Give me tonight and I'll show you.

To get to Shuhua hse, I took Bus 81, Train-ed to Bedok, then Cabbed down. So to get to her house, I have to utilise all forms of public transport, eg bus, MRT and taxi. Lol. Talk about convenience tsk.
Anyway today went to her house to celebrate J's birthday! Left house around 12pm to get balloons and scoured Bedok that area for her cake. & omg seriously Ive never been to Bedok before so I was walking around the entire area (leave it up to the rest to get someone whose never been t Bedok before to buy a cake there!) trying to find a bakery that sells cakes. Trust me its really tiring rushing everywhere trying to find a cake shop(J, feel appreciated! Haha).
Was the first to reach Shuhua's hse and started to blow balloons and was joined by Malan Joeyee and Esther. The lot of us were rushing cos we knew that J was reaching already! J called all of us one by one cos she didnt know what was Shuhua's block number haha. We all like gave excuses can. Shuhua said she was bathing, Esther said just woke up, I told her I was still on the bus, Joeyee still at home, Malan dont knw doing what haha. but yeah lol. Hoped she was surprised though! Even though it was a bit obvious what we were doing haha. At least to pretend to be yah J lol!










We ended up watching 家好月圆 (Moonlight Resonance) in Shuhua's room where all 6 of us just collapsed on the bed(J on the floor) and just watched. The girl damn bitch siah tsk cannot stand her. Anyway yeah, comfortable la haha. Like family like that(The show the family damn nice!!! Big family, lucky man) Left her place about 6 like that to the airport.!
Dinner w the class and Pb's gang for Pb's birthday dinner haha. We wanted to ask Miss Lee but she didnt reply our sms or call so oh wellllll. Everyone slowly left end up whats left of S30's, me Xinyi Justin Weijia Joeyee Malan Chicky. We (all S30 minus Malan and Xinyi) then left earlier to go play mahjong at Justin's place! Play until 11.50 like that then cabbed home lol.

Like this lor. Last day of F1 tmr!

Send me the rain

Happy birthday to J and Danny! (:

Today's school isnt worth mentioning cos really it wasnt that good a time.

Anyway, it was after school that mattered. Here's it in pictures(:
FORMULA ONE GRAND PRIX :D
(I nearly went deaf man really its super duper loud! & Im sure now I can recognise a formula one car coming from miles away already!!! It was nice when they skidded and some minor crashes. Haha that made it interesting.)

The gods will throw the dice

Everyone should check out the catalogue "OUTSIDERS a diary of a young teen" on pullandbear.com cos its just so cool. I wish I could make scrapbooks like that.

Today was.. a mess? I dont know. 7 of us took pink form and left school. For various reasons whatsoever so that class was left w what, 15 people?Ha it was supposed to be lesser but then ya, oh well. Ate lunch at Long Johns' at TM (damn funny la) & then headed down to town w Justin and Chicky. Met up w my mother instead, she was having piano. Shopped around and stuff before heading home. Ya just like that.
My day w/o school. How happy you know.

All letters have been given out. Here's to the future.

The judges will decide
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low

Think about nothing

What a day.
My dropout form got torn up by Shuhua/Steffi/Jieying (damn) and attempts to get it again was ruined sigh. Dont ask me why Im taking the form la isnt the answer very darn obvious? Mdm Yang was so obvious so stoned about it all so it seems that the final decision is out like right now. Whatever la okay I really dont want to talk about it.

Anyway a group of us made our way to Shuhua's hse after school today. Its damn ulu la okay I've never even been to that area before please. Played mahjong, watched 不良笑话 w Esther (laughed damn a lot). Skipped piano cos Sh's hse was in the middle of nowhere lor, so hard to go anywhere can. Lol. Left around 8pm.

Reached home dinner and stuff. Aiyah the usual la.
I dont know but somehow I didnt like today.

Tonight I can write the saddest lines.

"The same night, whitening the same trees.
We, of that time, are no longer the same."

