-

Fed up with my destiny
And this place of no return
Think I'll take another day
And slowly watch it burn
It doesn't really matter how the time goes by
Cause I still remember you and I
And that beautiful goodbye
> beautiful goodbye - amanda marshall


tuesday; 31 october
went to vivo w/ weirong, tenghui (hui-jie! lol), aiyan & sue-ann. tsk, that yap seng arh. leave sue-ann! so bad, lol! anw. went there to walk arnd. ate lunch at a super expensive food court. & weirong was being generous and he bought for us $10 worth of chicken wings, lol! its super crispy. haha. then he bought jelly beans frm candy empire for us to share. whoa, so nice right. him, nice - quite freaky. haha! kidding. (:
happy birthday angeline!
& happy halloween! ( trick/treat? haha.)

wednesday; 1 november
sihui, butter popcorn jelly bean is not nice! lol. i reached home quite early. arnd 11.10am like that. haha. so waited for my sister to come back & followed her to piano class at paragon. whee. it was quite cold you know! if i hadnt had the fox sweater i'd have froze to death, lol! okay fine, just exaggerating, but yeah. it was colddddddd cos it rained! ah, but nvm. :D ate swensons for dinner (yum!) & then went to junction 8 to buy sth for my maid. yeah, then home sweet home.
happy birthday zk!

thursday; 2 november; today
3C lit students > ALL HOME. :D lol. jealous?? hahaha. All of you are slugging away in school while we are slacking away at home. Haha! plus Lit dont even have any truncated schedule, whee. green w/ envy eh? LOL. Okayokay. I shan't rub it in anymore, hahahaha.'
phototaking in sch w/ 3c! lol. super funny k. some ppl kept screaming when the flash goes off cos rod keeps pressing the button at random times, lol. we tried to keep our voices down when the om came over to tell us abt the sec 4s having their o levels in the hall though (cos we were under the rotunda there). haha. still funny! went home w/ aiyan. her bus & mine came at the same time, ahaha. fate, i tell you. :D

reached home at about 10plus. whee. it's drizzling now. just now it was raining hard. hmm. singapore's being wet for days on end, haha. but nvm. (: i like it. though when after the rain, its super hot. lol.
there's nth here. :D
hm. yeah.

what if i disappeared one day

This is the result from Selena telling me to IMAGINE in an msn convo.. lol!>

The world's my playground. says:
Now, I can IMAGINE..
The world's my playground. says:
A* & B*... meeting in secret! woots. & then meet under the same hm, cherry blossom tree everything.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
..
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
OH MY GEE.
The world's my playground. says:
engrave their initials on the tree...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
The cherry blossom thingy.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Lol.
The world's my playground. says:
A* + B* = <3
The world's my playground. says:
lol.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
.....
The world's my playground. says:
then right.. whoa, have a hole in the tree so that both of you can put letters inside to pass to one another..
The world's my playground. says:
whoa, so sweet.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Oh my god.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Where the hell you get ideas like this.
The world's my playground. says:
okay.. then all your memories there. can just imagine both of you sitting under the tree with each other and just..enjoying each other's company.
The world's my playground. says:
gosh, so sweet.
The world's my playground. says:
anw, moving on.
The world's my playground. says:
hm.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
.....
The world's my playground. says:
then he takes your hand, and both of you look into each other's eyes..
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Gosh.
The world's my playground. says:
and then he tells you that he loves you.. you feel an unexplainable feeling rising up in your chest, as though you cant breathe, you cant believe what your hearing. your heart swells us with delight and you are ecstatic upon hearing that.. finally, your love has been returned.
The world's my playground. says:
aw..
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Go write a book next time or something.
The world's my playground. says:
i'm imagining selena. see. i'm doing what you told me to. (:
The world's my playground. says:
okay, let me go on okay? yup.
The world's my playground. says:
hm.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
I take back my word.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
NO NO.
The world's my playground. says:
hmmmmmm.
The world's my playground. says:
let me think arh.
The world's my playground. says:
unexpectedly, tears swell up in your eyes and you feel super touched by his confession.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Yah yah yah
The world's my playground. says:
still got! lol.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
wlau.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Lol.
The world's my playground. says:
yup.
The world's my playground. says:
let me think arh.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Goodness.
The world's my playground. says:
he sees you crying & so what does he do? he wipes away your tears with his thumb, whispering to you that if you were with him, he would never ever make you cry again. he would bring you joy & laughter, and not tears, never tears, he says. inevitably, more tears fall from your eyes as you search his face for a sign that he's lying to you, but the search is useless as he meant every word that he said from the bottom of his heart.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
.....
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Okay, enough
The world's my playground. says:
not trusting yourself to say anything, you nod your head and he looks at you with those eyes that held love for you, and you fall deep into thoes eyes which you can never get enough of.
The world's my playground. says:
lol.! SElena. the fun is just beginnig.
The world's my playground. says:
hahahha.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
...
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Beginning?!
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Gosh, i thought it was ending.
The world's my playground. says:
he holds you close, never ever wanting to let you go, for fear that someone might take you away from him. for fear of losing you someday. you hug him back, taking in everything about him, etching that memory into your mind forever. it was your moment, your moment of confession. love is being shared and a mutual agreement of being together. finally, the two hearts are reunited in harmony. (: whee.
The world's my playground. says:
the end.
The world's my playground. says:
haha.

* - censored for a reason, lol.

Lala. ((:

-

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry
> tonight i wanna cry - keith urban

Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street is cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours
> invincible - jesse mccartney

Well my girl's in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It's really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweet
Coming from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
> lips of an angel - hinder

We'll carry on,
We'll carry on
And though you're dead and gone believe me
Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I can't contain it
The anthem won't explain it.
> welcome to my black parade - my chemical romance

mhm, lol.
its just the beginning.
Drama today was weird. Jeremiah stomped out on us, saying that we didnt make an effort to do the poem well & said that he wouldnt let us disgrace erm, him. or sort of like that lar. but whatever, he went off, infuriated w/ us. lol.

watched dui bu qi lao shi (sorry teacher) for the 2nd period of chinese today. lol. Mj cried, aw. i wanted to read cheryl's book (the summer psychic by jessica adams) but that fong muimui was sitting beside me damnit. but well, i still went ahead and read it. ha. yup.
"Just because all the dreams you have are other people's dreams too doesn't make them corny. Just because they're cliched, or popular, or appear in advertisements for banks doesn't make them wrong."

so here we are.

Harlow. :D

Put It Together by Brooke Allison
It's magic

Mirror mirror on the wall
Can you picture me at all
I could be whatever I want to be
i can make my story change
Just like in a picture frame
Magic spells and fairy tails
Pennies in a wishing well

Pick up the pieces
You just look inside

[Chorus]
When you put it together,
It's magic
You go alacka, alacka zoom
When you put it together
It's magic
All you need is inside of you
So put it together
And go bibbidi, bobbidi boo

Everybody has their chains
Sometimes it's like it never seems
that your wish will change to reality
But if you feel you had enough
Don't you think of giving up
There's no mountain you can't climb
One step at a time

All that you needed
Was there all the time

[Chorus]

All that you needed
Was there all the time

[Chorus]

Lala. byebye. (:

Nightmare > Nightmare > Dream. Brilliant.

Okay, woke up at arnd 12.30pm like that today, haha. Nothing to do today! To think, a holiday the school finally gives us & I have nothing to do today, lol. Nvm, I like sleeping in. :D Hopefully there's no tuition tmr, then can sleep in again! Lol, how fun, I suppose.

Rain rain go away, come again another day
All the world is waiting for the sun.

Lalala, time to continue to keep my stuff. See ya! :D
104'58


To watch the sunset by my time.

Hello! I'm quite awake now cos I slept for some time in the afternoon just now cos the weather was sooo rainy & cold, perfect for sleeping. So I just zonked out on the bed, lol!

Anyway.

Had the 50th Anniversary rehearsal today while everyone else went to the Science Discovery Centre. Lol. Like primary school times like that, haha. Yeahh. Ended at arnd 11.30am & so headed to PP with Selena & Kiara. Kiara went home & then Selena & I went to eat @ Crystal Jade! Whee, lol. Treated her for the congee, lol. That girl arh, so skinny, need to eat more! Ha. Ate finish & then walked arnd.. & saw Cheryl Tan & her friend at Topshop, where Cheryl Tan bought for Selena a formal top! Lol! So nice lor that girl, haha. Made Selena super duper high, & yah, headed home after that. Yup - My day.

No school tmr! Wheeee. :D School's officially over, if not for the truncated schedule & the 50th Anniversary rehearsals.. darn.

