Taiwan! Here I comeeeeeee. (: HAHA. Yup yup. I'm going! Yay. I could have gone on June 7, but no, they just had to put the day for excursion to the National Museum on that day. Hmph. Ah well. At least I can go, haha.
This is junk. Lol. I'm blogging abt.. nothing in general. Ok. Whatever that comes to my mind...
Selena Ng aka Rogue, lol! ( Her tagboard.)
Rebellionnnnnn. Lol. ( Dont ask! You wouldnt want to know..)
AND RANDOM RANDOM STUFF. Lol.
Selena restarted her laptop cos she thinks that its dying on her, LOL. Lameeee. Such a dole. (:
May I have this dance
saw you sitting lonely
I hope you would say yes
may I have this dance
look into my eyes I as I offer you my hand
my hand
dance forever
stretch out my hand
to dance with your inviting warmth providing hand
and I stand out facing me
embracing me into my companion for a dance,
dance forever
dance forever
when we dance
I'll whisper nothing in your ear
speak in words you'd never hear
this is my love
it will not stop or start and
you know that in your heart
you know that in your heart
you lift your hands to me
you lift you hands to me and
hold me so close and
you dance forever and
you dance forever and
you dance forever
-MAY I HAVE THIS DANCE - Copeland. (:
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Yong Jie has a twisted mind!! Real twisted, haha.
Lim Pon is mad abt him! When she saw him, she practically pounced on me in joy. She scared the hell outta me. -.- I thought what happened! To think it was cos of him! Oh well, she missed her bus cos she was busy ogling! Lol. Yes, Pon. I posted abt this. Ha!
SIAN.
Lim Pon is mad abt him! When she saw him, she practically pounced on me in joy. She scared the hell outta me. -.- I thought what happened! To think it was cos of him! Oh well, she missed her bus cos she was busy ogling! Lol. Yes, Pon. I posted abt this. Ha!
SIAN.
Monday, May 29, 2006
BLADING. Wheeeeeeee! With my new blades! Haha. YES. I bought a pair of blades for below $100!! Lol. Though its not that great as all the others with metal bottoms, I still love mine!! Haha. Simply for the fact that its mine. (: HA. Rollerblading was kaeish (inside joke! Hehe.) , but it still rocked!! Lol.
Oh shoot. Chem test tmr! Better get back to my bonding and structure! Wish me luck! Haha.
BOP BOP BOP BOP TO THE TOP!!!
Lol!
Oh shoot. Chem test tmr! Better get back to my bonding and structure! Wish me luck! Haha.
BOP BOP BOP BOP TO THE TOP!!!
Lol!
For two nights straight, yours truly have been suaning Cheryl in the first few minutes of a new day! Lol. Oh well. Good start for a good day. Lets hope today doesn't rain so the weather would be great for blading later in the afternoon. Hmm. So far so good, though its a little too hot for my liking, at least its not raining. Wheeeee. (:
I cant believe it! My brother, that dont-give-a-damn-abt-anything guy, said that Angel aka Ben Foster was handsome! LOL!! Watched X3 again last night, yay. I would loveeeee to walk through walls. Lol. Fast transport. Ha.
Well. Changed my picture on the blog. Yea. (:
I'm in my moon phase, my pink days
When everything is okay.
I'm beautiful, invincible,
perfectly impossible.
- Supernatural High
I cant believe it! My brother, that dont-give-a-damn-abt-anything guy, said that Angel aka Ben Foster was handsome! LOL!! Watched X3 again last night, yay. I would loveeeee to walk through walls. Lol. Fast transport. Ha.
Well. Changed my picture on the blog. Yea. (:
I'm in my moon phase, my pink days
When everything is okay.
I'm beautiful, invincible,
perfectly impossible.
- Supernatural High
Sunday, May 28, 2006
The first thing that happened to Cheryl Koh on 28 May 2006 (12.00am) : GET SUANED BY YOURS TRULY.
Lol! Yup. We were chatting on the phone.. until around 12.15am today. I was all, "Good morning Cheryl!" at around 12.00am, and of cos, suaning her. Hehe. (: The day began good! Hope it ends well too. So far, rainy weather, haha. Which I dont know to classify under good or bad la. On one hand, its nice weather! Cos its cold and all. On the other hand, I cant go swimming! Ah well. Haha. Hope it stops raining soon, wheee! (:
Yay! I'm watching XMen3 again tonight! Haha! Yay. I love the ice skating scene, lol.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
- Rascall Flatts
Ohoh. And I changed my desktop wallpaper again, haha. So bored yesterday la. I went to look through all the High School Musical videos ( We're All In This Together rocks!!), and then got nothing to do already, lol.
Off to my Pure Choc! (: Wheeee!
Lol! Yup. We were chatting on the phone.. until around 12.15am today. I was all, "Good morning Cheryl!" at around 12.00am, and of cos, suaning her. Hehe. (: The day began good! Hope it ends well too. So far, rainy weather, haha. Which I dont know to classify under good or bad la. On one hand, its nice weather! Cos its cold and all. On the other hand, I cant go swimming! Ah well. Haha. Hope it stops raining soon, wheee! (:
Yay! I'm watching XMen3 again tonight! Haha! Yay. I love the ice skating scene, lol.
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doing it
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still harder
Getting up, getting dressed, living with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do
Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
- Rascall Flatts
Ohoh. And I changed my desktop wallpaper again, haha. So bored yesterday la. I went to look through all the High School Musical videos ( We're All In This Together rocks!!), and then got nothing to do already, lol.
Off to my Pure Choc! (: Wheeee!
Saturday, May 27, 2006
Its ME on take-thestage.blogspot.com! Whee.
Well, yeah, same old me. Haha.
SATURDAY! Whee. The beginning of holidays, yay. However, few two weeks still have to go school! Sad, but at least better than the Band ppl! According to Faizzah's schedule, they only have FIVE days free. AW! Cant you feel the pity in the air!? Yup. (: Haha.
June's coming! And many people's birthdays, lol.
Roderick - 3rd
Lim Pon - 7th
Xiang Yu - 11th
Cheryl Tang - 13th
Rachel - 14th
Joy - 20th
WF - 21st
Nicole/Blog - 22nd
YUP! December still got more. Let's take a look at the Dec babies:
Pei Yun/Mary - 2nd
Yi Ru - 9th
Xiao Lin - 14th
ME! - 16th
Pamela/Vanessa - 17th
Liang Wei - 18th
Chee Yang - 19th
Terence Lim - 20th
Shi Xiang - 27th
Janice Mok/Aida' - 30th
Deborah Lim - 31st
COOL. So many, lol.
It was humbling, hard, realization -- How different we were. There were so many obvious differences, but then there were these insignificant facts that revealed themselves as time went on, and sometimes they made things harder. Sometimes it was a big deal to get over the latest revelation about each other, and just accept the fact this was how it was supposed to be. We were different -- He could focus on the positive, and I was slowly becoming a cynic; He was afraid at times, and though he was stubborn, he could admit his fear for a situation, whereas I was just wholly stubborn and refused to see things; He had a gorgeous vocabulary, and I always sounded like a rambling idiot when I used words like he did. We balanced each other out, though. He needed to realized the negative, and I needed to embrace the positive. We, whether we knew it then, needed one another.
- All That Matters
(:
YES! GOOD OLD ME, SUCCESSFUL PICKED A LOCK! WHEEEEEE.
It was no easy feat! YAY! I did it! (((:
Well, yeah, same old me. Haha.
SATURDAY! Whee. The beginning of holidays, yay. However, few two weeks still have to go school! Sad, but at least better than the Band ppl! According to Faizzah's schedule, they only have FIVE days free. AW! Cant you feel the pity in the air!? Yup. (: Haha.
June's coming! And many people's birthdays, lol.
Roderick - 3rd
Lim Pon - 7th
Xiang Yu - 11th
Cheryl Tang - 13th
Rachel - 14th
Joy - 20th
WF - 21st
Nicole/Blog - 22nd
YUP! December still got more. Let's take a look at the Dec babies:
Pei Yun/Mary - 2nd
Yi Ru - 9th
Xiao Lin - 14th
ME! - 16th
Pamela/Vanessa - 17th
Liang Wei - 18th
Chee Yang - 19th
Terence Lim - 20th
Shi Xiang - 27th
Janice Mok/Aida' - 30th
Deborah Lim - 31st
COOL. So many, lol.
It was humbling, hard, realization -- How different we were. There were so many obvious differences, but then there were these insignificant facts that revealed themselves as time went on, and sometimes they made things harder. Sometimes it was a big deal to get over the latest revelation about each other, and just accept the fact this was how it was supposed to be. We were different -- He could focus on the positive, and I was slowly becoming a cynic; He was afraid at times, and though he was stubborn, he could admit his fear for a situation, whereas I was just wholly stubborn and refused to see things; He had a gorgeous vocabulary, and I always sounded like a rambling idiot when I used words like he did. We balanced each other out, though. He needed to realized the negative, and I needed to embrace the positive. We, whether we knew it then, needed one another.
- All That Matters
(:
YES! GOOD OLD ME, SUCCESSFUL PICKED A LOCK! WHEEEEEE.
It was no easy feat! YAY! I did it! (((:
Friday, May 26, 2006
ROLLER BLADING! WHEEE. I just came ate my dinner after joining Selena at East Coast to blade.
SO FUN!
Oh oh. And I didnt fall! Obviously, but Sele did! Haha. The "twigs" are to blame, according to her, lol. Yup, the offending twigs on the floor, haha.
We are gonna buy blades together! Yeah, me and my savings that are going to be gone by the time June holidays are over, lol. BUT, its Great Singapore Sale now, so, grab the chance eh?? Haha.
Results on the other hand.. total disaster.
Oh yes, I've just finished a new story that according to Sele, the ending is sad, lol. Yeah. I told her so. (:
SO FUN!
