Kay here I am again.
Come to think of it, layouts for blogger are way nicer!! Still,livejournal have a sort of neat feel to it when you post or something,even with the pictures and everything so I'll still keep it there.

Flying off to Japan tmr morning,8.25am flight. (too early for you crazy people who are thinking of sending me off,no?)

Last day of work today was funny haha. The people Daryl & I worked with were quite hilarious, and th way they talk!! The best, I tell you. Its a nice ending to the week plus 2 days including today I've been working really. It's at National Musuem,freezing cold articlike place for sure,especially since getting caught in the rain and getting into the place a little wet.. Yup,its hell cold (kinda contradictory cos hell's not supposed to be cold lol).

Anyway,I know that Im damn desperate for the watch,but haha,I've been convinced that I can wait for the trip to Jpn to get it cos apparently,the watches there are way nicer? ( Mum,"They have the best things in the world." Me, "The best prices too. Not.")

Right,seeya then.

Completely at overthstars.

I aim to at least afford a porshe (sp?).
Lol,its the cheapest between porshe,ferrari,an lamborgini(sp?).

Today's the end of the new.Okay,nvm,I also dont know what Im saying.

Tonight I've fallen.

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

There's not enough time.

Amplitude.

Sauwuan! She wasn't supposed to eat Macs ( unhealthy),but she did anyway,ha.
Went out with 4C for Ratatouille! Thanks Sihui for the ice cream. (:
Tennnnnniiiiiiisssssssss. 5 hrs worth of the game! We played til sundown la.




Pau and her question marks. -.-



What will it take to make you come back
Girl I told you what it is and it just ain't like that
Why can't you look at me
You're still in love with me
Don't leave me crying
Wait For You - Elliot Yamin

overthstars@ livejournal.com.

But nah,I wont stop it here. Cos well,this has been w/ me for soo long,lol.

To a place where there's nothing left.

Yesterday
I waited for your friends to walk away
So I could say just what I mean

I know we’re moving fast
We’re running from the past
I’m holding on before it fades away

Could it be that maybe it’s our first mistake
And Baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love

Standing still
I’m waiting round to see if this is real
Cause I feel like I’m asleep
I’ll open up my eyes
Cause you might be the type
Of girl that makes me dream when I’m awake

Could it be that maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love

So tell me can this really work
Or will we end up getting hurt
Is this love or myth
So tell me are you in for this
There’s so much than we can see
More than you
More than me
It takes two to believe

Maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight

Maybe it’s our first mistake
And baby that’s alright
It’s crazy how we lost ourselves tonight
There’s a reason why they say that we should give it time
But time is not enough
And that’s the reason why
When you’re young you fall in love

That’s the reason why when you’re young you fall in love
That’s the reason why when you’re young you fall in love
The Reason Why

To let go.

Sigh. This isn't a good day. For both Sihui & I. Sucks man.

Sometimes, you get too attached to something, and then refuse to let go. Perhaps its time you learn that letting go is the only way to go. There are moments in life where you feel like giving up, you feel like wiping off the smile on your face to replace it with the true expression. But you hang on. You always do. And in the process, you might forget your true feelings; you might forget how to really express yourself. But you’ll be brought back to it, you’ll be brought back by one person, that you’ll never ever forget. That guy, would be the one to help you open up, even though he’d be the one to make you cry, to make you feel things that you refused to feel before. And crying is definitely one of them. The promise that you have made to yourself, the one where you promised yourself to never cry, would be broken. It might be in vain, it might not. At least you learnt to speak up, to show your true feelings. There’ll be people who can see through you, people who don’t. But you got to learn for yourself, that you would have to be yourself.
Yes, everyone knows, and those who really know, letting go is hard. It’s not as easy to just pick a skill up, and then stop learning it. It’s not as easy to let go, as it is to have your pet die, and you just forget about it. A pet’s different from an actual person, someone who have touched your heart in ways you never thought would happen. Someone who perhaps showed you how love could be. Yes, I know it’s stupid, since no one would have expected a sixteen year old to really know what love is about. And it’s your stupid naivety that makes you believe that it really is. But it’s better than anything else, better than the flowers that you love so much, better than the sunset from the plane. It’s an unexplainable feeling, a feeling so indescribable that you can’t find anything to describe it, really. But other than the happy times, it’s been really heart breaking.
It’s time you learn to let go. It’s time you learn that there are many things awaiting for you out there, to learn that there are still many things you can experience in the world, without being grounded here. You aren’t meant to be tied down, we all know that. But you could be, if you met the right person, at the right place, at the right time.
You could always give it another shot, try harder, since you’ve already gone so far, but try not to lose yourself in the process. It’d hurt, but maybe it’ll work. You won’t know until you try.
There are always times where you feel that no one really cares, that if maybe you just die, they’ll all be like ‘oh that’s so sad’ and then just forget all about you. Those times are the loneliest, but you just have to get through it. That’s what you have to do, that’s what you need to do.