Dont tell me who I should be
Dont try to tell me whats right, for me.

Rainy & tiring day. Ha.

Had Choral Speaking for the day. Mhm. Then PChan's farewell concert, so ya, bye. Uh huh. The whole lot of us were folding paper cranes & listening (most of us) at the same time.

After that went to watch Death Note with Ruiwen, Aiyan, Jasmine, Jing Mei & Cheryl. The show's quite nice, if you havent read the comic that is. Read already, then everything's so predictable, not nice anymore. Yup. Trailer of the second show's shown right at the back. Looks interesting eh? Ha. December 2006 coming out. Yeah, cant wait.
& The Covenant's out on Nov 2! :D

Now thats what real to me.

edit} :D I love ice skating.
Okay, so I skated from 4.40pm to 8.40pm w/ my family minus my dad & my two cousins ( Liang Wei & Liang Jun). Four whole hours. Wheeee. So fun okay! ((: My sister made a new friend! Haha. Her name's Karen, same age as my sister & super duper pro on ice. Liang Jun & my brother couldnt even catch up w/ her, tsk.
Heard from my mother that she's been learning since she was 3.. which is like, whoa okay, darn cool. She helped my sister along the ice, haha. Cute right, lol. Two little kids together holding hands and skating, hahaha! And during speed skating, the announcer said something really funny that got me laughing. Speed skating is at your own risk. LOL. So what, you die on the ice they dont care? Hahaha. IF you can even die that is, lol!

Okay so, after skating, me, my brother & my cousins went to eat at Macs. Super fun laughing k. Esp when my cousin & I tricked my brother to get whacked twice consecutively. It sent us into hysterics I tell you!! Haha. & I tricked LW into whacking himself once when he was demostrating how my brother got whacked. Lol. Super duper funny.

Okay, so got home & yeah. Had this rather amusing conversation w/ a person who wished to remain anonymous. So yeah, check it out>
Me: Urm, whatever floats your boat. -.-
1: errrrrrrr...?
1: wateva sinks your plane
Me: ....
Me: PLANES DOESNT SINK. My gosh.
1: ok
1: wateva drops your plane
Me: ...
Me: Crashes your plane? Lol.
1: it does drop with its engines off
Me: ..
1: no?
Me: Whatever drives your car!
1: muz be the downward movement
1: wateva.. deccelerates ur.. accelerator!
Me: .. WTH!?!?
1: LOL. hahaa
1: THE FIRE IN HER NOSE
Me: ..
Me: Whatever burns YOUR fire.
1: wateva melts your ice
Me: ..
Me: Whatever folds your crane!
1: hehe
1: wateva crushes your bulldozer!
Me: Whatever drags your truck. -.-
1: wateva pulls your...
Me: Pulley.
1: ur... lol!!
Me: Whatever pulls your pulley. Lol.
Me: WHATEVER PLAYS YOUR TUBA. Lol.
1: wateva throws your dustbin
Me: .. Whatever flushes your toilet. LOL.
1: LOL. er.. errr... wateva cuts your throat
Me: Whatever slashes your wrist.
1: wateva stabs ur back
Me: Whatever shoots your gun.
1: wateva.. shit!
1: got csi
1: wateva heck the tv.
Me: I'm sooo gonna blog this.
1: OMG. nooooooooooo

Ahaha. ((: Here it is. So amusing right?? It made me laugh a lot, haha. Okie yup. (:
See ya. Theres sch tmr. ): So sad.

-

Urm, ice skating's on the schedule for me later. Yea.
There's really nothing else to do lar. So boring.

Take Your Sweet Time by Jesse McCartney
It isnt a crime to want
A little space to breathe
But you will be fine
The sun again will shine on you
Whatever you do

[Chorus]
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here when you change your mind
Take your sweet, sweet time
I will be here for you baby
Anytime

Im feeling you pull away
'cause letting go isnt easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone elses wings, I know
Wherever you go

[Repeat Chorus]

I will never stand in your way
Wherever your heart may lead you
I will love you the same
And I will be your comfort every day
Do you hear the words I say?

[Repeat Chorus]

That traitor tear.

Lalala, okay. Today was a reallyyyyyy slack day. Watched The Maid for the movie screening, & I seriously dont know whats so scary abt it. Lol. Maybe its cos we couldnt see properly.. but oh well. The few of us were playing taiti/bluff, but stopped cos the teachers kept walking arnd & so watched the shows & commented & in Ruiwen's case, fake scream. Hahaha. Well yeah, then the classroom clean up. Yup. Had to clean 4C too, & goodness, some of them really vandalised until like siao, super difficult to clean. Yea, but we did it lar, yay, go 3C! (: Haha.

Anyway, here are the pictures from last Friday. Even though I was in school for quite a short while only, lol. Roderick's the photographer! (:











Okay. :D Hahaha. So I went w/ Selena to PS & then to Vivo on Sunday. Its nice there, lol. Though its really really really crowded. Yeah. The rooftop w/ the little sort-of-like pool where its only at the most knee deep & you can walk arnd inside. Lol. So fun there. Took some pictures but I cant post them up cos its in my phone.. & usually I got to bluetooth to my mother's phone. Then put in memory card & then plug into the computer, but for some weird reason or another the computer's memory card thingy got problem. Yeah, so sad lar. When its okay then I put up the pictures. Yup.

Ahahaha, can sleep in tmr. Yay, so fun. (:

I Have Loved You by Jessica Simpson
Remember that blue crystal sky
The sun reflected in your eyes
Kissed me unexpectedly
A moment I just can't forget
We filled the air with promises
Took them up so tenderly
But life never asks you what you want
It's just gonna have its way
Sometimes it doesn't give like it takes

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

Don't think I'll write another letter
Or watch another pink sunset
Without thinking about you
I take a walk along the blue seaside
How will I sleep at night
How will I wipe the tears from your eyes

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

Without a single hesitation
Without thought or reservation
Baby, I'll be waiting
Even if I never see your face
And wings take you away from me
And tomorrow never happens, baby
If the world comes tumbling down
And crumbles all around us
Fate turns cruel
You're on your knees
So desperate for one truth
Know that I have loved you

I have loved you

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
With all my heart and all my soul
The world comes tumbling down
And crumbling all around
I have loved you

If I never see your face
If wings take you away from me
I have loved you

I never could explain.

Take a look! >
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
I, Rylie Huang, solemnly promise to make it my life's goal to drive one Selena Ng crazy.
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
WHEE.
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
Lol.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
GEEZ.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
That's bad.
SELE NA /All your lines and in between says:
Really bad.
To look you in the eyes & tell you I dont love you. says:
GOOD.

Lol! Okay. Turned out that I didnt go out w/ Sihui & e rest cos well:
1. Sick.
2. No money ( them too!)

Haha, but going out w/ Selena tmr, & then we're skipping the cycling & going Vivo! Lol. So fun right!? okay okay. Haha. Maybe we'll be catching a movie or sth. Wheee. :D
Sorry, just a little high after Kinder Bueno.

Macs for lunch, yum.

Seeya! :D
Thats right.

That your never coming back. Never.

edit} There's, sadly, no Ghost Whisperer today & all that was left of Channel 5 is Maid in Manhattan > BORING! Geez. Oh well, yeahhhhh. I dont know why I'm editing this post lar, guess I'm that bored yeah. Mhm. Sigh, oh well. Added more shoutouts at the bottom.. Yup.

The Hardest Thing by 98 Degrees
We both know that I shouldn't be here
This is wrong
And baby it's killing me, it's killing you
Both of us trying to be strong

I've got somewhere else to be
Promises to keep
Someone else who loves me
And trusts me fast asleep

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I can't let you see what you mean to me
When my hands are tied and my heart's not free
We're not meant to be

It's the hardest thing I'll ever had to do
To turn around and walk away
Pretending I don't love you

I know that we'll meet again
Fate has a place and time
So you can get on with your life
I've got to be cruel to be kind

Like Dr. Zhivago
All my love I'll be sending
And you will never know cuz
There can be no happy ending

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

Maybe another time, another day
As much as I want to, I can't stay
(Ooh)

I've made up my mind
There is no turning back
She's been good to me
And she deserves better than that

It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to do
To look you in the eye
And tell you I don't love you
It's the hardest thing I'll ever have to lie
To show no emotion when you start to cry

I don't want to live a lie
What can I do
I'll walk away & you'll remain.. there.

So I got a green form & went home today at 8.30am. Whee. Ya, dont ask why cos the answer is quite obvious. -.- Haha, & then during recess ( or sth like that) Sihui went home too, lol. Cool, but lei, hope tmr both of us will be well enough to go out yeah! (: I owe people presents.