Oh oh. And I didnt fall! Obviously, but Sele did! Haha. The "twigs" are to blame, according to her, lol. Yup, the offending twigs on the floor, haha.
We are gonna buy blades together! Yeah, me and my savings that are going to be gone by the time June holidays are over, lol. BUT, its Great Singapore Sale now, so, grab the chance eh?? Haha.
Results on the other hand.. total disaster.
Oh yes, I've just finished a new story that according to Sele, the ending is sad, lol. Yeah. I told her so. (:
MORNING SUNSHINE. THE EARTH SAYS HELLO!
Except for the fact that it ain't really morning now. (: Lol.
RY's Romeo (x Selena; says:
i can go blading!!!!!!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEE
YAY!
HAHA!
WHEEEEE
WHEEEEEEEE
WHEEEEEEEE
LALALAAAAAAAAAAAA
YEA!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO
LALAAAAAAAAAAAA
Conclusion: She's high. Durh.
Take a look at this wierd thing:
Selena's shown as offline, and yet she still can talk to me. How wierd is that!? Happened twice le, I just logged out and logged in again, and.. ok, can le. Lol.
Ltr gonna go sch at around 4.20pm to collect my report book! Oh man. Sure sucks one la. ): Sigh. My level position would be somewhere around the bottom few, class one too, I'm sure. Sigh.
Onward to happier news.. I might be going overseas! Even though its to Taiwan if we go.. its still overseas! Haha. Yay!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMEE! (: Enjoy your day you turn 16! Haha.
The first day of holidays! Wheee. I'm definitely looking forwards to the days when I dont have to wake up so early.. Lol.
A part of me wanted to turn away and mutter some apology for being so weak and being on the brink of a break down. Another part of me wanted to break down, just to see if either of us could handle. And a final part of me wanted to be stubborn and strong, and hold my head high -- Because I was never a girl that needed someone. I never needed saving, or a Hero, or even a role model in my life. I had made it this far almost completely on my own, and I wasn't sure how a girl like me could offer all of her insecurities to the world, and stand there helplessly with her hands at her sides, and a pained expression on her face -- And let somebody else do the fixing up. I didn't know how to be appreciative, or sincere, or anything but a mess. An absolute mess.
-All That Matters.
Except for the fact that it ain't really morning now. (: Lol.
RY's Romeo (x Selena; says:
i can go blading!!!!!!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEE
YAY!
HAHA!
WHEEEEE
WHEEEEEEEE
WHEEEEEEEE
LALALAAAAAAAAAAAA
YEA!
WHOOOOOOOOOOO
LALAAAAAAAAAAAA
Conclusion: She's high. Durh.
Take a look at this wierd thing:
Selena's shown as offline, and yet she still can talk to me. How wierd is that!? Happened twice le, I just logged out and logged in again, and.. ok, can le. Lol.
Ltr gonna go sch at around 4.20pm to collect my report book! Oh man. Sure sucks one la. ): Sigh. My level position would be somewhere around the bottom few, class one too, I'm sure. Sigh.
Onward to happier news.. I might be going overseas! Even though its to Taiwan if we go.. its still overseas! Haha. Yay!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY IMEE! (: Enjoy your day you turn 16! Haha.
The first day of holidays! Wheee. I'm definitely looking forwards to the days when I dont have to wake up so early.. Lol.
A part of me wanted to turn away and mutter some apology for being so weak and being on the brink of a break down. Another part of me wanted to break down, just to see if either of us could handle. And a final part of me wanted to be stubborn and strong, and hold my head high -- Because I was never a girl that needed someone. I never needed saving, or a Hero, or even a role model in my life. I had made it this far almost completely on my own, and I wasn't sure how a girl like me could offer all of her insecurities to the world, and stand there helplessly with her hands at her sides, and a pained expression on her face -- And let somebody else do the fixing up. I didn't know how to be appreciative, or sincere, or anything but a mess. An absolute mess.
-All That Matters.
Thursday, May 25, 2006
X MEN 3! ROCKINGGGGGGGGG.
YES, indeed. It rocked, haha. After that went to Macs at Taka, and realised that Kay left her wallet in the cinema. Called Nicole to help find, and went back to Cathay there and take her wallet. And I didnt speak to Kay & Sele at all on the way, lol. Annoyed them, durh. And I tricked Sele abt something! So funny lor, haha. Ah well. Highlight of the day: XMEN3! Dur! Lol.
"I l0ve you." And then he stabbed her.
Do you know why Logan stabbed Jean? Cos he loved her. He loved her so much that he was willing to relieve her of her suffering even though it meant killing his loved one. How tragic. Sigh.
YES, indeed. It rocked, haha. After that went to Macs at Taka, and realised that Kay left her wallet in the cinema. Called Nicole to help find, and went back to Cathay there and take her wallet. And I didnt speak to Kay & Sele at all on the way, lol. Annoyed them, durh. And I tricked Sele abt something! So funny lor, haha. Ah well. Highlight of the day: XMEN3! Dur! Lol.
"I l0ve you." And then he stabbed her.
Do you know why Logan stabbed Jean? Cos he loved her. He loved her so much that he was willing to relieve her of her suffering even though it meant killing his loved one. How tragic. Sigh.
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
My throat is screaming bloody murder man! URGH. It hurts even to talk.
Riddle me this: Why is Heather, the one with the lower pitch, singing the girl's part, which is of a higher pitch, and MS, who is of a higher pitch, singing the guy's part, which is obviously of a lower pitch?
.....
WIERD.
Okay, went to PP with Cheryl, MS and Pam around 2pm, we didnt stick around to see the band performances.
Chok Zheng Kai! I want's JEWEL's picture! You know, JEWEL!? J-E-W-E-L!? Yes! That Jewel. Haha.
You ran around, inside my head,
And you passed out, I felt dead.
I realised that you made me live.
And when my world starts to cave in,
You jumped inside and take my hand
No matter where, you're always there.
(: BORED.
Riddle me this: Why is Heather, the one with the lower pitch, singing the girl's part, which is of a higher pitch, and MS, who is of a higher pitch, singing the guy's part, which is obviously of a lower pitch?
.....
WIERD.
Okay, went to PP with Cheryl, MS and Pam around 2pm, we didnt stick around to see the band performances.
Chok Zheng Kai! I want's JEWEL's picture! You know, JEWEL!? J-E-W-E-L!? Yes! That Jewel. Haha.
You ran around, inside my head,
And you passed out, I felt dead.
I realised that you made me live.
And when my world starts to cave in,
You jumped inside and take my hand
No matter where, you're always there.
(: BORED.
Tuesday, May 23, 2006
In Rachel's words: HILARIOUS.
It was not known to me that RACHEL TANG did not go to school this morning too when I declared myself unfit for school cos of the loss of voice. Lol!
Mrs Poon would definitely be wondering where her two er, worst Lit students had gone, and whether they skipped school or not. Which is, in this case, not what WE had thought about. We didnt even know the other was not going to school.
Uh oh. POOR FIZA. You know what I mean.. Haha.
However, I'll definitely go school tmr! Haha. Talent Search. Lol.
Oh well. Too bad. (:
It was not known to me that RACHEL TANG did not go to school this morning too when I declared myself unfit for school cos of the loss of voice. Lol!
Mrs Poon would definitely be wondering where her two er, worst Lit students had gone, and whether they skipped school or not. Which is, in this case, not what WE had thought about. We didnt even know the other was not going to school.
Uh oh. POOR FIZA. You know what I mean.. Haha.
However, I'll definitely go school tmr! Haha. Talent Search. Lol.
Oh well. Too bad. (:
Monday, May 22, 2006
And the conclusion is? Ice Blended Pure Choc is a so called perfect remedy for sore throats. (: Lol. It worked for me! Haha.
Today was a sleepy day! Physics, the light was off cos we did the light experiment and omg, it was such a perfect time to sleep, lol. Felt like camp lor, so I was yawning away during English. Chinese was sooo boring la. Watch some cartoon abt a PIG, and then almost everyone was sleeping cept for the guys. Even Cheryl fell asleep and I had to wake her up to talk to me. Lol. Chemistry got no mood to do the experiment. But still did it, just didnt finish on time. And the lovely lovely salt crystals! Looks like glitter to me! Its sooo nice lor. (:
Oh cloud. Need to do the Chi wkbk. Sigh.
Lol. Steve.
Today was a sleepy day! Physics, the light was off cos we did the light experiment and omg, it was such a perfect time to sleep, lol. Felt like camp lor, so I was yawning away during English. Chinese was sooo boring la. Watch some cartoon abt a PIG, and then almost everyone was sleeping cept for the guys. Even Cheryl fell asleep and I had to wake her up to talk to me. Lol. Chemistry got no mood to do the experiment. But still did it, just didnt finish on time. And the lovely lovely salt crystals! Looks like glitter to me! Its sooo nice lor. (:
Oh cloud. Need to do the Chi wkbk. Sigh.
Lol. Steve.
Sunday, May 21, 2006
Living in my own world. Didn't understand
That anything can happen. When you take a chance
I never believed in. What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart. To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way. And right here tonight
This could be the start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way. I know it for real
This could be the start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before. But now it's easy to see
It's a start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new
- High School Musical, Disney!
I love this song! (: Haha. I wanna watch the showwwww. Lol.
Currently, I'm driving Sele bonkers! Wheeee! So fun! HAHA. Funny.
Last night had Like Mike on Channel5! So funny and nice, lol. So I watched Rebound this morning! Both bball shows, plus got the same person act, soooooo. Yeah! Haha.
STEVEEEEEE. (: My love for eternity! Til death do us part! <3
My current desktop:
That anything can happen. When you take a chance
I never believed in. What I couldn't see
I never opened my heart. To all the possibilities
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way. And right here tonight
This could be the start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Now who'd of ever thought that
We'd both be here tonight
And the world looks so much brighter
With you by my side
I know that something has changed
Never felt this way. I know it for real
This could be the start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
I never knew that it could happen
Till it happened to me
I didn't know it before. But now it's easy to see
It's a start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
That it's the start. Of something new
It feels so right. To be here with you
And now looking in your eyes
I feel in my heart
The start of something new
Start of something new
- High School Musical, Disney!
