I'm currently drinking ice lemon tea and typing this. Lol! From Macs!! HAHA. Jealous, people??? The fries today is extra crispy and nicely salty. (: So nice and crunchy. Haha.
Yay. Finally one good mark, out of so many disappointing ones. Finally!! I was late for sch today, well, almost, cos the stupid contact wouldnt go in. Urgh. And MS thought that I was sick or something. Must be I everytime come too early bah, haha. Er, staying back for Chem turned out ok, cos learn abt isotopes la. Its really easy, lol. However, overall, school was the same as always- BORING.
The keychain that my brother's ah-hem, GIRLFRIEND (SAMANTHA), gave him is nice!! Its like, an amber stone keychain. So nice. (: My mother was saying that the girlfriend gave him as a sign of her love for him. Set in stone, you know. And I was like telling him, that his girlfriend had to give us one each, as downry! Lol. He promised me that he'll ask her when she called, which would be quite a few times each day, where she bought it. Mhm.
Fiza's birthday's on Thurs, Rachel and I already have an inkling of what we're gonna get for her.. Lol. Betcha inside she'll feel extra happy. Hehe. Its a surprise!
I cant wait for nxt Monday! Tennis again!! Fun! (:
Maybe going to play tennis with Cheryl at East Coast. Anyone wanna go? Ask us k.
You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone
-Rylie;Xuan [x
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
Monday, February 27, 2006
Wondering arnd.
One moment you are having the time of your life, the next moment everything comes crashing down on you. You feel lost, and dont know what to do. You've never lost so much control before and you never wanted to. The happy moments are just past now, nothing matters but the present, where you had nothing to live for, however, ashamed to face your ancestors if you see them in the other world. You try to change your identity, but its hard, cos you will always be you and not some mask you decide to put on for the rest of your lives. So you face life, with that fake, ugly lopsided grin on your face, which makes you look like a doll on exhibition. Taken in by that facade, people believe you and think that nothing has happened to you and you are happy in life, when deep inside, you are crying your heart out. You stand in front of the mirror, perfecting that smile for everyone to see. People might have actually believed it, but whenever you yourself look into the mirror, all you see is someone else, and not your real image. People look at you as though you are their ray of sunshine, and that you would always be there for them to hold on to. Decieved by your smile, thats what they percieve. When inside, all you wanna know is cry out your sadness, and wash them away with your bitter tears. That one unforgettable moment when you lost everything, its forever etched in your mind, taking growth in everything you do, affecting you indirectly. You end up losing the most important thing in life-- yourself.
SIGH.
I dont fit in 3C. Its not meant for me, I'm supposed to be in Combined! Where I'll probably be much much happier.. 3C is a perfectionism class. You are supposed to be smart and not fail anything. Its just, not me.
Singapore is a a stupid place. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. No place to run away to.
My face is red. Urgh. Cannot get tan, get burned instead. This sucks la. I'd rather get tan, dark dark dark instead of being burned. And my stupid phone is HANGING. DAMNIT LA. AT THIS TIME, I DONT HAVE ANY PATIENCE LEFT ANYMORE.
-DELETED-
Tennis would be very very dangerous later.. Watch out, small yellow round things might hit you, if you are anywhere near.
SIGH.
I dont fit in 3C. Its not meant for me, I'm supposed to be in Combined! Where I'll probably be much much happier.. 3C is a perfectionism class. You are supposed to be smart and not fail anything. Its just, not me.
Singapore is a a stupid place. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. No place to run away to.
My face is red. Urgh. Cannot get tan, get burned instead. This sucks la. I'd rather get tan, dark dark dark instead of being burned. And my stupid phone is HANGING. DAMNIT LA. AT THIS TIME, I DONT HAVE ANY PATIENCE LEFT ANYMORE.
Tennis would be very very dangerous later.. Watch out, small yellow round things might hit you, if you are anywhere near.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
Air show.
At 8.45am today, I was woken up by my dad. For what? To go to the beach. Haha. And I mistaken it as going to Bishan. Then ltr found out wasnt Bishan but beach, so just went la, cos sitting a yacht and dont need to go tuition. Haha. Went there, the boat was quite nice, and set off, in the midst of rocking waters and strong breezes, which were great! (: So I sat on the deck and just listened to my nano, just there by myself, and started thinking about stuff. Haha. Ok, so. When reached a certain spot, the boat anchored, it was arnd 11.50am, and there was reception so smsed Kaylie and Cheryl. Er, watched the Air Show. It was really cool lor. Esp the fighter jets F15 and F16. The training planes werent very stunt-y, and the airbus was plain slow. Haha. Managed to get pics of the F15 (1 only!) and airbus. The F16 was too fast, and the training planes were not very interesting. So ate lunch on the yacht, quite nice and seafood-y. Hm. On the way back, listened to music again lor, but changed spot this time. Now changed to the back of the ship, and sat down and my legs were dangling over the edge, but sadly, no wave managed to hit me, sigh. Got sunburn now la, like tomato like that. -__- Stayed back on the yacht for a while, cos my dad and his friends were chatting, we watched the sailing boats go by, and one even got stuck! Haha, a damsel in distress. So we tried to help la, my dad's friend tried to throw a rope, in the end didnt even managed to throw to her, and even dropped the rope into the water! So one of the boats crew went to save. Save one is not even the stuck boat, but the rope, haha. In the end, used a longer rope la, and a person on e jet ski helped. Lol. Yeah. Tmr maybe going again, who knows, depends on my mother, but tmr would have more kids la, so.. better lor. Mhm.