Er, ya.
Sihui Get well soon! Haha.
Cheryl Koh I watched finish Part 1 already! ((: Lol. Yeah, but how to pass to you. -.- Monday lor! Haha.
Rachel Tang Thanks for helping me go take warm water in the morning. (:
Jasmine Sim Lol, he's ours right!? Hahaha.
Faizzah/Pam Chua Not appendicitis! :D Just some infection thingy.
you: Just one.
You're here.

Sometimes it feels like a million chances

Okay, I'm back. Lol.


Q&A Session during Assembly w/ the Councillors & the Sec 3 cohort was definitely interesting.. Yup. Points which I never thought of before were raised & boy oh boy, what a hooha it brought about. & even more so, it makes us think of all the unfairness, if its that unfair in the first place, that is. I dont know. Lol.

Anyway.
Most results are back. No wait, not most. All results are back. Oh well, I have no right to be happy yeah, cos mine arent fantastic. Gosh. But whatever, I cant do anything to turn back time & change it all over again. So people, look towards the future & stop dwelling on the past. These silly numbers & alphabets dont define your life. YOU do.
& in terms of Lit? Reliability of tests: In this present society where there is an overemphasis on tests & exams, this story ( Flowers for Algernon) questions the objective & accuracy of testing. It also questions the idea of intelligence - that it should not be an end in itself but a mean to an end.


Those little events that make up life.

Lalala.
Quit thinking!

One day, I'm walking away.

Boo! Guess who?! Obviously with this kinda starting to a post, it can't be Xuan. Lalalalalalalalala, i'm the one and only SELENA NG! ((: Yeah a failure in math. Shit math lar. Okay! Hmm, yes we got tired in blogging in our own blogs, sooooo HERE I AM AND THERE SHE GOES. Oh! She just got sprinkled with glitter by her little sister! So i think she looks just like me, Pau and Fong on that day. Lol, she looks glam now!

School has been yuck. Results are being given out and nope, not good at all. Really, the marks are like shit. Okay, shan't talk about it, only good for spoiling moods.

So, we had drama after school. Went to Parkway with Xuan and Miko that big fat bulky lightbulb. Had Macadamiaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ice cream and walked back to school just in time for Choral. I tell you i wanna dance! As in i wanna dance for the 50th Anniversary thing. Me and Kiara were like ehhhhhh, not fair, we should have joined it in the first place. Rah, whatever lar! So today was quite slack for Choral, mainly just seeing the 3 dancers dance and i can memorise their moves alr! ((:

So yup, got released one hr earlier and homeeeee! Hmm, mummy and daddy's coming back tmr. Presents i hope?

With love,

Selena! :D

This is amazingly not a vampiric post, LOL.

Okay, lets see. So I went ESCAPE THEME PARK w/ Cheryl today! I have no idea how in the world she talked me into going there. Must be the free lunch she offered, lol. Well anyway. I woke up at 9.30am, & thought that it was too early & so went back to sleep. Woke up again at 10.30am. Immediately I panicked lar, cos I initially planned to leave the house at 10.30am. So rushed & my mum fetched me to Kovan MRT station. Made my way to Pasir Ris MRT, which was super far. Upon reaching, I realised that I was early. Haha. Supposed to meet at 12pm, & I reached the station at 11.40am. Lol, so I just there & listened to my mp3, and thought about a lot of things lar. Reflecting time. :D Cheryl came and scared me from behind. -.- That girl. Sheesh.
Ate lunch at White Sands, and then took a cab to Escape as we were alr late & we didnt know how to go, lol. Met Cheryl's cousin after spending a whopping $16.50 on the entrance ticket. Super expensive okay! Goodness. Went in & Cheryl & I bought a drink and walked arnd, seeing what rides we could take. Headed to the Pirate Ship for the first ride la. Then we were super sian, & wondered why we were there, lol. After that we headed to sit the Family Coaster thing twice. LOL. I swear, my backbone was going break from hitting the back of the seat so many times, lol. I'll probably have a bruise there lar. Next, went to sit the 360 thing. Yup, up & down.. Cheryl was like, "oh my god!" lol. After that went to Flipper, that one was okay, not as nerve wrecking as 360. Hahaha. Then we were dizzy, & the sun was super hot. So headed to play some water games!
BLASTER CARS. Lol. I sprayed Cheryl like siao & she was super duper wet when she got out!! Hahahaha. So funny lor. Then headed to queue up for Wet & Wild. I sat behind while Cheryl in front. LOL. Cheryl's reaction was so funny when she realised how high the 2nd climb was.
Cheryl: -sees sign- What!? 15 metres!?
Me: Ya.. I told you that just now what.
Cheryl: 15 metres is almost 10 times of me leh!?
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHA. Its okay!
-The car goes up-
Cheryl: Oh my god oh my god! You might as well tell me tmr right!?
Me: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
-car zooms down & when its at the bottom alr-
Me: That was fun.
Cheryl: Fun!? You crazy arh!?
LOL. Damn funny okay. Then we went to Burger King to dry off after the Viking Ship again (yes, while we were drippping wet!), & ended up freezing our ass off & buying some food to fill our empty stomachs. Lol. Then headed to ride the Yakult thing. Then Ferris Wheel and then the Yakult thing again. Cheryl was super dizzy already, & I was too, though not so dizzy as her, lol. Sat down & waited for Cheryl's cousin to meet us to go home. Yup. Then her cousin's dad fetched me to Kovan MRT where I walked home & yah, here I am. Wheee.

Meeting Selena to cycle tmr! :D Yay.
Speak no lies.

One way or another I'll be back.

Lol, okay. I think I have a thing for blogging late at night when the day's coming to an end. Haha. Vampire I guess. :D ( No, CS, its not weird!)

Okay, wellllllll. Stayed at home all day. Yup.
Ghost Whisperer is sooo nice! The parents Grace & Jack are soooo sweet. Lol. Grace somemore sick dont wanna tell Jake. AW. That part was super touching please. Yeahhhhh. The show rocks! :D Sadly, next week got Maid in Manhattan & so no GW. Darn.

Going out tmr I guess. W/ Cheryl to babysit her P6 cousin at Escape. Long long MRT ride for me, all the way to Pasir Ris, whoa okay, must remember to charge my iPod, lol. YAY.

"I Believe My Heart"
Duncan James feat. Keedie
( Thanks Zhiyi for sending this song!! :D )
Whenever I see your face the world disappears,
All in a single glance so revealing.
You smile and I feel as though I've know you for years.
How do I know to trust what I'm feeling?

I believe my heart,
What else can I do?
When every part of every thought leads me straight to you.
I believe my heart.
There's no other choice,
For now whenever my heart speaks,
I can only hear your voice

The life-time before we met has faded away.
How did I live a moment without you?
You don’t have to speak at all,
I know what you'd say.
And I know every secret about you.

I believe my heart.
It believes in you.
It's telling me that what I see is completely true.
I believe my heart.
How can it be wrong?
It says that what I feel for you I will feel my whole life long.

I believe my heart.
It believes in you.
It's telling me that what I see is completely true.
And with all my soul
I believe my heart.
The portrait that it paints of you is a perfect work of art.
Where?

You can cry & complain, but its still going to be the same.

Choral Speaking in the morning.. slacked from 8am to 9.20am like that cos a certain Jeremiah was late. Anddddd, we were supposed to start at 9am, but dontknowwho made us came at 8am! & we wasted the one hour because in that hour, we didnt exactly do anything. I mean, gosh, I was walking in & out of the music room w/ Chip (Kiara) & And (Selena). Lol. So stopped the session at 10am cos theres actors' training for those chosen for SYF 2nd auditions.

Selena, Kiara & I headed to Parkway. Kiara went home first to take her wallet ( she forgot to bring it!) before meeting us at Coffee Bean at PP. Kiara & Selena went to eat at KFC while I watched them, sipping my Ice Blended Chocolate. :D We were going blading! Whee. :D Nick & Amirul were going to blade too, and boy oh boy, those two walk fast okay. Loll. And and! Selena & I ( more like me only) successful taught Kiara how to move on blades. She isn't that pro yet, but at least from not being on blades before to can move, fast somemore, though a little unstable! Like Veron says, "can move can le". Lol. Hahahaha. Saw Ruiwen, Lim Pn, Sihui, Vanhui, Jasmine & Jingmei there too. :D After a while at the Beginners' Park Kiara decided to change to bike, & thus, we all moved on to blade on the road la. Lol. Bladed quite fast, & Nick fell! Gosh, that guy was trying to crossover ( I THINK) & he fell, flat. Har har. Okay, his wound was bleedin quite badly. & yeah, it formed a SEVEN. My register number! Hahaha. Ah well, he thought it was quite interesting and wanted me to take a photo of it, lol. So well, here it is. Nick's "7" wound. Haha.