I love this song! (: Haha. I wanna watch the showwwww. Lol.
Currently, I'm driving Sele bonkers! Wheeee! So fun! HAHA. Funny.
Last night had Like Mike on Channel5! So funny and nice, lol. So I watched Rebound this morning! Both bball shows, plus got the same person act, soooooo. Yeah! Haha.
STEVEEEEEE. (: My love for eternity! Til death do us part! <3
My current desktop:
Saturday, May 20, 2006
Yum. I love ice cream. (:
*Whisper* Memories, memories, memories
In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears
Made me promise
I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears
Together in all these memories I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears
-Within Temptation
Silence.
The solitude of being home alone. Oh, joy.
*Whisper* Memories, memories, memories
In this world you tried
Not leaving me alone behind
There's no other way
I'll pray to the gods: let him stay
The memories ease the pain inside
Now I know why
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears
Made me promise
I'd try
To find my way back in this life
I hope there is away
To give me a sign you're okay
Reminds me again
It's worth it all
So I can go home
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears
Together in all these memories I see your smile
All the memories I hold dear
Darling you know I love you till the end of time
All of my memories
Keep you near
It's all about us
Imagine you'd be here
All of my memories
Keep you near
The silent whispers
The silent tears
-Within Temptation
Silence.
The solitude of being home alone. Oh, joy.
Friday, May 19, 2006
Out of the blue
They said we couldn't be together
I have to get over you
We've been given no choice,
We have no voice
Out of the blue
OVER THE HEDGE.
Its nice la. Really. I like the songs! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LY.
Haha. And its WF's sister's birthday today right, happy birthday! Lol.
Sleepy in the morning today! Very sleepy. Kept yawning during Maths. After that maybe a little more spirited la, but not very, lol. Went to PP with Cher and Sele. Met MS there. Walked arnd lor. Then took bus to meet my bro & his little friends at Toa Payoh. My mother and neighbour was there too. Yup. Watched Over The Hedge lor. (: Good choice I made to go. Thank gawd. It was nice k!! Haha.
My bro's friends are over at the house now. Laughing really really loudly. Gonna give me a headache, sighh.
They said we couldn't be together
I have to get over you
We've been given no choice,
We have no voice
Out of the blue
OVER THE HEDGE.
Its nice la. Really. I like the songs! (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LY.
Haha. And its WF's sister's birthday today right, happy birthday! Lol.
Sleepy in the morning today! Very sleepy. Kept yawning during Maths. After that maybe a little more spirited la, but not very, lol. Went to PP with Cher and Sele. Met MS there. Walked arnd lor. Then took bus to meet my bro & his little friends at Toa Payoh. My mother and neighbour was there too. Yup. Watched Over The Hedge lor. (: Good choice I made to go. Thank gawd. It was nice k!! Haha.
My bro's friends are over at the house now. Laughing really really loudly. Gonna give me a headache, sighh.
Thursday, May 18, 2006
Ah. I'll finally get to meet the famous Veronica that Sele keeps talking abt. Lol. She's coming back tmr, yay! Haha.
No fair. Hmph. Da Vinci Code!! Faizzah, Julia and her friend went to watch this morning, and YES, they got in! And then, me, MS, and Sele went to try, and NO, we couldnt! They wanted each and everyone of our ics! So irritating! Nicole, Weiru, Abygail and Nicholas were stranded there too. They couldnt watch, SIGH. Neither could we. Hmphhh. Why so strict!? Sigh, so changed the tickets to XMen 3 next week. I'm gonna get Da Vinci Code's DVD man!
Ok, then, we were just changing the tickets when I spotted Chee Yang lingering around, left behind by Kenneth & co. Lol. So all four of us walked arnd, HMV at Heeren and such la. Then we convinced him to treat us! Yes, you read it right, Chen Chee Yang, self-proclaimed stingy, treated us to Crystal Jade! (: Lol. He had a budget lor, 10 bucks for each of us, lol! Yeah! Haha. And when he got the bill, $28+, he gave the "only!?" look, lol. Too rich la, him.
Sentosa this morning! LUGEEEEEEE. Lol. Yup. Went all the way there just for it. Its the thrill that attracts us la, the wind too, lol. I raced with Sele and dur, won! Lol. It was a closee fight. Haha. MS was left behind cos she didnt know how to brake and such, and the person had to reteach her. Lol.
Fun fun! Dont wanna go back to sch tmr!! Sighhh. Sian la.
No fair. Hmph. Da Vinci Code!! Faizzah, Julia and her friend went to watch this morning, and YES, they got in! And then, me, MS, and Sele went to try, and NO, we couldnt! They wanted each and everyone of our ics! So irritating! Nicole, Weiru, Abygail and Nicholas were stranded there too. They couldnt watch, SIGH. Neither could we. Hmphhh. Why so strict!? Sigh, so changed the tickets to XMen 3 next week. I'm gonna get Da Vinci Code's DVD man!
Ok, then, we were just changing the tickets when I spotted Chee Yang lingering around, left behind by Kenneth & co. Lol. So all four of us walked arnd, HMV at Heeren and such la. Then we convinced him to treat us! Yes, you read it right, Chen Chee Yang, self-proclaimed stingy, treated us to Crystal Jade! (: Lol. He had a budget lor, 10 bucks for each of us, lol! Yeah! Haha. And when he got the bill, $28+, he gave the "only!?" look, lol. Too rich la, him.
Sentosa this morning! LUGEEEEEEE. Lol. Yup. Went all the way there just for it. Its the thrill that attracts us la, the wind too, lol. I raced with Sele and dur, won! Lol. It was a closee fight. Haha. MS was left behind cos she didnt know how to brake and such, and the person had to reteach her. Lol.
Fun fun! Dont wanna go back to sch tmr!! Sighhh. Sian la.
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
I shall take Planet CRUSH's advice on blogging.
School today wasboring FUN! I went out with A and B and A annoyed me to no end. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
ER..!! I prefer my own style. Lol.
Ok, went out today with my mum & sis. Nothing much la. Went to get a really really belated birthday present for Fiza cos I felt like it! Haha. She'll only get it on Friday, lol.
Heard that the roof leaking thing that happened last year was in YouTube. Dont know. Gonna check it out. (:
Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So tell me what it is
That keeps us from each other now
Yeah it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
School today was
ER..!! I prefer my own style. Lol.
Ok, went out today with my mum & sis. Nothing much la. Went to get a really really belated birthday present for Fiza cos I felt like it! Haha. She'll only get it on Friday, lol.
Heard that the roof leaking thing that happened last year was in YouTube. Dont know. Gonna check it out. (:
Close your eyes, make a wish
That this could last forever
If only you could stay with me now
So tell me what it is
That keeps us from each other now
Yeah it's coming to get me
You're under my skin
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
{edit} CE is annoying me to no end!! Urgh.
English & Chinese:
Long long ago, Chinese had been a young and popular child, who was known for her beauty. Then English, the daughter of the West, was introduced into the Middle East. Everyone flocked there to see how English was like, and upon coming home, all they could do was talk about how beautiful and how wonderful English was. Chinese was slightly jealous and yet, she didn't want to blow matters up, since English had not really affected her life, until a couple of years later, when English stepped into Chinese's district. English challenged Chinese to a duel and then they fought, soon, English had won over the people, western and eastern people alike. Chinese was humiliated and then forced to retreat to her hometown, China. English soon became universally known and Chinese was stuck in its territory, quietly spreading its influence to win over English once more.
-Me.
I cant think!! Stupid CE speech! What in the world am I supposed to talk abt!? Singapore is soooo boring! Roman&Latin studies all the wayyyyyyy! University of Virginiaaaaaaaaaa! SIGH!! No speeches please! Its sooo.. frustrating! My mind's not working anymore! After exam is automatic shut down!! {/edit}
More results back. Sigh. Did I mention how much I hate exams & results? Well, now I have. Urgh.
Eng was simple. Just talked abt universities & colleges. Yup. Cos Puja wanted to mark her Sec 4 Lit scripts. Yeah. So ask us to keep quiet while she marked her stuff. Class photo today too.Wasted Spent almost one, no, half, period of Georg Elect for that. Yup.
And do you know how nice the Ipod Shuffle is!? Its so super light la. Lol. BUT. I still like my Nano. Though it looks quite fat with the white skin on. Ah well. Too bad there's no nice stickons. If not, I'll buy and stick and dont need the skin le. Lol. Yup. Adding songs into the Shuffle now.
I'm a miser. (:
YEAH.
English & Chinese:
Long long ago, Chinese had been a young and popular child, who was known for her beauty. Then English, the daughter of the West, was introduced into the Middle East. Everyone flocked there to see how English was like, and upon coming home, all they could do was talk about how beautiful and how wonderful English was. Chinese was slightly jealous and yet, she didn't want to blow matters up, since English had not really affected her life, until a couple of years later, when English stepped into Chinese's district. English challenged Chinese to a duel and then they fought, soon, English had won over the people, western and eastern people alike. Chinese was humiliated and then forced to retreat to her hometown, China. English soon became universally known and Chinese was stuck in its territory, quietly spreading its influence to win over English once more.
-Me.
I cant think!! Stupid CE speech! What in the world am I supposed to talk abt!? Singapore is soooo boring! Roman&Latin studies all the wayyyyyyy! University of Virginiaaaaaaaaaa! SIGH!! No speeches please! Its sooo.. frustrating! My mind's not working anymore! After exam is automatic shut down!! {/edit}
More results back. Sigh. Did I mention how much I hate exams & results? Well, now I have. Urgh.
Eng was simple. Just talked abt universities & colleges. Yup. Cos Puja wanted to mark her Sec 4 Lit scripts. Yeah. So ask us to keep quiet while she marked her stuff. Class photo today too.
