anyone be there
waiting for me at the bottom of the stair?
why dont she love me
lift my soul and set me free.
why dont she know me
besides the me that you see.
she cares about them more
let them fly and watch them soar.
while i am enclosed behind these walls
darkness take me and i see no more.

Wrote this last night after an argument with my mother. So frustrating. I wrote it while watching Charmed. It was the final four already. Hm, kind of ok la. At least Alyssa Milano don't have that stupid short hair cut anymore. She looked super horrendous.
Now what, I'm super duper freaking bored. And no, I didn't go to the netball training. Why? Cos of my neck injury, ankle injury, and most importantly, no transport. Thats right. You might think I'm just making up excuses to not go to training. Hey, its true. Don't believe you ask my mother la. She was the one who caused my neck injury in the first place. Told her to help me massage my neck cos it hurt the entire day, then she went and pressed and made it worse. Urgh. It wasn't worth the painfulness during the massaging somemore. Hate massages. -__- Now, all I can do is make pictures using Photoshop, simply cos I have nothing to do. No Sims.. Nothing! How boring can life get.. But this sure beats going to school. x)