Today,

we have a secret.






"When you're young everything feels like the end of the world. But it's not it's just the beginning, you might have to meet a few more jerks. but one day you're gonna meet a boy who treats you the way you deserve to be treated. Like the sun rises and sets with you."

The ultimate grin and the melting.

I cant stop smiling :) HEHE.

Oreo crushing and creamy filling

4 by 100m semi finals today! I hope I was fast enough, poor Jaslyn had to chiong her heart out to reach the finishing line with little to spare when I passed to her! Haha.

It was the day school started late today... but apparently as all those taking bus 12 tell me, its no use starting late cos every other school that is around the area starts late too. Like TJ, MJ, Ngee Ann, tsk. Even Hai Xing apparently. For the cars, I think its kinda okay cos this morning it was like getting to school even faster than usual, cos of the lack of the usual traffic jams in the morning. I reached school so early (8am!) when it started at 8.45am can. PSP to occupy myself in the morning, good thing there's Youtube & vdownloader HAHA.

2nd attempt at Oreo cheesecake's in the oven right now. I wonder how it'd turn out! (:

Yang & Yin

Like winter nights need fire
Like temples need a shrine
Like lovers need desire
Like prophets need a sign

Lalala hallelujah

ITS RAINING RAINING RAINING
:D

Not a bad thing haha at least for now, it makes the weather cooler and more bearable than the heatttt. All thanks to global warming zomg, its way too hot and the weather's so cocked up. Thank god for the invention of aircon (ironic though, cos aircon also contributes to global warming hahaha) But, whatever! (:

Since I have a whole day today I shall try and complete what Im supposed to do this week, besides, Friday's a holiday :D So Thursday's th last day of school. Aw, Im such a slacker.

Was talking to Dot abt what we wna be in the future... I still think that mine doesnt sound like a professional thing beside hers. Haha!

When it all falls apart.

X says:
Esther, you wna know why I hate school?
ESTHER ROCKS!- says:
whhy?
X says:
Because, it means giving up everything else that means something to you

Capturing the essence.

百万大歌星 just ended. That show's funny man, you shld all catch it haha, channel u at 7.55pm :D Haha.

Ok today was tiring! Dont know whyyyy but yeah my eyes keep closing, especially after PE. During PE omg I was sweating cold sweat okay, so freaky. So am I cold blooded? LOL.

Wanted to make oreo cheesecake just now but I realised we dont have enough cream cheese. Haha maybe gna get my mum to buy more tmr, then can make tmr! Yummmm.

Its sucha short week :D

Its just not the same anymore.

The thought of school just makes me feel so... frustrated.
I used to look forward to school, what happened to the fun):

I want out. Now.

As society progresses, we've become smarter and smarter as generations pass.
But if our IQ keep increasing, the balance is tilted between IQ and EQ, so does this mean EQ becomes lower and lower, as people become more selfish, more sly cunning to do anything to reach their goal, to be successful. Even kicking people that are their stepping stone away? I believe that. People would stop at nothing to reach their goal. & is that what makes us human? I hope not cos that'd just be sad.
I mean, so what if you're smart. So what if your successful and have everything you want? If your EQ is like hell low, who cares abt your success. A bad character makes everything else seem like nothing at all.
& to those nice people out there, I pity you. Good begets good is just nonsense, it never is true. Those nice people, keep doing stuff for others and what do you get in return? Probably nothing. Though people say they feel satisfied just being able to do things for others, but seriously, get real. Do you really feel good doing and getting nothing in return? Along the way you'd feel exhausted and frustrated at being the only one giving everything... you'd give evrything you have and have nothing left in the end for yourself. So stop being so stupid dont do that.
Be honest with yourself, why bother if no one else does?

Please dont comment, I dont feel like talking abt this.

Birthday presents and balloons

My sister with the carebear I got for her

(:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QI.

Last man standing.

K time to start on yesterday. Haha.

Volleyball in school caused hand pain and cuts hahaha. And sunburnt!!! So yeah I was red for the day.
For the Tjc Mega Hse function, went to Jasmine's hse at 4pm before meeting the guys at Bedok mrt.





Flower rings! (The only thing that aheres to the theme for Tjc haha)
Waiting for Bd and Gary at Macs(they were supposed to take an hr but they took moreee than that omg.)


Berd! So do we look alike? Haha. The picture's blur though lol.
The guys and I went on a sort of "nightwalk" around the school, and haha we ran away from Yongjie and Weirong and off-ed all the lights on the way back LOL, they got lost I think haha they took really long to get back!
PLAYGROUND after that, we left after a short while haha.
Climbed so high in my skirt... haha, omg I tell you, Weirong attempted to push me off omg la! TSK. & we celebrated his birthday there. Lighting the cake was a terror. Me and Bd lit it about twice and decided to give up cos everytime we lit everything up, we would walk a bit, then there wld be a gush of wind and blow every candle out at once. In th end we pek cek just give him the cake unlited haha.