After that we headed back to the rental shop cos Kiara had to return her bike. I had lent my slippers to Lim Pon cos she left her slippers in the locker which needs 2 dollars to open & when she switched her blades to a bike, she needed slippers, so I lent her mine! & when we were going home, Lim Pon & co were at Safra that side. So me & Nick bladed there, and she & Ruiwen ( she bike RW blades) headed towards us, so we'd meet somewhere in the middle la. Yea. Then Nick & I bladed to PP w/ Kiara & Selena behind. We waited for them at the top of the underpass staircase, the other side one, while those two people took their time. Lol. We had removed our blades, examined our injuries ( I got two huge blisters) and then waited for them at the top of the staircase. & when those two ladies finally arrived, we stood up & gosh, I immediately staggered and would fall down the stairs if Selena had not caught a hold of me. After a long time on blades, unsteady on land yeah, and w/ the stupid blisters at the side of the feet = WORSE. Gosh, yeah.

Anyway, Kiara & Selena went home first & me & Nick ate at New Zealand Natural there. He ate ice cream & me the Mango Tango thing, lol. His purple ice cream matches his purple hat! Lol. Yup!! LOL. Anyway, followed him to buy KFC after ate finish there & then went to hail taxis. Haha. & then yeah.. home time!

Reached home, bathed & then went out w/ my mother to Vivocity!! Mwahaha. That place is HUGE I tell you. Looked cool from the outside too, like some space station like that, LOL. Okay, so my mother spent forever in Forever 21, & so while she was browsing around that "cute" shop ( or so she says), I took the chance to explore the whole of Vivocity, and gosh, its huge. I explored finish the whole of it, walked around the entire place ( yes I did! & I nearly got myself another blister, gosh.) before going back to find my mother who still havent finished the browsing of Forever 21. Gosh! So long lar. It was already one hour plus past. Then I was sooo tired already. I was practically dead & stoning & freezing away there. When we walked arnd, if I could sit, I sat. Lol. Dead & tired. Ha, what a combination. Anyway.. ate Yoshinoya for dinner & then headed home lor. I kept hurrying my mother cos she kept getting distracted by various shops along the way, lol. Yay, then finally we got home. Yeaaaa.

Fun day! Though a little tiring, haha. Its late already, lol.

Before I leave..
Ha, look.

AND Ng. LOL.


Guess who! Hahaha.

CHIP Lim. Lol. (Hey, Selena's the one w/ the screws loose & thought of such stuff! That lame girl. It all started when she said Kiara looked like a chipmunk... LOL. That girl. Loads of screws loose so need to move around to tighten them, which probably didnt work! Hahahaha.)

Thats all for today! :D Byebye.

To hear you call my name.

EXAMS ARE OVER!! :D
Lol, okay. So.. Exams over, went home & then went out again. LOL! Yup. Went to meet Cheryl & Kaylie at Cityhall MRT. Walked around Marina Square and Suntec before going to watch John Tucker Must Die. & oooh. The show's really nice okay!! I like I like. Hahaha. So cool lar, the show. & really funny too. Lol. Cheryl & Kaylie couldnt stop laughing, lol.
Turned out that I didnt go to the chalet afterall cos I reach home already about 7+pm, and everyone was supposed to go home about 9+pm like that, so no point going lar, & Pasir Ris is so far anyway. Yeah.

Gosh okay, tmr have Choral Speaking at 8am to 10.30am. After that probably going to blade w/ Selena at ECP. Yup. I haven't bladed for so long already.. gosh. I miss rollerblading! Lol. Yay, going to blade as long as possible. Maybe until 3pm. Hahaha. Cos my mother's going to Taka at 3pm like that, so I shall follow, mwahaha. Maybe I can like, shop & get something yeah. Lol. Yup yup. Post Exam Activities you know. :D

5 mins to 12am. Lol. The only reasons why I'm still on the computer is because:
1. I got nothing to do.
2. My mother is sleeping.
3. My dad's in Taiwan.
LOL. Yup. No parents to chase me off the computer & the spur of boredom.. yup.
Hehehaha.

....
12am already. Morning sunshine, the Earth says hello! :D

A lifetime before it fades away.

Short post before I go off k? :D

So, went to Libary to study w/ Selena, Jasmine & Nick after the Chinese P2 today. Yep, we actually studied, believe it or not. Lol. At least we did study a little.. though it got a little sian for us halfway through. Hahaha.

Being the tired people that we were, after a long day of A Maths & super duper boring black-and-white Chinese P2, some of us succumbed to sleep.

Here's a picture of Nick covering his head w/ his shirt, trying to sleep. LOL.

Selena trying to study w/ all the noise arnd (Yes, noise in a library!)

Soooo. Then we studied or at least tried to study for a while before Selena & Nick had to go at around 4pm. Jasmine & I stayed to continue studying, & yes, we actually DID study, at a quiet section of the childrens' level, at the preschoolers section that side w/ nice & comfy sofas for us to lie on, lol. Then arnd 6pm we 'graduated' to Macs. LOL! Yes, we moved to PP Macs to study la. Hm, studied & ate until 7+pm like that before going home.
Reached home about 8+pm already. YEA.

Sooo.
LAST PAPER TMR!!
Whoo, cant wait. ((: Going out & the chalet thingy at night. Hm, havent made up my mind whether to sleepover or not cos there's (bloody) Choral Speaking on Thursday morning, from 8am to 10.30am. Real unhumane time, I tell you. Gosh.

Well, I'm done w/ this post. ((: See ya.

This is what happens when you mix all the new brushes together:

Lol, okay, I'm just bored. :D

Gah. I feel as though exam's over!!
But sadly, its not.
2 more days!
& then its over. OVERRRRRRR. Yup. But then the hard parts come: Results. Darn. But oh well, when it comes then sad la, hor. Right nowwwww. Finish up & enjoy while it lasts. Ha.

My handphone bill came today. I'm so so so thankful that I have free incoming calls & a few free outgoing calls. Thank goodness!! If not, I'm seriously seriously screwed. Yeah.
55 paper cranes.

Like the bright fireworks on the fourth of July

Ooh okay. I saw this analysis thingy on ahmai's blog & decided to try it out! Its darn cool.. & some parts are really true yeah. :D

16 December ( SAGITTARIUS)
Your personal ruling planets are Jupiter and Neptune.

You are ruled by the mythical God, Neptune, which describes your nature most adequately. Just like the vast ocean you are restless, moody and fond of change and travel. You love the water and places connected with the sea.
Gosh, how true!
Your life lesson is to learn the art of defending yourself and not always to retreat into your self made shell. Your energies at times are very inconstant. Could it be that you give far more attention to the needs of others than to some of the most immediate needs within your own heart and mind?
Oooh. & I'm supposed to be evil, lol.
You have strong psychic abilities that relate to the water element within you and you can use this talent, not only for your own advantage, but helping others as well. All of the healing and helping professions are well suited to your nature. Your main lessons are to learn to take better care of your material life so as to enjoy your future fully.
Material life.. lol.
Your lucky colours are the darker green shades.
No wonder I like green, haha!
Your lucky gems are turquoise, cats eye chrysoberyl, tigers eye.

Your lucky days of the week are Mondays and Thursdays.

Your lucky numbers and years of important change are 7 , 16, 25, 34, 43, 52, 61, 70, 79.
7's my register no! Ha, & 16's my birthdate. Cool.
Famous people born on your birthday include Beethoven, Jane Austen, George Santayana, C. Jinarajadasa, Noel Coward, Margaret Mead, Arthur C. Clarke, Jan Tenney and Lindsey Hartley.

From http://www.astrology.com.au/366bdays/profile.asp

Yep. :D

Fun fact:
"I am." is the shortest complete sentence in the English language.

Ah, & my horoscope for 8 Oct 2006?
Look out for crossed wires and mixed messages for a while, as what you mean to say and what you appear to be saying may be confused or misconstrued. Be ready to spend some time clarifying your statements. In this case, forewarned can be forearmed, as you'll do much better to refrain from hastily commenting on anything you're not sure of.

Geez.

hello

boo. ok, i am uhhh not xiao xuan.
hahahaha. guess who.
ciao.

FOUR more days to go.

Thanks lar, MOE.
You.

The world fades away when its you&me.

