Com lab now.

I'm in com lab now! HAHA. No one seems to be doing the SS mind map. I just finished it. (: So blogging here. Got the SS ppr back. Not very good, but still passed la. Eng compo I got 21! So happy! (: Seems like my languages are the ones which got the highest.. First Chinese, then now English. OKAYYEE.. Failed my Physics as expected. Sigh. No more abt school now! AS Order!! Lol.

Got the dice from Kaylie today. Thought she wasnt coming to school cos she wasnt there in the first period for Chinese thingy. Yeah.

Vaio FJ Notebook is damn nice la! $2,457. Would take so long lor. As calculated.. its 2 and a half yrs more. I'll be in JC by the time I get it la! And by that time, sure got new laptops out le, and then have enough money to buy em! (: Yay. But, wait till then then say la, not sure whether along the way would use up or something... Haha. Most likely would. Lol.

Bell's ringing soon. Better stop. (: Blog at home! Seeya.

PAP!


-Rylie;Xuan [x

YO YO YO! (: guess who m i? its the perfect girl who is nice, kind, caring, smart,sweet, cheerful! (:
THE ONE AND ONLY SELENA! THE GIRL WHO PASSED HER A MATH FINALLY! SO HAPPY SO HAPPY! (: okay! xx ask me to blog here so here i m. i love xiao xuan! (: she's so nice to me cept for the umno pap thing. ): thats not nice.

OKAY IM JEALOUS OF HER. i admit i love starbucks alot. BUT I CANT HAVE HIM): so saddening eh? some day some time i'll go to her house to admire and touch him so he will finally get to see his godowner who loves him more than his owner. thats plan A! >:)

love; SELEE! (:

Stuff.

In case you havent noticed, I put one pic of my sis up HERE.

Rachel and I ran out of the hall when the stupid teacher wasnt watching. HAHA! We were like, the only ones who started running and everyone else was sitting down. It was fun. (:

GO PAP!! BOO UMNO!

PAP:
-Nicole Ng
-Paulina Lee
-Huang Xiao Xuan
-Cheryl Koh
-Woo Wan Fong

UMNO:
-Kaylie Sim
-Selena Ng

LOL! Its funny! Whole day we stood according to these, haha. Funny way these started at reccess. Haha.
Pam went home today cos she was not feeling well.. Hope she's ok! (:
Walking to the bus stop was extra fun today! Haha. WF should know. Hehe. I'm still saving for a laptop you know. Haha. It'll take forever la. Kaylie's buying in Sept. We were talking outside the audi, cos got time until 2.30pm mah. Haha. Sentosa during March Hols anyone? Hehe. I know for one that Cheryl wants. I want tennis! Today after Maths was rather depressing la, the ppr totally sucked. Hai. I needed to vent my depression on something like tennis. But I forgot abt it soon, thanks to Cheryl and Kaylie! You ppl rock. (: Bought something (food) for both of em, cos when I saw it, I thought of them. Haha.


We the children are golden
And we the children are light
We dance on the top of the mountain
We shine like stars in the night
And we know, that our hopes and dreams would grow
Cos we the children make it so.

-Rylie;Xuan [x

Pprs again.

I'm currently drinking ice lemon tea and typing this. Lol! From Macs!! HAHA. Jealous, people??? The fries today is extra crispy and nicely salty. (: So nice and crunchy. Haha.

Yay. Finally one good mark, out of so many disappointing ones. Finally!! I was late for sch today, well, almost, cos the stupid contact wouldnt go in. Urgh. And MS thought that I was sick or something. Must be I everytime come too early bah, haha. Er, staying back for Chem turned out ok, cos learn abt isotopes la. Its really easy, lol. However, overall, school was the same as always- BORING.

The keychain that my brother's ah-hem, GIRLFRIEND (SAMANTHA), gave him is nice!! Its like, an amber stone keychain. So nice. (: My mother was saying that the girlfriend gave him as a sign of her love for him. Set in stone, you know. And I was like telling him, that his girlfriend had to give us one each, as downry! Lol. He promised me that he'll ask her when she called, which would be quite a few times each day, where she bought it. Mhm.

Fiza's birthday's on Thurs, Rachel and I already have an inkling of what we're gonna get for her.. Lol. Betcha inside she'll feel extra happy. Hehe. Its a surprise!

I cant wait for nxt Monday! Tennis again!! Fun! (:

Maybe going to play tennis with Cheryl at East Coast. Anyone wanna go? Ask us k.


You keep me standing tall
You help me through it all
I'm always strong when you're beside me
I have always needed you
I could never make it alone


-Rylie;Xuan [x

Wondering arnd.

One moment you are having the time of your life, the next moment everything comes crashing down on you. You feel lost, and dont know what to do. You've never lost so much control before and you never wanted to. The happy moments are just past now, nothing matters but the present, where you had nothing to live for, however, ashamed to face your ancestors if you see them in the other world. You try to change your identity, but its hard, cos you will always be you and not some mask you decide to put on for the rest of your lives. So you face life, with that fake, ugly lopsided grin on your face, which makes you look like a doll on exhibition. Taken in by that facade, people believe you and think that nothing has happened to you and you are happy in life, when deep inside, you are crying your heart out. You stand in front of the mirror, perfecting that smile for everyone to see. People might have actually believed it, but whenever you yourself look into the mirror, all you see is someone else, and not your real image. People look at you as though you are their ray of sunshine, and that you would always be there for them to hold on to. Decieved by your smile, thats what they percieve. When inside, all you wanna know is cry out your sadness, and wash them away with your bitter tears. That one unforgettable moment when you lost everything, its forever etched in your mind, taking growth in everything you do, affecting you indirectly. You end up losing the most important thing in life-- yourself.

SIGH.
I dont fit in 3C. Its not meant for me, I'm supposed to be in Combined! Where I'll probably be much much happier.. 3C is a perfectionism class. You are supposed to be smart and not fail anything. Its just, not me.

Singapore is a a stupid place. Nowhere to run, nowhere to hide. No place to run away to.

My face is red. Urgh. Cannot get tan, get burned instead. This sucks la. I'd rather get tan, dark dark dark instead of being burned. And my stupid phone is HANGING. DAMNIT LA. AT THIS TIME, I DONT HAVE ANY PATIENCE LEFT ANYMORE.

-DELETED-

Tennis would be very very dangerous later.. Watch out, small yellow round things might hit you, if you are anywhere near.

Air show.

At 8.45am today, I was woken up by my dad. For what? To go to the beach. Haha. And I mistaken it as going to Bishan. Then ltr found out wasnt Bishan but beach, so just went la, cos sitting a yacht and dont need to go tuition. Haha. Went there, the boat was quite nice, and set off, in the midst of rocking waters and strong breezes, which were great! (: So I sat on the deck and just listened to my nano, just there by myself, and started thinking about stuff. Haha. Ok, so. When reached a certain spot, the boat anchored, it was arnd 11.50am, and there was reception so smsed Kaylie and Cheryl. Er, watched the Air Show. It was really cool lor. Esp the fighter jets F15 and F16. The training planes werent very stunt-y, and the airbus was plain slow. Haha. Managed to get pics of the F15 (1 only!) and airbus. The F16 was too fast, and the training planes were not very interesting. So ate lunch on the yacht, quite nice and seafood-y. Hm. On the way back, listened to music again lor, but changed spot this time. Now changed to the back of the ship, and sat down and my legs were dangling over the edge, but sadly, no wave managed to hit me, sigh. Got sunburn now la, like tomato like that. -__- Stayed back on the yacht for a while, cos my dad and his friends were chatting, we watched the sailing boats go by, and one even got stuck! Haha, a damsel in distress. So we tried to help la, my dad's friend tried to throw a rope, in the end didnt even managed to throw to her, and even dropped the rope into the water! So one of the boats crew went to save. Save one is not even the stuck boat, but the rope, haha. In the end, used a longer rope la, and a person on e jet ski helped. Lol. Yeah. Tmr maybe going again, who knows, depends on my mother, but tmr would have more kids la, so.. better lor. Mhm.
After that, managed to convince my dad to bring me to Borders to buy books. (: Bought two, see my wishlist and you'll know what books. Haha.

So at home now, and, I go watch LOST le. Seeya.

Fridays, oh.

I had loads of fun today, even though at the start it was exactly going along to plan la, Sele couldn't go, I had to convince Pau to go, she did in the end, and everyone was late cept me. Hai. To think I rushed just cos I thought that I was gonna be late. SIGH.

