So my family ( minus my mother, who was out w/ friends) took a drove down the brightly lit Orchard Road last night ( and they first had to tear me away frm my PSP racing game which I was leading, whee.) Anyway. Pictures taken w/ my dad's phone, I apologize for the blurrness, cos the car was a moving object.

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Okay. :D Went out w/ Jasmine again today as a pre-bdae thingy, and also to collect the necklaces. Yay.

50th tmr! And then blading I guess. Hahaha. Its gonna be super funny again.

Sooooo..

After 50th went out w/ Jasmine Teoooo. Yup. That girl arh, -.- cajoled me into buying a MJphosis bracelet. Lol! So I got a white one while she got the RED one. :D We were supposed to go there so she cld get her dress but nooo, ended up didnt buy dress at all. Lol! She was shopping like crazy man. Hahaha. Walked arnd, looked at this accesorries shop & yay, we reserved 2 necklaces, same one diff colour, & we're gonna get it on Sunday. ((: Apparently, there's only 5 of it. And we got one. Each. :D Later on wanted to watch a movie but the timings all so off. So grabbed a drink at Macs & then Dhoby Xchange, & then rushed home for Ghost Whispererrrrr. :D

And you know what? GW rocked big time. :D I love this episode, so sweet. Hahaha. I like the song too! But dont know where to find it. Ha. Oh well, I shall slowly find. "Patience is a virtue", or so they say. HA.


Apple Ipod. :D Creative eh? Haha. (picture frm deviantart.)

-
You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side
You know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go you know I won't give in
No I won't give in.

Chorus :
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we make it trough, we make it trough
Just stay strong
Cause you know I'm here for you
There's nothing you can say, nothing you can do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
Cause you know we'll make it trough, we'll make it trough.

So far away I wish you were here
Before it's too late this could all disapear
Before the doors close, this comes to an end
But with you by my side I will fight and defend I'll fight and defend yeah yeah.

Chorus

Hear me when I say, when I say
I believe nothings gonna change, nothings gonna change destiny
What ever is ment to be
Will work out perfectly yeah yeah yeah yeah
Lalalalalalala...

Chorus
> Keep Holding On - Avril Lavigne

I love this song!! :D So does Dot. Hahaha.

Hm, watched Casino Royale w/ Selena on Wednesday, after 50th. It was quite nice, an action-esque show. Except that at the end, it was like, never ending. Lol! Cos everything was fine and dandy, then out of the blue something else happens. Ah well. All part of the show. :D

50th today started at 10am, but cos some people didnt come today, we couldn't perform ( which is actually not a bad thing) and have to go sch at 9.30am tmr. Gah, whateverrr.

PSLE results back today! lol. & my mother's in a bad moood.

-

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last, some how
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end, if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
Waiting for you
> Right Here Waiting - Richard Marx

Nice. :D
My dear Dot's gonna teach me ballroom dancing! Lol. Cool, yeah? Hahahaha. :D

Drama was super slack today, we only "officially" performed for Jeremiah twice & tada, we're gone. Spent most of the time sitting at the back of the hall, laughing like shit & having fun! Hahaha. Apparently, our laughter could be heard frm downstairs! lol.
Tmr at 9 to 12. Another early-waking week.. Geez. Until Dec 2! Yes, I can do it. :D Moral support, people, moral support.

Helloooooooooooo. :D


Okay, urm, these are the photos frm last Thursday, Jasmine asked for them. :D









Tada. ((:

M'sia trip was fun! Lol. Bought a lot a lot of dvds (45!). Watched Take The Lead le. I love the showwww. Lol. Nice nice. Had Jenna Dewan, frm Step Up? Yeah, the same person. ((: Pretty. Hahaha.

Okay, got the oh-so-stupid 50th Anniversary thing ltr. Meeting for lunch first before heading to it togetherrrrrrr. Yeah.
Gah. What a time-waster, the 50th Anniversary thing.

@ ECP it rained nonstop so we (Jasmine, Cheryl & I) decided to go watch movie! Lol. They came my house first to get clothes like jackets and then headed off to Marina Square to watch Flushed Away. The show's funny. :D Haha. Rushed to the theatre only to sit through approximately 20 mins of commercials. Wasted our breath to rush there, geez.
Anyway, after the show we went to walk arnd! Lol. The Christmas decorations are really pretty! :D There were purple spheres hanging frm the ceiling in the atrium. Beautiful & dreamy, I tell you! Love it. (: So much better than Cathay's "Pink Christmas". Yuck. So much pinkkk, gosh. Pink looks horrible on a Christmas tree too, lol. So unnatural. -.-
Oh wellllllll.



Dashing through the snow, in a one horse open sleigh.

Watched Material Girls w/ Selena yesterday. Its okay only lar, not bad, but not that nice either. Yeah. But we liked the clothes. ((: Selena & I first tried our luck at Vivo but noooooo, no tickets again. So once more, we headed to Cathay, where we were given couple seats! Lol. Spacious I tell you, cos the center doesnt have the armrest, so more space for both of us. LOL. Easier to talk too. & its the same pricing. Lol. Got that, Chang Sheng? Hahaha.

Going out to blading w/ Jasmine, Nicole & Cheryl later. Yay, so long nv go out w/ them le. Hahaha. :D & then tmr morning I'm heading to M'sia. DVDs!! Lol. So yeah, gotta pack now. See ya!! ((:

Christmas Christmas Christmas! :D
What I would give for a white christmas..

I love Christmas & cant wait for Christmas to come! ^^

(p. diddy:)
Ho, ho, ho merry christmas this is bad boy baby
From b5 to you b5 merry christmas lets go

(b5:)
Someday at christmas men will be boys playing with life like kids play with toys
One day december our hearts will would see
A world where men are free oh...

Someday at christmas there’ll be no word
What christmas is for
When we’ll learn what lives are really worth
There’ll be peace on earth

Someday on christmas we’ll come to be
Someday a world where men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday at christmas time

Someday at christmas we’ll see a land
Where no hungry children no empty hands
One happy morning for people to share
A world where people give oh oh

Someday at christmas there’ll be no tears
Where all men are equal no man has fear
One shining moment one quiet way
From our world today oh, oh

Someday we will come to be
Someday when men are free
Maybe not in time for you and me
But someday

(p. diddy:)
We’d like to take the time to wish you and yours
A very merry christmas and a happy holiday
This is a time for family for love and apparition for our blessings
So from bad boy and world wide
And your boy diddy and the b5 family that’s
Bryan, Carnell, Patrick, Kelly, Dustin
We wish you and yours a very merry christmas
And a happy holiday
Ha, ha, ha,
Ho, ho, ho
Merry christmas happy kwanzaa, hanukah, all the holidays whatever you done with
Its all good
Just keep it positive enjoy yourself
And buy me some gifts and send it to the office
Ha, ha!

> B5 - Someday At Christmas

Lala. Selena's funny. :D LOL. Meeting her laterrrr to watch a movie. Yay.