INVINCIBLE by Jesse McCartney.
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it baby
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way

September 1st, 2003
It took the life right out of me
Hung up the phone
Raced out the door
Broken

Tried to believe that it wasn't true
But in my heart I always knew
That being the life of the party would catch up to you
Your family was waiting and crying for three damn hours

Chorus:
I said don't do it babe
Said it ain't worth it baby
But you did it anyway
Four or five drinks and you were on your way
Everything was cool on the straight away
But you took that turn doing 85 in a 35
Why babe?

Every time I'm home I pass that road
Driving alone and the street is cold
Seeing your face yeah it's haunting me
My mind goes crazy tryin' to figure out
Just where you would be four years from now
And what you were thinking when the lights came down
Doctors were trying to save you for three damn hours

[Chorus]

Who ever said that life was fair
When you live without a care
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
When you're invincible
Who thinks about leaving when you're livin'

[Chorus]

Gosh, I love this song.


Peopleeee, think positive: HOLIDAYS ARE COMING! :D

HAPPY CHILDRENS' DAY! (:
"Listening to the news! Again?" -- "Well, it changes every day, you see..."
- Vernon Dursley & Harry Potter, Order of the Phoenix, Chap 1, Pg 6


If someone told me a year ago that my dear sister would end up w/ Sara Lee, I'd have laughed like anything & called you crazy or any words related to insanity. & for sure, I wouldnt be the only one. Haha. Jonathan would object all the way ( he liked her then), as would many other guys who liked Sara Lee ( which was quite a lot!). In the end, who got her heart? Our dear sister - CS Goh. HAHA.

Its weird, the way life turns out. Many things you wouldnt even think of doing would happen & there you were wondering, how in the world it happened, & whether it was a welcomed change or not. For sure, the future's interesting, who knows what would happen along the way.. ha. Maybe your with someone & you think that well, its going to last a lifetime, & your super sure of it. & then suddenly, bam, you break up because of disagreements. Or, a person studying something was so sure that he/she would be turning into that line of work, and then, the next thing you knew, you lost interest in that subject and turn to another job that you unexpectedly like. You could still choose to stay on.. but you can choose not to too. & my point is? Choices can change everything, even if its a little choice to , say, brush your teeth or sth. Who knows, maybe that would create a chain of events that would lead to someone telling you in the future that you stink and doesn't want to be friends with you & you'd be a loner! Lol. Just a probability. Kinda like the Butterfly Effect dont you think.

Butterfly Effect is, for those who dont know, a theory that a flapping of a butterfly's wings can cause a tornado somewhere else in the world. Kind of interesting. The teeny movement of the flapping of the wings, would cause some air molecules to vibrate, who causes other air molecules to vibrate, & thus, it causes a whole lot of molecules to well, vibrate & tada, you get your tornado at somewhere else in the world. Lol. The actual explanation is a whole lot more complicated & hard to comeprehend, yeah.

Oh well. :D Food for thought.
Btw, same rules for sms replies applies today too. Yup.
I wont leave til you do.

We'll get you another autograph. Lockhart'll sign anything if it stands still long enough.
-Ron Weasley, Chamber of Secrets, Chapter 10, Page 164

JUST A DREAM
When I look in your eyes, I see a whole different sky
Like I've never seen before. And when I hear your voice
It's like a song that I can. Listen to o', over again
It's so crazy how you make me go crazy
Every time that I'm near you
Cause you're just a dream. This is my reality
Totally insanity. If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
You're just a dream. Just a dream
When I picture the world. It takes me to the sun
I think about the way you smile
And the words that you say. Always seem to change
The world that I've been living in
It's so crazy how you make me go crazy
Every time that I'm near you
Cause you're just a dream. This is my reality
Totally insanity. If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
You're just a dream. Just a dream
You're just a dream. Just a dream yeah
More than my imagination could ever see
You're just a dream. If I could be with you
You're just a dream. This is my reality
Totally insanity. If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
Cause you're just a dream
This is my reality. Totally insanity
If I could be in your dream
All I wanna do is be with you be with you
Be with you. You're just a dream
Oh whoa you're just a dream. Just a dream

Note to people: I'm not going to reply any sms from 12 to 12! At least, not to people who aren't Singtel users! I would pick up calls etc but NO SMS REPLIES FOR ME! Savvy? Good. :D

Okay! This is just gonna be a random picture-esque post. (: ( in no particular order!)

Ooh. Why is Cheryl lifting her leg up!? LOL.
Oh look. Blackcurrent MENTOES!

Darn, blogger doesnt let me post any more pictures. Photobucket timeeee.

So they think that they can fly. -.- HAHA.





K. (:


Folding a thousand paper stars.

Brilliant, Snape; once again you've put your keen and penetrating mind to the task and as usual come to the wrong conclusion.
- Sirius Black; Prisoner of Azkaban movie

Yes! Harry Potter & the Order of the Phoenix coming out next year July! :D

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme.

I suppose I gotta go study soon yeah. W/ the EOYs being what, 3 days away?

Who knows what the future might bring anyway. If only there were real prophets.. & not some fake ones. But then again, your destiny's aint set in stone. You can change the path.. w/ every choice you make.

Okay. Stop highlighting lar. -.-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGMEI!

Lol, only found out that it was your birthday yesterday, haha. Anyway, hope your dreams come true today! ((: Your present.. er!?? Wait lar, hor. LOL.
I think I owe many people presents, ha.

NO PROMISES
Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Every time you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high, I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away, baby
you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
Here tonight. Hey baby, when we are together,
doing things that we love.
Everytime you're near I feel like I'm in heaven,
feeling high. I don't want to let go, girl.
I just need you you to know girl.
I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
I don't want to run away,
I want to stay forever, thru time and time..
No promises
I don't wanna run away, I don't wanna be alone
No Promises
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
now and forever my love
No promises
I don't wanna run away, baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms
I don't wanna run away,
baby you're the one I need tonight,
No promises.
Baby, now I need to hold you tight,
I just wanna die in your arms, here tonight.

I never want to cry again.

& I changed, & took off into the sunset, never looking back.
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.
.
.
YEAH RIGHT. Like I can like that.
Okay, so I got home, changed & then actually cycled arnd lar. I went to places I've never went before, passed old friends' houses.. Yeah. It's a change from being at home. Everything's different, their new houses since the last time I cycled arnd, even the playground's changed from sand boxes to rubber grounds. Its nice being left alone sometimes, really.

Anyway.
School was okay. PE was fun. We played captain's ball in the hall, all three courts okay. Whoa, super tiring. Which made us super tired from reccess onwards. English I want to fall asleep already lar! If the bell hadnt rang.. I'd have slept there & then. After that was Physics.. SIAN. E Math not very good too.. Didnt quite listen, sigh. Then between 2pm to 2.30pm, me & Faizzah were lying down, listening to MP3, and trying to sleep. I nearly succeeded. Geez, I didnt want to get up when Mrs Tan came.
I've already packed all my stuff under my table into a box! & its sitting on my study table now. Its a lot of stuff okay. Ha. So tmr dont need to bring home alr! Yay.

The week's nearly through.


She can't stop swinging because its the closest she can get to flying & touching the sky.
Stagger, stagger, fall.

So I changed my blog skin. :D

For a change, we ( my family) watched Singapore Idol last night. & boy oh boy. It was funny. Okay, go HADY!! Haha, he definitely sings better than that girly boy Jonathan Leong!! Booo, Selena!! :D
Results show tonight, Faizzah's going to watch it w/ Imma. & oh my, their screams were like.. insane! Lol. During recess time today somemore. Goodness! I nearly went deaf!! Haha. Anyway, they're going tonight lar, yeah. Haha, enjoy the show!

Arh, here I am then. In front of the computer. Ha. I better get to studying then, see ya people!



& thus, it proclaims a new beginning.

YOU GIVE ME WINGS
Sometimes, its hard just to be yourself
I know you know
So close to tears, wanting to give up
I felt all alone

But now your here, by my side
And I just want you to know

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
There you make me fly

Now I am stronger than I was before
Because of you
I feel so alive and I'm wanting more
I can't believe its true

But now your here, by my side
Dont ever let me go

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
There you make me fly

Oooh baby
Whoaaa whoaaaaaa

Come fly away with me

You give me wings when I'm falling
Thats why I sing to you (Whoa)

You give me wings when I'm falling
You lift me up when I'm down
Taking me high, touching the sky
There you make me fly

You give me wings

(: I wont sleep before you do!