This! Is very dizzy. Hahaha. Jasmine was like, "eh the video very boring, do something funny eh." Then me and Bd decided to... LOL and WOW. Haha! We sat on it for very long... play last man standing. Lol. Jasmine got off, then Sihui, Gary, Weihao, Yongjie, Weirong left me and Bd. Omg they spun the thing so fast both of us couldnt hold on and slid off.

Reached home abt 11.30pm haha. Was feeling fine after the spinning thing, but after I got into the cab.... got a puking feeling man. TSK to cabs but no choice, very late already.

Today's my sister's birthday! Haha party on later.

Ta. :D

Last man standing.

I feel like puking....

I'll talk abt what happened today in the morning.

Leave you all w a preview picture (HAHA)

Let's call it a day

Went to collect my parcel from Veron today!! (:
Thank you Veron! Your parcel was my motivation for today hahah couldnt wait to see it that Thursday didnt have any effect on me(even though it was bad,I got caught for skirt and phone confiscated zomg but I got it back dont wry). Thanks for all the stuff, and pretty letters!! April letter coming soon to you k hahahaha :D




I think the sunrise/surprise thing very cool eh. HAHA and the behind haha Veron are you sure it'll get money! LOL.

Okay yeah I survived this Thursday.... Friday tmr FINALLY!!
Mdm Nuraida was so funny today, when there was 5 mins left to th lesson everyone was already extremely restless then when she wanted to flip to the nxt page, Joseph was like, Let's call it a day! Then she just sighed covered her ears and said "Ok ok, lets call it a day." LOL. Her lesson last 1 and a half hours somemore. Worst time of the day to have lessons.

Tmr tmr. :D

My new favourite Mayday song.

你 笑得像個孩子 每個平凡小事 變成永恆故事

Turn into the next street up ahead.

The weather is really sickening oh my tian. Just looking outside the window makes my eyes squint and get all blur and stuff. Global warming....... urgh. I think I still liked it best when it was the time where the wind was ultra strong and everything. At least it made walking home a lot more comfortable then in the blazing heat!

Its already Wednesday todayyy and somehow I dont feel as bad about going through a Thursday already haha. Or maybe its cos I have something to look forward to when it ends tmr. :D Veron's parcel! Hehe. My mum will be fetching me to her place tmr night to get it yay haha cant wait hehe.
& then there's Tj's mega house function on Friday! With the Blocks of course, we're gonna have a hell of a time haha. Someone's birthday is coming up too.... 18th this time, not yet 19th (unlike Bd!)
Saturday's my sister's birthday party. Maybe I should get her a carebear. Yeah it'd make a great present for her, but its kind of like.. out now? Even though action city has it but thats the fake one, not as cute as the real one haha. We'll see!
Piano later. Maybe I'll head to Vivocity before piano haha. Gotta get Esther's stuffs!

Oh & I was watching 花样少年少女 yesterday and I noticed the girl that confessed to Wuzun's character on Vday (Ep 3) is called 晓萱 hahahaha.

Threw my alarm clock inside the fireplace.

I finally got round to changing my blog skin haha. Okay I dont know but that sounds so childish. Ignore that haha. This one's wayyy more white. I wanted to change th background to grey but that'd be so troublesome because I'd have to change font colours and alll soooo this lazy girl decided to leave it as it is. Haha added photos though! It doesnt look complete, so Im probably gonna edit it soon, like make it smaller to add more photos or something haha they are surely a lot of important people missing in these 3 photos! Hehe.

Youtube is my new best friend haha thats what Ive been doing at home ever since I finished watching the X Family. Yeah I know, old but I didnt watch and just managed to finish it, all 55 episodes! Haha. So on youtube, I laugh my head off watching it. Lol. Yeah Im watching all those taiwan variety shows and they're really funny seriously. Anyone wanna go, go watch 天才匆匆匆 or Circus狗仔队, you would just laugh out loud at your computer screen, guaranteed! Got some parts I laugh til bang table la can, thats how funny it is lol.

Anyway as I was thinking today, I cant wait for May! More events coming up, like my aunt's ROM, changing of phone!, and moreeee. And who cant forget what comes with a new month - allowance :D

No photos because I forget to bring my camera out..