Well, anyway... Pink Panther was a nice show, really funny. (: Haha. YEAH. The cinema was cool too. Lol. Saw Ms Erma and Mr Anwar (sp?) there. They looked like they were on a date, but then went asked, she of cos said that it was only a movie, and they were going to meet the rest of the marketing committee, consisting of Mrs Tan and Mrs Goh, there. Haha, very funny la. Ok, then when the end ended, me and Pam at first walked into their cinema, believe it or not, we just opened the door and walked in, haha. When we realised what show they were watching, we immediately walked out. It was Mrs Henderson, M18. Then Nicole and WF wanted to sneak into the cinema to watch. But then they got caught, lol. When the person asked for their IC, they just ignored the person and walk away and meet us, haha. Very funny. After e show, they bought Ben & Jerry's and I bought Macs ice cream cos B&J too ex for me, lol. Sat down while waiting for e shuttle bus and took pics. Very few only la. On the bus, they took pics while Cher and I chatted abt stuff which made Cheryl happy, lol. Then.. reach Orchard MRT, and Pam went home, cos she got dentist appnt. We went to Wisma, and then to Kino.
On the way me and Pau invented ASA (see bottom for more details)! We're the founders and decide to promote or demote people! HAHA. At Kino, we really stayed long there la, haha. Bought Cheryl's present, Jodi Picoult - Salem Falls and My Sister's Keeper, with a cute bookmark. Me, Pau, MS, Nicole and Sele share. WF was at the graphic designing section, and there the interior designs book was la. So me and MS kept talking abt e future apartment. Haha. She wants the kitchen. She wants to cook, she says. At this point, I had whispered to Cheryl "She'll probably burn it down." Lol. Yup. I cant wait la. Anyway. Finally got out of Kino, Nicole went to East Coast while we were still in Kino, and then we went to see Puma, cos Cheryl wants bags. Stadium was just beside so we just went in, and saw the soo soo soo beautiful tennis raquets! Wilson N-Cubes!! The white one damn nice la. Hai. So sad I cant buy, the price also very "nice" lor. Le sigh. Ok, bought bubble tea and then walked arnd until 6 and then headed home, took same line as WF, Pau just took the opposite side, haha. Talked to WF in the train abt.. stuff. Nearly caused us to miss Dhoby Ghaut MRT cos I wasnt really listening to the announcement thingy, hehe. Even wacked Fong for it, haha! (But it was really soft, Fong!!) Walked home la, cos mum was at.. can you believe it, CK TANG!! It was like, so close to where I was and I didnt even thought to call her where she was!! Urgh. Damnit. SIGH.

Came back and played badminton. And after a while, I used the tennis racquet to play badminton, haha! It was so power la. Just one tap, the shuttlecock can fly le. Lol!
LOST rocks.

ASA:
Abbrievation for Ah Soh Association.
Idea - Paulina Lee and Huang Xiao Xuan
Heads - Jasmine Teo and Donna Goh.
Clerk - Woo Wan Fong
Trainers - Selena Ng and Terence Lim
AS-I-T (Ah Soh-in-Training) - Nicole Ng, Kaylie Sim, Cheryl Koh, Pamela Chua, and Goh Chang Sheng.


Just wanna thank WF for trusting me and letting me listen. (:






WE ROCK. (:

Open up, diary.

EXAMS FINALLY OVER!!
Physics SUCKS, a lot.

Open Diary sent this email, abt I never use my acc for very long le.. Then want to permanently delete, so I went there, and see what was interesting.. Got this story that I wrote long long ago. Just rmbred it. Haha. Here it is. (:

Way before I went to Hogwarts, I was in a elementary school, muggle school. The most surprising thing happened to me in my third year. It was about my best friend, Harry Potter. Of course, we didn't really talked to each other then. At school, teachers loved and students hated me, maybe it was only out of jealousy. They referred to me as a know-it-all, but i'm really used to it now. I was walking about in the classroom looking for my bag when I saw it. Slung over the arm of big bully, Dudley Dursley. In my opinion, the stupidest name ever given to a child. He was towering over someone, a poor little kid I guess. As I walked closer, i could make out a shape, it was Harry Potter! The guy with the strange lightning scar on his forehead, others thought that it was wierd, but to me, it was kinda cool. Harry was crouching in the corner, Dursley's sidekicks bullying him mercilessly. It always amazes me how those two could be cousins, Dursley was big, fat and mean, while Harry was small, skinny and well, quiet. Those two were totally the opposite.
I walked over to Dursley and asked politely," May i have my bag back?" He just stared at me like I was some kind of bug or something. Nevertheless, I asked again," May i have my bag back?" I extended my hand to recieve it, but it never came. I fakingly bowed my head and walked away. I heard Dursley highfive-ing the other two, problably thought that they had won another argument. I grinned to myself as I made my way back towards them. Seeing their confused faces, I had to hold back a grin. "May I have my bag back?" I asked again. They refused and stared at me menacingly, as if daring me to take the bag away. But unlike the other kids at school, I was not scared. I clenched my fist, and ask again, "May I have my bag back?" They continued staring at me. Big mistake. So, what else could I do? I punched them. They dropped the bag and staggered back. Being the "polite" child I was, I said as I walked past them, "Thank you." The kids who were watching sniggered and laughed loudly at them as they ran off whimpering. I looked around and saw Harry Potter walking towards the school gate. I took the same route as he everyday. I was always twelve steps behind him. This shows how eaxact i was last time. I followed him all the way. He bent down to retie his shoelaces. Suddenly, i saw a lady leaning over him, as if trying to see what he was doing. This beautiful lady could not be his aunt. She had long wavy dark red hair, and startling emerald eyes. She was wearing a gorgeous white dress. As Harry Potter stood up and continued walking, the lady followed. Finally, we reached a fork in the forest. He seemed to have stopped, as though pondering over which way to go. The lady nudged him gently, leading him towards the right trail. She then caught my gaze and winked at me, smiling. I was confused. Why hadn't he take the left trail like always? I was torn between wanting to follow him and wanting to go home. In the end, i decided the latter, as i was afraid my mum would worry about me. I took no less than 10 steps when i heard a loud boom up front. I quickly walked towards it. 1..2..3..4..5..6..7..8..9..10..11..12..13.. i stopped at the 13th step. i could not go further. A tree had fallen in the way. I suddely understood. If Harry had taken this route, he would have been crushed to death by the tree. The beautiful lady in white had saved his life.
It wasn't until i went to Hogwarts and met Harry (again!) and Ron that i found out who that lady was. The second time i saw her was in a picture in Harry's photo album. All the questions i had was answered, making way for a lone question:
Why had I, Hermione Granger, been the only one to see Lily Evans Potter lead her son away from danger?

Yup, so yeah. This is it. Know it sucks right. Lol.
FRIDAYS TMR!! Yay. Finally. Hehe. I'll just so happy that finally.. get to go out again. Lol. Borrowed 'The Pact' from WF today. Returning her tmr so she can read during the weekend. (: Haha. Its er.. an interesting topic? Abt how parents dont know their kids, so. Can relate la. Yup. SO yeah. Good luck to people for your results. I know mine would definitely suck like hell, after the first ppr we got back. HAI.
To anyone who cares: My eye's still red, but better, maybe contacts tmr. And.. I'm still mad at him/her, would never be able to forget it. And I WANT MY DRIVING LICENSE!! Which is a long long way from now. Lol. We were talking abt it today la. Me, WF, Pam and Sele. Yup. We all wanna drive, haha.

I'm hungry. (: Off to lunch, seeya.


Who knows what would happen, definitely not me.

2ND LAST.

After Lit went library, my class that side too noisy, so get kicked out by the librarian. Lol.

FINALLY. Tmr is gonna be the last day.. YAY!! Haha. Cant help it LA. Hates exams. (: Just watched finish Lost no. 12. Charlie went mad, lol. OK, er, Friday. Last five periods. Meaning still got Maths. ): And physics. )): My goodness. Such a BAD day. Only after sch then nice, but still, its not the same. Got to endure the tiring hrs. SIGH.

Those who heard the devastating news, it all boils down to one damn person and I have a song dedicated to him/her (NO, I am NOT gonna reveal who.): I DONT REALLY LIKE YOU. [Chorus only, its enough.]