"
'Ladies and gentlemen,' he said, 'you have been listening to a love story. A star-crossed one at that, but still a love story. This case is about a woman named Maggie, who fell for a man named Jamie, and both were supposed to live happily ever after.'
He turned around and stared at Jamie. 'But that didn't happen. Unfortunately, this story is about a love that didn't last, because of the physical destruction of Maggie and the psychological destruction of Jamie.
'The law is not only about right and wrong. It also makes a distinction between people who are bad, and people who are sick. That's why you've heard from several psychiatric professionals during this trial. In this case, the State's psychologist offered a judegement on Jamie's mental state based on eighteen minutes. He concluded whether or not a man was capable of taking someone's life and knowing the consequences in less time than it takes me to shower in the morning.'
Juror Number 6 smiled.
'The State's psychologist did not talk at length to Jamie about the person he loved most in this world, more than himself. He did not talk to Jamie about her illness, about her chances for recovery, about the strain that the absence of hope had placed on them. And he still thinks he can offer an expert opinion.'
Graham crossed to the jury. 'We know that when a bone is placed under too much strain, it will break. So will the mind. You have heard testimony that at the time of his wife's death, Jamie was not able to think clearly, to consider a statement she'd made and to judge it rationally.
'You've heard proof that at his wife's funeral, Jamie was overwhelmed with grief. Is this the way a murderer would act? You've heard how Maggie and Jamie spent their last days alone. Would a man callous enough to plan a murder take his wife to watch the sunrise in the Bershires, make love to her repeatedly, take her out to dinner and dancing? You've heard proof from Maggie's bestfriend that Maggie was going to ask Jamie to kill her, and this woman, Maggie's best friend, does not harbour any grudge against Jamie. Even the police chief who arrested him admitted that Jamie's case could not be considered plainly in black or white.'
Graham scanned the faces of the jury. They weren't giving anything away. 'You know,' he said softly, 'I understand that makes you nervous. Its unsettling to hear about a man who loved his wife so that he's capable of doing this. It makes us all feel a little guilty, because we wouldn't go to such an extreme. Admitting that Jamie had the courage to do such a thing also forces us to admit that we wouldn't. That we don't have the same kind of strength, or the same depth of emotion for our husbands and wives and lovers.
'It's very strange to talk about love at a trial like this. More often, you hear about hate. Hate drove him to take out a rifle and gun down all the people on the Long Island Railroad. Hate drove him to set a bomb in a London pub. It's clearly believeable to us that hate can spur a person to action. Why not love?
'After all, if hate can steal our sanity, so can love. Love can rob a person of his power of reason. We've heard it all before. Oh what can you expect from him, he's in love. Or, Love is blind. Or Love conquers all. Think of the strength we attribute to love in our cliches. Is there any doubt that we're vulnerable to it?'
Graham walked back to his client, so that when the jury followed him with their eyes they'd see Jamie as well. 'If I had a way to enter love into the evidence like the arrest report, I would have. But that isn't an option. What I ask you to keep in mind is this: Jamie is a big man. Sic foot four, and in good physical condition. He's strong. But he couldn't defend himself against love. It worked its way past his judegement, past what he'd been brought up to consider right and wrong, through the heavy burden of stress he'd been suffering with for months. If Jamie commited a crime, it was that he loved his wife too much. But is that something for which he should be punished?'
Graham sat down. It was 9:52.
"
> Mercy - Jodi Picoult. ( The closing statement.)

Blading w/ my "family" is less than three. :D
One can learn many things when going out blading w/ Goh Chang Sheng. LOL.

1. He blades funny. ( Like duck!)
2. He curses me everytime he falls because
3. whenever I look/stare at him, he'll fall and,
4. if I say fall, he'll fall. :D
5. He goes 'oh shit' when he's about to fall so when he goes oh shit, turn to look at him, lol!
6. He goes from low to high pitch in 'I think I'm gonna falllllllll!'
7. He flails his arms about when blading. Haha!
8. He cant go over humps fast or else he'll walk sideways over it and
9. for him, its possible to get stuck on one. LOL.
10. He blades okay when we dont stare at him
11. and when we do he'll fall eventually. ( Proven! Lol!)
12. He stomps the ground when he blades ( & always nearly loose his balance.)
13. He blames the blades for his lousy performance and
14. gives the excuse that it's just a warm up. ( LOL!)
& more. :D







Its just so amusing lar! Selena was laughing so hard that she couldn't move. Lol! Super funny!! :D I havent laughed so much in like, a looong time. Hahaha.
After waiting for Selena to eat finish her breakfast @ Macs ( yes, you eat more!), headed to PP. Went MPH & then ate at KFC. Yup. & yeahh, went home under the scorching sun. Gee. Why cant it rain. I like the rain, lol.

Okayyyy.

How do I say this?

Soooooo. I went to the hospital today cos erm, my dad just had an operation for some stone thingy in his bladder cos of too much calcium or something like that. Yup. Ended up watching tv there. :D Haha. Ate at Paragon for dinner, & then went back to see him (@Mount E). Yep. My brother wanted to rush home cos he said that he was scared that there would be ghosts in the hospital at night. LOL. Amusing yeah.

Going blading early tmr w/ Selena & CS. lol. That guy arh, trying to escape from a BET. Tsk.

Thursday going on a DATE w/ my dear Selena. :D Whole day one somemore! Haha. At evening we'll probably go see the lights at Orchard. Super beautiful i tell you. :D must see must see. Its a magical feeling k. ((((:


What if I told you I dont know?

-

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time
> hurt - christina aguilera


Harlow! :D
Rewind rewind first.

(wednesday nothing much lar, so nvm!)
thurday; 9 november
3C class outing! cycling. :D so fun okay. we cycled all the way frm macs to safra, the highway there. we turned back when we nearly reached the main road cos it was going to rain, and there were load of cars. so we cycled super fast back to macs to beat the rain. and yeahhhh, we managed to escape it lar. but we still got a little wet at first, but we got in front of it and well, beat it! yay. haha. then we went to eat at macs & then went to bowl. at least, some of us went to bowl. jasmine, jingmei, sihui & i went to the arcade to playyyyyy. & thankyou to those 3 for paying! :D cos i was broke le. haha. anwww. played there la. then sihui & i went down cos she were out of coins le. waited for the rest to finish up before gg back up to the arcade. lol, we played the dance dance thingy, so amusing. we played hard, one person take one step, so funnnyyy! lol. then yeah, went home arnd 6+pm. :D fun day. but tiring! my legs ached like shit okay. but then again, come to think of it, it was worth it. yeah! :D

friday; 7 november; today
woke up abt 8+ like that cos of my brother! he came back frm australia today, and then immediately went to wake me up to show me the gifts. geez. tinkered w/ the piano ( canon in d!) for a while before going to meet selena at ps. ate lunch there w/ her & then headed to vivo just to find out that step up was selling fast! then we went back to ps there & decided to catch the 3.30pm show at the cathay. so we had sooo much time to kill so walked arnd, fell in love w/ 2 shops and then finally for the show. haha.
i tell you arh. Step Up is super duper nice! it is it is! lol. worth watching! hahaha. then after the show we went out to realise that its raining cats & dogs, thank goodness selena rmbred that she brought an umbrella so, yeah, we were kinda 'saved'. haha, made our way back to ps in the rain w/ puddles, where we splashed around, cos we were walking fast, and laughed so much, cos it was super fun & amusing to walk arnd in the rain, trying not to get wet. hahaha. :D reached ps and then walked arnd to dry off before gg home! yup yup. :D my day!

ghost whisperer later! yay. :D

Mr Tchen is greatttttttt. Instead of a Physics make up lesson today after school ( it was supposed to be one), it turned out to be a partyyy. :D W/ about 9 boxes of pizzas, all paid & accounted for by one Mr Tchen Beng Huat! So nice right!? Even the other classes were jealous okay! Hahahaha. For pictures go to Sihui's blog. (:

Headed to Parkway after w/ Selena. Then just ate, walked around for a while, the usual, I guess. Parkway's seriously getting boring I tell you. Nothing to do at all there! So much for their attempts to make parkway an exciting place. Other than adding the few shops at one corner of the place ( where hardly anyone goes), yeah, thats alllll. Oh well, at least they made an effort. (:

Truncated's coming to an end! YAY. Boy oh boy, I cant wait. :D
3Cians! Thursday's class outing thingy, according to Teng Hui, is meet at 11.30am at Parkway. Then go ECP. Yup.

I'm outta hereee.

welllll. drama today was, apparently, good. and we made erm, effort. lol!

anyway. lets see what 3c people were up to last thursday where we made one hell of a ruckus under the rotanda. :D











oh well. the spirit of 3c. :D Lala.