And do you know how nice the Ipod Shuffle is!? Its so super light la. Lol. BUT. I still like my Nano. Though it looks quite fat with the white skin on. Ah well. Too bad there's no nice stickons. If not, I'll buy and stick and dont need the skin le. Lol. Yup. Adding songs into the Shuffle now.
I'm a miser. (:
Girls dont like boys, girls like cars and money.
Boys will laugh at girls when their not funny.
YEAH.
Monday, May 15, 2006
She finally broke and cried her heart out.
SUCH A NICE HOME I COME HOME TO. WOW. MY MOTHER GREETING ME WITH A SCREAM, HOW HOMEY. HOW NICE. BLOODY HELL. SO WHAT. SO WHAT IF I COME HOME LATE. AH, NO. I DONT HAVE TO EAT ISIT!? HOW MAGNIFICENT. HOW NICE IF I FAINT FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER DURING TENNIS! AND GUESS WHAT? SEE IF I CARE! I DONT GO TENNIS LA! HOW THE HELL DOES IT HELP IN LIFE, HUH!? ENEMIES COME, YOU HIT THEM WITH THE TENNIS BALL ISIT. DAMN YOU. TENNIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE FUN, AND WHY, WHY OH WHY, I FEEL AS THOUGH I AM OBLIGATED TO GO TENNIS!? TO GO AND PLAY A SPORT THAT SUPPOSED TO BE FUN AND LEISURE LIKE!
Bloody hell. Come near me and I'll blow my top at you, so dont you dare try it.
To those who know, the slightest thing can piss me off. Ask Cheryl for the experience.
I'm off to drown myself in the shower. Maybe when I come back, I'll feel much better and less bitter.
Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And your left with yesterday
Left with the memories, I,
I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time I had you with me
Though we go our separate ways
I won't forget so don't forget
The memories we made
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you, And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
Please remember, please remember me
Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away
With just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time
We'll never know again
Please remember, please remember
I was there for you
And you were there for me
And remember, please remember me
Please remember, please remember I was there for you
And you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine
And we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me
And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me
Please remember, Please remember
- LeAnn Rimes
When the rain falls and the sky gets dark.
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Brothers are soooo annoying!!
My brother claims I turned on the computer for the entire night, and thats why this morning I could get onto the computer so fast! Thats utterly ridculous! I just happened to fly out of bed the moment I heard the bedroom door open and on the computer in time, so when you came in you saw the computer on to MY webpage! CANNOT ISIT! Urgh. Brothers! And now he tattletaled some lies and my time is cut SHORT. Oh darn you la. Cant you just sit there like the little boy you are and stick to the stupid gameboy!!! Ass. I eagerly anticipate the day you go for your NS! So I would have peace & quiet!
I'm cooling down
Ok, lets talk about other stuff.
Last night dinner was my mother's side of the family one. Ate huge bowls of sharkfin. Yum. Me and Tiff played with the phones, calling ZK (who was sitting across the table) at random intervals. My phone was still diverting so I tried calling my own phone, and omg, it worked. Haha. I called my own phone on my phone, and then it sounded on his phone, I think. Lol. Me and Tiff also talked abt going overseas, throwing all the destinations at her mother, lol.
Another lunch thing later. Eating some.. 'Buddha Jumps Over The Wall' thing. MS says its expensive. Lol. Havent tried it before. It might be nice, dont know.
An interesting fact: Lee Kuan Yew has an English name and its Harry. Lol.
Knowing I want you,
Knowing I love you,
I can't explain,
Why I remain
Careless about you.
How can I love you so much,
Yet make no move?
I pray the days and nights,
In their endless, weary procession,
Soon overwhelm
My sad obsession.
-Lyrics from "You and I" from Chess
I give up. No tears shall be shed.
My brother claims I turned on the computer for the entire night, and thats why this morning I could get onto the computer so fast! Thats utterly ridculous! I just happened to fly out of bed the moment I heard the bedroom door open and on the computer in time, so when you came in you saw the computer on to MY webpage! CANNOT ISIT! Urgh. Brothers! And now he tattletaled some lies and my time is cut SHORT. Oh darn you la. Cant you just sit there like the little boy you are and stick to the stupid gameboy!!! Ass. I eagerly anticipate the day you go for your NS! So I would have peace & quiet!
I'm cooling down
Ok, lets talk about other stuff.
Last night dinner was my mother's side of the family one. Ate huge bowls of sharkfin. Yum. Me and Tiff played with the phones, calling ZK (who was sitting across the table) at random intervals. My phone was still diverting so I tried calling my own phone, and omg, it worked. Haha. I called my own phone on my phone, and then it sounded on his phone, I think. Lol. Me and Tiff also talked abt going overseas, throwing all the destinations at her mother, lol.
Another lunch thing later. Eating some.. 'Buddha Jumps Over The Wall' thing. MS says its expensive. Lol. Havent tried it before. It might be nice, dont know.
An interesting fact: Lee Kuan Yew has an English name and its Harry. Lol.
Knowing I want you,
Knowing I love you,
I can't explain,
Why I remain
Careless about you.
How can I love you so much,
Yet make no move?
I pray the days and nights,
In their endless, weary procession,
Soon overwhelm
My sad obsession.
-Lyrics from "You and I" from Chess
I give up. No tears shall be shed.
Saturday, May 13, 2006
POSEIDON ROCKS!
Its soooo nice. (: And I love my lollipop.
To GV supervisors: For goodness sake, stay at your post! If not, we're gonna miss our movie!
Then went to Bishan to join my extended family. Yea, all the aunties & uncles were there. Singing karaoke. Lol. I was reading my book the whole time, of cos got sing la, but to their amazement, I sang and read at the same time sometimes. My uncle who was sitting beside me was shocked that I could do that and still sing out every word of the song, lol!
After that went to eat Ding Tai Fung. My dad made me run all the way to there and get a number. Hmph. Ah well, as Selena said, good exercise. Ha.
My bro and I developed this routine la. Cos everytime my mother goes over a hump outside our house that lane, the car feels like its flying up. And there are 4 humps there. Ok, so me and bro would pretend to grab each other, hang on for dear life and start screaming when she goes over a hump. LOL.
Hm. Something funny from my brother's book "Butt Wars"'s glossary:
Fart - A small explosion between the legs. The exact size, duration and intensity of the explosion, however, will vary depending on various factors including age, weight and diet of the individual. Highly flammable. Avoid.
LOL!! Funny.
My dear dodo: We're here. (:
Its soooo nice. (: And I love my lollipop.
To GV supervisors: For goodness sake, stay at your post! If not, we're gonna miss our movie!
Then went to Bishan to join my extended family. Yea, all the aunties & uncles were there. Singing karaoke. Lol. I was reading my book the whole time, of cos got sing la, but to their amazement, I sang and read at the same time sometimes. My uncle who was sitting beside me was shocked that I could do that and still sing out every word of the song, lol!
After that went to eat Ding Tai Fung. My dad made me run all the way to there and get a number. Hmph. Ah well, as Selena said, good exercise. Ha.
My bro and I developed this routine la. Cos everytime my mother goes over a hump outside our house that lane, the car feels like its flying up. And there are 4 humps there. Ok, so me and bro would pretend to grab each other, hang on for dear life and start screaming when she goes over a hump. LOL.
Hm. Something funny from my brother's book "Butt Wars"'s glossary:
Fart - A small explosion between the legs. The exact size, duration and intensity of the explosion, however, will vary depending on various factors including age, weight and diet of the individual. Highly flammable. Avoid.
LOL!! Funny.
My dear dodo: We're here. (:
Some of us fall by the wayside
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars
And some of us soar to the stars
And some of us sail through our troubles
And some have to live with the scars
Thursday, May 11, 2006
{edit} I cut my hair.
My hair's short.
OMG. I actually did it. LOL! Ok, not such a big deal, lol. But its short! Fine. Dont care. Done le. Non eraseable k. Oh, whatever! Haha.
Poseidon's calling me. I wanna watch it! {/edit}
"Anyone with an observant eye could tell you everything about her. However, what they couldn't see was the broken pieces of her heart and the turmoil she was going through in her mind. What they saw, was only a facade. The outside that's seen on the surface, what is inside could actually be completely different, and no one, no one at all, could tell."
-6th EEA
Anticipation of BOREDOMMMMM.
I'm bored. Bored. B.O.R.E.D. BORED. I hate that word. Sighhhh.
And I have NO idea why I woke up so early. Stupid internal alarm clock.
I was writing EEA. I wrote so little only lor! Can't think la. Too early. The chapter 7th. Its gonna come to an end soon. Yay. It'll end, when I decide to continue to write it.
I found the adaptor for my mother's memory card! Now can put songs inside and then bluetooth over to my phone le, yay! Haha.
It's not a secret, or a sign
It not the way the stars are lined
It's just exactly what is true
Not a superhero, it's just you
If my reason to blog is cos I'm bored, that means I must be bored everyday, which is kind of true, lol. Nothing is thrilling enough. I even get bored when I go out, haha. Ok. Dont mind me. I'm VERY bored right now.
11 o'clock already.
My hair's short.
OMG. I actually did it. LOL! Ok, not such a big deal, lol. But its short! Fine. Dont care. Done le. Non eraseable k. Oh, whatever! Haha.
Poseidon's calling me. I wanna watch it! {/edit}
"Anyone with an observant eye could tell you everything about her. However, what they couldn't see was the broken pieces of her heart and the turmoil she was going through in her mind. What they saw, was only a facade. The outside that's seen on the surface, what is inside could actually be completely different, and no one, no one at all, could tell."
-6th EEA
Anticipation of BOREDOMMMMM.
I'm bored. Bored. B.O.R.E.D. BORED. I hate that word. Sighhhh.
And I have NO idea why I woke up so early. Stupid internal alarm clock.
I was writing EEA. I wrote so little only lor! Can't think la. Too early. The chapter 7th. Its gonna come to an end soon. Yay. It'll end, when I decide to continue to write it.