I don't care what you do
I don't care about you
I don't care get a clue
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you
You and your friends are dense
You dont make any sense
It's all at your expense
Cause I don't really like you, I dont really like you


Its all your fault.

COMMON TEST.

Its common test week!! And I managed to sneak a post. (: Of cos, besides that one on the phone la.
5 down, 4 more to go
Thats a lot. Hai. Physics.. Die la!! So hard lor. Today was ok.. cept Georg din actually finish la, but still. You know, ya. Lit and Chem tmr. Good luck to me. SIGH. Ok, rewind. Chem is fascinating.. I THINK. Well, lets see.
In an atom, there is the protons and the neutrons in the neucleus, and the electrons circling around the neucleus at e speed of light. The relative atomic mass of the atom comes from the neucleus, and the electrons are too light already. The protons are all positive charge right? And the neutrons are neutral. So, answer this, how come the protons can stay in the neucleus, when they are supposed to repel each other and then fly around, colliding into stuff? You might say cos of the electrons. And the electrons are supposed to be much much much lighter than the protons, and yet it is able to keep the protons inside the neucleus at all times. Aint that cool? Haha.

FRIDAY IS THE DAY. To chill and all after the first exams of our oh so dumb Sec 3 yr. If you dont count the weekly tests that is.
Tennis yesterday was truely relaxing. I imagined the ball as someone's face, and hit it. It flew hard, and far. Yup. Its a stress reliever.


A teardrop can tear the paper apart.

Fight to overseas

Guess what! I'm blogging on my phone now! Ok, I had a really HUGE fight with my mum about going overseas. So mad now, wlau. Hai, lets not talk abt it la. I want to make my own sunglasses! Its so cool!

Photos.

Ok, I'm in for a quick display of the pics I've done due to boredom:



For ZK! Yeah, thank me again.


Exam is nearing, and I'm banned from internet, its cos I gotta get the notes from asknlearn thats why I'm here. Yup. Back to studying! ): Hate it. Lit test tmr. Sure fail. URGH.

Saint Valentino's.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the couples out there. It was like everyone's birthdays at sch today. Haha. There was even a cake. -__- But for good old me, it was just another boring day. Didnt go Chem cos wasnt feeling too good. Sigh, whats with me and getting sick on exam periods?? I always do.
I love Lakerol. So does my sister. Lol.
I feel like making pics. Ok, who wants one? Haha, just kidding!! I'll make for myself. (:

A girl wants the 5Cs: Chocolate, Crystals, Cash, Cars, and prince Charming. HAHA.

WARNING: The negative side of Valentine's day from here onwards.
Inspiration from a story:


Its always inevitable to avoid. The good side and bad side of something. Its always there to rear its ugly head in your face.

Collapse.

4 hours of drills and rallies of tennis straight is enough to make anyone collapse.
Cheryl's present is really hard to decide. Urgh. Brown jacket with orange stripes at the side? I dont know!! Hai. Anyway, she blogged.
I'm gonna be spending my valentine's day on a date with... CHEMISTRY. Stupid teacher. She suck la. Tmr still wanna have supplementary, all other classes all like, dont have lor. That stupid dolt. SO sickening. Theres A Maths tmr too, ok, a freakingly sucky day!! Tuesday suck la. Three periods of Lit somemore. Luckily got Chinese to brighten up the day, but not by very much. Sigh.
The moon has been extremely bright these few days. From the tennis courts, the moon has the same brightness as the lamp post. Haha. No clouds in the sky.. Is that supposed to be good, or bad?
Exams are coming. Just next week. Cant wait for it to be over, and cant wait for the half day the P.Chan granted due to excellent O level results. In Sec 1, we got a day off, now only half day, so sad.

I cant breathe, literally.

Still mad, no, angry.

Currently downloading all the songs on Diana DeGarmo's Blue Skies album cos I lost the disc. Haha. I'll probably burn back into one disc and put it into the empty Blue Skies cd case. If I not too lazy to do it.. lol.

I lost my voice this morning. Cheryl can vouch for it. We were communicating by she talking, I writing. A tad annoying really, to not being able to talk, cos sometimes, paper cant really express what you are really referring to. Esp talking to a cough56k modemcough like Cheryl....
Shoot. I accidentally deleted My Chemical Romance's Helena and Relient K's Be My Escape from the computer. Oh damnit. Fine fine. Just download again. Sigh. Ok, where were we, ah, about the cannot speak that part.
I'm gonna flunk my Lit. I didnt finish part 2(2)!! OH NO. But I think a lot of people also never finish la, cos the teacher didnt give us enough time, and she owes us 20 minutes!!!

O level results are out today. My cousin did quite well to me, though my mother dont think so. I totally disagree. But can go JC lor, so quite smart le. Haha. To me la, thats my personal opinion. But diff people have diff opinions right? Some expectation higher, some lower. (: Mine lower la, I guess.But hey, Os are a year away for me, so still got a year to think about expectations, dont think now, so dont get more worked up and confused. And to think I'll still confused about which handphone to buy. Yeah, I still havent made up my mind. When the day comes, I'll know which to buy, no worries! (:
Now just concentrate on getting my voice back. I seem to be losing it again..

I wake up every morning to another crazy day I have to face.

STAY AWAY.

The doc asked me to stay home tmr too, but guess what? My mother refused!! There you have it, parents strike again. "Dont be surprised if I suddenly faint in sch tmr" was what I told Selena. (I gotta thank her for listening to me rant on!)

I hate unreasonable parents.
Why cant they just see that their time for sch, is sooo much less stressed then ours!? Why cant they see the difference??
Are parents really that oblivious to what their child really wants? Or do they just pretend to ignore it?
Do they understand us, truely, about what we're thinking?
Do they even try to?
Do they just say "Yes I know" without actually knowing what you wanted.
Do they try to cheer you up when you are down?
Do they wish you good luck before the exams?
Do they care more about your health than your studies?
Do they even bother to?
Do they notice if you fall into depression suddenly?
Do they know if you are just to quiet and not being your usual self?
Do they compare you to other kids, saying that they're so much better but wouldnt let you compare yourself to anyone else?

DO THEY?

Theres more I wanna say, but you just dont wanna hear me out. Not even once.

Five day work week? CRAP. Tons of bull. Do people still go sch/work on Saturdays?? YES. So what difference has a Five day work week do to the people of Singapore?? NOTHING. HELL TO THE TEACHERS WHO ORGANISED SOME LAME CLASS COMMITTEE TRAINING THING. DAMN YOU.

School = NO!

Turns out I didnt make it to school after all. I woke up at arnd 6.25am, felt so feverish all over, and then told my mum, and fell back to sleep and woke up again, like about.. 10.25am.
Maybe going to see the doc ltr. Who knows, besides, I need to get an MC for not going to sch and taking the Eng summary test today.


Angels are crying for me.

S and S.

Bloody contacts.
Freedom of speech? Thats total bullshit. Try saying: "Your an idiot" in front of parents. They'll probably slap you or something. And I thought there were supposed to be freedom of speech, all those stuff people say about it? Dont believe. They are total crap. Nonsensical words. LIES.
And parents obviously care about bloody freaking studies instead of your freaking health, mine does. WTH. Would they be happy if I study until I die one day??? Would they be happy if I get a Master but lie in hospital???? Would they be happy if I get great results but die straight after due to studying and total HECK of health!? Would they be happy if I just die!?!???! DAMN IT. WOULD THEY??? I bet the hell they would. So thats the way its gonna be is it? As long as I get great results and meet their expectations, nothing else would matter isn't it. So whats so great about being sick, in fact, whats so different about it?? Even if I'm sick, I still got to do whatever I always do, and its not different from being not sick, except that I'm in constant TORTURE.

Past days

What happened on 5 Feb 06:
Party at my house, mother and father's friends. However, I left at arnd 2pm with ZK and Tiff (ZK came to fetch me) for ICE SKATING! Yay. Very long never go le. So, went there, and then skated for arnd 2 and a half hrs. Ok, then, the interesting part, this couple, the guy looks loads like a chinese HP, the girl fell la, and then the guy try to help her up, and then fall on her, then they started kissing. Lol!! In the middle of the rink somemore, according to ZK. And everyone arnd were cheering, haha. Ok, finish arnd 4.30pm, then go do our 'daily' thing. Go to Macs and buy fries and ice cream. Haha. We ALWAYS do that after skating without fail. (: At night went to my auntie's house. So windy there, lol.