After that, managed to convince my dad to bring me to Borders to buy books. (: Bought two, see my wishlist and you'll know what books. Haha.
So at home now, and, I go watch LOST le. Seeya.
After that, managed to convince my dad to bring me to Borders to buy books. (: Bought two, see my wishlist and you'll know what books. Haha.
So at home now, and, I go watch LOST le. Seeya.
Friday, February 24, 2006
Fridays, oh.
I had loads of fun today, even though at the start it was exactly going along to plan la, Sele couldn't go, I had to convince Pau to go, she did in the end, and everyone was late cept me. Hai. To think I rushed just cos I thought that I was gonna be late. SIGH.
Well, anyway... Pink Panther was a nice show, really funny. (: Haha. YEAH. The cinema was cool too. Lol. Saw Ms Erma and Mr Anwar (sp?) there. They looked like they were on a date, but then went asked, she of cos said that it was only a movie, and they were going to meet the rest of the marketing committee, consisting of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, there. Haha, very funny la. Ok, then when the end ended, me and Pam at first walked into their cinema, believe it or not, we just opened the door and walked in, haha. When we realised what show they were watching, we immediately walked out. It was Mrs Henderson, M18. Then Nicole and WF wanted to sneak into the cinema to watch. But then they got caught, lol. When the person asked for their IC, they just ignored the person and walk away and meet us, haha. Very funny. After e show, they bought Ben & Jerry's and I bought Macs ice cream cos B&J too ex for me, lol. Sat down while waiting for e shuttle bus and took pics. Very few only la. On the bus, they took pics while Cher and I chatted abt stuff which made Cheryl happy, lol. Then.. reach Orchard MRT, and Pam went home, cos she got dentist appnt. We went to Wisma, and then to Kino.
On the way me and Pau invented ASA (see bottom for more details)! We're the founders and decide to promote or demote people! HAHA. At Kino, we really stayed long there la, haha. Bought Cheryl's present, Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls and My Sister's Keeper, with a cute bookmark. Me, Pau, MS, Nicole and Sele share. WF was at the graphic designing section, and there the interior designs book was la. So me and MS kept talking abt e future apartment. Haha. She wants the kitchen. She wants to cook, she says. At this point, I had whispered to Cheryl "She'll probably burn it down." Lol. Yup. I cant wait la. Anyway. Finally got out of Kino, Nicole went to East Coast while we were still in Kino, and then we went to see Puma, cos Cheryl wants bags. Stadium was just beside so we just went in, and saw the soo soo soo beautiful tennis raquets! Wilson N-Cubes!! The white one damn nice la. Hai. So sad I cant buy, the price also very "nice" lor. Le sigh. Ok, bought bubble tea and then walked arnd until 6 and then headed home, took same line as WF, Pau just took the opposite side, haha. Talked to WF in the train abt.. stuff. Nearly caused us to miss Dhoby Ghaut MRT cos I wasnt really listening to the announcement thingy, hehe. Even wacked Fong for it, haha! (But it was really soft, Fong!!) Walked home la, cos mum was at.. can you believe it, CK TANG!! It was like, so close to where I was and I didnt even thought to call her where she was!! Urgh. Damnit. SIGH.
Came back and played badminton. And after a while, I used the tennis racquet to play badminton, haha! It was so power la. Just one tap, the shuttlecock can fly le. Lol!
LOST rocks.
ASA:
Abbrievation for Ah Soh Association.
Idea - Paulina Lee and Huang Xiao Xuan
Heads - Jasmine Teo and Donna Goh.
Clerk - Woo Wan Fong
Trainers - Selena Ng and Terence Lim
AS-I-T (Ah Soh-in-Training) - Nicole Ng, Kaylie Sim, Cheryl Koh, Pamela Chua, and Goh Chang Sheng.
Just wanna thank WF for trusting me and letting me listen. (:
WE ROCK. (:
Well, anyway... Pink Panther was a nice show, really funny. (: Haha. YEAH. The cinema was cool too. Lol. Saw Ms Erma and Mr Anwar (sp?) there. They looked like they were on a date, but then went asked, she of cos said that it was only a movie, and they were going to meet the rest of the marketing committee, consisting of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, there. Haha, very funny la. Ok, then when the end ended, me and Pam at first walked into their cinema, believe it or not, we just opened the door and walked in, haha. When we realised what show they were watching, we immediately walked out. It was Mrs Henderson, M18. Then Nicole and WF wanted to sneak into the cinema to watch. But then they got caught, lol. When the person asked for their IC, they just ignored the person and walk away and meet us, haha. Very funny. After e show, they bought Ben & Jerry's and I bought Macs ice cream cos B&J too ex for me, lol. Sat down while waiting for e shuttle bus and took pics. Very few only la. On the bus, they took pics while Cher and I chatted abt stuff which made Cheryl happy, lol. Then.. reach Orchard MRT, and Pam went home, cos she got dentist appnt. We went to Wisma, and then to Kino.