I found the adaptor for my mother's memory card! Now can put songs inside and then bluetooth over to my phone le, yay! Haha.
It's not a secret, or a sign
It not the way the stars are lined
It's just exactly what is true
Not a superhero, it's just you
If my reason to blog is cos I'm bored, that means I must be bored everyday, which is kind of true, lol. Nothing is thrilling enough. I even get bored when I go out, haha. Ok. Dont mind me. I'm VERY bored right now.
11 o'clock already.
Wednesday, May 10, 2006
MI3! Lol. Some parts were funny. And other parts were loud. And it doesn't help that we were sitting below a speaker, lol.
There. MI3. Nice. (: ( MS didnt understand! Lol.) And omg. I love that orange sports car man.
Today sch got a teeny riot outside general office, lol. Had to surrender our handphones for SPA, and then had to collect from the office. The stupid OM was standing at the door, holding one side of the door open, and only let one class in at a time. He simply doesnt know his alphabets la. A,B,D,E,C. Gawd. 3C always last lor. Haiyoh. Nearly late for the show, but me and Sele practically sprinted out of school and hopped into a cab and took off, lol. We didnt even change, haha.
Go there, watch finish MI3, Cheryl and Sele like so dead like that. Haiyoh. Actually wanted to watch another show, but see Cheryl's face arh, wlau, like so hard to do it like that. So, in the end didnt watch. Walked to Taka to eat Macs and buy my kaleidoscope! Oh, and Kino, I bet it was the first time MS picks up a book! Lol. Then go home by taxi lor, I super lazy la.
And then right, the taxi uncle scolded me for no reason, just cause I just said a side comment that he could have turned left, then he scold me lei!! Keep talking abt what," must tell first, if not, wait got accident how". Its not as if I tell him to turn left right! I only said that he could turn left, not must what. Aiyoh. So.. bad luck. Taxi uncles are so different la. To think that last time I sick that time, that one was sooo nice lor. Haiyoh. They should be more friendly next time man!
HOLIDAY FOR 4 DAYS IN A ROW. YAY. (:
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
HEY JULIET! (:
There. MI3. Nice. (: ( MS didnt understand! Lol.) And omg. I love that orange sports car man.
Today sch got a teeny riot outside general office, lol. Had to surrender our handphones for SPA, and then had to collect from the office. The stupid OM was standing at the door, holding one side of the door open, and only let one class in at a time. He simply doesnt know his alphabets la. A,B,D,E,C. Gawd. 3C always last lor. Haiyoh. Nearly late for the show, but me and Sele practically sprinted out of school and hopped into a cab and took off, lol. We didnt even change, haha.
Go there, watch finish MI3, Cheryl and Sele like so dead like that. Haiyoh. Actually wanted to watch another show, but see Cheryl's face arh, wlau, like so hard to do it like that. So, in the end didnt watch. Walked to Taka to eat Macs and buy my kaleidoscope! Oh, and Kino, I bet it was the first time MS picks up a book! Lol. Then go home by taxi lor, I super lazy la.
And then right, the taxi uncle scolded me for no reason, just cause I just said a side comment that he could have turned left, then he scold me lei!! Keep talking abt what," must tell first, if not, wait got accident how". Its not as if I tell him to turn left right! I only said that he could turn left, not must what. Aiyoh. So.. bad luck. Taxi uncles are so different la. To think that last time I sick that time, that one was sooo nice lor. Haiyoh. They should be more friendly next time man!
HOLIDAY FOR 4 DAYS IN A ROW. YAY. (:
Hey Juliet
I think you're fine
You really blow my mind
Maybe someday, you and me can run away
I just want you to know
I wanna be your Romeo
HEY JULIET! (:
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
{edit} Omg. I'm soooo sad. ): My heart is aching. Have I mentioned how much I love digital stuff, especially laptops? And, moreover, those are the ones that I cant buy! Why? Cos I've got nooo money at all. And its saddening. Extremely seriously sadddddddddd! Sigh. Laptops, cameras, PSP, my god. Sony would drive me to FHMC one day with their super nice stuff!! Sigh sigh sighhhhhh. {/edit}
I just saw a cbox where there is the message:
Cbox will be back shortly.
Thank you for your patience.
How do they know that we are going to be patient? What if we're not? And how can cbox be back shortly. Its not even a living thing. Sheesh.
Gimli: What's happening out there? -jumps-
Legolas: Shall I describe to you, or shall I find you a box? [ HA, SX! Lol.]
As I've mentioned, I'm watching the trilogy now, haha. So, expect more Lord of the Rings quotes from me. Lol.
Going home was funnyyyyy! Haha, with Jia Jun's lameeeeee jokes. Hahaha. And those rocks in Sean's bag and he didnt even notice it! Lol. Both side pockets somemore, haha. Wait til he go home and go "Eh, what are these rocks doing here!?" Oohh. I can just imagine his face. Hilariously hilarious!
My dad not only brought home a trophy from his golf tournament, but an IPOD VIDEO too! White somemore! And now, he has an Ipod Shuffle and a Ipod Video. And I seriously doubt he uses them, lol. But well, I dont need it, I love my Nano. (: Haha.
LAST PPR TMR. FINALLYY.
Except results of cos.
And the hate thing?
I mean it. Hypocrite. Hmph. To think I thought you were nice. Apparently, I judged wrong. I didnt see the true you at all. Go away and stop bothering us.
I just saw a cbox where there is the message:
Cbox will be back shortly.
Thank you for your patience.
How do they know that we are going to be patient? What if we're not? And how can cbox be back shortly. Its not even a living thing. Sheesh.
Gimli: What's happening out there? -jumps-
Legolas: Shall I describe to you, or shall I find you a box? [ HA, SX! Lol.]
As I've mentioned, I'm watching the trilogy now, haha. So, expect more Lord of the Rings quotes from me. Lol.
Going home was funnyyyyy! Haha, with Jia Jun's lameeeeee jokes. Hahaha. And those rocks in Sean's bag and he didnt even notice it! Lol. Both side pockets somemore, haha. Wait til he go home and go "Eh, what are these rocks doing here!?" Oohh. I can just imagine his face. Hilariously hilarious!
My dad not only brought home a trophy from his golf tournament, but an IPOD VIDEO too! White somemore! And now, he has an Ipod Shuffle and a Ipod Video. And I seriously doubt he uses them, lol. But well, I dont need it, I love my Nano. (: Haha.
LAST PPR TMR. FINALLYY.
Except results of cos.
And the hate thing?
I mean it. Hypocrite. Hmph. To think I thought you were nice. Apparently, I judged wrong. I didnt see the true you at all. Go away and stop bothering us.
Monday, May 08, 2006
Fell deeds awake. Now for wrath, now for ruin, and a red dawn.
A Maths was, er, okaye. Not so hard la, so most likely tmr's paper 2 would kill me. Well. After A Maths only 9.05am lor. So, me, Sele, Pam and Nicole went to Parkway Macs, wanted to eat breakfast, but then reach there le, didnt felt hungry at all, so me and Sele headed to Coffee Bean to drink ice blended choc and the two followed, haha. We ended up sitting at Coffee Bean and talked abt stuff. Then got once, we were talking quite seriously, and Pam suddenly held up a boat and went "Tissue boat" in a very kiddy voice, and we started laughing. I nearly choked on my drink la! It was soooo funny. Then continued talking, and Pam continued her tirade with "Paper aeroplane" in a, once again, kiddy voice that set us off again. Lol! Nicole's might be going Perth soon, and that started me and Sele talking abt going overseas. Then I mentioned that FYK was going to US, and then she started saying she wanted to follow, so smsed him and told him, which started off a chain of er.. wierd stuff. Haha. Sele & I made a pact that next time, we would go around the world together! Yeah! Haha.
Then, we headed back to Macs, where Nicole joined Imee & co, Pam went home, supposedly to sleep, and Sele and I started walking around Parkway. Haha. We went to see a lotta stuff, most stuff made both of our hearts ache ( that laptop and camera!). Oh well, wait til we're rich & famous. Haha. She'll buy the black Vaio laptop, and I'll buy the white! ((: Then, didnt really wanna go home, so went to eat lunch at food court lor. Still didnt feel like going home, so walked 3 lvls of Parkway, haha. Thats how sian we were abt going home. But in the end, still made it home, lol.
Yay, Sele. You made my day! (: Your the best sister I've ever had! (:
Just learnt about some.. disturbing stuff that got me pissed all over again. Just a little something that matters to me: TRUST. Trust is the very foundation that friendship builds itself on. Without it, theres no friendship. Whatever that's left is just a fake shell of the past.
A Maths was, er, okaye. Not so hard la, so most likely tmr's paper 2 would kill me. Well. After A Maths only 9.05am lor. So, me, Sele, Pam and Nicole went to Parkway Macs, wanted to eat breakfast, but then reach there le, didnt felt hungry at all, so me and Sele headed to Coffee Bean to drink ice blended choc and the two followed, haha. We ended up sitting at Coffee Bean and talked abt stuff. Then got once, we were talking quite seriously, and Pam suddenly held up a boat and went "Tissue boat" in a very kiddy voice, and we started laughing. I nearly choked on my drink la! It was soooo funny. Then continued talking, and Pam continued her tirade with "Paper aeroplane" in a, once again, kiddy voice that set us off again. Lol! Nicole's might be going Perth soon, and that started me and Sele talking abt going overseas. Then I mentioned that FYK was going to US, and then she started saying she wanted to follow, so smsed him and told him, which started off a chain of er.. wierd stuff. Haha. Sele & I made a pact that next time, we would go around the world together! Yeah! Haha.