Yum, i love my chocolate peanut buttercup. Wheee.

it takes two to make a thing go right

-

Just like I predicted
We're at the point of no return
We can't go backwards,
and all corners have been turned
I can't control it if I sink or if I swim
'Cause I chose the waters that I'm in
> what your made of by lucie silvas

went out with sue-ann, aiyan & yapseng today! initially, weirong was w/ us but he left after lunch cos he had to go back to school. yeah. we reached there kinda early cos school ended at 11.30am ( its supposed to end at 11.10am but as usual, mrs tan dragged on.). ate finish our lunch & then walked arnd. decided to bowl before the movie ( its at 2.10pm). or rather, weirong & sue-ann bowled. quite amusing to see them & the people arnd lar. yeah. got some super pro, some super er.. okay ( more bimbo-ish lar.), lol!

anyway,
we watched the covenant! :D its super nice. haha. even aiyan said it was "quite nice". & you know, i was bantering w/ her whether to watch flushed away or the covenant that we got the librarian at sch amused. haha. but aiyan gave in to me in the end! haha, yay. the show finished arnd 4pm & so we walked arnd lor. haha. yeah. went millenia walk ( candy empire etc.). we went to harvey norman upstairs & was stuck there quite a while cos we were watching the shows they were showing on the tvs that were selling. haha. the videos kept replaying! lol.
aiyan was hungry so we went to the food court at suntec to eat dinnerrrrrrr. yup.
walked to cityhall mrt after that, lol. but got sidetracked along the way by prints ( where we got quite.. annoyed.) & hmv. aiyan wants the "over the hedge" show, so if anyone havent get bdae present yet, yeah you can get her that! lol. for example, me. haha! okay, anw. yeahhhhh. looked through the shows on sale there & yeahhhhhhh, interesting so we spent quite some time there.
and then went home after that! :D haha.

ya ya. my day.

-

Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye
> beautiful goodbye - amanda marshall


tuesday; 31 october
went to vivo w/ weirong, tenghui (hui-jie! lol), aiyan & sue-ann. tsk, that yap seng arh. leave sue-ann! so bad, lol! anw. went there to walk arnd. ate lunch at a super expensive food court. & weirong was being generous and he bought for us $10 worth of chicken wings, lol! its super crispy. haha. then he bought jelly beans frm candy empire for us to share. whoa, so nice right. him, nice - quite freaky. haha! kidding. (:
happy birthday angeline!
& happy halloween! ( trick/treat? haha.)

wednesday; 1 november
sihui, butter popcorn jelly bean is not nice! lol. i reached home quite early. arnd 11.10am like that. haha. so waited for my sister to come back & followed her to piano class at paragon. whee. it was quite cold you know! if i hadnt had the fox sweater i'd have froze to death, lol! okay fine, just exaggerating, but yeah. it was colddddddd cos it rained! ah, but nvm. :D ate swensons for dinner (yum!) & then went to junction 8 to buy sth for my maid. yeah, then home sweet home.
happy birthday zk!

thursday; 2 november; today
3C lit students > ALL HOME. :D lol. jealous?? hahaha. All of you are slugging away in school while we are slacking away at home. Haha! plus Lit dont even have any truncated schedule, whee. green w/ envy eh? LOL. Okayokay. I shan't rub it in anymore, hahahaha.'
phototaking in sch w/ 3c! lol. super funny k. some ppl kept screaming when the flash goes off cos rod keeps pressing the button at random times, lol. we tried to keep our voices down when the om came over to tell us abt the sec 4s having their o levels in the hall though (cos we were under the rotunda there). haha. still funny! went home w/ aiyan. her bus & mine came at the same time, ahaha. fate, i tell you. :D

reached home at about 10plus. whee. it's drizzling now. just now it was raining hard. hmm. singapore's being wet for days on end, haha. but nvm. (: i like it. though when after the rain, its super hot. lol.
there's nth here. :D
hm. yeah.

what if i disappeared one day

This is the result from Selena telling me to IMAGINE in an msn convo.. lol!>

The world's my playground. says:
Now, I can IMAGINE..
The world's my playground. says:
A* & B*... meeting in secret! woots. & then meet under the same hm, cherry blossom tree everything.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
..
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
OH MY GEE.
The world's my playground. says:
engrave their initials on the tree...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
The cherry blossom thingy.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Lol.
The world's my playground. says:
A* + B* = <3
The world's my playground. says:
lol.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
.....
The world's my playground. says:
then right.. whoa, have a hole in the tree so that both of you can put letters inside to pass to one another..
The world's my playground. says:
whoa, so sweet.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Oh my god.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Where the hell you get ideas like this.
The world's my playground. says:
okay.. then all your memories there. can just imagine both of you sitting under the tree with each other and just..enjoying each other's company.
The world's my playground. says:
gosh, so sweet.
The world's my playground. says:
anw, moving on.
The world's my playground. says:
hm.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
.....
The world's my playground. says:
then he takes your hand, and both of you look into each other's eyes..
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Gosh.
The world's my playground. says:
and then he tells you that he loves you.. you feel an unexplainable feeling rising up in your chest, as though you cant breathe, you cant believe what your hearing. your heart swells us with delight and you are ecstatic upon hearing that.. finally, your love has been returned.
The world's my playground. says:
aw..
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Go write a book next time or something.
The world's my playground. says:
i'm imagining selena. see. i'm doing what you told me to. (:
The world's my playground. says:
okay, let me go on okay? yup.
The world's my playground. says:
hm.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
I take back my word.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
NO NO.
The world's my playground. says:
hmmmmmm.
The world's my playground. says:
let me think arh.
The world's my playground. says:
unexpectedly, tears swell up in your eyes and you feel super touched by his confession.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Yah yah yah
The world's my playground. says:
still got! lol.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
wlau.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Lol.
The world's my playground. says:
yup.
The world's my playground. says:
let me think arh.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Goodness.
The world's my playground. says:
he sees you crying & so what does he do? he wipes away your tears with his thumb, whispering to you that if you were with him, he would never ever make you cry again. he would bring you joy & laughter, and not tears, never tears, he says. inevitably, more tears fall from your eyes as you search his face for a sign that he's lying to you, but the search is useless as he meant every word that he said from the bottom of his heart.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
.....
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Okay, enough
The world's my playground. says:
not trusting yourself to say anything, you nod your head and he looks at you with those eyes that held love for you, and you fall deep into thoes eyes which you can never get enough of.
The world's my playground. says:
lol.! SElena. the fun is just beginnig.
The world's my playground. says:
hahahha.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Beginning?!
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Gosh, i thought it was ending.
The world's my playground. says:
he holds you close, never ever wanting to let you go, for fear that someone might take you away from him. for fear of losing you someday. you hug him back, taking in everything about him, etching that memory into your mind forever. it was your moment, your moment of confession. love is being shared and a mutual agreement of being together. finally, the two hearts are reunited in harmony. (: whee.
The world's my playground. says:
the end.
The world's my playground. says:
haha.

* - censored for a reason, lol.

Lala. ((:

-

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
> tonight i wanna cry - keith urban

Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street is cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours
> invincible - jesse mccartney

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
> lips of an angel - hinder

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.
> welcome to my black parade - my chemical romance

mhm, lol.
its just the beginning.
Drama today was weird. Jeremiah stomped out on us, saying that we didnt make an effort to do the poem well & said that he wouldnt let us disgrace erm, him. or sort of like that lar. but whatever, he went off, infuriated w/ us. lol.

watched dui bu qi lao shi (sorry teacher) for the 2nd period of chinese today. lol. Mj cried, aw. i wanted to read cheryl's book (the summer psychic by jessica adams) but that fong muimui was sitting beside me damnit. but well, i still went ahead and read it. ha. yup.
"Just because all the dreams you have are other people's dreams too doesn't make them corny. Just because they're cliched, or popular, or appear in advertisements for banks doesn't make them wrong."

so here we are.

