Monday, September 28, 2009

无可救药

Who would have guessed if they see me now that I actually used to like going to school. Even last year, for a while. But I guess not anymore. Now all I think about everything is how slow time is passing, waiting for the bell to ring, or excuses to give at the doc's for that MC that could get me out of school there and then. And how to get more than a one day MC.

I know, people say if you like what youre doing, then its likely that you're gna excel at all. Half the battle's won already if youre actually interested in what you're doing. But Im not. All I want to do these days is just grab art papers from Made with love and make a gazillion cards, anything that I can do other than to study. In the back of my mind though theres this voice that says 'study study study promos are coming.' and its like battling with another thats going 'its okay you have another route to go its not the end!' so Im feeling quite conflicted now? Haha sort of. Cos I know that since its not the end,Im not that desperate to pass promos. At least, not as much as I was a few months back when I havent actually thought of what Im going to do if I cant pass. I shouldnt because the more Im clear abt what would happen if that actually takes place (touchwood of course), the more Im letting myself feel less tensed about the final examinations.

Oh boy. 3 words. I. Am. Screwed.
Now whose with me?

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