Then, we headed back to Macs, where Nicole joined Imee & co, Pam went home, supposedly to sleep, and Sele and I started walking around Parkway. Haha. We went to see a lotta stuff, most stuff made both of our hearts ache ( that laptop and camera!). Oh well, wait til we're rich & famous. Haha. She'll buy the black Vaio laptop, and I'll buy the white! ((: Then, didnt really wanna go home, so went to eat lunch at food court lor. Still didnt feel like going home, so walked 3 lvls of Parkway, haha. Thats how sian we were abt going home. But in the end, still made it home, lol.
Yay, Sele. You made my day! (: Your the best sister I've ever had! (:
Just learnt about some.. disturbing stuff that got me pissed all over again. Just a little something that matters to me: TRUST. Trust is the very foundation that friendship builds itself on. Without it, theres no friendship. Whatever that's left is just a fake shell of the past.
Sunday, May 07, 2006
She sat down on the floor and said, "I wish that I was stronger."
AHH. PAP won the Aljunied one. Noooo. SIGH. It was such a close fight la!
Me and Fiza were like, smsing to and fro for more than 2 hours. Lol. Mostly, complaining abt how PAP was winning everything and how SDA was on a losing streak, unless you count the win for Potong Pasir, haha.
PAP = Pay And Pay
WP = Why Pay
SDP = So Don't Pay
SDA = (I DONT KNOW, lol)
HAHA. Funny.
Certainty of death.. Small chance of success.. What are we waiting for?
- Gimli, Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
Windows Msg Live got new version. So nice lor, haha.
A Maths tmr! Man. I'm prepared to fail le. Sigh.
AHH. PAP won the Aljunied one. Noooo. SIGH. It was such a close fight la!
Me and Fiza were like, smsing to and fro for more than 2 hours. Lol. Mostly, complaining abt how PAP was winning everything and how SDA was on a losing streak, unless you count the win for Potong Pasir, haha.
PAP = Pay And Pay
WP = Why Pay
SDP = So Don't Pay
SDA = (I DONT KNOW, lol)
HAHA. Funny.
Certainty of death.. Small chance of success.. What are we waiting for?
- Gimli, Lord of the Rings: Return of the King
Windows Msg Live got new version. So nice lor, haha.
A Maths tmr! Man. I'm prepared to fail le. Sigh.
Friday, May 05, 2006
What stopped me from SS, and started me laughing like mad? THIS:
Me: Faizzah's Hospital for Mental Cases
Me: FHMC
Me: Not bad. Lol.
Fiza: hmmm. COOOOOL! =)
Me: And then. Your alter ego's Nurul's Hospital for the Mentally Stable
Me: LOL
Me: NHMS.
Me: Haha. Sounds like a university.
Fiza: lol. mentally stable.
Fiza: awwww.
Me: Must contrast what.
Me: Your so called ALTER EGO.
Fiza: Hahahaha. Keyword: So-called.
Me: Lol. YEAH YEAH.
Me: So there is FO/NO opening the FHMC, and NHMS respectively.
Me: Whens the red ribbon ceremony?
Me: Ah. I know!
Me: On the day Nf & Ozy is being released into cinemas worldwide by the renowned 20th Century!
Fiza: Err.
Fiza: You're driving me mad -.-
Me: Yay.
Me: Oh. That gives me an idea.
Fiza: Oh, another one?!
Me: For the first week the hospitals begin to operate, Faizzah & Nurul would stay in their own hospital, catered by the hospital's very own doctors, to prove that, yes, the FHMC and NHMS does cater to their patients every need! (:
Fiza: Hahahahahaha. Catering reminds me of foooooood :P
Me: When interviewed, Faizzah O revealed that the FHMC houses a total of 100 cells, each cell equiped with a television, a bed, a wardrobe, a dresser and their very own mini fridge. One of a kind, the FHMC would definitely be every mental patient's choice. (:
Me: Lol.
Me: Omg i so gonna blog abt this tmr.
Fiza: lol. eh i loike!
Fiza: You better! [:
Me: Nurul O, her counterpart, adds that NHMS would be situated right next to FHMC, to make sure that doctors are on hand to move any patients who are well to their hospital, so that the patients does not get infected once more. She also adds that the NHMS has high tech facilities, and its more advanced than any other hospital in the world.
Fiza: Hmph. How come my alter ego gets more glam than I do -.-
Fiza: All I got was a mini fridge.
Me: NHMS is for MENTALLY STABLE people, while yours are for Mentals. Puh lease, why do mental people need so many stuff? They're obviously just stuck in their own world.
Fiza: I know, but since it's MY hospital, no harm making it more vogue what. Lmao!
Lol. K! And Politics. So funny! Coincidentally, WF was talking abt 3E being the Government this morning:
Fiza: Hahahahaha. Great, just great. What's more ridiculous than seeing your ex-classmate being on TV, gathering supporters.
Me: I'll be laughing my ass off.
Fiza: Exactly. I'll be going like, "OMG LEGEND!"
Me: YA. And then we'll vote for him.
Me: And laugh like siao when he wins.
Fiza: Yeah [:
Fiza: At least he knows he has the support of 40 of his former friends - US!
Fiza: Yay Legend!
Me: LOL! Legendddddddd.
Me: Legendd gonna's do his hand thingy as his flag, lol.
Me: You know that pointing finger thing.
Fiza: Yeah! HAHAHAHA.
Me: OMG. What if Legend becomes Prime Minister! My god.
Fiza: OMG.
Me: He's gonna do that and go, for freedom and justice! Lol.
Fiza: Lol.
Fiza: Legend as Prime Minister. Hmm, food for thought! [:
Me: LOL! You'll probably choke on your food.
Fiza: Hahahahahaha. Thank God I just finished dinner.
Fiza: Legend as Prime Minister, he'll probably make more holidays! Yay.
Me: Oh yeah, and make him declare 13th April as 3C day.
Me: Lol.
Fiza: Yeah! [: And the rest of Singapore will be wondering why, but still they celebrate. Lol.
Me: YA! Every 3Cian of 2006 will celebrate and the rest of Singapore would celebrate with us cos they have a holiday.
Me: Lol.
Fiza: Oh man. I can so imagine the Cabinet or the Parliament lah! Lol.
Me:It'll probably be.. wierd. With Yong Jie as Prime Minister.
Me: OH. Wait till Huan Wen joins Yong Jie in the Parliament. LOL.
Me: I can just imagine Huan Wen falling asleep in meetings. Lol.
Fiza: Alamak! HW will just be sleeping.
Fiza: Hahahahahahahaha.
Me: Must declare Sleeping Day! By Huan wen.
Fiza: I was just about to say that!
Fiza: He'll be the one issueing more holidays for him to sleep.
Me: haha. BEAT YOU TO IT.
Me: Yeah. And sadly we're not in sch anymore.
Fiza: Yeah.
Me: OH, and Mr Tchen would be Senior Minister le. Lol.
Fiza:Alamak man. Senior Minister, more like Minister Mentor.
Me: Lol. Ok..
Fiza: Hahahahaha. It's funny trying to imagine our class as the Parliament.
Fiza: Hmm. Let's see. [:
Me: Lol! Whole govt would be turned upside down.
Me: There'll be band playing, etc.
Fiza: Hahahahahahahaha.
Fiza: What nonsense.
Fiza: But nothing beats Sohail being in the Government.
Fiza: Or Lim Pon for that matter.
Me: ..
Me: Lim Pon! OMG.
Me: I can hardly imagine the disaster thats gonna befall the whole of singapore!
Me: And Tania! She'll probably built ice skating rinks in every single corner of space that is available in Singapore!
Fiza: Oh yes. She told me once in Chem Lab that if she were to be in the Govt, she'd do exactly what you just said.
Fiza: So Tania is a no-no in the govt. She ain't welcomed [:
Me: YEA! Kicked out.
Fiza: Lol.
TA DA! OUR CONVERSATION that kept us from studying SS. At least I studied Merger & Seperation last night, haha. And it came out. Today arh, everyone was studying Northern Ireland and Sri Lanka lor. Then when 3C can open the paper that time, you could hear all the "Shit"s going around the class. Lol.
Just went to PP with Sele, Jasmine, MS and Cheryl. Was kinda bored la. They went to Topshop and I was ultra bored there. Hmm. And MS said I looked troubled cos I was so quiet. Lol. (: Oh well. Bored ma, what to do.
Walking home just now, I was listening to my music la. I was walking past this uncle holding the long wooden poles for construction stuff, and he suddenly dropped the poles and smiled and stared at me. Then I was like. Er.. and smiled back, instinctively stepping back, and nearly got knocked down by my mother's car. Haha.
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
P.S. And Fiza, the first line so suits you. (:
Me: Faizzah's Hospital for Mental Cases
Me: FHMC
Me: Not bad. Lol.
Fiza: hmmm. COOOOOL! =)
Me: And then. Your alter ego's Nurul's Hospital for the Mentally Stable
Me: LOL
Me: NHMS.
Me: Haha. Sounds like a university.
Fiza: lol. mentally stable.
Fiza: awwww.
Me: Must contrast what.
Me: Your so called ALTER EGO.
Fiza: Hahahaha. Keyword: So-called.
Me: Lol. YEAH YEAH.
Me: So there is FO/NO opening the FHMC, and NHMS respectively.
Me: Whens the red ribbon ceremony?
Me: Ah. I know!
Me: On the day Nf & Ozy is being released into cinemas worldwide by the renowned 20th Century!
Fiza: Err.
Fiza: You're driving me mad -.-
Me: Yay.
Me: Oh. That gives me an idea.
Fiza: Oh, another one?!
Me: For the first week the hospitals begin to operate, Faizzah & Nurul would stay in their own hospital, catered by the hospital's very own doctors, to prove that, yes, the FHMC and NHMS does cater to their patients every need! (:
Fiza: Hahahahahaha. Catering reminds me of foooooood :P
Me: When interviewed, Faizzah O revealed that the FHMC houses a total of 100 cells, each cell equiped with a television, a bed, a wardrobe, a dresser and their very own mini fridge. One of a kind, the FHMC would definitely be every mental patient's choice. (:
Me: Lol.