On the way me and Pau invented ASA (see bottom for more details)! We're the founders and decide to promote or demote people! HAHA. At Kino, we really stayed long there la, haha. Bought Cheryl's present, Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls and My Sister's Keeper, with a cute bookmark. Me, Pau, MS, Nicole and Sele share. WF was at the graphic designing section, and there the interior designs book was la. So me and MS kept talking abt e future apartment. Haha. She wants the kitchen. She wants to cook, she says. At this point, I had whispered to Cheryl "She'll probably burn it down." Lol. Yup. I cant wait la. Anyway. Finally got out of Kino, Nicole went to East Coast while we were still in Kino, and then we went to see Puma, cos Cheryl wants bags. Stadium was just beside so we just went in, and saw the soo soo soo beautiful tennis raquets! Wilson N-Cubes!! The white one damn nice la. Hai. So sad I cant buy, the price also very "nice" lor. Le sigh. Ok, bought bubble tea and then walked arnd until 6 and then headed home, took same line as WF, Pau just took the opposite side, haha. Talked to WF in the train abt.. stuff. Nearly caused us to miss Dhoby Ghaut MRT cos I wasnt really listening to the announcement thingy, hehe. Even wacked Fong for it, haha! (But it was really soft, Fong!!) Walked home la, cos mum was at.. can you believe it, CK TANG!! It was like, so close to where I was and I didnt even thought to call her where she was!! Urgh. Damnit. SIGH.
Came back and played badminton. And after a while, I used the tennis racquet to play badminton, haha! It was so power la. Just one tap, the shuttlecock can fly le. Lol!
LOST rocks.
ASA:
Abbrievation for Ah Soh Association.
Idea - Paulina Lee and Huang Xiao Xuan
Heads - Jasmine Teo and Donna Goh.
Clerk - Woo Wan Fong
Trainers - Selena Ng and Terence Lim
AS-I-T (Ah Soh-in-Training) - Nicole Ng, Kaylie Sim, Cheryl Koh, Pamela Chua, and Goh Chang Sheng.
Just wanna thank WF for trusting me and letting me listen. (:
WE ROCK. (:
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Open up, diary.
Physics SUCKS, a lot.
Open Diary sent this email, abt I never use my acc for very long le.. Then want to permanently delete, so I went there, and see what was interesting.. Got this story that I wrote long long ago. Just rmbred it. Haha. Here it is. (:
Way before I went to Hogwarts, I was in a elementary school, muggle school. The most surprising thing happened to me in my third year. It was about my best friend, Harry Potter. Of course, we didn't really talked to each other then. At school, teachers loved and students hated me, maybe it was only out of jealousy. They referred to me as a know-it-all, but i'm really used to it now. I was walking about in the classroom looking for my bag when I saw it. Slung over the arm of big bully, Dudley Dursley. In my opinion, the stupidest name ever given to a child. He was towering over someone, a poor little kid I guess. As I walked closer, i could make out a shape, it was Harry Potter! The guy with the strange lightning scar on his forehead, others thought that it was wierd, but to me, it was kinda cool. Harry was crouching in the corner, Dursley's sidekicks bullying him mercilessly. It always amazes me how those two could be cousins, Dursley was big, fat and mean, while Harry was small, skinny and well, quiet. Those two were totally the opposite.
I walked over to Dursley and asked politely," May i have my bag back?" He just stared at me like I was some kind of bug or something. Nevertheless, I asked again," May i have my bag back?" I extended my hand to recieve it, but it never came. I fakingly bowed my head and walked away. I heard Dursley highfive-ing the other two, problably thought that they had won another argument. I grinned to myself as I made my way back towards them. Seeing their confused faces, I had to hold back a grin. "May I have my bag back?" I asked again. They refused and stared at me menacingly, as if daring me to take the bag away. But unlike the other kids at school, I was not scared. I clenched my fist, and ask again, "May I have my bag back?" They continued staring at me. Big mistake. So, what else could I do? I punched them. They dropped the bag and staggered back. Being the "polite" child I was, I said as I walked past them, "Thank you." The kids who were watching sniggered and laughed loudly at them as they ran off whimpering. I looked around and saw Harry Potter walking towards the school gate. I took the same route as he everyday. I was always twelve steps behind him. This shows how eaxact i was last time. I followed him all the way. He bent down to retie his shoelaces. Suddenly, i saw a lady leaning over him, as if trying to see what he was doing. This beautiful lady could not be his aunt. She had long wavy dark red hair, and startling emerald eyes. She was wearing a gorgeous white dress. As Harry Potter stood up and continued walking, the lady followed. Finally, we reached a fork in the forest. He seemed to have stopped, as though pondering over which way to go. The lady nudged him gently, leading him towards the right trail. She then caught my gaze and winked at me, smiling. I was confused. Why hadn't he take the left trail like always? I was torn between wanting to follow him and wanting to go home. In the end, i decided the latter, as i was afraid my mum would worry about me. I took no less than 10 steps when i heard a loud boom up front. I quickly walked towards it. 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..11..12..13.. i stopped at the 13th step. i could not go further. A tree had fallen in the way. I suddely understood. If Harry had taken this route, he would have been crushed to death by the tree. The beautiful lady in white had saved his life.