What about.. 6 Feb 06:
School start le, so sian. ): Ok, er, as usual la. Not a good day, cos got A Maths. Plus E Maths level test!! WTH. Sure die one lor. One qn I didnt do, and I totally forgot how to do completing the sqaure. Damnit la. Urgh. Ok, then after E Maths test have A Maths supplementary. So sian, drama members left early to change lor. Drama was.. ok? Its not as bad as usual, but not so good also. The game was fun la. Accuse you!! Haha. It takes concentration la. After drama, we all walked out earlier, like around 6.25pm. Kaylie and I were waiting for our parents, talking with e guys at e same time. The lower sec, Sec 1 and 2, were walking out, but the staircase was closed already. Lol!! All the stairs were closed, so they were basically stuck inside the school. Haha, but then ltr the guy came and opened the stairs for them to walk out lor. Not fun le, hehe. My mother came, and then go tennis le. In the car, my mother told me that she bought a rabbit. Dwarf rabbit!! So cute la!! Its grey. Anyway, tennis was fun. Claire and I were winning all the way, arnd the end la. Go home, do finish work, sleep. Lol.

This is 7 Feb 06, TODAY.
Sucky day, as usual. Georg was ok la. Hm, Lit was as boring as ever, I listened to the nano throughout the whole lesson. The nano listen until red batt le. Haha. Recess, went down, and then go up. English sucks la. Wlau. I hate the teacher lor. Ass. A Maths was as usual, super sian!! Cos we all already feel like sleeping le, after Eng. Chinese was the usual with Cheryl, love teasing her with CS! (: Haha. During Chinese we talked abt Cheryl's birthday, what we gonna do etc. After school, walked back with Cher to her class, Darence was all, "Xiao Xuan. How to write your name arh?" And I was like, "WHY?" His reply? "Your name very cute what." DIAO. I told him to ask Cheryl how to write. Cute meh. Urgh. Physics sucks!! Chem was.. fine. Physics was the killer! Ok, then after that went to eat maggie with Pau, Selena, and Kaylie. Kaylie was late la, she was still strolling. Eat finish, then at the bus stop, while me and Pau were waiting for bus, 3H Gary and Darence came over, and then Gary just asked me if I wanted the packet drink he had, then I was like, "What?" Then he just give and then walk away. Lol. Ok, then, homebound. Took pictures with the cuteee rabbit! Its a guy, Selena.


Update: Me and Sele just named it Starbucks. Get it? Star-BUCKS. Lol. Ok. Er, Sele's the god-owner? Haha.

I Not Stupid.

Whee. I watched I Not Stupid 2 again today. Instead of crying, I yawned. Cos it was quite early mah. Quite a lot of important people were there. Jack Neo, executive producer Daniel Yun, various mps, and one vp, and some important woman from Malaysia came with her entourage. Lol. Yeah. Realised Jack Neo wasnt very tall. My mum went and shook his hand after e show, haha. Ate Crystal Jade, then when my parents havent eat finish, I went and find Cheryl at Pacific Plaza, and then her cousins bought her a wallet, so ex, from Roxy, then went back to find my parents and then went home.
Here I am, using the computer lor. (:

I NOT STUPID 2 ROCKS. SHAWN LEE ROCKS.
And Jonathan is low-life ass. Sucker.

2H forever!!

Going out with the old gang today made me miss 2H. ): Btw, thanks MS for treating us!!

Watch your steps.

Zheng Kai, didnt know you were these type of person, tsk tsk. One night stand. Goodness, you devil-may-care Homo scapien. And say that abt me again, and your head may roll. Watch your steps. You're treading into enemy's territory here. Oh, sry, I forgot, everywhere's my territory. Lol!!

Phone-y phone-y phone.

Kaylie's phone IS nice to use.. Really. Since I got an mp3 already.. I dont really need the other phone right? Urgh. I dont know. What I DO know is that the balance is tilting slightly towards E530C's side. Yea. My bro, seeing me come home with such a nice phone, is getting increasingly jealous, and of cos, demands a handphone too. But he dont go out, so.. no use right? Haha.
Running 2.4km tmr. Stupid Singh. Hate him!! The Choices thing sucks la. Archery, all the guys all take up already la! WTH lor. Only one girl from my class, and one girl from 3B! I mean like, WTH la! Damnit la. Then get also not the second choice, which is Body Combat, and then the choice is a freaking Wushu. Freak. Freak freak freak!!
Friday Kaylie's treating, then go for that thingy.
Sat maybe tennis with Rachel, but then not too sure yet. Cos I keep feeling as though there is supposed to be something on on that day.
Sunday party on home. Dad's friends. Perhaps can stay up late. (: Yay.
WHAT!? E530C's charger is diff from my slide phone's. Damnit! Thats one cm down on the imaginary scale. Shoot.


Update: The internet got cut off and I was supr bored. So I did these, as they were the only stuff I could do at the moment. Nth else to do, so sian.





And then these I did last week:

CNY.

I totally love CNY! Rocks kaye. So, didnt update for the whole festive, so I'm updating now.

New Year Eve, Sat
Everyday just do whatever we always do, including the extremely sickening tuition, and then at the evening, arnd 6pm, went to my grandmother's house, and made my cousin download PT. Ok, then after eat finish, went to my other cousin's, Zkai, hse. Er, played PT. Haha, managed to rank up, finally, now I got that head thingy, and then yeah, then went home, lol. Cos my sister tired, so had to go home early, at arnd 11 plus. We were supposed to play cards and mahjong. Sigh.

New Year, 1st day, Sunday
Guess what happened that I didnt sleep till arnd 2am in the morning. Well, when I was showering, just came back from Zkai's hse (above), the lights went home, but the water was still running, anyway, found out that the stupid electric box was on fire, but luckily, small fire. I just dressed and then stepped downstairs, not before taking my handphone to use the flash. My brother was shouting in his room "Help, mummy. Help me. Help me.." Lol! ER, ok, then I went to 'rescue' him. Going downstairs and then find out electrics not working, so we tapped into our neighbours electric, but still din have air con, so wanted to 'den' downstairs. My mother just insisted to sleep upstairs, lol. Cant leave her bed, anyway, my bro joined her, and so me and dad were left to 'den'. Den night, living with danger, lol. Ok, anyway. Yeah. So, sleeped there. Kinda cold though, cos two fans were blowing at me, thank goodness for the blanket. Next morning we woke up arnd 9am and called the repair ppl. They took abt half and hr to come, and then repair the thing ok le, we changed and went to my grandmother's hse. They were all waiting for us, lol. At that time, I was in a freaking dress, and wore the white boots. Ok, then took a few pics, and then went to my auntie's house together. Watched Charmed Season 8 there cos they have SCV, and then went to my other grandmother's house. Ate sharkfin (YUM!) and then played Match 10, with money. One dollar each game, I won 2 dollars. My capital was five. Yay, and then moved to my other auntie's hse together, by that time, I already changed out of my dress and into something more comfortable, but still representable. Went there and played more, now, lost more money, lol. Thank goodness I brought my own wallet and my own money, if not, my dad would be lending me money over and over again. Won back 1.50. Lol. So little. Went back to my grandmother's hse and thats it. Had aircon for the night, yay.

New Year, 2nd day, Monday.
I was forced to go MacRitchie reservoir and watch the lion's dance there, and then ran. After that, went home, showered and then went over to my grandmother's hse. Ate lunch, and then went to watch I Not Stupid Too at Cathay Cineleisure. Went there by MRT. Got there that time, got a slight problem, supposed to be all 13 of us watching the show, but in the end only got me, my bro and my two other cousins. 4 of us watching. The show was so nice la, I must admit, I cried. Everyone else cried too. Liang Jun claimed he didnt cry. I dont believe, haha. While we watching that, the rest watched Fearless, which is NC 16. Unfair!! Ok, well, went back while my parents were watching Fearless, cos my sister didnt have a ticket to watch the show with us, and then she also cant watch Fearless. So, yeah. Went back, watched finish the Angel of Death dvd, and then, yeah, ate dinner etc.

New Year, 3rd day, TODAY.
Morning wake up, play PT. Ate lunch at home, and arnd 3pm headed to my father's friend hse. There was nice man, I tell you, listen to the adults talk also. Its actually quite interesting. And went my grandmother's hse after that. Then go home.. and then got ready for school. Sucks!!

Soon soon, dears.