Me: Omg i so gonna blog abt this tmr.
Fiza: lol. eh i loike!
Fiza: You better! [:
Me: Nurul O, her counterpart, adds that NHMS would be situated right next to FHMC, to make sure that doctors are on hand to move any patients who are well to their hospital, so that the patients does not get infected once more. She also adds that the NHMS has high tech facilities, and its more advanced than any other hospital in the world.
Fiza: Hmph. How come my alter ego gets more glam than I do -.-
Fiza: All I got was a mini fridge.
Me: NHMS is for MENTALLY STABLE people, while yours are for Mentals. Puh lease, why do mental people need so many stuff? They're obviously just stuck in their own world.
Fiza: I know, but since it's MY hospital, no harm making it more vogue what. Lmao!
Lol. K! And Politics. So funny! Coincidentally, WF was talking abt 3E being the Government this morning:
Fiza: Hahahahaha. Great, just great. What's more ridiculous than seeing your ex-classmate being on TV, gathering supporters.
Me: I'll be laughing my ass off.
Fiza: Exactly. I'll be going like, "OMG LEGEND!"
Me: YA. And then we'll vote for him.
Me: And laugh like siao when he wins.
Fiza: Yeah [:
Fiza: At least he knows he has the support of 40 of his former friends - US!
Fiza: Yay Legend!
Me: LOL! Legendddddddd.
Me: Legendd gonna's do his hand thingy as his flag, lol.
Me: You know that pointing finger thing.
Fiza: Yeah! HAHAHAHA.
Me: OMG. What if Legend becomes Prime Minister! My god.
Fiza: OMG.
Me: He's gonna do that and go, for freedom and justice! Lol.
Fiza: Lol.
Fiza: Legend as Prime Minister. Hmm, food for thought! [:
Me: LOL! You'll probably choke on your food.
Fiza: Hahahahahaha. Thank God I just finished dinner.
Fiza: Legend as Prime Minister, he'll probably make more holidays! Yay.
Me: Oh yeah, and make him declare 13th April as 3C day.
Me: Lol.
Fiza: Yeah! [: And the rest of Singapore will be wondering why, but still they celebrate. Lol.
Me: YA! Every 3Cian of 2006 will celebrate and the rest of Singapore would celebrate with us cos they have a holiday.
Me: Lol.
Fiza: Oh man. I can so imagine the Cabinet or the Parliament lah! Lol.
Me:It'll probably be.. wierd. With Yong Jie as Prime Minister.
Me: OH. Wait till Huan Wen joins Yong Jie in the Parliament. LOL.
Me: I can just imagine Huan Wen falling asleep in meetings. Lol.
Fiza: Alamak! HW will just be sleeping.
Fiza: Hahahahahahahaha.
Me: Must declare Sleeping Day! By Huan wen.
Fiza: I was just about to say that!
Fiza: He'll be the one issueing more holidays for him to sleep.
Me: haha. BEAT YOU TO IT.
Me: Yeah. And sadly we're not in sch anymore.
Fiza: Yeah.
Me: OH, and Mr Tchen would be Senior Minister le. Lol.
Fiza:Alamak man. Senior Minister, more like Minister Mentor.
Me: Lol. Ok..
Fiza: Hahahahaha. It's funny trying to imagine our class as the Parliament.
Fiza: Hmm. Let's see. [:
Me: Lol! Whole govt would be turned upside down.
Me: There'll be band playing, etc.
Fiza: Hahahahahahahaha.
Fiza: What nonsense.
Fiza: But nothing beats Sohail being in the Government.
Fiza: Or Lim Pon for that matter.
Me: ..
Me: Lim Pon! OMG.
Me: I can hardly imagine the disaster thats gonna befall the whole of singapore!
Me: And Tania! She'll probably built ice skating rinks in every single corner of space that is available in Singapore!
Fiza: Oh yes. She told me once in Chem Lab that if she were to be in the Govt, she'd do exactly what you just said.
Fiza: So Tania is a no-no in the govt. She ain't welcomed [:
Me: YEA! Kicked out.
Fiza: Lol.
TA DA! OUR CONVERSATION that kept us from studying SS. At least I studied Merger & Seperation last night, haha. And it came out. Today arh, everyone was studying Northern Ireland and Sri Lanka lor. Then when 3C can open the paper that time, you could hear all the "Shit"s going around the class. Lol.
Just went to PP with Sele, Jasmine, MS and Cheryl. Was kinda bored la. They went to Topshop and I was ultra bored there. Hmm. And MS said I looked troubled cos I was so quiet. Lol. (: Oh well. Bored ma, what to do.
Walking home just now, I was listening to my music la. I was walking past this uncle holding the long wooden poles for construction stuff, and he suddenly dropped the poles and smiled and stared at me. Then I was like. Er.. and smiled back, instinctively stepping back, and nearly got knocked down by my mother's car. Haha.
She is the prom queen I'm in the marching band
She is a cheerleader I'm sitting in the stands
She gets the top bunk I'm sleeping on the floor
She's Miss America and I'm just the girl next door
P.S. And Fiza, the first line so suits you. (:
Thursday, May 04, 2006
{edit}
Fiza: And I have enough of arguing with you already lah [:
Me: Ryspeare. HAHA. Funny.
Me: Its not argueing.
Fiza: Roar. I just can't find the proper word man.
Me: Its.. promoting creativity among the future generation of directors and future stars of movies by 20th Century. (:
Fiaz:That must have been the corniest thing I've heard for the day.
Me: At least its better than your "I'm gonna conquer the world in 3 years' time". LOL.
Me: Conquer the world as a star in the 20th Century movie Nf & Ozy, an original from the mind of Ryspeare! Lol.
{/edit}
04/05/06
Ahaha. I love the date. (: At 2mins and 3 seconds past 1am, the entire thing would be: 01.02.03.04.05.06 Cool. AND. On 6th of June, it'll be 06/06/06. Devil's number. Maybe it'll be shining like siao cos Hell's hot? Or would it rain, cos its looming danger. Lol. Whatever.
Lit paper ended at 9.20am. Its silly. Going to sch for 1 and a half hours then go home. Aiyoh. So ma fan. Waste transport cost. I didn't finish the last question of Lit. Sigh. Aiyah. Heck. Pam's Bio ppr ended at 10.05am, Georg paper ending at.. er. 10.20pm. I think. Ya. One hour more than Lit's ppr. The Unseen Prose was interesting la. All those descriptions. Yea. SS & Chi tmr! Chi, dont need study. SS? Yea. Study the mindmaps.
4 MORE DAYS LEFT TO END OF EXAMS. Yay! (:
Ok, I'm ending this post with a sweet yet sad story Sele sent me.
>10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick," she said. "He's not going to go." Well, I didn't have a date and in 7thgrade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends," so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
>Graduation Day
Days passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her.I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>A Few Years Later
Now, i sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>Funeral
Years passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my "best friend." At the service they read a diary, she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
"I stared at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that,and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me ."
I wish I did too . . . I thought to myself, and I cried.
THE END.
Maybe I should put this story in Estan En Amor. Since the 6th Chapter is so depressing, and this just suit Sierra's mood. Hmmm.
Fiza: And I have enough of arguing with you already lah [:
Me: Ryspeare. HAHA. Funny.
Me: Its not argueing.
Fiza: Roar. I just can't find the proper word man.
Me: Its.. promoting creativity among the future generation of directors and future stars of movies by 20th Century. (:
Fiaz:That must have been the corniest thing I've heard for the day.
Me: At least its better than your "I'm gonna conquer the world in 3 years' time". LOL.
Me: Conquer the world as a star in the 20th Century movie Nf & Ozy, an original from the mind of Ryspeare! Lol.
{/edit}
04/05/06
Ahaha. I love the date. (: At 2mins and 3 seconds past 1am, the entire thing would be: 01.02.03.04.05.06 Cool. AND. On 6th of June, it'll be 06/06/06. Devil's number. Maybe it'll be shining like siao cos Hell's hot? Or would it rain, cos its looming danger. Lol. Whatever.
Lit paper ended at 9.20am. Its silly. Going to sch for 1 and a half hours then go home. Aiyoh. So ma fan. Waste transport cost. I didn't finish the last question of Lit. Sigh. Aiyah. Heck. Pam's Bio ppr ended at 10.05am, Georg paper ending at.. er. 10.20pm. I think. Ya. One hour more than Lit's ppr. The Unseen Prose was interesting la. All those descriptions. Yea. SS & Chi tmr! Chi, dont need study. SS? Yea. Study the mindmaps.
4 MORE DAYS LEFT TO END OF EXAMS. Yay! (:
Ok, I'm ending this post with a sweet yet sad story Sele sent me.
>10th Grade
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so-called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that. And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>11th Grade
The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks," and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>12th Grade
The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick," she said. "He's not going to go." Well, I didn't have a date and in 7thgrade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as "best friends," so we did. Prom night after everything was over I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said, "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why.
>Graduation Day
Days passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. i wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "You're my best friend, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her.I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>A Few Years Later
Now, i sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married, now. I watched her say, "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, "You came!" She said, "thanks!" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why..
>Funeral
Years passed, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my "best friend." At the service they read a diary, she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:
"I stared at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that,and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me ."
I wish I did too . . . I thought to myself, and I cried.
THE END.
Maybe I should put this story in Estan En Amor. Since the 6th Chapter is so depressing, and this just suit Sierra's mood. Hmmm.
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
Stars, hide your fires
Let not see my black and deep desires
- MacBeth
I just felt like.
Still got la, but. Enough pictures to prove that I'm bored le. Yeah. Reason? Simple. I just felt like.
SIGH.
Something I Never Had
Do you see me, Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number, I can not get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand
Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between
[Chorus:]
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down, Then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.
[chorus]
Am I a shadow on your wall, Am I anything at all
Anything to you, Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you
Let not see my black and deep desires
- MacBeth
I just felt like.