It wasn't until i went to Hogwarts and met Harry (again!) and Ron that i found out who that lady was. The second time i saw her was in a picture in Harry's photo album. All the questions i had was answered, making way for a lone question:
Why had I, Hermione Granger, been the only one to see Lily Evans Potter lead her son away from danger?
Yup, so yeah. This is it. Know it sucks right. Lol.
FRIDAYS TMR!! Yay. Finally. Hehe. I'll just so happy that finally.. get to go out again. Lol. Borrowed 'The Pact' from WF today. Returning her tmr so she can read during the weekend. (: Haha. Its er.. an interesting topic? Abt how parents dont know their kids, so. Can relate la. Yup. SO yeah. Good luck to people for your results. I know mine would definitely suck like hell, after the first ppr we got back. HAI.
To anyone who cares: My eye's still red, but better, maybe contacts tmr. And.. I'm still mad at him/her, would never be able to forget it. And I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE!! Which is a long long way from now. Lol. We were talking abt it today la. Me, WF, Pam and Sele. Yup. We all wanna drive, haha.
I'm hungry. (: Off to lunch, seeya.
Who knows what would happen, definitely not me.
Wednesday, February 22, 2006
2ND LAST.
After Lit went library, my class that side too noisy, so get kicked out by the librarian. Lol.
FINALLY. Tmr is gonna be the last day.. YAY!! Haha. Cant help it LA. Hates exams. (: Just watched finish Lost no. 12. Charlie went mad, lol. OK, er, Friday. Last five periods. Meaning still got Maths. ): And physics. )): My goodness. Such a BAD day. Only after sch then nice, but still, its not the same. Got to endure the tiring hrs. SIGH.
Those who heard the devastating news, it all boils down to one damn person and I have a song dedicated to him/her (NO, I am NOT gonna reveal who.): I DONT REALLY LIKE YOU. [Chorus only, its enough.]
I don't care what you do
I don't care about you
I don't care get a clue
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
You and your friends are dense
You dont make any sense
It's all at your expense
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
Its all your fault.
FINALLY. Tmr is gonna be the last day.. YAY!! Haha. Cant help it LA. Hates exams. (: Just watched finish Lost no. 12. Charlie went mad, lol. OK, er, Friday. Last five periods. Meaning still got Maths. ): And physics. )): My goodness. Such a BAD day. Only after sch then nice, but still, its not the same. Got to endure the tiring hrs. SIGH.
Those who heard the devastating news, it all boils down to one damn person and I have a song dedicated to him/her (NO, I am NOT gonna reveal who.): I DONT REALLY LIKE YOU. [Chorus only, its enough.]
I don't care what you do
I don't care about you
I don't care get a clue
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
You and your friends are dense
You dont make any sense
It's all at your expense
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
Its all your fault.
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
COMMON TEST.
Its common test week!! And I managed to sneak a post. (: Of cos, besides that one on the phone la.
5 down, 4 more to go
Thats a lot. Hai. Physics.. Die la!! So hard lor. Today was ok.. cept Georg din actually finish la, but still. You know, ya. Lit and Chem tmr. Good luck to me. SIGH. Ok, rewind. Chem is fascinating.. I THINK. Well, lets see.
In an atom, there is the protons and the neutrons in the neucleus, and the electrons circling around the neucleus at e speed of light. The relative atomic mass of the atom comes from the neucleus, and the electrons are too light already. The protons are all positive charge right? And the neutrons are neutral. So, answer this, how come the protons can stay in the neucleus, when they are supposed to repel each other and then fly around, colliding into stuff? You might say cos of the electrons. And the electrons are supposed to be much much much lighter than the protons, and yet it is able to keep the protons inside the neucleus at all times. Aint that cool? Haha.
FRIDAY IS THE DAY. To chill and all after the first exams of our oh so dumb Sec 3 yr. If you dont count the weekly tests that is.
Tennis yesterday was truely relaxing. I imagined the ball as someone's face, and hit it. It flew hard, and far. Yup. Its a stress reliever.
A teardrop can tear the paper apart.
5 down, 4 more to go
Thats a lot. Hai. Physics.. Die la!! So hard lor. Today was ok.. cept Georg din actually finish la, but still. You know, ya. Lit and Chem tmr. Good luck to me. SIGH. Ok, rewind. Chem is fascinating.. I THINK. Well, lets see.
In an atom, there is the protons and the neutrons in the neucleus, and the electrons circling around the neucleus at e speed of light. The relative atomic mass of the atom comes from the neucleus, and the electrons are too light already. The protons are all positive charge right? And the neutrons are neutral. So, answer this, how come the protons can stay in the neucleus, when they are supposed to repel each other and then fly around, colliding into stuff? You might say cos of the electrons. And the electrons are supposed to be much much much lighter than the protons, and yet it is able to keep the protons inside the neucleus at all times. Aint that cool? Haha.
FRIDAY IS THE DAY. To chill and all after the first exams of our oh so dumb Sec 3 yr. If you dont count the weekly tests that is.
Tennis yesterday was truely relaxing. I imagined the ball as someone's face, and hit it. It flew hard, and far. Yup. Its a stress reliever.