To my sister dear, Selena: Its good being TK. You have all of us, and of course, you cant leave out my oh-so-dear brother in law, Jonathan Yong.
LOL! I told her that just now, haha. So funny.

One more day to chinese new year!! Yippeee. And no hwk for a few more days. And MS is lending me her hp for a wk cos I maybe wanna buy her phone, the grey/white one. Its actually quite nice to use.

CNY celebrations.

For Kaylie. (: Got inspiration when walking home today.

Lit was boring as usual, I'm seriously gonna fail it la. Chinese write ying yong wen. Stupid guys. Say my name is 'cute'. WTH la.
Chinese New Year celebrations today. A bit boring la. Me and Pau were annoying WF. Lol. Er, and I kept trying to aim the ang pao at Sele, but then never hit, until the end. First I hit Cheryl Tan, and then Kaylie, and then Edward, and finally Selena. Haha. Ok, then we were let off early. You know, we could have went for the 12.50pm show lor, but too bad, booked already. Ok then, wanted to go off lor. Supposed to take bus one, but then too long le, so we took taxi. 5 people ma, cant, so Pamela followed Pau they all, who are also going to PS. Me, Sele, Kaylie, and Cheryl took such a long time to get a taxi lor. We walk on one side of the road, the other side got a lot of taxis, go the other side, the other side got a lot of taxis. What the hell la. Then, finally got a taxi. Phew. Arnd the same time as Pau I guess. We also reached around the same time as em. We all rushed out of the taxi, with Cheryl paying the money, which we gave to her before in the taxi. In taxi saw Cher's baby pics. So cute. (: Anyway, we reached there that time me, Cher and Pam went to collect tickets. first while MS and Sele looked for ATM machine. So, when go to the GV there to collect tickets. It was so irritating la! The guy asked for the IC no, it was my dad's credit card, then I had to call my father dont know how many dozen times, cos he didn't pick up his phone. Then got le, and then the guy asked for the credit card. Hello!? Do I look like I have a freaking credit card!? Goodness sake. I was so pissed la. You can ask Pam lor. We took the comment ppr and complained abt that guy. Pam ticked all 'not good' and then at the other comments that part, we put 'Too slow, attitude problem, never smile'. True what. We had to wait so long for them to check lor. Lousy, incompetant people.
The movie was kinda nice la, just a typical movie lor, its funny though. Yeah. MS left halfway during the show, cos she gotta go for her dentist appointment. The movie seating was funny la. Plan A, which was making Sele sit with Jonathan, kinda failed half. Cos its ok for Terence to sit with Sele. Its like, completing one part la. Yeah. Sele sat in between Nicholas and Terence. Lol! She was supposed to sit with Jonathan.. Haha!! But still can consider half done la, haha.
Supposed to watch 2nd movie one, but then, after that changed mind. Mhm. Nicole's friend said that I Not Stupid Too was sad, and he cried, so, Sele would surely cry one. Lol. She very emotional one. So just walked arnd for a short while, and then found Pau, she walked around PS for a few hrs. Nothing better to do lor, dont watch movie, walked arnd. Sian!
Then went home arnd 5pm lor. Mhm. Reached home earlier than supposed. So guai. (: I wanna watch Underworld: Evolution!! March 2nd!! Faizzah's birthday, haha.
Cya then.
HAPPY NEW YEAR (in advance) PEOPLE.

Pictures made.

Er, yeah, for you people. Maybe do more ltr. Who knows. (:
FINALLY.

Its CNY celebrations tmr! Meaning.. Its 27 JAN!! ITS HERE. FINALLY HERE. OH YEAH!! YEAH YEAH YEAH. I a bit enthu hor. Lol. Well, you would be if its gonna be the first time this yr that you get to go out like e good ol times! So happy. And cant wait. The downside of it? MS cant go watch Cheaper by the Dozen 2 cos she got dentist. ): So sad. And Wf cant make it for the afternoon, but she can eat dinner with us.. if we do go on a movie marathon. Lol.
Today was kinda ok la. SS was fun. (: Laughed lots and had loads of fun teasing Faizzah and Yongjie, who were argueing and argueing and argueing like married couples. Lol!! And Jonathan was really happy today, cos he saw my sister. He was grinning ear to ear lor, and said hi to my sister, and for that, hes happy. So easily satisfied. Betcha my sister was freaked out by him. She hid behind me when he said hi. Haha. Too bad for you, Jonathan!!
Oh yes, my sister's photos are ready. No way would I give Jonathan lor. Its so cute. But my mother's only collecting tmr. ): So pity. Cant show you people. Maybe online can. Mhm.
Cya then. Enjoy yourself. x)

Update: My sister's photos are here! So freaking cute! I'm bring e calender to school tmr. Jonathan would go gaga over it lor. Sure one.
Me and my sister tricked my grandmother today. I rapped my fingers against the table, as though my sister had hit the table with her head, and then she started fake-crying. My grandmother was like, going over to my sister, and then my sister suddenly sat up laughing. It was so funny la. Me and my sis= Partners in crime!! (:

Meaningful

I really got to quote my cousin. His words are kinda meaningful.. (ZK, dont get a big head!!)

"been thru all tt, gone thru all tt. but in the eyes of ppl, we will always be so lucky, so fortunate ppl that never appeared to ever meet any trials in their lives. most of the time when we hear abt ppl around us suffering from something terrible and life-changing (eg. terminal illness, parents' separation), we somehow always manage to go into a shock. perhaps because these r the ppl closer to our hearts, so we expect much more from them and are especially sensitive abt all that.
esp for children, they always expect their family to be a perfect one, because they know its where their main source of security comes from. they will feel their world has shattered if they spotted any imprefection in their parents/family. many of us will feel sorry for them, but deep below, we probably knew we experienced something similar too.
not everyone has a happy childhood. yes, most of us chose to remember the good memories and count our blessings even in the worst period of our lives. but there are certain things have happened that subconsciously made an impact on a young mind, a mind that will grow up to see things differently. and if they manage to survive all that, a mind stronger than the average will be formed.
sad but true, many of us has secrets deep within out hearts. secrets that describe events tt happened so long ago, but nevertheless impactful. these secrets, ppl would choose never to reveal them, because humans all strive to be independent, to be strong. they do not want excessive pity from ppl around them. it is a backbone for them to succeed in life."

I totally agree with him. Seriously, you got to admit, he's right.
Well anyway, went home by MRT today with Jasmine. (She kept talking about vodka!! It sucks!!) Ate maggie with Sele, MS, Cher and Jasmine. Me and Sele did hwk while Cher ate. You should have seen her face!! So red!! Lol. Maybe I should show you e pic, but then not really clear. Urgh. Should have brought my camera. Next time I'll bring, just in case I see something worth taking. Haha. It wont hurt to. (: OK.
Just realised Joel, neighbour, is in the same sch as me!! In 1D. Saw him outside in the PE uniform, thats how I recognised. Haha.
I FREAKING HATE COLLECTING FREAKING MONEY
Its freaking irritating la! How can be short one! WTH la. ITS NOT EVEN MY FAULT. ASSES. Well, Mr Tchen was talking to me about it, and then I just walked out on him at the end to go outside and collect the class com badge, it was getting super irritating la! WLAU. Cant stand it. SUCKS LA. WTH. Stupid school. Stupid teacher. Stupid money!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday might be movie marathon. Who knows. And CS still owes me starbucks!!

I'M TOTALLY A.S.!

To my K-Jie: If she makes you feel like this, shes definitely not worth it. She not even worthy to be your sister if she's all about insulting you and bringing you down. And yet you still stick up for her. It shows how forgiving you are and how lucky I am to have you as my sister. Dont ever forget that no one cares and that you are alone to face the unhappiness in life alone. Cos we're all here for you. And rmbr, we care.

Tennis and stuff.