Had the A Math mock exam today lar. Alamak, a lot of stuff dont know how to do, lol. But oh well, it isn't counted anyway. So after doing, we had abt 20mins break time.. then Miss Wang went through the answers. Ruiwen & I were slacking away, lol. Our feet were propped up on the chair in front of us and we were like.. copying the stuff only for the sake of copying, ha. We didnt felt like doing, obviously. & the light from the OHP is really blinding lar. So bright. -.-

Okay, so went to Parkway w/ Selena, Nick, Ivor & Ali after that (waiting super long for Selena at the bus-stop also!) Then we headed to Macs to eat lunch. It was soo funny. Selena ate almost all of her food thanks to me, Nick & Ali for once! Haha. Then Ali went & take a balloon for Selena, as reward, LOL. There was already another black balloon someone left behind at the seat there, so Ali & Nick started playing w/ the balloons, rubbing it against their stomach and then put on Selena's head to see if her hair would stand! LOL. Really really funnnyyy.



HAHA. & then Selena told us that she had to go buy break talk for her mother. & then Ivor said something ultra funny that had us laughing for quite a long time.
Selena: I need to go buy break talk for my mother.
Ivor: Your mother so lonely arh.
Us: Erm.. why?
Ivor: Everyday talk to bread only.
LOL! Okay, damn funny. I laughed until my cheekbone hurt, and my stomach hurt too! LOL. That kept us laughing lar! Even afterwards, when we left Macs, we were still laughing about it. Hahahaha. :D Walked around for a while, went up to Gallen Sports to see the lovely blades ( Nick wanted to see sth.) & then home.

Thats my day for you.



I knew I shouldnt have slept. Sigh.
So, turned out I wasn't there.

Oh my. Chem was hard.
Argh.
& Mrs Chee went "You call that hard!?". Oh shootttt. So it means that the EOYs would be harder lar. Damn.
Okay, in the mid of the test, some retard went laughing at a super high pitch. Its Juk Fen btw. Anyway, we all didnt know whether to be amused or angry. It was sooo funny, but it was sooo distracting too. & I suppose most of us were frustrated at the paper alr la. The moment we heard Mrs Chee go and shout at him, we started laughing. Yeahhh.

15 mins before the test, Sihui noticed that I was abt to be stressed so she offered to go walk arnd the sch, and yay. It was sooo much better. We need a break to let our mind relax before starting on the paper yeah, haha. We went to the Sec 1/2 level to look at their class noticeboard. & we were commenting on it lar, lol.

Oookay. A Math mock exam tmr. Gah, so frustrating one Time to go & study yeah..
At least its nearing the end of the week, but it also means that the EOYs is nearer. Oh man. -.-


Suddenly, I miss my Zen Micro. Gahhhh.




Wanting Memories
I am sitting here wanting memories
to teach me to see the beauty in the
world through my own eyes

I am sitting here wanting memories
to teach me to see the beauty in the
world through my own eyes

You used to rock me in the cradle of your arms,
you said you’d hold me till the pains of life were gone,
you said you’d comfort me in times like these and
now I need you, now I need you, and you are gone

I dont like Physics.
Frankly, I think Chemistry is sooo much better ( regardless of the teacher!).




Gahh.

First & foremost,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO VERONICA! :D

Yeahhh. (: Enjoy your day yeah? We'll send your present over asap! &&, your voice's so cute! Haha.

So today was the oh-so-dreaded drama auditions. Yeahhhhh. I dont know, it went well? Aiyah, who cares. (: I stumbled over my lines a couple of times, and paused once, muttering "Er, shit." Lol! Funny funny. But I was super fast I suppose. Other than that, yeah its okay, I suppose. Oh, whatever. :D Overrrrrr. No more drama until the stupid EOYs are over, yay. Finished at 7pm. So Donna, Kay, Selena & I were sitting at the rotanda there, talking & listening to music waiting for our parents to come. The sky was pink and blue & niceee ( sunset!) & it was ultra windy.


(okay, I know the camera sucks lar, but its my phone's camera, what to do.)

& yeahhhh. Its Thursday already tmr. So fast lar, the week. Like today's Chemistry lesson. The 2 periods passed ultra fast that Faizzah & Yong G were like "Huh, two periods past already!?" Haha.
Time flies man.

& we made it through yet another Tuesday. Phew!

3 periods of maths = BORING LIKE SHIT. Gah. I could have died man. & E Math was worst lar, it felt like dont know how many periods have gone by when actually the bell havent even rang yet. Sheeshhh!

Chemistry lecture after sch was quite funny, esp since it's Tan KH who taught instead of the oh-so-boring Mrs Tan. Yeahhhhh. Especially the part abt urine crystallizing. Lol! Really funny. &&, the auditorium is cold! Brr, freezing. Thankfully I brought my jacket, but then in the 2nd half of the lecture ( after break), it wasn't that cold already, so I lent my jacket to Sihui! :D Yeah.

Ah, & during A Math today: Reminisce of the past! LOL. Legend, Roder, Rachel, Pon, Faizzah & I were all like, Digimon! Pokemon! Doraemon! & so on and forth. Haha. Deprived childhood man. Loll. Funny lar.

Okay okay. Time to study at least something instead of stoning all the in front of the computer, yeah. Since the bloody EOYs are just round the corner.. sigh. & coming back/staying back everyday for at least something! Sooo stupidd. ):

Schedule for this week:
Monday - E Maths lvl test.
Tuesday - Chemistry lecture.
Wednesday - ultra dumb Drama.
Thursday - English test.
Friday - Chemistry mock exam.
Sat - A Maths mock exam.

See. So.. urgh. If this year like this, then I seriously wonder whats next year's schedule. We'll probably only get to go home at sunset man. Ah, this sucks.

Shoot me. ):

Hello! :D
As you've noticed, I've changed my blog url! & it corresponds to Veron's cos we changed together.
Mine - onelastday-.bs
Hers - veryfirstday-.bs
LOL. (x

Anyway, school day today. So sian okay! & plus, we're having a new book for Chem! PURPLE! :D Yay, nice colour! Yeahhh. & rained today la. So super cold. Should have brought a jacket. Grr.
Chemistry was quite funny w/ Faizzah's callings ( nature stuff. Lol.) & Yong G trying to "help" her. LOL. "Run like the wind", he says, when the bell rang, hahaha.
Chinese was siao, I tell you. Kahchee & I were like.. being super duper lame, even though it was fun. Donating "one dollar" coins ( made of paper!) & those stickers we got frm the girl guides cookies thingy? We stuck them on Lynette & JR! Who then stuck them on the people in front who didnt even know that it was there, lol. Damn funny. & ow, I got hit by the dumb bottle cap twice thanks to Mr Nicholas Ng, whose supposed to be my partner in crime. -.- That git. & kahchee! Wth, he purposely shot it at me. Twit!
& Pau! I know you missed me a lot, but you didnt have to hug me that tight! LOL. Awww!

Having a LAME conversation w/ Cheryl Koh. Hahaha. Darn funny.


You know, when your sad or anything right, its so easy to act happy when your sitting behind e computer on msn you know. You just type. You can be anything you want, high, sad, happy, cold. Whatever. Anyone/thing you want to be, yeah. So when you ask someone to cheer up & they show you a smiley face ( on msn), how in the world are you supposed to know that they are actually happy? They might be crying behind the computer screen for all you know. Oh well, the good & bad of technology, yeah? Not that I'm pinpointing anyone okay. Yup, just stating it.

Miko wants me to blog abt him so here goes:

Miko's weird & he cant tell the different between two different days at arnd midnight.
& an ego git! Haha.

LOL.

Okay, today's a pretty normal & boring Saturday. As usual. Except tonight's FORBIDDEN CITY: PORTRAIT OF AN EMPRESS. :D Whee, cant wait.

Oky doky. Last thing, a song Puja played for us during Wednesday's SexEd lesson.

From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?
Loneliness up ahead, emptiness behind
Where do I go?

And you didn't hear
All my joy through my tears
All my hopes through my fears
Did you know, I still miss you somehow

[CHORUS:]
From the bottom of my broken heart
There's just a thing or two I'd like you to know
You were my first love, you were my true love
From the first kisses to the very last rose
From the bottom of my broken heart
Even though time may find me somebody
were my real love, I never knew love
Til there was you
From the bottom of my broken heart

"Baby," I said, "please stay.
Give our love a chance for one more day"
We could have worked things out
Taking time is what love's all about
But you put a dart
Through my dreams through my heart
And I'm back where I started again
Never thought it would end

[Repeat CHORUS]

You promised yourself
But to somebody else
And you made it so perfectly clear
Still I wish you were here

[Repeat CHORUS]

"Never look back," we said
How was I to know I'd miss you so?