A teardrop can tear the paper apart.
Friday, February 17, 2006
Fight to overseas
Guess what! I'm blogging on my phone now! Ok, I had a really HUGE fight with my mum about going overseas. So mad now, wlau. Hai, lets not talk abt it la. I want to make my own sunglasses! Its so cool!
Thursday, February 16, 2006
Photos.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Saint Valentino's.
Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples out there. It was like everyone's birthdays at sch today. Haha. There was even a cake. -__- But for good old me, it was just another boring day. Didnt go Chem cos wasnt feeling too good. Sigh, whats with me and getting sick on exam periods?? I always do.
I love Lakerol. So does my sister. Lol.
I feel like making pics. Ok, who wants one? Haha, just kidding!! I'll make for myself. (:
A girl wants the 5Cs: Chocolate, Crystals, Cash, Cars, and prince Charming. HAHA.
WARNING: The negative side of Valentine's day from here onwards.
Inspiration from a story:
Its always inevitable to avoid. The good side and bad side of something. Its always there to rear its ugly head in your face.
I love Lakerol. So does my sister. Lol.
I feel like making pics. Ok, who wants one? Haha, just kidding!! I'll make for myself. (:
A girl wants the 5Cs: Chocolate, Crystals, Cash, Cars, and prince Charming. HAHA.
WARNING: The negative side of Valentine's day from here onwards.
Inspiration from a story:
Monday, February 13, 2006
Collapse.
4 hours of drills and rallies of tennis straight is enough to make anyone collapse.
Cheryl's present is really hard to decide. Urgh. Brown jacket with orange stripes at the side? I dont know!! Hai. Anyway, she blogged.
I'm gonna be spending my valentine's day on a date with... CHEMISTRY. Stupid teacher. She suck la. Tmr still wanna have supplementary, all other classes all like, dont have lor. That stupid dolt. SO sickening. Theres A Maths tmr too, ok, a freakingly sucky day!! Tuesday suck la. Three periods of Lit somemore. Luckily got Chinese to brighten up the day, but not by very much. Sigh.
The moon has been extremely bright these few days. From the tennis courts, the moon has the same brightness as the lamp post. Haha. No clouds in the sky.. Is that supposed to be good, or bad?
Exams are coming. Just next week. Cant wait for it to be over, and cant wait for the half day the P.Chan granted due to excellent O level results. In Sec 1, we got a day off, now only half day, so sad.
I cant breathe, literally.
Cheryl's present is really hard to decide. Urgh. Brown jacket with orange stripes at the side? I dont know!! Hai. Anyway, she blogged.
I'm gonna be spending my valentine's day on a date with... CHEMISTRY. Stupid teacher. She suck la. Tmr still wanna have supplementary, all other classes all like, dont have lor. That stupid dolt. SO sickening. Theres A Maths tmr too, ok, a freakingly sucky day!! Tuesday suck la. Three periods of Lit somemore. Luckily got Chinese to brighten up the day, but not by very much. Sigh.
The moon has been extremely bright these few days. From the tennis courts, the moon has the same brightness as the lamp post. Haha. No clouds in the sky.. Is that supposed to be good, or bad?
Exams are coming. Just next week. Cant wait for it to be over, and cant wait for the half day the P.Chan granted due to excellent O level results. In Sec 1, we got a day off, now only half day, so sad.
I cant breathe, literally.
Friday, February 10, 2006
Still mad, no, angry.
Currently downloading all the songs on Diana DeGarmo's Blue Skies album cos I lost the disc. Haha. I'll probably burn back into one disc and put it into the empty Blue Skies cd case. If I not too lazy to do it.. lol.
I lost my voice this morning. Cheryl can vouch for it. We were communicating by she talking, I writing. A tad annoying really, to not being able to talk, cos sometimes, paper cant really express what you are really referring to. Esp talking to a cough56k modemcough like Cheryl....
Shoot. I accidentally deleted My Chemical Romance's Helena and Relient K's Be My Escape from the computer. Oh damnit. Fine fine. Just download again. Sigh. Ok, where were we, ah, about the cannot speak that part.
I'm gonna flunk my Lit. I didnt finish part 2(2)!! OH NO. But I think a lot of people also never finish la, cos the teacher didnt give us enough time, and she owes us 20 minutes!!!
O level results are out today. My cousin did quite well to me, though my mother dont think so. I totally disagree. But can go JC lor, so quite smart le. Haha. To me la, thats my personal opinion. But diff people have diff opinions right? Some expectation higher, some lower. (: Mine lower la, I guess.But hey, Os are a year away for me, so still got a year to think about expectations, dont think now, so dont get more worked up and confused. And to think I'll still confused about which handphone to buy. Yeah, I still havent made up my mind. When the day comes, I'll know which to buy, no worries! (:
Now just concentrate on getting my voice back. I seem to be losing it again..
I wake up every morning to another crazy day I have to face.
I lost my voice this morning. Cheryl can vouch for it. We were communicating by she talking, I writing. A tad annoying really, to not being able to talk, cos sometimes, paper cant really express what you are really referring to. Esp talking to a cough56k modemcough like Cheryl....