One of the perks of being sick is that you dont have to wake up so early to go to school and can sleep in until the ungodly hour of 3pm. So it seems, it isn't a bad thing that you dont have to go to school after all. It is, however, great.

Spent my time online shopping(more like, window shopping), watching the first 2 episodes of Heroes season 3(!), and arranging my worksheets into 'keep' and 'throw away'. Which of course, most of the junk goes into 'throw away' as I dont think Im going to have the need for them anymore... but either way, at least the drawers look neater now.
I've been packing my clothes too and from the internet, been getting inspiration to make it all much different than before. But the fact remains that yours truly is too short of cash to make it real. One day perhaps,I'll drop by Spotlight and finally get the stuff to turn fantasy into reality. One fine day, hehe.

Okay so there's school tmr as per normal. Something that we're all so not looking forward to, Im sure.

One million wishes

"I'll miss you hehe"
"Dear girl, i will miss you too!"

K thank goodness I got a ticket to not go to school tmr. I dont knw just dont feel like going. As in really really really dont feel like going.
School was quite.. uneventful today I guess? Maybe not really but for the first day of officialy school after such a break, no one was really in the mood to study and was really drowsy and everything during first lesson today whch was Chem. It was definitely one ear in and one ear out. Im not sure if tmr wld be any different. Maybe we'd all perk up a little. Hah. But I got a feeling tmr everyone would be really sleepy. Cos like half the class is heading to Ecp to spend the night out there before going to school in the morning. But either way, Im not going to school. Yay.

Good luck to those taking your promos now(: Dont do anything you would regret! Haha.

Our Last Summer

So, I watched Mamma Mia w dad and brother just now. Its a movie like musical, like high school musical like that. Its pretty nice(: A lot of songs and dance in the show haha, it certainly looks like fun and damn, the place is beautiful there. Looks like a great place to grow up you know, really.

Spotlight & Made w love tmr! Yay.

We made our way along the river
And we sat down in the grass by the Eiffel tower
I was so happy we had met
It was the age of no regret
Oh, yes
Those crazy years
That was the time of the flower-power
But underneath,we had a fear of flying
Of growing old
A fear of slowly dying
We took our chance
Like we were dancing our last dance

When its meant to be

It was a good Friday today(:
Inter-house competitions in school and even though we aren't professionals at basketball we still managed to win one game out of the two we played. Haha yay go Seagull! Falcon won most of the games though so overall house champion, obviously.
After that went to eat lunch w half of the class and ended up watching a movie! Babylon AD. I tell you tsk, the show's effect aren't that bad but seriously it doesnt make sense at the end. Okay okay Im not going to spoil the show for you but honestly, what kind of ending is that?!?!?

Dropped by the post office on the way home and reached home & watched tv for a while and then started watching 放羊的星星. Hehe so far episode 6 already.. not bad okay haha. Got like scenes that remind me of 转角遇到爱 cos aiyah drama what. Lol. But nice, still! :D

We got one more weekend left to unwind and let go. Lets make the most out of it.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VERONNNN :D Im glad you got my letter in time! I was still thinking 'shit shit what if the letter doesnt arrive in time'. Haha yay.

An idealistic situation

It is ideal to be promoted.

Main Entry:
1ide·al
Pronunciation:
\ī-ˈdē(-ə)l, ˈī-ˌ\
Function:
adjective
Etymology:
Middle English ydeall, from Late Latin idealis, from Latin idea
Date:
15th century
1: existing as an archetypal idea
2 a: existing as a mental image or in fancy or imagination only ; broadly : lacking practicality b: relating to or constituting mental images, ideas, or conceptions
3 a: of, relating to, or embodying an ideal b: conforming exactly to an ideal, law, or standard : perfect — compare real 2b(3)
4: of or relating to philosophical idealism