Harlow. :D

Put It Together by Brooke Allison
It's magic

Mirror mirror on the wall
Can you picture me at all
I could be whatever I want to be
i can make my story change
Just like in a picture frame
Magic spells and fairy tails
Pennies in a wishing well

Pick up the pieces
You just look inside

[Chorus]
When you put it together,
It's magic
You go alacka, alacka zoom
When you put it together
It's magic
All you need is inside of you
So put it together
And go bibbidi, bobbidi boo

Everybody has their chains
Sometimes it's like it never seems
that your wish will change to reality
But if you feel you had enough
Don't you think of giving up
There's no mountain you can't climb
One step at a time

All that you needed
Was there all the time

[Chorus]

All that you needed
Was there all the time

[Chorus]

Lala. byebye. (:

Nightmare > Nightmare > Dream. Brilliant.

Okay, woke up at arnd 12.30pm like that today, haha. Nothing to do today! To think, a holiday the school finally gives us & I have nothing to do today, lol. Nvm, I like sleeping in. :D Hopefully there's no tuition tmr, then can sleep in again! Lol, how fun, I suppose.

Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Lalala, time to continue to keep my stuff. See ya! :D
104'58


To watch the sunset by my time.

Hello! I'm quite awake now cos I slept for some time in the afternoon just now cos the weather was sooo rainy & cold, perfect for sleeping. So I just zonked out on the bed, lol!

Anyway.

Had the 50th Anniversary rehearsal today while everyone else went to the Science Discovery Centre. Lol. Like primary school times like that, haha. Yeahh. Ended at arnd 11.30am & so headed to PP with Selena & Kiara. Kiara went home & then Selena & I went to eat @ Crystal Jade! Whee, lol. Treated her for the congee, lol. That girl arh, so skinny, need to eat more! Ha. Ate finish & then walked arnd.. & saw Cheryl Tan & her friend at Topshop, where Cheryl Tan bought for Selena a formal top! Lol! So nice lor that girl, haha. Made Selena super duper high, & yah, headed home after that. Yup - My day.

No school tmr! Wheeee. :D School's officially over, if not for the truncated schedule & the 50th Anniversary rehearsals.. darn.

Dont tell me who I should be
Dont try to tell me whats right, for me.

Rainy & tiring day. Ha.

Had Choral Speaking for the day. Mhm. Then PChan's farewell concert, so ya, bye. Uh huh. The whole lot of us were folding paper cranes & listening (most of us) at the same time.

After that went to watch Death Note with Ruiwen, Aiyan, Jasmine, Jing Mei & Cheryl. The show's quite nice, if you havent read the comic that is. Read already, then everything's so predictable, not nice anymore. Yup. Trailer of the second show's shown right at the back. Looks interesting eh? Ha. December 2006 coming out. Yeah, cant wait.
& The Covenant's out on Nov 2! :D

Now thats what real to me.

edit} :D I love ice skating.
Okay, so I skated from 4.40pm to 8.40pm w/ my family minus my dad & my two cousins ( Liang Wei & Liang Jun). Four whole hours. Wheeee. So fun okay! ((: My sister made a new friend! Haha. Her name's Karen, same age as my sister & super duper pro on ice. Liang Jun & my brother couldnt even catch up w/ her, tsk.
Heard from my mother that she's been learning since she was 3.. which is like, whoa okay, darn cool. She helped my sister along the ice, haha. Cute right, lol. Two little kids together holding hands and skating, hahaha! And during speed skating, the announcer said something really funny that got me laughing. Speed skating is at your own risk. LOL. So what, you die on the ice they dont care? Hahaha. IF you can even die that is, lol!

Okay so, after skating, me, my brother & my cousins went to eat at Macs. Super fun laughing k. Esp when my cousin & I tricked my brother to get whacked twice consecutively. It sent us into hysterics I tell you!! Haha. & I tricked LW into whacking himself once when he was demostrating how my brother got whacked. Lol. Super duper funny.

Okay, so got home & yeah. Had this rather amusing conversation w/ a person who wished to remain anonymous. So yeah, check it out>
Me: Urm, whatever floats your boat. -.-
1: errrrrrrr...?
1: wateva sinks your plane
Me: ....
Me: PLANES DOESNT SINK. My gosh.
1: ok
1: wateva drops your plane
Me: ...
Me: Crashes your plane? Lol.
1: it does drop with its engines off
Me: ..
1: no?
Me: Whatever drives your car!
1: muz be the downward movement
1: wateva.. deccelerates ur.. accelerator!
Me: .. WTH!?!?
1: LOL. hahaa
1: THE FIRE IN HER NOSE
Me: ..
Me: Whatever burns YOUR fire.
1: wateva melts your ice
Me: ..
Me: Whatever folds your crane!
1: hehe
1: wateva crushes your bulldozer!
Me: Whatever drags your truck. -.-
1: wateva pulls your...
Me: Pulley.
1: ur... lol!!
Me: Whatever pulls your pulley. Lol.
Me: WHATEVER PLAYS YOUR TUBA. Lol.
1: wateva throws your dustbin
Me: .. Whatever flushes your toilet. LOL.
1: LOL. er.. errr... wateva cuts your throat
Me: Whatever slashes your wrist.
1: wateva stabs ur back
Me: Whatever shoots your gun.
1: wateva.. shit!
1: got csi
1: wateva heck the tv.
Me: I'm sooo gonna blog this.
1: OMG. nooooooooooo

Ahaha. ((: Here it is. So amusing right?? It made me laugh a lot, haha. Okie yup. (:
See ya. Theres sch tmr. ): So sad.

-

Urm, ice skating's on the schedule for me later. Yea.
There's really nothing else to do lar. So boring.

Take Your Sweet Time by Jesse McCartney
It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do

[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime

Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?

[Repeat Chorus]

That traitor tear.

Lalala, okay. Today was a reallyyyyyy slack day. Watched The Maid for the movie screening, & I seriously dont know whats so scary abt it. Lol. Maybe its cos we couldnt see properly.. but oh well. The few of us were playing taiti/bluff, but stopped cos the teachers kept walking arnd & so watched the shows & commented & in Ruiwen's case, fake scream. Hahaha. Well yeah, then the classroom clean up. Yup. Had to clean 4C too, & goodness, some of them really vandalised until like siao, super difficult to clean. Yea, but we did it lar, yay, go 3C! (: Haha.

Anyway, here are the pictures from last Friday. Even though I was in school for quite a short while only, lol. Roderick's the photographer! (:











Okay. :D Hahaha. So I went w/ Selena to PS & then to Vivo on Sunday. Its nice there, lol. Though its really really really crowded. Yeah. The rooftop w/ the little sort-of-like pool where its only at the most knee deep & you can walk arnd inside. Lol. So fun there. Took some pictures but I cant post them up cos its in my phone.. & usually I got to bluetooth to my mother's phone. Then put in memory card & then plug into the computer, but for some weird reason or another the computer's memory card thingy got problem. Yeah, so sad lar. When its okay then I put up the pictures. Yup.

Ahahaha, can sleep in tmr. Yay, so fun. (:

I Have Loved You by Jessica Simpson
Remember that blue crystal sky
The sun reflected in your eyes
Kissed me unexpectedly
A moment I just can't forget
We filled the air with promises
Took them up so tenderly
But life never asks you what you want
It's just gonna have its way
Sometimes it doesn't give like it takes

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

Don't think I'll write another letter
Or watch another pink sunset
Without thinking about you
I take a walk along the blue seaside
How will I sleep at night
How will I wipe the tears from your eyes

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting
Even if I never see your face
And wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

I have loved you

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
With all my heart and all my soul
The world comes tumbling down
And crumbling all around
I have loved you

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
I have loved you

I never could explain.

Take a look! >
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
I, Rylie Huang, solemnly promise to make it my life's goal to drive one Selena Ng crazy.
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
WHEE.
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
Lol.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
GEEZ.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
That's bad.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Really bad.
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
GOOD.