Maybe you shld just die and it'd solve things,damnit.

Veron LGR!

List out your top 5 birthday presents you wish for:
1. Surprise me! :]
2,3,4,5. (All the same,lol.)

1. The person who tagged you is: Veronica Lo.
2. Your relationship with her is: My crazy little friend!
3. Your 5 impressions of her: Pretty, hilarious, crazy, errrrrrr, straight forward, and nice!
4. The most memorable thing she has done for you: I dont know,let me go her house? Oh yeah,picking me up from school!
5. The most memorable words she has said to you: "I miss you" Lol.
6. If she becomes your lover, you will?: I doubt it'd ever happen! She got too many guys after her already la,haha.
7. If she's your lover, what she has to improve on?: Come back more often!! Lol.
8. If she becomes your enemy, you will: Oh please,that would never happen.
9. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is: I dont knowwwwwww, we dont argue at all siah.
10. The most desired thing you would like to do for her now is?: Get her on a flight back now! Hehe.
11. Your overall impression of her: Chio buuuuuuuuu. Lol.
12. How do you think people around you will feel about you: Erm,I dont know,you ask them?
13. The character you love about yourself is: The fact that nothing can affect me a lot?
14. On the contrary, what character you hate about yourself: Saying the wrong thing at the wrong time.
15. The most ideal person I would like to be: ME!
16. For the people who cared & liked you say something to them: HELLOOO!

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you.
Anyone who sees this! Lol,do if you want to lar. But tell me if you did it!

Pieces.

Hopefully,everything would slowly fall into place,just like they were supposed to be.

No, its not alright.

This is one beautiful song. I can't stop listening to it,lol.

Lisa: Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be thinking of you
It's the wrong time
For somebody new
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Lisa: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
With you.

Damien: Leave me out with the waste
This is not what I do
It's the wrong kind of place
To be cheating on you
It's the wrong time
She's pulling me through
It's a small crime
And I've got no excuse

Damien: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun (Lisa: it's not alright) away when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how (Lisa: it's not alright) am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

Damien: Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright with you?
If you don't shoot it how (Lisa: its not alright) am I supposed to hold it
Is that alright with you?
Give my gun away (Lisa: its not alright) when it's loaded
Is that alright
Is that alright with you?

(Slight Overlap..)
Damien: Is that alright yeah? with you?
Lisa: Give my gun away when it's loaded
Damien: Is that alright yeah?
Lisa: If you don't shoot it how am I supposed to hold it
Damien: Is that alright yeah?
Lisa: Give my gun away when it's loaded
Damien: Is that alright, is that alright?

D & L: Is that alright with you?

Damien: No...
9 Crimes

Okay,anyway. Its already Wednesday, and finished papers:
Social Studies,A Maths P1, E Math P2, Chemistry P2,and Physics P2.
There's the literature P1 and P2 tmr. So good luck to me for memorising all the quotes and such. I doubt Im really going to memorise them though. Just know enough to put them into the essays. Highly doubt that Im going to do well though. Its LIT. Lol.

Hm,I hope it rains tomorrow.

If you dont, who would.

So super cute. (:
The Peach Garden restaurant at Thomsom Plaza's really yummy. It can really make one full,lol.
Anyway,the weather's getting real hot these days. No more rainy days I guess? Well,I hope it rains soon yeah. Rain,come on,rain.