Its 11 plus at night and I'm supposed to do my Lit hwk cos I dont have any time to do today, though I did my A Maths hwk during tennis, but well, I still took the time to blog so, yeah, here I am.
They called during tennis. I was playing halfway and suddenly the phone rang. What to do, answer the phone lor. Perpetua that dolt thought it was a boyfriend. Lame! As if I got boyfriend like that!! Nuh ah, no way, simply NOT possible. You get the drift. Tennis was ok la, not as fun as last week's, cos coach asked me to rally instead of 54321. Sigh.
Drama welcoming tea was... just not special la. However.. I met a nice Sec 1. Me and Sele. She was sitting beside me and her. Melissa from 1B. She's funny. Haha. Ok, so other than welcoming tea, there were bad news. Drama on Monday, starting from after CNY, is from 4.30pm to 6.30pm. Oh freak. How am I supposed to train during tennis now!? Urgh. The good news? Wed got no drama. Even if have, its only one hr. But still!?!? I dont know what to say.. Urgh!!
Doing Lit essay halfway, abt the dramatic thingy of Act 1 Scene 1. You should see my handwriting lor, its like, all cursive-y and illegible. Lol. I heck la, my hand hurts so much, thanks to tennis.. and the A Maths lvl test today. The test was kinda ok, though Sele said it was hard. Chem quiz I got same marks as Sele, 18/20. Phew. I thought I would fail. 3C was the second best for Pure Chem among the rest. Yay..! Though, its still not 2H. x( So sad.

Rnd and arnd.

Today had the extremely horribly stupid and boring chinese 7/11 thing. Some ppl made us rather pissd, and not an ordinary pissd, is an cross-the-line pissed. Really. I shant mention who here. I think they know. Or rather, will know, soon. The chinese thing, well, what can I say. Freaking boring. And the chinese teacher scolded us after that lor, for what, bad CAR-RAC-TAR. Lol. Ok, fine, its supposed to be character. But oh well, she cant pronounce, lol. And GONG. Lol!! Those who were there should know what it means, haha. We all wanted to laugh, but scared she scold. Actually, I was laughing. The rest were holding their laughter in. When she looked my way, I immediately suppressed my laughter, I daresay that it worked, as the teacher looked away. According to Sele: " i tell you all ah xuan was laughing like siao cheryl was bitting her lips to stop herself from laughing and i was staring at the floor the whole body shaking from laughter." (Taken from her blog.) At the start of the thing, CS went "Shi marh?" in that china china way, haha, the teacher scolded him and he had to stand. Lol! I was illustrating the 'Lifestyles of Moses Lim; Epi 1: To eat or not to eat, that is the question' in the audi, cos the teachr kinda reminded me of him. Looks like the sister. Haha. And played the number guessing game with Pau and Pam. Yeah well. And then let us off lor, but the Higher Chinese could go first. BIAS! Ass.
After it, me, Pam and Cher went to Parkway. Initially wanted to buy Cheryl's bdae present. We ate macs first, then went to walk arnd lor. 77th Street and such. Cheryl didnt know what to buy, haha. She and I in the end bought a pair of earrings each. Mine is purple and hers is yellow. (: Wanted to buy for Sele but dont know whether she would want or not lor. Mhm. Then. Yeah. Went home by MRT, but took diff bus as Pam, oh well, and I reached home, safely. On the way, I stopped to buy ice cream and my brother called, so I tell him I buying ice cream and he pester me to buy for him. I tell him to stop wasting my money, and hung up. And this English lady beside me went "Yeah! Tell him to stop wasting your money and hang up the phone!" Lol!!
Ok, finally, its friday. 27th is coming nearer.. I cant wait! Tmr maybe my dad going to Funan IT mall, so might be able to go Penisula Plaza. Great. Gonna help Cher and myself see jackets. We're considering buying. The Nike's new range is green! The jacket is kinda nice, and the price is 'nice' too. Haha. Ok, its green, the new range. Light apple green, kinda nice though. Mhm. So ya la, nth more to say so, seeya on Mon lor. 27th!!

For all of you, enjoy and rmbr: Your Heart Will Lead You Home.
Sunny days and starry nights
And lazy afternoons
You're countin' castles in the clouds
And hummin' little tunes
But somehow, right before your eyes
The summer fades away
Everything is different
And everything has changed

Chorus: If you feel lost and on your own
And far from home
You're never alone, you know
Just think of your friends
The ones who care
They all will be waiting there
With love to share
And your heart will lead you home

Funny how a photograph
Can take you back in time
To places and embraces
That you thought you'd left behind
They're trying to remind you
That you're not the only one
That no one is an island
When all is said and done

Chorus

There'll come a day
When you're losing your way
And you won't know where you belong
They say that "Home is where the heart is"
So follow your heart
And know that you can't go wrong

Chorus x2

Where you belong
I know your heart will lead you home

Royalty of Serinae

"Plopping down on her bed, Reya wiggled her feet a little to get the feel back into her toes. It hurt after a whole night of dancing with the various princes and counts. The diamond on her slippers clanked against the floor as she took it off. Reya gave a huge sigh. She trudged over to her balcony, holding her dress in case of tripping over it. Beyond the castle's walls lay the village Solean which was bustling with life. From the view at the tower, she could faintly hear the noise of the people. It seemed inviting. She wanted so much to just skip out the princess duties and join in the celebration of the Spring Festival. The music, the celebration, everything, even the marketplace. Reya was truly fascinated."
- Me.

I was just so bored in class lor. Hai. SS was boring, we had to sit according to our birthdays. So, theres two people who were born on 30 Dec. Aida and Janice. So young, lol. Got a lot of Eng hwk. Chem was boring, not like ytd, so sad, betcha it cant be repeated again, sigh. Well, Rachel din come to school today, sick, most likely. PE played er, rugby or something like that. You should have seen Pam's shoe! Like step in shit like that, haha. Cos they play in the field, and it rained the day before so muddy lor. Thank goodness our class din have to, actually must one. Phew.

My house has a total of three phone lines, not including handphones. The new line is free, and damn cool. If anyone wanna call me, call that no, its easier to rmbr. Serious. Just, call me and ask me k? Cos I'm supposed to be saving my pathetic phone bill. So cant use too much smses.
I didnt go out with JH today. Cos have to be home by 6pm, so, no point going lor, since after watch movie cant do anything le.. Mhm.

Life is boring, I'm better off writing a book and thinking about the future home, cant wait! :) Seeya.

Debates?

Georg lesson was fun. Let me quickly type this out before it runs out of my mind.. We were supposed to be debating about the Green Revolution thing. I'm on the Yes side, and yeah.

Ming Jie: According to this textbook, Interactive Georgraphy Elective by R B Brunnett--
Mrs Yeo: Cut the crap and get on with it! ( Class laughing like siao)
Ming Jie: Ok ok, this book says that...blah blah blah.. see! So you cannot dont believe it, cos if you do, you'll be insulting R B Bunnet, the author of this textbook. ( Class start laughing again and my side claps and cheers. Lol)

Ok, finally got it down, phew. So funny. x) It was fun lor, better than what I thought, Chem too. Mrs Chee praised us and it felt so good, cos we can count the total mass even without her teaching, haha. Ok, so, Project Work during AS. Talked abt the various project works, and AG 1s have to do the Eng thing! And compulsory!! Wa. Damnit la. Urgh. I wanna do the rainforest one, its nice lor. Really, somemore, can get outta Singapore! Yay. Me and RuiWen were like, "we want Africa" in the auditorium. Unfair. Its so nice there!! Lol. Yeah.

Cheryl just bid 59 50 bucks on a orange Le Corq Sportif handbag. Orange, yes, nice.. but handbag!? Thats an absolute NONO. For me at least, haha. I wouldnt even carry it.. Serious. Oh well, its Cheryl's choice. Haha.
Its back to Priston Tales for me, cya. And I need a umbrella! A purple or transparent foldable one! x)

PS. One Priston Tales pic for you! Its my character there.

Beyond expectations.

Last night, I had lots of fun. Tennis was better than what I had expected. It was kinda fun, though tiring. 4 hours there, and somemore it rained a little, stop, rain, stop, rain, stop. So it was a little wet. But still, we played on. Met some people and made friends. I guess I would be going next Monday too. BUT I dont wanna do the training, just the games.. urgh. If I had drama then yeah.. I CANT BELIEVE I'm actually wishing that there would be drama. OMG. I must be outta my mind.
Yeah okay, had Chem and Physics quiz today. Quite easy la. And that Mrs Tan! Oh for goodness sake, we KNOW what mind maps are! Plus she didnt even tell us to stay back for that! Thank goodness my mother didnt come at 3.15 or else I'll be skinned alive by her.. On the road home saw Pam's car stuck in traffic! Lol! So funny. Then her mother changed to our lane and well, we were side by side for some time, me and Pam were waving at each other. Haha.
So, yeah, if got anything more, then I add later lor, seeya. Its off to Priston Tales for me! I'm determined to beat my brother! x)

Back home 'gain.