Lol! Okay. Turned out that I didnt go out w/ Sihui & e rest cos well:
1. Sick.
2. No money ( them too!)

Haha, but going out w/ Selena tmr, & then we're skipping the cycling & going Vivo! Lol. So fun right!? okay okay. Haha. Maybe we'll be catching a movie or sth. Wheee. :D
Sorry, just a little high after Kinder Bueno.

Macs for lunch, yum.

Seeya! :D
Thats right.

That your never coming back. Never.

edit} There's, sadly, no Ghost Whisperer today & all that was left of Channel 5 is Maid in Manhattan > BORING! Geez. Oh well, yeahhhhh. I dont know why I'm editing this post lar, guess I'm that bored yeah. Mhm. Sigh, oh well. Added more shoutouts at the bottom.. Yup.

The Hardest Thing by 98 Degrees
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us trying to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind

Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know cuz
There can be no happy ending

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
(Ooh)

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I don't want to live a lie
What can I do
I'll walk away & you'll remain.. there.

So I got a green form & went home today at 8.30am. Whee. Ya, dont ask why cos the answer is quite obvious. -.- Haha, & then during recess ( or sth like that) Sihui went home too, lol. Cool, but lei, hope tmr both of us will be well enough to go out yeah! (: I owe people presents.

Er, ya.
Sihui Get well soon! Haha.
Cheryl Koh I watched finish Part 1 already! ((: Lol. Yeah, but how to pass to you. -.- Monday lor! Haha.
Rachel Tang Thanks for helping me go take warm water in the morning. (:
Jasmine Sim Lol, he's ours right!? Hahaha.
Faizzah/Pam Chua Not appendicitis! :D Just some infection thingy.
you: Just one.
You're here.

Sometimes it feels like a million chances

Okay, I'm back. Lol.


Q&A Session during Assembly w/ the Councillors & the Sec 3 cohort was definitely interesting.. Yup. Points which I never thought of before were raised & boy oh boy, what a hooha it brought about. & even more so, it makes us think of all the unfairness, if its that unfair in the first place, that is. I dont know. Lol.

Anyway.
Most results are back. No wait, not most. All results are back. Oh well, I have no right to be happy yeah, cos mine arent fantastic. Gosh. But whatever, I cant do anything to turn back time & change it all over again. So people, look towards the future & stop dwelling on the past. These silly numbers & alphabets dont define your life. YOU do.
& in terms of Lit? Reliability of tests: In this present society where there is an overemphasis on tests & exams, this story ( Flowers for Algernon) questions the objective & accuracy of testing. It also questions the idea of intelligence - that it should not be an end in itself but a mean to an end.


Those little events that make up life.

Lalala.
Quit thinking!

One day, I'm walking away.

Boo! Guess who?! Obviously with this kinda starting to a post, it can't be Xuan. Lalalalalalalalala, i'm the one and only SELENA NG! ((: Yeah a failure in math. Shit math lar. Okay! Hmm, yes we got tired in blogging in our own blogs, sooooo HERE I AM AND THERE SHE GOES. Oh! She just got sprinkled with glitter by her little sister! So i think she looks just like me, Pau and Fong on that day. Lol, she looks glam now!

School has been yuck. Results are being given out and nope, not good at all. Really, the marks are like shit. Okay, shan't talk about it, only good for spoiling moods.

So, we had drama after school. Went to Parkway with Xuan and Miko that big fat bulky lightbulb. Had Macadamiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ice cream and walked back to school just in time for Choral. I tell you i wanna dance! As in i wanna dance for the 50th Anniversary thing. Me and Kiara were like ehhhhhh, not fair, we should have joined it in the first place. Rah, whatever lar! So today was quite slack for Choral, mainly just seeing the 3 dancers dance and i can memorise their moves alr! ((:

So yup, got released one hr earlier and homeeeee! Hmm, mummy and daddy's coming back tmr. Presents i hope?

With love,

Selena! :D

This is amazingly not a vampiric post, LOL.

Okay, lets see. So I went ESCAPE THEME PARK w/ Cheryl today! I have no idea how in the world she talked me into going there. Must be the free lunch she offered, lol. Well anyway. I woke up at 9.30am, & thought that it was too early & so went back to sleep. Woke up again at 10.30am. Immediately I panicked lar, cos I initially planned to leave the house at 10.30am. So rushed & my mum fetched me to Kovan MRT station. Made my way to Pasir Ris MRT, which was super far. Upon reaching, I realised that I was early. Haha. Supposed to meet at 12pm, & I reached the station at 11.40am. Lol, so I just there & listened to my mp3, and thought about a lot of things lar. Reflecting time. :D Cheryl came and scared me from behind. -.- That girl. Sheesh.
Ate lunch at White Sands, and then took a cab to Escape as we were alr late & we didnt know how to go, lol. Met Cheryl's cousin after spending a whopping $16.50 on the entrance ticket. Super expensive okay! Goodness. Went in & Cheryl & I bought a drink and walked arnd, seeing what rides we could take. Headed to the Pirate Ship for the first ride la. Then we were super sian, & wondered why we were there, lol. After that we headed to sit the Family Coaster thing twice. LOL. I swear, my backbone was going break from hitting the back of the seat so many times, lol. I'll probably have a bruise there lar. Next, went to sit the 360 thing. Yup, up & down.. Cheryl was like, "oh my god!" lol. After that went to Flipper, that one was okay, not as nerve wrecking as 360. Hahaha. Then we were dizzy, & the sun was super hot. So headed to play some water games!
BLASTER CARS. Lol. I sprayed Cheryl like siao & she was super duper wet when she got out!! Hahahaha. So funny lor. Then headed to queue up for Wet & Wild. I sat behind while Cheryl in front. LOL. Cheryl's reaction was so funny when she realised how high the 2nd climb was.
Cheryl: -sees sign- What!? 15 metres!?
Me: Ya.. I told you that just now what.
Cheryl: 15 metres is almost 10 times of me leh!?
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHA. Its okay!
-The car goes up-
Cheryl: Oh my god oh my god! You might as well tell me tmr right!?
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
-car zooms down & when its at the bottom alr-
Me: That was fun.
Cheryl: Fun!? You crazy arh!?
LOL. Damn funny okay. Then we went to Burger King to dry off after the Viking Ship again (yes, while we were drippping wet!), & ended up freezing our ass off & buying some food to fill our empty stomachs. Lol. Then headed to ride the Yakult thing. Then Ferris Wheel and then the Yakult thing again. Cheryl was super dizzy already, & I was too, though not so dizzy as her, lol. Sat down & waited for Cheryl's cousin to meet us to go home. Yup. Then her cousin's dad fetched me to Kovan MRT where I walked home & yah, here I am. Wheee.

Meeting Selena to cycle tmr! :D Yay.
Speak no lies.

One way or another I'll be back.

Lol, okay. I think I have a thing for blogging late at night when the day's coming to an end. Haha. Vampire I guess. :D ( No, CS, its not weird!)

Okay, wellllllll. Stayed at home all day. Yup.
Ghost Whisperer is sooo nice! The parents Grace & Jack are soooo sweet. Lol. Grace somemore sick dont wanna tell Jake. AW. That part was super touching please. Yeahhhhh. The show rocks! :D Sadly, next week got Maid in Manhattan & so no GW. Darn.

Going out tmr I guess. W/ Cheryl to babysit her P6 cousin at Escape. Long long MRT ride for me, all the way to Pasir Ris, whoa okay, must remember to charge my iPod, lol. YAY.

"I Believe My Heart"
Duncan James feat. Keedie
( Thanks Zhiyi for sending this song!! :D )
Whenever I see your face the world disappears,
All in a single glance so revealing.
You smile and I feel as though I've know you for years.
How do I know to trust what I'm feeling?