Cliff & I have 81 things to do. And counting,lol.

Then we'll celebrate.

Once in a lifetime
Means there’s no second chance.
So I believe that you and me
Should grab it while we can.

High School Musical 2's nice! Lol. Yeah,watched it already,and hur hur,I dont have Disney Channel,go figure.
Its been a lovely week,but unfortunately,the week's over,and its saturday already. Monday school reopens and tada,prelims. Great. Not.

Those small crimes.

Sunny day today.Too hot,cant it just rain. The day started out great,but its end? Lesigh.
But anyway,teacher's day celebration today,so happy teachers' day 'chers (in advance). Aces was kinda hilarious,if you watched the people around you do it. Especially the poor teachers who had to follow along with the steps even though they didnt have the practice we did during pe time. Okay,so today's concert wasn't really as nice as National Day's,where we got all hyped up and everything. I stood at the gallery with Cliff,Sophia,Bern,Nikki,and Linda and many many others who sat and watched frm there,when 4A/B/C class were only supposed to be up at the gallery. Oh well,they just went up anyway.
Iwas supposed to go out today,since its a friday,and definitely not a 'study' day for me,but turned out,here I am,at home,with nowhere to go. How disappointing,really.
But,forget it.

My thanks go out to S,R,LP,S,M,N,B,S,A,K,and whoever else if I've forgotten.But,thanks anyway,you people.

You can try walking..back.

Try again or walk away.

She's clinging onto whatever hope she has left.

English Prelims today. Paper one and Paper two. Section One topic I wrote no.5 on Bridges,and Section Two's on Extended Lessons for Sec threes. Finished quite fast,at arnd 9.20am I was done? Yeah,I had lots of time left. Paper two's on hang gliding,and parachuting.
Chemistry after English,til 1.45pm. It poured like crazy,and so took a taxi home. Right now weather's quite cooling,and the rain's stopped.

Right,Im still coughing,sniffing,and everything. Fever in the morning,but went to school anyway of cos. I wonder if I'd have fever every morning,lol. I'd probably be delirious.
At least tmr's half day,teachers' day celebrations,along with the annual talent search.

Rainy rainy days. I wonder when it'll stop. Hopefully,it wouldnt ever.

Thanks to those. You know who you are.

Thousand miles apart.

Its been a long day.

That's something.

My sorethroat's bad,but anyway,
Phone's problem solved. I got it back.. kind of. Its a long story. Lol.

Chinese's nowaday's kinda slack cos,we dont have to attend lessons,so during Chinese,you'd see me sitting somewhere in the school,doing some other worksheets, lol. With Jasmine,no less. And most of the time,we'd get distracted. But oh well,at least we have time to get things done.. Haha.

Oh and, just to clear my pictures..

One example of free chinese periods.
Horoscope glow in the dark thing. I drew it on the table.

Coe room! Limpon's sortof jacket/vest. She made me wear it,lol.
Jasmine. ( You deleted the unglam picture,damnit. --)
She's supposedly fuming. I decided to give her a hand to make it real,lol.

& then there was free chinese period.

& then physics rememedial. LOL.

If not for the..

For the past 2 days,I've been staying at school til around 8plus,9pm? Yeah,the open library til late thing has started on Monday. Honestly speaking,I thought that it would be quite unproductive, as it wld be quite distracting with people around. It turned out that it wasn't that bad, what with snacks provided and all. Lol.

For all those who've messaged me since Sunday,well, I've lost my phone. Sad,super sad. & its NOT funny. Sheesh. At least I still wasn't as bad as Jasmine,she lost hers after four days.

&& I've ate donuts today! :] Its yummy,haha.



2 A.M. and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're tellin me you're so confused
You can't make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me

But only love can say -- try again or walk away
But I believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So I'll just play my part
And pray you'll have a change of heart
But I can't make you see it through
That's something only love can do

In your arms as the dawn is breaking
Face to face and a thousand miles apart
I've tried my best to make you see
There's hope beyond the pain
If we give enough -- if we learn to trust

Chorus

I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'd give our dream just one more chance
Don't let this be our last good-bye

Chorus
Only Love,Trademark.