School is boring.
I went home by MRT today, haha, first time in 2006! Lol, with Jasmine. We talked abt stuff while reading the 8days she bought on the bus and MRT. 'Learned' lots.
Going do my hwk now. And I have tennis tonight, oh no. Not sure if I still rmbr how to play, shoot. Somemore tonight is starting the grp one. Hope they dont choose me to play.. I sure die. It's like standing there and screaming 'Someone shoot me please!'. Which is, in layman's terms, courting death.
Well, changed my skin lor. This one kinda nice, though a little black and white, haha. But its still nice. x) Though I like the heart at my before skin. It made the skin rock. Plus its purple, even better. Oh well, too bad its navigations.
I realised that nowadays, no one really plays any new games already. We're playing all the old games, like Maple, Gunbound and Priston Tales. Yeah. Its boring. Maybe now that school's started, the designers themselves are too busy. Maybe they are just 10 year old geniuses creating and managing the games. Yeah, right.... Tmr has THREE FREAKING PERIODS OF LIT. WTH LA. SURE DIE ONE. Miss Poon can kill you with one period already. But three!? OMG. No way... Kill me now please.
Just shoot me.

Thanks loads.

I just wanna thank Nicole and Pamela for listening.

Well, anyway, I'm looking for a new skin now. Selena lor, her fault. She change skin make me feel like change too. Blah blah blah. Ok, next thing. Er, yeah. I put up pictures of my sister, from today and that day the photoshoot that one on -gertrude.blogspot.com. But not all the pictures from the photoshoot cos they still havent sent the pictures yet, sigh, so slow. Yah, btw, my sis looks extremely cute in the pictures. And for some wierd reason, my 20 year old plus aunties all have her voice as their msg tone. So wierd. Lol. They ask her to talk and they record her voice and put as tone. So can you just imagine!? Everytime they recieve a msg, the phone would go "You have a msg! You have a msg! You have a msg!" Somemore in my sister's voice. Bizarre.

I was sick today, already from last night got fever, and still had to go school, so bad. So just now, I went out and bet everyone was probably staring at me. My nose was like Rudolph's and my eyes were red. After taking Contac (it rocks more than Panadol!!), I felt so much better. Thank goodness. I betta get well by tmr. If not, I go restaurant, cos my grandfather's bdae, everyone would be staring at me again. Sigh. But on a lighter note, if I'm still sick tmr, at least I might be able to pass the sickness to my tuition teacher. Bwahaha, I'm so evil. He deserves it. A LOT.

It was sunny all day. So hot, I wanted it to rain. I love rain. I love cold.

Mask on.

A mask of facade never off
Burning desire of a need to cry
Fake smiles that always lies
Disappointed by friends' forlorn
The moment when their needed most
They disappear and I'm left alone
The path to take is suddenly lost
I'm to face the unseen enemy
Alone.

-xiaoxuan

So empty, so cold inside.

Popular demand!

Ok, so by POPULAR demand, I'M BACK!
So, yeah. Havent blogged for a couple of days now, just not in the mood la, with sch and everything.. Cant wait for 27 January, or maybe even earlier.. All that was going through my head these few days was 'Cheaper by the Dozen 2' and '27 January'! So, for those of you who didnt know what I was going on about when I kept repeating 27 Jan to, for example CS, now you know. So CS still owes me Starbucks. And owe Nicole too. Yeah.. Time to talk about how boring school is and how sucky it is.
CE first two periods, that one was ok.. Formed a group with Rachel, Pon and Vimal and one person had to go up and present something. So, talked abt Maple. Haha! Cos Pon was the one who presented mah. PE changed teacher, now is that stupid Singh. Urgh. How horrid. At least he let us off earlier before the period ended so we rushed to the toilet to change first before going for the next lesson. A Maths was damn sian. I begin to dislike Miss Wang for some reason. She is extremely particular about things la. Like, name and all. Had a mini A Maths quiz today, betcha I would definitely flunk it. Recess I had to rush to copy finish the E Maths hwk. Heck A Maths already la, besides, I'd rather go home and do. Then Cheryl and I went to check the drama noticeboard cos Ms Puja pinned something up. Turns out got no drama, yippee! That was one good news of the day. The only one, I'm sad to say. Well anyway, Chem was usual, boring as hell. Stupid Mrs Tan. Rachel and I were guessing her age throughout the whole lesson. Also collected money for A Maths, SS, and Chem during the lesson. In the end, I had a whole lot of money. Thank goodness I had a class list, if not, die le. E Maths was kinda ok, cos it was all rather easy to do. Assembly? Sian la, talk about whatever media stuff. It turned out that someone called the press about the school auditorium ceiling leaking, except they didnt actually say that it was leaking, but rather, collapsed. Lol. Er, yeah. Then had Georg Elect with Mrs Yeo. She said she was gonna rush through to make sure we finish earlier, in the end, she talked so slowly still. Shearen was hurrying her up and Pam was praying for it to not rain. In the end, it still did rain however, haha. So she asked her mother to fetch her lor. Talked with Nicole in the canteen. Missed doing that. ): Hai. And yeah, went home.
I'm supposed to be doing my e maths hwk now, but then lei, I'm blogging. Hah. Ok, quickly finish, quickly go cycling, cya. x)

Tiring.

Physics made me wanna sleep. So boring. Plus the teacher talks in a monotone type of voice. So sleepy by the time school had ended. Chinese was fun. The teacher is funny. And fat too. Haha! Er, and other subjects etc. I think Mrs Poon now not good le, so hard to understand her, urgh. Very sian la, as what school is. Utimalte boredom, unless you count reccess and after school, before school, haha. Ok, so, yeah. School sucks, I dont think I really like 3C even after a week with em. Plus, most people dyed their hair back already. No more colourful heads and golden monkeys around anymore. Sigh.

First day of school.

The best part of the day? Reccess. That is nice sia. Sitting down, talking to Pau, Sele, Cheryl, Mavis, Serena, and Fiona etc. Good ol' 2H. Thank goodness I didnt get caught by the teachers today for my hair. Phew. Jasmine did, golden monkey!? Haha! Her hair is super obvious lor. I'm unlucky man.. out of all the girls on the class list, the teacher had to choose me, what the hell. Treasurer. Urgh. But Mavis is more unlucky, haha, she got chosen for CIP rep again! Lol. Class was super boring lor. At least I gonna have Eng with WF and Chi with Cheryl. Yay, finally! A class with them. This sucks. I hate 3C. I used hate, not dislike, nor dont like, so you should know how I feel about it. Wish me loads of luck, I definitely need it.

Dreams

I just had the really funny dream. It caused me to laugh out in my sleep. And then I woke up. My maid was just standing there, staring at me. She must have thought I was crazy, laughing out like that, so she told me, "You siao already arh." I just continued laughing to myself. In this dream, a few girls were sitting in a row, from right was Selena, behind her was MS, then beside Selena was Cheryl, then Jinghan, then me. I suppose it was school time, cos we were in school uniform. We were playing.. a game, which objective was not to let the ball drop within our area. We were playing against guys, and then this guy, I dont know who, came up, took a rambutan, and we started playing with that as the ball. So we hit it back to and fro for a while.. and then the funny part. Ok, Selena was talking to MS at this point, and then we were hitting the rambutan right, so, the ball or rather, fruit, was thrown at Sele, cos she was talking to MS, so she didnt notice, then, we all shouted at her to hit it, said thing was bouncing in her lap, we were wearing skirts rmbr, and Selena looked around frantically saying "Where, where." when the thing was in her lap all along, and then the fruit bounces, bouncing, and Selena have no idea at all where it is, everyone is shouting at her to hit it, she looks around, panic, cant see the fruit, and then the fruit bounces off her lap. Lol!! Imagine that scene. Its extremely funny. I just couldnt help it but laugh out loud. And then cos of that, I woke up at this time. Its so early. Yawn.
Today's Chinese Tall Story thing is canceled, cos we're simply not free. Got to go Popular and such. Pau has RedX today! Can you believe that!? Its like, a public holiday, and its the day before school starts! Poor her. The last day of holiday le, time passes so fast. Even Sele, who said that she missed school at the start of holidays, said that she doesnt anymore. How can you go to Heaven when your already in Hell??
I have nothing to do... Fine, I shall go play Maple. I'm bored!! Seeya.
9am- *grumbles* Stupid maple. Why the hell ID format not correct! Idiot. Next game: Gunbound. Thats how sian I am!!