Shoot. I accidentally deleted My Chemical Romance's Helena and Relient K's Be My Escape from the computer. Oh damnit. Fine fine. Just download again. Sigh. Ok, where were we, ah, about the cannot speak that part.
I'm gonna flunk my Lit. I didnt finish part 2(2)!! OH NO. But I think a lot of people also never finish la, cos the teacher didnt give us enough time, and she owes us 20 minutes!!!
O level results are out today. My cousin did quite well to me, though my mother dont think so. I totally disagree. But can go JC lor, so quite smart le. Haha. To me la, thats my personal opinion. But diff people have diff opinions right? Some expectation higher, some lower. (: Mine lower la, I guess.But hey, Os are a year away for me, so still got a year to think about expectations, dont think now, so dont get more worked up and confused. And to think I'll still confused about which handphone to buy. Yeah, I still havent made up my mind. When the day comes, I'll know which to buy, no worries! (:
Now just concentrate on getting my voice back. I seem to be losing it again..
I wake up every morning to another crazy day I have to face.
Thursday, February 09, 2006
STAY AWAY.
The doc asked me to stay home tmr too, but guess what? My mother refused!! There you have it, parents strike again. "Dont be surprised if I suddenly faint in sch tmr" was what I told Selena. (I gotta thank her for listening to me rant on!)
I hate unreasonable parents.
Why cant they just see that their time for sch, is sooo much less stressed then ours!? Why cant they see the difference??
Are parents really that oblivious to what their child really wants? Or do they just pretend to ignore it?
Do they understand us, truely, about what we're thinking?
Do they even try to?
Do they just say "Yes I know" without actually knowing what you wanted.
Do they try to cheer you up when you are down?
Do they wish you good luck before the exams?
Do they care more about your health than your studies?
Do they even bother to?
Do they notice if you fall into depression suddenly?
Do they know if you are just to quiet and not being your usual self?
Do they compare you to other kids, saying that they're so much better but wouldnt let you compare yourself to anyone else?
DO THEY?
Theres more I wanna say, but you just dont wanna hear me out. Not even once.
Five day work week? CRAP. Tons of bull. Do people still go sch/work on Saturdays?? YES. So what difference has a Five day work week do to the people of Singapore?? NOTHING. HELL TO THE TEACHERS WHO ORGANISED SOME LAME CLASS COMMITTEE TRAINING THING. DAMN YOU.
I hate unreasonable parents.
Why cant they just see that their time for sch, is sooo much less stressed then ours!? Why cant they see the difference??
Are parents really that oblivious to what their child really wants? Or do they just pretend to ignore it?
Do they understand us, truely, about what we're thinking?
Do they even try to?
Do they just say "Yes I know" without actually knowing what you wanted.
Do they try to cheer you up when you are down?
Do they wish you good luck before the exams?
Do they care more about your health than your studies?
Do they even bother to?
Do they notice if you fall into depression suddenly?
Do they know if you are just to quiet and not being your usual self?
Do they compare you to other kids, saying that they're so much better but wouldnt let you compare yourself to anyone else?
DO THEY?
Theres more I wanna say, but you just dont wanna hear me out. Not even once.
Five day work week? CRAP. Tons of bull. Do people still go sch/work on Saturdays?? YES. So what difference has a Five day work week do to the people of Singapore?? NOTHING. HELL TO THE TEACHERS WHO ORGANISED SOME LAME CLASS COMMITTEE TRAINING THING. DAMN YOU.
School = NO!
Turns out I didnt make it to school after all. I woke up at arnd 6.25am, felt so feverish all over, and then told my mum, and fell back to sleep and woke up again, like about.. 10.25am.
Maybe going to see the doc ltr. Who knows, besides, I need to get an MC for not going to sch and taking the Eng summary test today.
Angels are crying for me.
Maybe going to see the doc ltr. Who knows, besides, I need to get an MC for not going to sch and taking the Eng summary test today.
Angels are crying for me.
Wednesday, February 08, 2006
S and S.
Bloody contacts.
Freedom of speech? Thats total bullshit. Try saying: "Your an idiot" in front of parents. They'll probably slap you or something. And I thought there were supposed to be freedom of speech, all those stuff people say about it? Dont believe. They are total crap. Nonsensical words. LIES.
And parents obviously care about bloody freaking studies instead of your freaking health, mine does. WTH. Would they be happy if I study until I die one day??? Would they be happy if I get a Master but lie in hospital???? Would they be happy if I get great results but die straight after due to studying and total HECK of health!? Would they be happy if I just die!?!???! DAMN IT. WOULD THEY??? I bet the hell they would. So thats the way its gonna be is it? As long as I get great results and meet their expectations, nothing else would matter isn't it. So whats so great about being sick, in fact, whats so different about it?? Even if I'm sick, I still got to do whatever I always do, and its not different from being not sick, except that I'm in constant TORTURE.
Freedom of speech? Thats total bullshit. Try saying: "Your an idiot" in front of parents. They'll probably slap you or something. And I thought there were supposed to be freedom of speech, all those stuff people say about it? Dont believe. They are total crap. Nonsensical words. LIES.