Freedom means you have nothing left to lose

It was Aids Aids Aids today at the National Library. You should see the stack of books my group has on Aids man! & we're supposed to like read through all of them to see if there's anything relevant. Lol. The books on Aids are one word - boring. No, make that two words - really boring. But anyway it was nice and comfy even though it was really quiet at the library haha. A good place to study I guess.
After that went to Orchard w Natasha, Shuhua, Weijia and Justin. I had piano there anyway. Walked around and saw many pretty winter coats!!! Its a pity that Singapore doesn't have the four seasons, there would be no chance to wear these coats so sad. All those winter coats reminded me of Thailand and yeah.. Oh well. Reached home around 8plus pm after that.

You know, even though the Thailand thing everyone's kinda settled about it and doesn't really want to pursue it anymore, but I guess I don't wanna give it up yet. Afterall, its something that involves the whole class, and its a once in a lifetime thing. & with that, enough said I know what Im going to do already.. After all, what's there to lose?

Its a deal then

Every beautiful instance.

I find it kinda cool, that like our whole class is going National Library to do project work together(: And its a out of school thing somemore. Haha. Okay la actually nothing big but kinda cool to me lol.

It figures that I'd be up at this time(even though I shouldnt be cos I gotta meet them early tmr). These 'holidays' for me, there'd surely be an end to it, cos inevitably, the results are gonna come and yeah everything wont be such a holiday anymore when we recieve the dreadful end of it, retaining. At that time, there wont be a happy face in the house you mark my words. So hey, Im taking it as it comes, so when that time comes, at least I wont regret doing things I wanted to do but didnt do yeah.

1.50am.

Let's take a walk.

All this stemmed from this photo Rod suddenly sent me, seems like he hasnt sent me this yet since.. I dont know really long ago. It was taken on Gradnight last year and dont we look happy(:

The happiness last time was always just spur of the moment, just about anything that'd make us laugh out loud and it makes you breathless cos you're just laughing so hard about something that in truth, wasn't that funny.
Those were the times that were so genuine, something that nothing can ever replace(: It was something in its rawest sense, that it's hard to even find a duplicate.
It was great, having the time of my life(:
Love you 4c people, we'd better have our annual chalet! :D

Off the edge.

Something to live by once you've finished something major and not knowing the outcome: Play first, think later.

And yes finally the day is here!!! When Promos are finally over but still the result remains unclear and vague but you probably have a slight inkling of whats gonna happen and I dont think there'd be any silver lining in my future):

But then again whatever.

Today had a proper class lunch w 21 out of 23 people showing up(: So proud of the class haha! Lunched at TM before heading to Marina Square. Then we split up, some of us supposedly going to movies whilst some of us went Kbox. No prizes for guessing which one I went w haha. Of course, who would pass up an opportunity to witness the insanely 'infamous' J/S in action? Haha.



We occupied much of the space in the carriage especially in front of the doors, of course earning much frowns from the public but well who cares really.

Always there in you

Im so full now man. Just had dinner w family at Centrepoint's Crystal Jade Korean Bbq, hehe. Yummy but full la lol.

I cant wait for tmr to be over and then its officially holidays(without thinking about the retaining aspect of it all that is.)

Hopes can fail and dreams can fade
Rain can fall down on your big parade
Maybe love will take your heart or break your heart
There are no guarantees

Its a call i'd never get

I had a really wonderful dream today! Pity my sister woke me up sigh. She woke me up in quite a brutal way too, she hit me w a clothes hanger!!! Its super ouch la okay lol. But the dreamm, mhmmmm. I doubt i'd dream it again so sad. Ah welll.

Woke up at 4 today(yes 4 lol, its late even by my standards tsk). Ended up being ushered to change and out of the house by 5pm cos my sister wanted to go somewhere. Carebear she says. Myg that girl's obsessed w carebears okay. Im sure if i counted those at home it'd be at least a 100!! Can you imagine if I sold them? One at least 20 bucks. Hmmmmm nice. lol me and my mother were saying, sell them when my sister's grown out of it, but it doesnt seem like happening anytime soon oh well.