The weather's going all haywire Im sure! One moment its blazing hot, hot enough to cause rashes (zomg super itchy okay), the nxt moment dark clouds all start rolling in and thunder and itd begin to rain.But for a short while like today. & when it stops it'd be all humid. Urgh, what a screwed up weather. It'd be nice to have like you know, summer holidays, when you can escape the hot days to go to some nice cold country. Like... right now, should be Australia that's getting cold, much on the contrary to Singapore's blasted weather. Okay, wishful thinking. Ah well. I doubt 11:11 would work its magic for this wish hahaha.

I dont feel like going to school!

Presidency's blind.

Me: -watching President's Command Show-
Mum: Eh how to write a message to the President?
Me: HUH!? -looks at tv then look at her-
Mum: No la not that president! The PTA one.
Me: Zomg scare me hahahaha.

My mum's writing her "Message from the President" zomg haha who so blind elect her, shes like writing according to what my Dad says so funny her English so hopeless hahaha listening to her spell conducive is just LOL. HAHAHA. Still can get elected as President for the PTA at Rosyth... HAHAHAHA.

Swelled and Pained.

Piano soothes the soul.

F4 yo.

BOF was featured in Sunday's LIFE newspaper. Hahahahaha apparently, more men in South Korean are looking to do plastic surgery ever since it was screened.

LOL.

Everyone has hidden potential?

It feels awesome to recieve mails frm friends :D
Of course Im now no longer a stranger to mails (all that online shopping zomg!) but recognising the handwritting on the letters is another matter altogether. They put a smile on my face. I recieved Kaylie's letter today! I'll reply you back real soon! (: Maybe really soon cos Im due to go post office sometime this week to mail a package out. Hehe.

I found this photo while loading pictures frm the camera into the computer. I was happily pointing out to Liting the 11:11 on the box on Pw day saying its a sign (cos you can make wishes at 11.11 and obviously we wished for good Pw results!). And zomg I didnt see the B there.

Cool right, so what, is it really a sign? Haha.

Okay. Lol.
Today was okay.... PE was killer, more than 6 rounds I swear. Spread over time with exercises in between. Thank god for aircon during Physics! The girls showered after PE today hahaha it was... funny. Lol.

Oooh its 6pm now. How time flies.
HAHA.

Oh yes, check out the photos on this link, http://dannyrobertsdiary.blogspot.com/2009/04/meet-mr-and-miss-baxley-wedding-day.html The photos look like they are stills from a movie, cool huh. I aim to take such photos :D When I finally get my hands on that dslr.... One fine day.

Why is it so fragile.

I was so happy after PE today cos for all th heats today S10 did really well(: First for 4x100 girls 4x400 girls, and 4x100 guys and second for 4x400 guys. But thats just th heats, gotta see if we have the luck to get into the finals! Hopefully we can. It's been a long while since I can cheer on the guys (for winning) hahahahaha.
But okay that adrenaline rush kinda dwindled down to normal moods and went lower into super tired mode. Once it was Physics everyone was dozing off seriously. My eyes kept closing and I wasnt the only one! My classmate slept til he was literally lying ok. Hahaha super funny but yeah thats how tired we were.
Saw a bit of the SAJC vs MI match, when halftime ended the score was already 1-0 to SA so I suppose SA won? Lol, not surprising there.

Another looong day tmr til 3.30pm. Why cant school end at times like, 1pm): Like last year. Urgh. There's CPE tmr somemore, super tiring okay. There's still Redox quickcheck tmr... oh my tian I hate school work!

Today... I was so hungry to the point of being not hungry anymore. HAHA so is that the highest stage for dieting? Lol. Or in my case, SAVING MONEY!

Miss the Blocks :D

爱就宅一起

I like this video, its cute.
Maybe I shld start watching this drama. Haha.

Tell me when its time to go

Photo spam cos Steffi brought her dslr to school on that fateful Pw day.
Lets not go there.







Sajc vs Tpjc, probably 1-0 cos I left bfore the match ended, when I did it was that score. & there was abt 5-10 mins left in the game.

Ive been waking up early these 2 days, have no idea why. I sleep at 2am like that and wake up at 10am. Oh my tian there's something wrong w my biological clock. I used to sleep til the PMs.... Well yeah.

Time to go convince my mum to take me out.

Dont make me go to school

"如果我们没有回来，
请你要记住
我们曾经一起奋斗过"

Thats frm 终极三国 episode 7 today. What a show of brothership siah. Esp the part, "不管了，豁出去了，管他会不会铁时空。兄弟最重要！" Nice right. Nxt episode nxt episode!

So in the end I went out with Esther to Orchard yesterday after her choir. HK Cafe for dinner! You know, she reminds me of the Gugu (Xiao long nu) in 终极一家 everything people say she would be like "Huhhhhhhhhhhhh?" Very funny one haha super blur. And Esther Yeeeeeeeyi hui is abt the same, going deaf already la that girl. Always "what?" Lol.