Still got la, but. Enough pictures to prove that I'm bored le. Yeah. Reason? Simple. I just felt like.
SIGH.
Something I Never Had
Do you see me, Do you feel me like I feel you
Call your number, I can not get through
You don't hear me and I dont understand
When I reach out I dont find your hand
Were they wasted words and did they mean a thing
And all our precious time but I still feel so in between
[Chorus:]
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
I keep telling myself things can turn around with time
And if I wait it out you could always change your mind
Like a fairy tale where it works out in the end
Can I close my eyes have you lying here again
Then I come back down, Then I fade back in
Then I realize its just what might have been.
[chorus]
Am I a shadow on your wall, Am I anything at all
Anything to you, Am I a secret that you keep
Do you dream me while your sleeping after all
Some day I just keep pretending
That you'll stay dreaming of a diffrent ending
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
That I never had
I wanna hold on but it hurts so bad
And I can't keep something that I never had
You dont see me, you dont feel me like I feel you
So, Selena TAN's object of desire is... *dumdumdum* HIM!
Lol, dont worry, Sele, I wont tell. My lips are sealed. (:
Whoever who set the Maths paper, and the timing, are evil! First, they get your hopes up by making the Paper one simple, then the next paper comes along, and you feel like killing yourself cos its hard. Hmph. AIYAH. Cant do anything abt it le. Unless.. I can turn back time, take my notes and read through for the parts where they tested and then take the exam. OR, can fast forward to the results and see the answers and then go back and take the test! Lol. Ok, impossible. Haha.
Sele and Kay are set on interogating me abt some thing. Whats this, Spanish Inquisition?? *throws up hands in the air* I'm innocent!!
Me: Aiyoh. Spanish Inquisition is it!?
Me: Alamak.
Sele: OKAY WHATS THAT? never mind
So typical of her to not know what it is! Lol. Ok, I should have expected that "Whats that" reply.
C'est RY (: One day, I'm walking away. SELENA TAN! says:
Something's going on?
C'est RY (: One day, I'm walking away. SELENA TAN! says:
Not at my side of the planet.
OKAYEEEE. I'm bored, yeah. Lit got nothing to study at all! And asked Pam abt Bio just now while walking to the bus stop, walking faster those tortoises (Sele, Kay, Cher, WF). Turned out she only knew a little, lol.
BORED! Hmmmmmmm. Sele's not giving up lor. Still asking abt that thing. I should be happy that she dont give up so easily, but abt this topic!? Sheesh!! And I'm giving her answers in pH. Lol. Chemistry, ppl! Last paper. I cant wait! Haha.
Bye planet! Walking back to my planet le. (: HAHA.
Lol, dont worry, Sele, I wont tell. My lips are sealed. (:
Whoever who set the Maths paper, and the timing, are evil! First, they get your hopes up by making the Paper one simple, then the next paper comes along, and you feel like killing yourself cos its hard. Hmph. AIYAH. Cant do anything abt it le. Unless.. I can turn back time, take my notes and read through for the parts where they tested and then take the exam. OR, can fast forward to the results and see the answers and then go back and take the test! Lol. Ok, impossible. Haha.
Sele and Kay are set on interogating me abt some thing. Whats this, Spanish Inquisition?? *throws up hands in the air* I'm innocent!!
Me: Aiyoh. Spanish Inquisition is it!?
Me: Alamak.
Sele: OKAY WHATS THAT? never mind
So typical of her to not know what it is! Lol. Ok, I should have expected that "Whats that" reply.
C'est RY (: One day, I'm walking away. SELENA TAN! says:
Something's going on?
C'est RY (: One day, I'm walking away. SELENA TAN! says:
Not at my side of the planet.
OKAYEEEE. I'm bored, yeah. Lit got nothing to study at all! And asked Pam abt Bio just now while walking to the bus stop, walking faster those tortoises (Sele, Kay, Cher, WF). Turned out she only knew a little, lol.
BORED! Hmmmmmmm. Sele's not giving up lor. Still asking abt that thing. I should be happy that she dont give up so easily, but abt this topic!? Sheesh!! And I'm giving her answers in pH. Lol. Chemistry, ppl! Last paper. I cant wait! Haha.
Bye planet! Walking back to my planet le. (: HAHA.
Tuesday, May 02, 2006
Wet!
A true purpose in life contains dilemma, toil, angst, pain, loss, and false security. It is never easy, but only is it so hard that you can hardly go on. Then only after does purpose change to destiny.
I, just indulged in my favourite pastime: Walking in the rain. But, sheesh! This rain is really really heavy! At least I had the decency to try to make my already-transparent-w/o-water blouse, not so transparent. Hmph. Dumb rain. Rain also dont rain drizzle first then heavy, must heavy all at one shot. SIGH. So I ran home, all the way. I realised that it wasn't really that far, lol.
My bag is good! All the stuff in my bag didn't get wet at all, even though I used the bag to shelter my head. Oh, darn. My only school shoe is wet, so.. no shoes for tmr? Oh man!!
Followed Cheryl, Sele, Pau and Melissa & co to eat maggi just now. Not that I ate la. But, it was funny la. And Cheryl Koh and Selena Ng! Frustrating! Don't believe when I said there was nothing on. Hmph, nice friends man. They even checked my phone, and yet still didn't believe me. Ok, er, went home with Pau, JJ and WK. I think their in WK's house now, lol. Should be la, unless JJ chickened out in the end, lol! And not to forget, Pau too.
Me: JJ and I spent the bus ride annoying Pau with LAME chop, and table LAME! Lol.
Cher: WHATEVER
Cher: can you please move xx, the lamechop away
Cher: haha
WHATEVER! So lame, lol.
Out. (: ( E Maths tmr, darn.)
I, just indulged in my favourite pastime: Walking in the rain. But, sheesh! This rain is really really heavy! At least I had the decency to try to make my already-transparent-w/o-water blouse, not so transparent. Hmph. Dumb rain. Rain also dont rain drizzle first then heavy, must heavy all at one shot. SIGH. So I ran home, all the way. I realised that it wasn't really that far, lol.
My bag is good! All the stuff in my bag didn't get wet at all, even though I used the bag to shelter my head. Oh, darn. My only school shoe is wet, so.. no shoes for tmr? Oh man!!
Followed Cheryl, Sele, Pau and Melissa & co to eat maggi just now. Not that I ate la. But, it was funny la. And Cheryl Koh and Selena Ng! Frustrating! Don't believe when I said there was nothing on. Hmph, nice friends man. They even checked my phone, and yet still didn't believe me. Ok, er, went home with Pau, JJ and WK. I think their in WK's house now, lol. Should be la, unless JJ chickened out in the end, lol! And not to forget, Pau too.
Me: JJ and I spent the bus ride annoying Pau with LAME chop, and table LAME! Lol.
Cher: WHATEVER
Cher: can you please move xx, the lamechop away
Cher: haha
WHATEVER! So lame, lol.
Out. (: ( E Maths tmr, darn.)
Monday, May 01, 2006
Galaxical dream.
My galaxy! ( Not drawn to scale! Haha.)
Lol. Yea yeah, Physics is so boring that I would feel like drawing my galaxy, haha.
Watching movie again tonight, lol! My mother is that bored, too. Maybe.. Firewall? Dont know. Or watch seperate movies again, like Sat night. The Wild and Firewall? Lol!! So many movies coming out exam time.
Talked to Cheryl for a really long time on the phone last night! Talked abt.. anything la. AND, the most amusing part was Cheryl argueing with her bro. LOL! That was funny, cos of the way her bro ain't scared of her oh so scary shouts, which wasn't that scary. Her bro even retaliated, lol. Funny la. Then I talked to her bro too! Abt.. Heroes III! Which Cheryl obviously didn't know what it was. HAHA. And Cheryl said she wanted to play Dota after exams. You know, really, I cant imagine her playing it. She'll be all.. blurr or something, lol!
Ok, just now, when I was like. Playing with my sister, then she kicked me, really hard, and for a kid her age, she sure have a lot of strength. So, I playingly threatened to jump. As in, out the window la. So I took the stuff I was holding, walked to the table, put it down and then climb onto the window ledge, and all the while she was shouting "NOOO!! NOOOO!" Lol. I climbed out of the window, and then jumped. Back into the room. Lol!! Her NOOO would make anyone go deaf, lol! Super funny la. Then, she tried to jump too, but her head couldnt even get over the windowstil, and we (my bro & I) laughed like siao.
OKKKKKKK. So, seeya, k? CHALET!! (:
Out.
Lol. Yea yeah, Physics is so boring that I would feel like drawing my galaxy, haha.
Watching movie again tonight, lol! My mother is that bored, too. Maybe.. Firewall? Dont know. Or watch seperate movies again, like Sat night. The Wild and Firewall? Lol!! So many movies coming out exam time.
Talked to Cheryl for a really long time on the phone last night! Talked abt.. anything la. AND, the most amusing part was Cheryl argueing with her bro. LOL! That was funny, cos of the way her bro ain't scared of her oh so scary shouts, which wasn't that scary. Her bro even retaliated, lol. Funny la. Then I talked to her bro too! Abt.. Heroes III! Which Cheryl obviously didn't know what it was. HAHA. And Cheryl said she wanted to play Dota after exams. You know, really, I cant imagine her playing it. She'll be all.. blurr or something, lol!
Ok, just now, when I was like. Playing with my sister, then she kicked me, really hard, and for a kid her age, she sure have a lot of strength. So, I playingly threatened to jump. As in, out the window la. So I took the stuff I was holding, walked to the table, put it down and then climb onto the window ledge, and all the while she was shouting "NOOO!! NOOOO!" Lol. I climbed out of the window, and then jumped. Back into the room. Lol!! Her NOOO would make anyone go deaf, lol! Super funny la. Then, she tried to jump too, but her head couldnt even get over the windowstil, and we (my bro & I) laughed like siao.
OKKKKKKK. So, seeya, k? CHALET!! (:
Out.
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