& abt ytd, Sihui! Sleep is a perfect remedy eh? :D

Its a FRIDAY today! Finally. :D The first week of the term over alr! & no different from the last two terms, stay back everyday except today.
Monday - A Maths/Drama
Tuesday - Physics lecture
Wednesday - Drama
Thursday - Chemistry
Friday (today) - FREEEEEEE!! ((:

Okay. What was the most fun lesson of the day? PE, durh! :D
We played netball!
Black team - Yong Quan, Teng Hui, Terence Tay, Janice, Xiang Yu, Paula & me.
White team - Biondi, Yap Seng, Faizzah, Julia, Vimal, Sarah & Amalina.
Lol. Damn fun lar. The other team snatches ball from own team member one lor! Loll! So funny. & Paula can shoot, you know!! Haha. Ran here & there, shouting foul etc. LOL! Somemore the game no boundaries one, you can just imagine the route arnd the goalpost. Haha.
Okay. So yeah. & then it began to rain when we were sitting arnd waiting for Richard Lim to come & dismiss us! And guess what? NO, he didnt turn up at all! But then lei, the rain was quite nice lar.. I dont mind the rain much. Me & Vimal was lying down, letting the rain fall on us, haha.

Anyway.
Get a load of the these cool chemical equations ( some might not actually exist. Haha.) So, go take your Periodic Table and look at the funny formulae:
Molybdenu oxide.
Promethium sulphide.
Oxygen iodide nitride potassium.
Polonium nitride.
Protactnium uranium.
Lanthanium americium erbium ( w/ 2 As!).
Molybdenu phosphide.
Silicon nitride.
Aluminium iodide Barium barium. (LOL.)
& more! :D
Discovered by Pon, Faizzah, Rachel, YongG & me.
See. Chemistry lesson after sch is always fun & insane. Hahaha.

HELLO PEOPLE! :D

Watch this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=myqyKZsknmw
Ultra funny!! ((: Wait for the thing to load before starting to watch it so you can view the thing in its full splendor k?? Haha.

Have fun!

Oh my. I'm sooo tired today. Yawning & almost nodding off to sleep during class today. What more, the 3 periods of Maths! Goodness. Teaching the same thing somemore: Trigonometry. Sheesh!! Okay, so it was lesson lesson, then Physics lecture in the auditorium ( which was so damn cold in there!).

Okay, then after that went to eat Sakae with Selena, Nick, CS, Yifeng and Ivor. CS & Nick were actually having a competition to see who ate more lar. Haha. & me & Nick are partners in erm, crime?! Lol! Snow pea fight thingy. We tried to stuff it down Sele's shirt. Lol! & CS and I were throwing it at one another please. HAHA. Sibling rivalry eh, lolll. Then there was once, damn funny! Nick & I changed put wasabi into CS's sauce when he wasnt looking, and when he ate it.. LOL! Me & Nick high fived for a job well done! :D Hahaha. Laughed like shit then lar. & then Nick took my phone & he and Yifeng ran off to draw money w/ it! Sheesh. Bet they had fun playing the beatbox lar. OH OH, and there was this waitress there arh, she kept walking past our table & staring at us okay! And we teased Nick that she liked him. And then when Nick & Yifeng went out to draw money, she kept walking to our table and asked us if we needed anything! And then she kept glancing at the place where Nick sat, lol! Nick got himself an admirer! Woots! HAHA.
Okay, so after that went to the bus stop, and I took CS's bag and somehow, he couldnt get it back until I let go! Haha. Weakk. Loll. Anyway, Nick, Ivor, Yifeng & I sat 31 home lar. & yeah.
TADA, MY TUESDAY! :D ( Which I made through!! YAYYYYY!)

Anyway, talk a look at how vain my dear brother sister, CS, can get:

I'm going to stand by my end of the deal, I'm gonna walk away. says:
You fat lar.
I'm going to stand by my end of the deal, I'm gonna walk away. says:
LOL.
-cs- shoot the stars down. says:
serious?
-cs- shoot the stars down. says:
omg

Lol! See. I blogged abt you, happy?? Haha.

Have a good day people! I certainly would not tmr! Cos there's drama. & drama = play = skit = I havent do yet! Dang.

& the bloody exam timetable is here! & oh my g lar! Its like.. so many days of it. And almost every paper has at least 2 parts to it! So stupid please. GAHHH!! I swear, the teachers are out to kill us. Booo.

With reference to the previous post made arnd 12 plus this morning, I found my tie!! :D And no, I didnt wake up in the middle of the night to find my tie. I was packing my bag after I finished the Roo puzzle. :D So cute okay. Anyway.. ya, I was packing then I remembered it was a Monday so I went to rummage through my stuff for the tie, & apparently, I didnt find it until I saw it on the table downstairs when I was about to leave for school.

& I cant log in to Windows Live Messenger now!! Argh. According to Veron, I'm not the only one. & considering that I can still log onto Windows Messenger, I'm supposedly lucky alr. OH.



Its SEPTEMBER 11 (9/11) today.
At 9.46pm (Singapore time), people, ONE MINUTE OF SILENCE for those poor beings who perished in the hijack of the plane which eventually crashed into the World Trade Center, yeah?
For more information about those whose lives had been changed by the 9/11 incident, go here.

Okay, now.
Moving on.. Moving on.

I swear, 3C's the wackiest class ever. We actually made Mrs Tan ( A Maths co-teacher) think that Miss Wang was pronounced not as WANG, but WHANG. Lol. Damn funny. I think she knows its not it lar, cos we burst into laughter everytime she says Miss Wang's name. Hahaha. & if Miss Wang decides to go after the culprit, she can go after Tinkerbell Legend Lim Yong G! Lol!
& more! Faizzah & Paula even began singing Christmas songs during A Maths stay back lesson today, even though its not Christmas yet!
Paula: Last Christmas I gave you my heart~~
Faizzah: Paulala! Its not Christmas now why you sing Christmas songs for!
Me: Erm, Faizzah?? You were the one who sang 12 days of Christmas like, last term!
Faizzah: (laughs) On the first day of Christmas~~
& the knock knock jokes! SHEESH! All related to Christmas, made by the one and only Paula. Oh man. WACKY! xD But its fun all the same, as I've said, 3C's fun beyond weird. :D

Physics lecture tmr for the first time ever! Weird man. Moreover, Tchen BH's lecturing. Oh shoottttt.

Well, time out people! (: I gotta go do my Social Studies paper, which is counted in the exam, and finish up whatever work I need to do. & then time to start on the 500 piece Best Friends puzzle! (:

Oh & then lime green Lamborgini I saw today was beautifulllllllll! :D

Sigh. In the I-want-peace&quiet-around-me kinda mood.
Hmm, so thats why I screamed at my neighbours & sister for making so much noise just now.

Sometimes we search too hard for answers that are right in front of us.

GREAT.
Now where's my bloody tie! Grrrrr.
Omg. I think I lost it.
Damn.

Ooh. Its raining. Yay.
If only the weather could turn colder, I wont mind!

I shall turn off my phone today! Okay, maybe not turn off lar, but not answer any sms. Only answer calls yeah? Haha. Operation SAVE-MY-BILL. :D From 12 to 12. No sms replies!

When September ends!

Wake me up when September ends.
LITERALLY!

My handphone bill is backkkk. And boy oh boy. I'm rendered broke! Gah. Whatever. Next bill, just gotta watch out lar. What more can I do? Gr.

On the bright side.. ROLLERBLADING tmr! :D Well, what can I say? -shrugs- I love blading! More fun than jogging, obviously!! :D

And.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIHUI! :D
Enjoy your day!

Oh oh. & Ghost Whisperer last night was interesting! Lol. I thought Serena looked a lot like a Barbie doll. Hahaha. & the poem was erm, sweet? Ha. I like the way Serena can make thing shatter & move arnd. Darn cool!

Memory by Sugarcult
This may never start. We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere. Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine. I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start. I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy? Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here, I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine. I could never feel this way.

So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start. Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear.
(I'd be your memory) Feelings disappeared.
Can I be your memory?

So get back, back, back to where we lasted. Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster. Holding on to feel the same.

This may never start. We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory. Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere. Can I be your memory?
Can I be your memory?

Rush hr!

In life, we spent many many moments rushing. Sometimes, we're so fast that in the aftermath, we wonder if that event had actually happened or it was just what we imagined it to be, and we doubt our current actions, which we made based on what happened. We look for something, to confirm if we did it actually, and we think back, trying to figure out what had happened. Most of the time, we just trust our instincts, lost between the world of dreams and reality.