And parents obviously care about bloody freaking studies instead of your freaking health, mine does. WTH. Would they be happy if I study until I die one day??? Would they be happy if I get a Master but lie in hospital???? Would they be happy if I get great results but die straight after due to studying and total HECK of health!? Would they be happy if I just die!?!???! DAMN IT. WOULD THEY??? I bet the hell they would. So thats the way its gonna be is it? As long as I get great results and meet their expectations, nothing else would matter isn't it. So whats so great about being sick, in fact, whats so different about it?? Even if I'm sick, I still got to do whatever I always do, and its not different from being not sick, except that I'm in constant TORTURE.
Tuesday, February 07, 2006
Past days
What happened on 5 Feb 06:
Party at my house, mother and father's friends. However, I left at arnd 2pm with ZK and Tiff (ZK came to fetch me) for ICE SKATING! Yay. Very long never go le. So, went there, and then skated for arnd 2 and a half hrs. Ok, then, the interesting part, this couple, the guy looks loads like a chinese HP, the girl fell la, and then the guy try to help her up, and then fall on her, then they started kissing. Lol!! In the middle of the rink somemore, according to ZK. And everyone arnd were cheering, haha. Ok, finish arnd 4.30pm, then go do our 'daily' thing. Go to Macs and buy fries and ice cream. Haha. We ALWAYS do that after skating without fail. (: At night went to my auntie's house. So windy there, lol.
What about.. 6 Feb 06:
School start le, so sian. ): Ok, er, as usual la. Not a good day, cos got A Maths. Plus E Maths level test!! WTH. Sure die one lor. One qn I didnt do, and I totally forgot how to do completing the sqaure. Damnit la. Urgh. Ok, then after E Maths test have A Maths supplementary. So sian, drama members left early to change lor. Drama was.. ok? Its not as bad as usual, but not so good also. The game was fun la. Accuse you!! Haha. It takes concentration la. After drama, we all walked out earlier, like around 6.25pm. Kaylie and I were waiting for our parents, talking with e guys at e same time. The lower sec, Sec 1 and 2, were walking out, but the staircase was closed already. Lol!! All the stairs were closed, so they were basically stuck inside the school. Haha, but then ltr the guy came and opened the stairs for them to walk out lor. Not fun le, hehe. My mother came, and then go tennis le. In the car, my mother told me that she bought a rabbit. Dwarf rabbit!! So cute la!! Its grey. Anyway, tennis was fun. Claire and I were winning all the way, arnd the end la. Go home, do finish work, sleep. Lol.
This is 7 Feb 06, TODAY.
Sucky day, as usual. Georg was ok la. Hm, Lit was as boring as ever, I listened to the nano throughout the whole lesson. The nano listen until red batt le. Haha. Recess, went down, and then go up. English sucks la. Wlau. I hate the teacher lor. Ass. A Maths was as usual, super sian!! Cos we all already feel like sleeping le, after Eng. Chinese was the usual with Cheryl, love teasing her with CS! (: Haha. During Chinese we talked abt Cheryl's birthday, what we gonna do etc. After school, walked back with Cher to her class, Darence was all, "Xiao Xuan. How to write your name arh?" And I was like, "WHY?" His reply? "Your name very cute what." DIAO. I told him to ask Cheryl how to write. Cute meh. Urgh. Physics sucks!! Chem was.. fine. Physics was the killer! Ok, then after that went to eat maggie with Pau, Selena, and Kaylie. Kaylie was late la, she was still strolling. Eat finish, then at the bus stop, while me and Pau were waiting for bus, 3H Gary and Darence came over, and then Gary just asked me if I wanted the packet drink he had, then I was like, "What?" Then he just give and then walk away. Lol. Ok, then, homebound. Took pictures with the cuteee rabbit! Its a guy, Selena.
Update: Me and Sele just named it Starbucks. Get it? Star-BUCKS. Lol. Ok. Er, Sele's the god-owner? Haha.
Party at my house, mother and father's friends. However, I left at arnd 2pm with ZK and Tiff (ZK came to fetch me) for ICE SKATING! Yay. Very long never go le. So, went there, and then skated for arnd 2 and a half hrs. Ok, then, the interesting part, this couple, the guy looks loads like a chinese HP, the girl fell la, and then the guy try to help her up, and then fall on her, then they started kissing. Lol!! In the middle of the rink somemore, according to ZK. And everyone arnd were cheering, haha. Ok, finish arnd 4.30pm, then go do our 'daily' thing. Go to Macs and buy fries and ice cream. Haha. We ALWAYS do that after skating without fail. (: At night went to my auntie's house. So windy there, lol.
What about.. 6 Feb 06:
School start le, so sian. ): Ok, er, as usual la. Not a good day, cos got A Maths. Plus E Maths level test!! WTH. Sure die one lor. One qn I didnt do, and I totally forgot how to do completing the sqaure. Damnit la. Urgh. Ok, then after E Maths test have A Maths supplementary. So sian, drama members left early to change lor. Drama was.. ok? Its not as bad as usual, but not so good also. The game was fun la. Accuse you!! Haha. It takes concentration la. After drama, we all walked out earlier, like around 6.25pm. Kaylie and I were waiting for our parents, talking with e guys at e same time. The lower sec, Sec 1 and 2, were walking out, but the staircase was closed already. Lol!! All the stairs were closed, so they were basically stuck inside the school. Haha, but then ltr the guy came and opened the stairs for them to walk out lor. Not fun le, hehe. My mother came, and then go tennis le. In the car, my mother told me that she bought a rabbit. Dwarf rabbit!! So cute la!! Its grey. Anyway, tennis was fun. Claire and I were winning all the way, arnd the end la. Go home, do finish work, sleep. Lol.