I believe my heart,
What else can I do?
When every part of every thought leads me straight to you.
I believe my heart.
There's no other choice,
For now whenever my heart speaks,
I can only hear your voice

The life-time before we met has faded away.
How did I live a moment without you?
You don’t have to speak at all,
I know what you'd say.
And I know every secret about you.

I believe my heart.
It believes in you.
It's telling me that what I see is completely true.
I believe my heart.
How can it be wrong?
It says that what I feel for you I will feel my whole life long.

I believe my heart.
It believes in you.
It's telling me that what I see is completely true.
And with all my soul
I believe my heart.
The portrait that it paints of you is a perfect work of art.
Where?

You can cry & complain, but its still going to be the same.

Choral Speaking in the morning.. slacked from 8am to 9.20am like that cos a certain Jeremiah was late. Anddddd, we were supposed to start at 9am, but dontknowwho made us came at 8am! & we wasted the one hour because in that hour, we didnt exactly do anything. I mean, gosh, I was walking in & out of the music room w/ Chip (Kiara) & And (Selena). Lol. So stopped the session at 10am cos theres actors' training for those chosen for SYF 2nd auditions.

Selena, Kiara & I headed to Parkway. Kiara went home first to take her wallet ( she forgot to bring it!) before meeting us at Coffee Bean at PP. Kiara & Selena went to eat at KFC while I watched them, sipping my Ice Blended Chocolate. :D We were going blading! Whee. :D Nick & Amirul were going to blade too, and boy oh boy, those two walk fast okay. Loll. And and! Selena & I ( more like me only) successful taught Kiara how to move on blades. She isn't that pro yet, but at least from not being on blades before to can move, fast somemore, though a little unstable! Like Veron says, "can move can le". Lol. Hahahaha. Saw Ruiwen, Lim Pn, Sihui, Vanhui, Jasmine & Jingmei there too. :D After a while at the Beginners' Park Kiara decided to change to bike, & thus, we all moved on to blade on the road la. Lol. Bladed quite fast, & Nick fell! Gosh, that guy was trying to crossover ( I THINK) & he fell, flat. Har har. Okay, his wound was bleedin quite badly. & yeah, it formed a SEVEN. My register number! Hahaha. Ah well, he thought it was quite interesting and wanted me to take a photo of it, lol. So well, here it is. Nick's "7" wound. Haha.

After that we headed back to the rental shop cos Kiara had to return her bike. I had lent my slippers to Lim Pon cos she left her slippers in the locker which needs 2 dollars to open & when she switched her blades to a bike, she needed slippers, so I lent her mine! & when we were going home, Lim Pon & co were at Safra that side. So me & Nick bladed there, and she & Ruiwen ( she bike RW blades) headed towards us, so we'd meet somewhere in the middle la. Yea. Then Nick & I bladed to PP w/ Kiara & Selena behind. We waited for them at the top of the underpass staircase, the other side one, while those two people took their time. Lol. We had removed our blades, examined our injuries ( I got two huge blisters) and then waited for them at the top of the staircase. & when those two ladies finally arrived, we stood up & gosh, I immediately staggered and would fall down the stairs if Selena had not caught a hold of me. After a long time on blades, unsteady on land yeah, and w/ the stupid blisters at the side of the feet = WORSE. Gosh, yeah.

Anyway, Kiara & Selena went home first & me & Nick ate at New Zealand Natural there. He ate ice cream & me the Mango Tango thing, lol. His purple ice cream matches his purple hat! Lol. Yup!! LOL. Anyway, followed him to buy KFC after ate finish there & then went to hail taxis. Haha. & then yeah.. home time!

Reached home, bathed & then went out w/ my mother to Vivocity!! Mwahaha. That place is HUGE I tell you. Looked cool from the outside too, like some space station like that, LOL. Okay, so my mother spent forever in Forever 21, & so while she was browsing around that "cute" shop ( or so she says), I took the chance to explore the whole of Vivocity, and gosh, its huge. I explored finish the whole of it, walked around the entire place ( yes I did! & I nearly got myself another blister, gosh.) before going back to find my mother who still havent finished the browsing of Forever 21. Gosh! So long lar. It was already one hour plus past. Then I was sooo tired already. I was practically dead & stoning & freezing away there. When we walked arnd, if I could sit, I sat. Lol. Dead & tired. Ha, what a combination. Anyway.. ate Yoshinoya for dinner & then headed home lor. I kept hurrying my mother cos she kept getting distracted by various shops along the way, lol. Yay, then finally we got home. Yeaaaa.

Fun day! Though a little tiring, haha. Its late already, lol.

Before I leave..
Ha, look.

AND Ng. LOL.


Guess who! Hahaha.

CHIP Lim. Lol. (Hey, Selena's the one w/ the screws loose & thought of such stuff! That lame girl. It all started when she said Kiara looked like a chipmunk... LOL. That girl. Loads of screws loose so need to move around to tighten them, which probably didnt work! Hahahaha.)

Thats all for today! :D Byebye.

To hear you call my name.

EXAMS ARE OVER!! :D
Lol, okay. So.. Exams over, went home & then went out again. LOL! Yup. Went to meet Cheryl & Kaylie at Cityhall MRT. Walked around Marina Square and Suntec before going to watch John Tucker Must Die. & oooh. The show's really nice okay!! I like I like. Hahaha. So cool lar, the show. & really funny too. Lol. Cheryl & Kaylie couldnt stop laughing, lol.
Turned out that I didnt go to the chalet afterall cos I reach home already about 7+pm, and everyone was supposed to go home about 9+pm like that, so no point going lar, & Pasir Ris is so far anyway. Yeah.

Gosh okay, tmr have Choral Speaking at 8am to 10.30am. After that probably going to blade w/ Selena at ECP. Yup. I haven't bladed for so long already.. gosh. I miss rollerblading! Lol. Yay, going to blade as long as possible. Maybe until 3pm. Hahaha. Cos my mother's going to Taka at 3pm like that, so I shall follow, mwahaha. Maybe I can like, shop & get something yeah. Lol. Yup yup. Post Exam Activities you know. :D

5 mins to 12am. Lol. The only reasons why I'm still on the computer is because:
1. I got nothing to do.
2. My mother is sleeping.
3. My dad's in Taiwan.
LOL. Yup. No parents to chase me off the computer & the spur of boredom.. yup.
Hehehaha.

....
12am already. Morning sunshine, the Earth says hello! :D

A lifetime before it fades away.

Short post before I go off k? :D

So, went to Libary to study w/ Selena, Jasmine & Nick after the Chinese P2 today. Yep, we actually studied, believe it or not. Lol. At least we did study a little.. though it got a little sian for us halfway through. Hahaha.

Being the tired people that we were, after a long day of A Maths & super duper boring black-and-white Chinese P2, some of us succumbed to sleep.

Here's a picture of Nick covering his head w/ his shirt, trying to sleep. LOL.

Selena trying to study w/ all the noise arnd (Yes, noise in a library!)

Soooo. Then we studied or at least tried to study for a while before Selena & Nick had to go at around 4pm. Jasmine & I stayed to continue studying, & yes, we actually DID study, at a quiet section of the childrens' level, at the preschoolers section that side w/ nice & comfy sofas for us to lie on, lol. Then arnd 6pm we 'graduated' to Macs. LOL! Yes, we moved to PP Macs to study la. Hm, studied & ate until 7+pm like that before going home.
Reached home about 8+pm already. YEA.

Sooo.
LAST PAPER TMR!!
Whoo, cant wait. ((: Going out & the chalet thingy at night. Hm, havent made up my mind whether to sleepover or not cos there's (bloody) Choral Speaking on Thursday morning, from 8am to 10.30am. Real unhumane time, I tell you. Gosh.

Well, I'm done w/ this post. ((: See ya.