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Wed & Thurs were drama-ful. Lol. Wed has drama from 10am to 5pm lor! And today (thurs) was 2pm to 6pm. The music room is sooooooo cold. But at least, the drama session was is not as boring as Choral Reading! Thank goodness. Time seemed to pass really fast man. (: Haha.
Finally, over lar. Tmr's free. Yay. Haha. BUT THEN, next Monday sch start alr. Booo!

My "dear" brother is soooo "nice".

I hate repeating myself over & over again. Gah.

The bee.

Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us.
We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous,
talented and fabulous.
Actually, who are you not to be?

You are a child of God.
Your playing small doesn't serve the world.
There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other
people won't feel insecure around you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of
God that is within us.
It's not just in some of us -- it's in everyone.

And as we let our own light shine,
we unconsciously give other people
permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our own fear,
our presence automatically liberates others
-Marianne Williamson

AKEELAH AND THE BEE. I think this poem is beautiful. (: The underlying meaning is: Dont not be afraid of yourself. The show's really touching and nice. And all the super chim words. Lol. Even I dont understand most of the words lar. But yeah.. NICE SHOW. (:

Before going out with my auntie ahmai (changed due to objections. Haha.) & cousin to catch Akeelah & the Bee, I watched SWEET NOVEMBER at home! I downloaded it & omg. Its so sweet! Really. Esp the 12 days of Christmas thing. Really really nice man. You should ask Selena. I was telling her everything that happened in the story and kept saying that it was sweet. Esp the bubbles. :D Lovely.

Drama tmr. SIAN!
If I ran away one day, dont cry for me.

Blah blah gah!

Rewinding back to yesterday, yeah?
The 20-30 minutes spent in Kay's mother's car was super torturous for me & Selena lar. We were listening to music, super loud, covering our ears, trying to block out the conversation that was going on in the car. We were heading to Comex Fair, so you can roughly gauge what they ( Kay's mother, cousin & her) were talking abt. So yeah, went to Comex Fair, bought the iPod sock thingy, watched Kay spend money. And then. Yeah. Saddening.
Then went home. Ate, & slept? Yea. LOL.
Back to the present!
Drama was supposed to be from 9am to 12pm. But then the instructer ( Jeremiah!) let us off at 10.30am. Yay. Okay, headed to parkway, ate a little KFC, and then met Sihui, Vanhui, Jingmei and Jasmine at the food court with Selena. Then, headed to ECP w/o Selena ( she went to meet WF, Jingyi, & Nick). Bladed arnd, & then Sihui, that unfortunate girl, was about to turn around the warn the rest that there was a huge nut in the end, ended up tripping over a twig herself. Lol. Her cut bleed lar, so.. hope your okay! Turned back, & then I joined Selena, Nick, Wf, & Jingyi. They were finishing up too. So bladed to PP with Nick and as usual, Selena fretted. Haha. Then Selena & Jingyi went back first. Nick, Fong and me headed to parkway. Ate some stuff and sat around enjoying aircon before going home. Greatttttttt. :D
Thank goodness WF got the painkiller spray thingy. If not, I'll be limping home with that stupid ankle of mine. Lol. :D

Sick = Crappy mood = Easily irritated = Short temper = WATCH OUT PEOPLE!
Yep.

DUMB SUN!

For goodness sake, can someone please please please turn off the sun!?
Its killing me. So hot! I'm going to get a HEAT STROKE lar! Good grief!
So, come on people! TURN ON YOUR AIRCONS. Or ANYTHING that spoils the ozone. Quoting from Homesick, that way Singapore would be in a huge glass dome, WITH AIR CON.
And why oh why cant SG have 4 seasons. Excluding summer. At least WINTER/AUTUMN right. That'll be so cool, in more ways than one. Goodness.

Bloody headache. Argh. & a sore throat. & cough. Gah.

Comex Fair ltr at 6plus. Yea. I shant talk/scream. Wait til I lose my voice then no choral reading. No voice how to read tell me?! And then after, blading with Sihui & co. Yay. I love blading. So fun. Though I want faster blades. Mine are getting too slow for me. :X Sihui's brother's blades are Abec 7. Nick's too. Gah. The faster, the more fun man. :D

The Rainbow Connection
Why are there so many songs about rainbows
and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions,
and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong, wait and see.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Who said that every wish would be heard
and answered when wished on the morning star?
Somebody thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us star gazing
and what do we think we might see?
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

All of us under its spell.
We know that it's probably magic.

Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.
Is this the sweet sound that called the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.
I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.

Have a good day, people.

Dramazing Race & Blading

Photos are at the bottom.
Guess what time I woke up today? 5.15am!! Lol. For what, you might ask. Cos I was going to meet Selena at ECP at 6.15am to go BLADING. Yes, at THAT time. I know we're insane, but we're not the only ones. Lol. Nicholas Ng was there too. Haha. We blading for a while, and then saw him heading towards us from the other direction. Haha. It was still dark out la. We were worried that it might rain, cos when I passed Eunos, it was a downpour there. BUT, it didnt rain!! Haha. So, good good. Anyway, we bladed towards Bedok Jetty there, for a change. Stopped at the restaurants there to enjoy the scenery & sunrise a bit. There was a railing there, that seperated the pathway and the beach. The beach was below lar. And then I climbed over the railing while Selena stayed behind it (she didnt dare to climb over! Lol.) & then snapped a few pictures with my phone lar. & then on the way, I saw the birds all around the floor and suddenly felt so tempted to chase them. So I did. Lol! Super funny. Selena was practically shrieking her head off as I chased the birds.
So we headed back, it was around 7am alr. So... saw Nicholas again at the Beginner skating area. Lol. Saw Jonathan too. Ya, talked for a bit while I skated arnd there and then headed to the direction of Fort Rd cos it wasn't even 7.45am ( we had to meet at that time) yet. So skate skate, drizzled a bit. & Miko called to say he arrived. Okay, so? Lol. We still continued to blade lar. Then bladed near to the underpass and then turned back. Yup. Then met the rest at the stage area near Macs. We were briefed and then headed to our stations.
Selena, Kay & I played cards ( I brought them). & then something happened. It was quite near us. Kay & Sele were so freaked out please. So, moved to another bench and called Ms Puja, who came immediately. Some guy called the police. & then police came and.. yea. Oh, and thanks Nicholas who bought us drinks from Macs. :D
Then soon after, the first team arrived & Sele got so excited and all, but it was a false alarm, cos it was the WRONG station! Lolll. Okay, so, slacked arnd at the beach until got team come. So we briefed them and they built lar, yeah. The whole time, Selena, Kay, Nicholas, Miko & I were slacking at the beach, just sitting arnd unless a group came. Yaaaa. It was so hot lar!! Dumb sun. -.- And then finally the last group completed. So headed back to the stage area to gather. And then sang the Drama anthem ( which I cant remember a single word of!). Then Ms Puja talked to us Sec 3s for a while, asking for feedbacks & all. Finally, can go alr lar!
Me, Kay, Nicholas, Selena & Miko went to Parkway for lunch. Me & Nick bladed while the rest walked. They walked slowwww lar. Me and Nick were like trying out different ways to blade & apparently, Selena got jealous & demoralized by just watching us. Haha! Went down underpass & Nick almost fell cos he didnt see the hump in front of him. -.- Goodness. That accident prone guy. Nick & I crossed roads on blades and Selena got freaked out cos she thought that something would happen lar. Cos all the steps up & down etc. Yeah. But nth happened lar. Me & Nick did it quite safely. It was funnnn okay! Lol. Then went to parkway and then took off blades at the fountain outside. Headed to Food Court to eat (Sakae had too many people!) and then Kay went off first. Ya lar, we ate, then we talked (Selena got suaned by me & Nick! Haha.), and then we went homeee. Yup yup.

Now for the photos.. here.

Sele & I outside the closed restaurants. ( Small pic cos taken with phone & then sent to Sele's phone and then infra-ed to the computer.)

Erm, us. :D


MIKO HO that ego guy. -.-


Group 1's "sandcastle" which looked much like a piece of dung to us. LOL. So they did a forfeit! I got video, if you want, ask me & I'll send you. Oh & Group 1 is Vimal's group btw. They did the chicken dance for forfeit.


Group 5's sandcastle.


Group 4's sandcastle which was the best by far! (:


Group 3's sandcastle.


Mine, Sele's & Kay's lovelaye sandcastle!! With a toy crocodile ( that scared Kay!) crossing the bridge across the "moat". Haha.


Miko playing with the Lottery game on my phone to see whats his cute-o-meter is. (Ego right!!).


Selena & Miko talking with er, Nick's finger! Lol.


Lala. The last picture! (: Me, Sele, Kay, Lynette, and Jennifer.