I love saturdays(:

Hold on cos it'd be alright

One paper left. Omg.

So since today's Friday, Fridays shouldnt be spent at home(:

Headed to Bugis, after the Physics paper ended at a lovely time of 10am, w Shuhua, Steffi and Natasha. Got myself a lovely bracelet at Diva!!! and then we went to eat Seoul Garden when Steffi left. Seoul garden in the afternoon isnt that good an idea come to think of it. We didnt even eat that much cos it was well, lunch and we usually dont even eat lunch!

They took me to Haji lane after that(I've been never gone there before believe it or not!), and the designs and layouts of the shops are pretty but some places are freaky I dont know like can see ghosts kinda freaky lol. Most of the shops werent open so yeah I guess I didnt get the full tour yet haha. But the shops that were actually open had housed nice stuff, but really overpriced I think!! Oh welll lol first trip there la maybe next time would find some great thing inside there haha.

This goes out to Faizzah & Sihui :D
Faizzah you cut your hair again?! Lol I remember the first time I met you your hair was really long and you said you were planning to grow it long enough like touch the ground right haha! I miss sitting beside you in sec 3! & then all those staring in sec 4! So fun you know you. Haha. Miss you gotta catch up soon and you can tell me all about aherm aherm alright!
Sihui! I hope you like the surprises haha. Its nothing much though, just few pieces of paper but I hope you enjoy it (: Things come when you least expect it to haha. Miss youuuuuu, and yes we must go out soon!

Must have done something right,

My fingers are frozen, its way too cold in here! Freezing to death in front of the laptop man.
Haha. But as compared to the afternoon sun in Singapore, I'd take this anyday. Okay there I go again about the weather in Singapore but seriously man dont you prefer the rainy days? I know I do. & one of the plus side of rainy weather is that its pretty much the greatest weather to sleep in in. Lol.

2 papers left.

Physics tmr, I just have to get 30 and above cos Ive gotten my H1 already(chinese, hopefully). Its the H2 thats pulling everything down I guess. Last paper's Chem on Monday so hopefully, that one helps, if we're all in the mood to study it that is.

So so sleepy right now.

Gossip Girllllllll haha.

Been GossipGirl-ing.
Chace Crawford just looks so good in the show. HAHA.

Open seas and shores

Oh I believe,
你直得被珍惜
也直得被放弃

I just blew 48bucks away.
I hope it was worth it, and that it wasnt on impulse(I wasn't in the right mind at that time I think, I was really mad at someone). Myg. Half of my month's allowance's gone is just one week. I wonder how I always manage to end up being completely, utterly broke by the end of the month. In words of Mrs Poon, oh dear.

3 papers left.

31.99 x 1.45 = 46.39 (sigh)

Mum: -scolding my brother at the top of her lungs-
Bro: I dont know how I got so many messages! I only have 500 in my phone!
Me: -walks up to brother, and shakes his hand- Congratulations, you've broken my record of 2000 messages.

Yes omg my brother, who has NEVER ever used really used a phone to sms (he didnt even take it out before) until a few months ago, broke my sms record that got my dad so mad at me for incurring such high costs for my phone bill. He got near 3000 messages wow. For a guy who didnt message til a few months ago, that's a real big deal man. Good luck w him for dealing w my dad. He's lucky dad's overseas now tsk.

Im so glad half of chem's over. & that its chinese tmr which you dont have to study. But then Thursday's Maths which suck a lot cos my Maths is a complete failure, seriously. I cant even do binomial(not anymore I guess?).
Joy to the world man, joy to the world. Urgh.

MESSYY

K just to show you what kinda environment I 'study' in hahahaha.
Who am I kidding. LOL.

My insanely cluttered desk. Actually, this isn't the worse. During the holidays when my sister used to do her cards beside me, myg that was headache-y messy!

The space which was supposed to be empty..