This is what happens when you mix all the new brushes together:

Lol, okay, I'm just bored. :D

Gah. I feel as though exam's over!!
But sadly, its not.
2 more days!
& then its over. OVERRRRRRR. Yup. But then the hard parts come: Results. Darn. But oh well, when it comes then sad la, hor. Right nowwwww. Finish up & enjoy while it lasts. Ha.

My handphone bill came today. I'm so so so thankful that I have free incoming calls & a few free outgoing calls. Thank goodness!! If not, I'm seriously seriously screwed. Yeah.
55 paper cranes.

Like the bright fireworks on the fourth of July

Ooh okay. I saw this analysis thingy on ahmai's blog & decided to try it out! Its darn cool.. & some parts are really true yeah. :D

16 December ( SAGITTARIUS)
Your personal ruling planets are Jupiter and Neptune.

You are ruled by the mythical God, Neptune, which describes your nature most adequately. Just like the vast ocean you are restless, moody and fond of change and travel. You love the water and places connected with the sea.
Gosh, how true!
Your life lesson is to learn the art of defending yourself and not always to retreat into your self made shell. Your energies at times are very inconstant. Could it be that you give far more attention to the needs of others than to some of the most immediate needs within your own heart and mind?
Oooh. & I'm supposed to be evil, lol.
You have strong psychic abilities that relate to the water element within you and you can use this talent, not only for your own advantage, but helping others as well. All of the healing and helping professions are well suited to your nature. Your main lessons are to learn to take better care of your material life so as to enjoy your future fully.
Material life.. lol.
Your lucky colours are the darker green shades.
No wonder I like green, haha!
Your lucky gems are turquoise, cats eye chrysoberyl, tigers eye.

Your lucky days of the week are Mondays and Thursdays.

Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 7 , 16, 25, 34, 43, 52, 61, 70, 79.
7's my register no! Ha, & 16's my birthdate. Cool.
Famous people born on your birthday include Beethoven, Jane Austen, George Santayana, C. Jinarajadasa, Noel Coward, Margaret Mead, Arthur C. Clarke, Jan Tenney and Lindsey Hartley.

From http://www.astrology.com.au/366bdays/profile.asp

Yep. :D

Fun fact:
"I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

Ah, & my horoscope for 8 Oct 2006?
Look out for crossed wires and mixed messages for a while, as what you mean to say and what you appear to be saying may be confused or misconstrued. Be ready to spend some time clarifying your statements. In this case, forewarned can be forearmed, as you'll do much better to refrain from hastily commenting on anything you're not sure of.

Geez.

hello

boo. ok, i am uhhh not xiao xuan.
hahahaha. guess who.
ciao.

FOUR more days to go.

Thanks lar, MOE.
You.

The world fades away when its you&me.

INVINCIBLE by Jesse McCartney.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it baby
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way

September 1st, 2003
It took the life right out of me
Hung up the phone
Raced out the door
Broken

Tried to believe that it wasn't true
But in my heart I always knew
That being the life of the party would catch up to you
Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours

Chorus:
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it baby
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything was cool on the straight away
But you took that turn doing 85 in a 35
Why babe?

Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street is cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours

[Chorus]

Who ever said that life was fair
When you live without a care
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'

[Chorus]

Gosh, I love this song.


Peopleeee, think positive: HOLIDAYS ARE COMING! :D

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY! (:
"Listening to the news! Again?" -- "Well, it changes every day, you see..."
- Vernon Dursley & Harry Potter, Order of the Phoenix, Chap 1, Pg 6


If someone told me a year ago that my dear sister would end up w/ Sara Lee, I'd have laughed like anything & called you crazy or any words related to insanity. & for sure, I wouldnt be the only one. Haha. Jonathan would object all the way ( he liked her then), as would many other guys who liked Sara Lee ( which was quite a lot!). In the end, who got her heart? Our dear sister - CS Goh. HAHA.

Its weird, the way life turns out. Many things you wouldnt even think of doing would happen & there you were wondering, how in the world it happened, & whether it was a welcomed change or not. For sure, the future's interesting, who knows what would happen along the way.. ha. Maybe your with someone & you think that well, its going to last a lifetime, & your super sure of it. & then suddenly, bam, you break up because of disagreements. Or, a person studying something was so sure that he/she would be turning into that line of work, and then, the next thing you knew, you lost interest in that subject and turn to another job that you unexpectedly like. You could still choose to stay on.. but you can choose not to too. & my point is? Choices can change everything, even if its a little choice to , say, brush your teeth or sth. Who knows, maybe that would create a chain of events that would lead to someone telling you in the future that you stink and doesn't want to be friends with you & you'd be a loner! Lol. Just a probability. Kinda like the Butterfly Effect dont you think.

Butterfly Effect is, for those who dont know, a theory that a flapping of a butterfly's wings can cause a tornado somewhere else in the world. Kind of interesting. The teeny movement of the flapping of the wings, would cause some air molecules to vibrate, who causes other air molecules to vibrate, & thus, it causes a whole lot of molecules to well, vibrate & tada, you get your tornado at somewhere else in the world. Lol. The actual explanation is a whole lot more complicated & hard to comeprehend, yeah.

Oh well. :D Food for thought.
Btw, same rules for sms replies applies today too. Yup.
I wont leave til you do.

We'll get you another autograph. Lockhart'll sign anything if it stands still long enough.
-Ron Weasley, Chamber of Secrets, Chapter 10, Page 164

JUST A DREAM
When I look in your eyes, I see a whole different sky
Like I've never seen before. And when I hear your voice
It's like a song that I can. Listen to o', over again
It's so crazy how you make me go crazy
Every time that I'm near you
Cause you're just a dream. This is my reality
Totally insanity. If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
You're just a dream. Just a dream
When I picture the world. It takes me to the sun
I think about the way you smile
And the words that you say. Always seem to change
The world that I've been living in
It's so crazy how you make me go crazy
Every time that I'm near you
Cause you're just a dream. This is my reality
Totally insanity. If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
You're just a dream. Just a dream
You're just a dream. Just a dream yeah
More than my imagination could ever see
You're just a dream. If I could be with you
You're just a dream. This is my reality
Totally insanity. If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
Cause you're just a dream
This is my reality. Totally insanity
If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
Be with you. You're just a dream
Oh whoa you're just a dream. Just a dream

Note to people: I'm not going to reply any sms from 12 to 12! At least, not to people who aren't Singtel users! I would pick up calls etc but NO SMS REPLIES FOR ME! Savvy? Good. :D

Okay! This is just gonna be a random picture-esque post. (: ( in no particular order!)

Ooh. Why is Cheryl lifting her leg up!? LOL.
Oh look. Blackcurrent MENTOES!

Darn, blogger doesnt let me post any more pictures. Photobucket timeeee.

So they think that they can fly. -.- HAHA.





K. (:


Folding a thousand paper stars.

Brilliant, Snape; once again you've put your keen and penetrating mind to the task and as usual come to the wrong conclusion.
- Sirius Black; Prisoner of Azkaban movie

Yes! Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix coming out next year July! :D

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

I suppose I gotta go study soon yeah. W/ the EOYs being what, 3 days away?

Who knows what the future might bring anyway. If only there were real prophets.. & not some fake ones. But then again, your destiny's aint set in stone. You can change the path.. w/ every choice you make.

Okay. Stop highlighting lar. -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGMEI!

Lol, only found out that it was your birthday yesterday, haha. Anyway, hope your dreams come true today! ((: Your present.. er!?? Wait lar, hor. LOL.
I think I owe many people presents, ha.

NO PROMISES
Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high, I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby
you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight. Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high. I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away,
I want to stay forever, thru time and time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
now and forever my love
No promises
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms, here tonight.

I never want to cry again.

& I changed, & took off into the sunset, never looking back.
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YEAH RIGHT. Like I can like that.
Okay, so I got home, changed & then actually cycled arnd lar. I went to places I've never went before, passed old friends' houses.. Yeah. It's a change from being at home. Everything's different, their new houses since the last time I cycled arnd, even the playground's changed from sand boxes to rubber grounds. Its nice being left alone sometimes, really.