Today went to Iluma with my mum and zomg that place is freaking cold. The whole time while my mum was talking w my neighbour at her shop I was freezing really, to the point of trembling lol yeah its that cold. Plus I was wearing shorts so made it worse. AND I drank pure chocolate. The cold one. Lol. But that place's new,quite cool, very red/black-ish. The carpark reminded me of a disneyland ride, driving up was like, dim lights and very going into a tunnel kinda feeling. Movie tickets there are at 6 bucks only! Promotion I heard. Its anyday, anytime! Cool huh. But most shops arent open yet cos its a new place so yeah.

The tears that fell away.

Okay.... There's something wrong with hotmail. I sign in only to be told that I dont have an inbox. Because I dont have a Windows live hotmail acc. Which is stupid because I just happened to sign it with it. Ah sheesh, stupid technology-.- So what am I supposed to do? Create a new acc? Zomg.

Im so happy its Good Friday. Finally I can sleep in. Been so tired this week, have no idea why. So... What are my plans for today? I have no idea.

Instrumental feelings

Some pictures from last Saturday's newspaper collection. Atikah has more haha Im waiting for her to add me on Facebook so I can see the photos that she's supposed to upload. Hehe.







Okay on to today's stuff...
PE WAS HELL TIRING I SWEAR. Okay I officially hate CPE, urgh. Jumping up the stairs seems okay at first but after a while its a pain in the ass seriously. Right now my whole body is aching I have no idea why.
It was Ikea w Shuhua today! Our Monday dating became Tuesday. Hahahah caught up on many stuff w her lol.

Photos are up on Facebook, Im lazy to post them all here. Maybe some other day la haha.

Middle of the week tmr! 2 more days til th holiday and weekends! Cant wait zomg.

MIND YOUR LANGUAGE.

Principal: Where is Mr Brown?
Student: Ah, Mr Brown no come back.
Principal: What do you mean, "no come back"?
Student: Mr Brown, he miss one step. Only one step. And break his neck.
Principal: How can he break his neck by missing only one step?!
Student: The step he miss? -points up- Top step.

Oh my tian so funny go watch Okto now hahaha "Mind Your Language" the show hahahaha

Hey my girl

We had an unexpected heats for sports day today during PE. 12x100 today and 4x100/4x400 nxt week Monday. Amazingly, we got first for our 12x100 girls! Beat the rest by, I dont know, 100m? The last runner was practically jogging only haha. Cool huh? (: Maybe I'd get another medal this year! Hehe.

I was just talking to Sihui and yeah we both agreed that the feeling of being around secondary school friends and JC friends is just different. With secondary school friends its just crazy all around and JC friends there's the added burden of homework and A levels that somehow always pops up (except with certain people). Ah welll, things are different these days. Whenever I think abt Friday I just keep smirking to myself cos Id think of Biondi's pranked and very very red face..... haha. It was so worth th money blew away on Fish and co when Im supposed to be scrimping and saving for a dslr. Haha.

K now back to... whatever I was doing.
Lol.

Little bit of everything

Whats so special about this photo? Nothing right.
But when you tag people into this photo on Facebook, now thats a different story.
So, Sihui got bored and tagged a whole lot of us on it and now.... there are 80+ comments. Hahahaha amzing right. I had to keep refreshing and checking and typing and then refreshing again and so on on that page. Lol! And the msn notices for new emails just kept popping up, not stopping. So funny though!
Its just like this with the tennis pple and the rest. Hahah love it, everytime with them is another hit on my best times ever list. Really! Hehehe,
so whens the nxt birthday, people? :D

失去的可不可以 不是你

Sunday, another Sunday today.
Thank goodness tmr's made up of lectures, GP tutorial, Chem prac, and PE. So... theres no homework that needs to be rushed out by tmr. & Ive owed Nuraida paragraph writing since the March holidays lol. Ah well.

Wanted to bake cupcakes today but my maid's not at home so nobody to set the oven and stuff, too bad no vanilla cupcakes hahaha.

Eating out for dinner later. Yay.(:

I dont regret!

想想我们这一路走过来
突多过了愉快
愉快多过对爱坦白

BD: I. Hate. You. All.
HAHAHAHA omg.











Rest of the photos are on my facebook under '& then the fun begins'. Had one of the best time of my life there w them. In fact,I always feel so happy after meeting up with the tennis gang. Teehehe. Its never short of fun and laughter. Even after sabo-ing Bd by saying its his birthday.... as you can see from the video above :D
Its nice to see even if everything else can change, different school different level etc, everything else still stay the same with these people(: They dont disappoint definitely! :D

Shall we do this again? HAHAHAHA.