This is 7 Feb 06, TODAY.
Sucky day, as usual. Georg was ok la. Hm, Lit was as boring as ever, I listened to the nano throughout the whole lesson. The nano listen until red batt le. Haha. Recess, went down, and then go up. English sucks la. Wlau. I hate the teacher lor. Ass. A Maths was as usual, super sian!! Cos we all already feel like sleeping le, after Eng. Chinese was the usual with Cheryl, love teasing her with CS! (: Haha. During Chinese we talked abt Cheryl's birthday, what we gonna do etc. After school, walked back with Cher to her class, Darence was all, "Xiao Xuan. How to write your name arh?" And I was like, "WHY?" His reply? "Your name very cute what." DIAO. I told him to ask Cheryl how to write. Cute meh. Urgh. Physics sucks!! Chem was.. fine. Physics was the killer! Ok, then after that went to eat maggie with Pau, Selena, and Kaylie. Kaylie was late la, she was still strolling. Eat finish, then at the bus stop, while me and Pau were waiting for bus, 3H Gary and Darence came over, and then Gary just asked me if I wanted the packet drink he had, then I was like, "What?" Then he just give and then walk away. Lol. Ok, then, homebound. Took pictures with the cuteee rabbit! Its a guy, Selena.
Update: Me and Sele just named it Starbucks. Get it? Star-BUCKS. Lol. Ok. Er, Sele's the god-owner? Haha.
Saturday, February 04, 2006
I Not Stupid.
Whee. I watched I Not Stupid 2 again today. Instead of crying, I yawned. Cos it was quite early mah. Quite a lot of important people were there. Jack Neo, executive producer Daniel Yun, various mps, and one vp, and some important woman from Malaysia came with her entourage. Lol. Yeah. Realised Jack Neo wasnt very tall. My mum went and shook his hand after e show, haha. Ate Crystal Jade, then when my parents havent eat finish, I went and find Cheryl at Pacific Plaza, and then her cousins bought her a wallet, so ex, from Roxy, then went back to find my parents and then went home.
Here I am, using the computer lor. (:
I NOT STUPID 2 ROCKS. SHAWN LEE ROCKS.
And Jonathan is low-life ass. Sucker.
Here I am, using the computer lor. (:
I NOT STUPID 2 ROCKS. SHAWN LEE ROCKS.
And Jonathan is low-life ass. Sucker.
Friday, February 03, 2006
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
Watch your steps.
Zheng Kai, didnt know you were these type of person, tsk tsk. One night stand. Goodness, you devil-may-care Homo scapien. And say that abt me again, and your head may roll. Watch your steps. You're treading into enemy's territory here. Oh, sry, I forgot, everywhere's my territory. Lol!!
Phone-y phone-y phone.
Kaylie's phone IS nice to use.. Really. Since I got an mp3 already.. I dont really need the other phone right? Urgh. I dont know. What I DO know is that the balance is tilting slightly towards E530C's side. Yea. My bro, seeing me come home with such a nice phone, is getting increasingly jealous, and of cos, demands a handphone too. But he dont go out, so.. no use right? Haha.
Running 2.4km tmr. Stupid Singh. Hate him!! The Choices thing sucks la. Archery, all the guys all take up already la! WTH lor. Only one girl from my class, and one girl from 3B! I mean like, WTH la! Damnit la. Then get also not the second choice, which is Body Combat, and then the choice is a freaking Wushu. Freak. Freak freak freak!!
Friday Kaylie's treating, then go for that thingy.
Sat maybe tennis with Rachel, but then not too sure yet. Cos I keep feeling as though there is supposed to be something on on that day.
Sunday party on home. Dad's friends. Perhaps can stay up late. (: Yay.
WHAT!? E530C's charger is diff from my slide phone's. Damnit! Thats one cm down on the imaginary scale. Shoot.
Update: The internet got cut off and I was supr bored. So I did these, as they were the only stuff I could do at the moment. Nth else to do, so sian.
And then these I did last week:
Running 2.4km tmr. Stupid Singh. Hate him!! The Choices thing sucks la. Archery, all the guys all take up already la! WTH lor. Only one girl from my class, and one girl from 3B! I mean like, WTH la! Damnit la. Then get also not the second choice, which is Body Combat, and then the choice is a freaking Wushu. Freak. Freak freak freak!!
Friday Kaylie's treating, then go for that thingy.
Sat maybe tennis with Rachel, but then not too sure yet. Cos I keep feeling as though there is supposed to be something on on that day.
Sunday party on home. Dad's friends. Perhaps can stay up late. (: Yay.
WHAT!? E530C's charger is diff from my slide phone's. Damnit! Thats one cm down on the imaginary scale. Shoot.
Update: The internet got cut off and I was supr bored. So I did these, as they were the only stuff I could do at the moment. Nth else to do, so sian.
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