I want my phone back.
I think the cat's sent from above,its helped us. Lol. Amazingly. & not considering the fact that its damn cute. :D

Gone,why?

The ring of the phone that suddenly seemed all the more soothing and reassuring.

Two two two.

Okay,I got really really unexpected, but a pleasant surprise, results for my Chinese Os on Monday. I used to fail Chinese you know,and AG5 no less,lol. & yet I dont have to retake! Amazing ain't it. I got a TWO! :] & distinction for the oral section, no less! Super unexpected man!
And my mother was saying that it's sheer luck,lol. As a reward for scoring, I got a new phone! Finally. Lol. W580i. Its the love!


Grey one's Diniy's,and white one's mine. Whee.

But anyway, today was English Oral for the Os. The topic was on Environment. Unexpected really,cos the past two days the questions were like, "Whats your favourite toy?", "Whats your favourite food?",etc. So yeah,today's topic was really general as compared to those. Photo's a picture of bus 61 ( 'Eunos via Telok Blangah Rd's the sign on the bus.). It was stuck in a flood. Yes,flood.

E Maths P2 Mock Exam tmr. So boring. There's tuition to look forward to though. (:

The clock ticks by.

Seoul Garden: 4C Style.
Hell,Im going to miss you guys when it's all over.

If not for you.

I was home at around 11pm+ on the past 2 days so,lol. Tiring,but fun.

8th Aug

Bernard & I were at school early,so we decided to have a little fun.. resulting in many pictures of Sauwuan,with Cheryl Tang and Pau joining in,haha!
It was all in pure fun when we crowned our cake 1st,2nd,and 3rd. LOL! We got 3rd actually though. Haha. It was also pure fun when 4C started to get all hyped up during the community singing at the celebration. STAND UP for S'pore,yeah,when we started jumping, haha.
Happy birthday Jasmine! :D Rachel & I put icing on her,LOL.

After that,I went out with Sophia,TzePui & Cliff to find HK's present. Orchard that area,yup.
Headed to Marina Square to meet the class at around 5 +!
SEOUL GARDEN. :D

Singing her birthday song w a cupcake to celebrate,lol. & we realised that Jasmine's scream can be triggered,hehe.
FLEMING'S LEFT HAND RULE,in various versions.

LOL.

That pig got himself super full after competing w/ Yongjie for eating. Lol.


Esplanade @ night.
Ruiwen & I got a little too high,so yeah,we started imitating the King&I poses,LOL!


The day ended off with a little truth or dare,4C style,haha.
&&,RODERICK! Photos,please. :D

9th Aug
Happy National Day!

HweeKiat's party at his house,and Rush Hour in the afternoon with the guys. Lol. It's quite fun,even though I was the only girl. :] I was quite entertained, not by the singing though! HAHA.

TODAY
Happy birthday Tiff. (:

I woke up early today,despite the fact that I slept super late last night. There has got to be something wrong with my biological clock. Sheesh.
I was supposed to go out w Selena today,but that girl seems like she cant make it. So wild, tsk.
So.. now what?

And I, I, wanna tell you that I'm sorry.

There comes a point in time, when nothing seems to matter,
when every word no longer means anything to you,
when you cant remember who a name belongs to,
when everything seems to bleak,
when nothing seems to cheer you up.
When that tear hidden in your eye just refuses to fall,
when no one seems to be around you,
when everything else fades away.
When all you can do is say, Im sorry.

Ignore that,lol. I just felt like writing that so yeah.
Captain ball during PE today was seriously hilarious. Rachel & I make a good shooting team dont you think? ;]

Cant wait for Wednesday/Thursday/Friday! Holiday week,this week.Haha.

I knew rooms full of ashes,
tunnels where the moon lived,
rough warehouses that growled Get lost,
questions that insisted in the sand.
-Sonnet XXV, Pablo Neruda

Amirul wants me to say that he introduced PN to me. Oh well,yeah,here it is.