Anyway.
School was okay. PE was fun. We played captain's ball in the hall, all three courts okay. Whoa, super tiring. Which made us super tired from reccess onwards. English I want to fall asleep already lar! If the bell hadnt rang.. I'd have slept there & then. After that was Physics.. SIAN. E Math not very good too.. Didnt quite listen, sigh. Then between 2pm to 2.30pm, me & Faizzah were lying down, listening to MP3, and trying to sleep. I nearly succeeded. Geez, I didnt want to get up when Mrs Tan came.
I've already packed all my stuff under my table into a box! & its sitting on my study table now. Its a lot of stuff okay. Ha. So tmr dont need to bring home alr! Yay.

The week's nearly through.


She can't stop swinging because its the closest she can get to flying & touching the sky.
Stagger, stagger, fall.

So I changed my blog skin. :D

For a change, we ( my family) watched Singapore Idol last night. & boy oh boy. It was funny. Okay, go HADY!! Haha, he definitely sings better than that girly boy Jonathan Leong!! Booo, Selena!! :D
Results show tonight, Faizzah's going to watch it w/ Imma. & oh my, their screams were like.. insane! Lol. During recess time today somemore. Goodness! I nearly went deaf!! Haha. Anyway, they're going tonight lar, yeah. Haha, enjoy the show!

Arh, here I am then. In front of the computer. Ha. I better get to studying then, see ya people!



& thus, it proclaims a new beginning.

YOU GIVE ME WINGS
Sometimes, its hard just to be yourself
I know you know
So close to tears, wanting to give up
I felt all alone

But now your here, by my side
And I just want you to know

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
There you make me fly

Now I am stronger than I was before
Because of you
I feel so alive and I'm wanting more
I can't believe its true

But now your here, by my side
Dont ever let me go

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
There you make me fly

Oooh baby
Whoaaa whoaaaaaa

Come fly away with me

You give me wings when I'm falling
Thats why I sing to you (Whoa)

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
There you make me fly

You give me wings

(: I wont sleep before you do!

Had the A Math mock exam today lar. Alamak, a lot of stuff dont know how to do, lol. But oh well, it isn't counted anyway. So after doing, we had abt 20mins break time.. then Miss Wang went through the answers. Ruiwen & I were slacking away, lol. Our feet were propped up on the chair in front of us and we were like.. copying the stuff only for the sake of copying, ha. We didnt felt like doing, obviously. & the light from the OHP is really blinding lar. So bright. -.-

Okay, so went to Parkway w/ Selena, Nick, Ivor & Ali after that (waiting super long for Selena at the bus-stop also!) Then we headed to Macs to eat lunch. It was soo funny. Selena ate almost all of her food thanks to me, Nick & Ali for once! Haha. Then Ali went & take a balloon for Selena, as reward, LOL. There was already another black balloon someone left behind at the seat there, so Ali & Nick started playing w/ the balloons, rubbing it against their stomach and then put on Selena's head to see if her hair would stand! LOL. Really really funnnyyy.



HAHA. & then Selena told us that she had to go buy break talk for her mother. & then Ivor said something ultra funny that had us laughing for quite a long time.
Selena: I need to go buy break talk for my mother.
Ivor: Your mother so lonely arh.
Us: Erm.. why?
Ivor: Everyday talk to bread only.
LOL! Okay, damn funny. I laughed until my cheekbone hurt, and my stomach hurt too! LOL. That kept us laughing lar! Even afterwards, when we left Macs, we were still laughing about it. Hahahaha. :D Walked around for a while, went up to Gallen Sports to see the lovely blades ( Nick wanted to see sth.) & then home.

Thats my day for you.



I knew I shouldnt have slept. Sigh.
So, turned out I wasn't there.

Oh my. Chem was hard.
Argh.
& Mrs Chee went "You call that hard!?". Oh shootttt. So it means that the EOYs would be harder lar. Damn.
Okay, in the mid of the test, some retard went laughing at a super high pitch. Its Juk Fen btw. Anyway, we all didnt know whether to be amused or angry. It was sooo funny, but it was sooo distracting too. & I suppose most of us were frustrated at the paper alr la. The moment we heard Mrs Chee go and shout at him, we started laughing. Yeahhh.

15 mins before the test, Sihui noticed that I was abt to be stressed so she offered to go walk arnd the sch, and yay. It was sooo much better. We need a break to let our mind relax before starting on the paper yeah, haha. We went to the Sec 1/2 level to look at their class noticeboard. & we were commenting on it lar, lol.

Oookay. A Math mock exam tmr. Gah, so frustrating one Time to go & study yeah..
At least its nearing the end of the week, but it also means that the EOYs is nearer. Oh man. -.-


Suddenly, I miss my Zen Micro. Gahhhh.




Wanting Memories
I am sitting here wanting memories
to teach me to see the beauty in the
world through my own eyes

I am sitting here wanting memories
to teach me to see the beauty in the
world through my own eyes

You used to rock me in the cradle of your arms,
you said you’d hold me till the pains of life were gone,
you said you’d comfort me in times like these and
now I need you, now I need you, and you are gone

I dont like Physics.
Frankly, I think Chemistry is sooo much better ( regardless of the teacher!).




Gahh.

First & foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERONICA! :D

Yeahhh. (: Enjoy your day yeah? We'll send your present over asap! &&, your voice's so cute! Haha.

So today was the oh-so-dreaded drama auditions. Yeahhhhh. I dont know, it went well? Aiyah, who cares. (: I stumbled over my lines a couple of times, and paused once, muttering "Er, shit." Lol! Funny funny. But I was super fast I suppose. Other than that, yeah its okay, I suppose. Oh, whatever. :D Overrrrrr. No more drama until the stupid EOYs are over, yay. Finished at 7pm. So Donna, Kay, Selena & I were sitting at the rotanda there, talking & listening to music waiting for our parents to come. The sky was pink and blue & niceee ( sunset!) & it was ultra windy.


(okay, I know the camera sucks lar, but its my phone's camera, what to do.)

& yeahhhh. Its Thursday already tmr. So fast lar, the week. Like today's Chemistry lesson. The 2 periods passed ultra fast that Faizzah & Yong G were like "Huh, two periods past already!?" Haha.
Time flies man.

& we made it through yet another Tuesday. Phew!

3 periods of maths = BORING LIKE SHIT. Gah. I could have died man. & E Math was worst lar, it felt like dont know how many periods have gone by when actually the bell havent even rang yet. Sheeshhh!

Chemistry lecture after sch was quite funny, esp since it's Tan KH who taught instead of the oh-so-boring Mrs Tan. Yeahhhhh. Especially the part abt urine crystallizing. Lol! Really funny. &&, the auditorium is cold! Brr, freezing. Thankfully I brought my jacket, but then in the 2nd half of the lecture ( after break), it wasn't that cold already, so I lent my jacket to Sihui! :D Yeah.

Ah, & during A Math today: Reminisce of the past! LOL. Legend, Roder, Rachel, Pon, Faizzah & I were all like, Digimon! Pokemon! Doraemon! & so on and forth. Haha. Deprived childhood man. Loll. Funny lar.

Okay okay. Time to study at least something instead of stoning all the in front of the computer, yeah. Since the bloody EOYs are just round the corner.. sigh. & coming back/staying back everyday for at least something! Sooo stupidd. ):

Schedule for this week:
Monday - E Maths lvl test.
Tuesday - Chemistry lecture.
Wednesday - ultra dumb Drama.
Thursday - English test.
Friday - Chemistry mock exam.
Sat - A Maths mock exam.

See. So.. urgh. If this year like this, then I seriously wonder whats next year's schedule. We'll probably only get to go home at sunset man. Ah, this sucks.

Shoot me. ):