Rmbr forever.

These are the people that I would remember forever, even when I'm old with scabby knees (: :
1. Cheryl
2. Selena
3. Munshi; Kaylie
4. Paulina
5. WanFong
6. Mavis
7. Pamela
8. Nicole
9. Ann Geeeeeee (:
And any other person I've ever known! Its too long a list to be mentioned here, I just several memorable people down, but even so, everyone else is special to me too! <3!

seeya.

Firsts.

The first things in 2006:
.First sentence I said: Now, can I keep the money?
.First show on TV to watch the first performance of the year: Tania Chua.
.The first song I sang was Eyes on Me by Faye Wong
.First time I switched on the computer was at 1am
.First movie I'm going to watch in cinemas: Chinese Tall Story
.First vcd I watched: Gatekeepers.
This is all that I can think of. Ha. Good luck for the new year, many happy returns.

This is for all of you, love ya <33:
You must always remember

Life can be a challenge
Life can seem impossible
It's never easy when so much is on the line

But you can make a difference
With courage you can set things right
The gift to dream and make dreams real
Is yours and mine

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

Each of us is chosen
There's a mission just for you
Just look inside you'll be surprised
What you can do

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the worldI
magine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one

And one by one
We can make the world a much better place

The power of one
Begins with believing
It starts in the heart
Then flows through the soul
And changes the world
Imagine how life will be
When we stand in unity
Each of us holds the key
It's inside of you and me
Each of us holds the key
To the power of one


Enjoy, seeya.

New Year

Happy New Year everyone!
Hope you all had a great year and would have one!

To the brink of such insanity.

Counting down.
2005 was a great year.
2H05 was a great class.
Arnd
8 hours left to the new year.
3 days to school.
5 days to drama (no!!).
7 days to the next weekend.
14 days to the next next weekend.
21 days to the next next next weekend.
28 days to the last weekend of January.
50 days to Cheryl's birthday.
3 months to the next holiday.
73 days to the end of my mobile plan.
73 days to Pau's birthday.
91 days to April's Fools' day.
115 days to my sister's birthday.
6 months to the June holidays!
9 months to September holidays.
12 months to the December holidays!
And so on.

Head over to -gertrude.blogspot.com to see Selena in a skirt!! Ohohoho! I'm so evil. Changed my skin, I love this one! Seeya.

Poem

She had always been instructed to be
Gracious and kind.
To act like that of a porcelain doll;
Speaking only when spoken to,
Moving only when asked to,
And smiling even when no one was looking.
She was beautiful and treasured,
But never meant to be touched or loved,
For how can one love an inanimate object.

Shoutouts + Stuff

Jinghan: Yup, parents can be like that sometimes.. but usually, they're kinda nice to us, isnt it? They buy us stuff.. but even so, they are not totally good! But at least they get us what we want most of the time. Life's unfair. Thats reality for you. You gotta make the best out of everything.

Ok, so, went out with Sele today, no MS cos she just recovered from food poisoning. At first, we were at PS, and there the 77th street have a nice bag that we like, you could just imagine our delight lor, especially mine, cos finally I can use the voucher, but then, after walking around Orchard to see if got any nice ones, at the same time looking at boards and shirts, but have no chance of buying cos no money, we headed to Far East to buy that bag, but then, we found out that the bag strap is extremely short! It was so disappointing. And then when we carry that time, look like little kids, according to Sele. My mother and sister was at CK Tang, so we went there, and Sele wanted to see if have Billabong, and she got Tangs voucher, so we went to look for Billabong there, but dont have lor. Then went back to Taka, saw the Billabong bags at Commode, then bought one type, its quite nice. I bought same as Sele but diff colour. Sele bought brown, mine is white, in case you were wondering. She took a long time to decide, had to call a lot of people (everyone said brown) before she decided which one to buy. Then she called her mother and her mother said brown and then she bought it. I was still deciding lor, cos I didnt have money, and then my mother came, just nice Sele just gone, and then she bought for me the white bag, so surprising, cos my mother told me to use my own money to buy bag, as I just bought the adidas bag. Still, yeah, she bought it for me. Then went to Crystal Jade for dinner. Then went back, cos late already, before going back we went to the fish shop, cos that sister of mine wanted to buy guppies! And she wanted two male two female! It'll have kids for goodness sake! But then, in the end still bought to two male two female. Sele and I went to Sony Gallery to see the laptops and such. So nice! The vaio laptop is WHITE. And I was talking about white laptops to Sele on the MRT! So cool. I want it!! Lol. Saw Rebekah at still so short. Haha. Then went home lor. Lol. Thats my day. Oh yes, Sele and Far East. So long never see her le, she still as short! Haha. Plus Sele and I were talking about our future house. Its gonna be black, white, and purple!!
Currently waiting for Lost to finish, the stupid episode four. So slow!

Signing off, seeya.

New skins.

I'm looking for a new skin le. This skin of mine.. Urgh. I dont know what the hell I was thinking. Sele is helping me look for a skin now. Since she got nothing to do.. What happened to her fanfics?? Lol. She just went offline. She went out. Lucky her. I'm stuck at home. x(
School is getting closer.. No way.. Didn't think holiday would end soo fast. Noooo..
Tomorrow going out I guess. With Sele. And.. MS maybe. Dont know la. She wanna find bags. I gave up. I'm following her. I saving money. Ok. I think you get the idea.
No one figured out the code right? Ok, so, I'm not gonna tell you. Thats why its a code. If tell already, where got fun. Haha!
Off to find skins. Seeya.

Logos of AS Order.

AS Order. AntiSchool Order. Order meaning like society or something. I figured the AS Order sounded cool. Better than the word society. Society like, some old association like that. Sound so wierd. AntiSchool Society. ASS. Lol!

2 more hours.. to Hell.

Jagged Amber finally updated! After like, how long!? And its finally finished. A complete story. Finally. The usual ending, S and S. Durh!
1.5 more hours to Hell. At 2.30pm, I would be stuck in this very room, listening to a stupid teacher talk about stupid things, going crazy doing maths sums and drawing graphs, which I can hardly remember already. All the school things, cept without friends. That Sucks. Sucks sucks sucks. URGH. Stupid tuition.
How come.. everytime I say I'm not hungry.. my grandmother would think I'm on a freaking diet!! Thats stupid. Why would I be on a diet!? I rather enjoy life than starve myself! Sheeeshh!!
Ok, I got nothing to say already. Oh yes, about KL that thing, its obvious that I had a lot of fun. Theres no need to elaborate on it. Its just a lot of fun. And the funny thing is that, the last game we played at the theme park is the same as the last time, bumper cars. Oh yes, and theres this girl, who was, unfortunately, sitting in front of us, on the little train for kiddos, and she was wearing a super duper short skirt, and she lifted her leg, to put lotion! And guess what, it was so short that.. yeah. I bet my brother and cousin were staring. Lol. SO young and do this type of things le, tsk, tsk.. The first thing I did? Covered my sister's eyes. Haha.

I going off le, seeya.
P.S. Try and solve this: "tVCsrhiosnenduiDcepcaiiee" A hint: Julius Caesar.

Hell no!

Tuition tmr's going to be hell. Urgh, how much I hate tuition. Maybe its the teacher problem. Who knows. I dont care. Just dont like it at all!!
Maybe going out with Sele and maybe anyone else who wanna go on Friday. She wants a bag. I gave up on bags le. Its hopeless. None of them are nice. Wallets? The nice ones are expensive.. The cheaper ones are not nice. Its extremely hopeless. Sigh. So, maybe just go and help Sele look around lor.
School is starting a week later. So miserably stupid. Life is going to get boring once again. I somewhat prefer the computer-noschool days to the extremely boring lessons where the teachers just drone on and on and on. Neverending. And the classroom. One little enclosed area with windows not big enough to stick your head out. Simply jail-ish. They might as well lock us inside with a recording of their lessons and play it while the teachers sit around in the staff lounge shaking their legs. It would be no different. Sigh. Seven more days. Seven more days to enjoy. Not with tuition. Tuition shouldnt even BE part of the holidays. Its just spoils the meaning of holiday. Its outrageous. Sickening, unheard of! Thats reality for you. Esp living in THIS world.
I've been spending the afternoon, all the time I had, doing the codes thing on www.danbrown.com . Its like, stuff thats related to the Da Vinci code. Its fun.

I gotta go le la. Stupid parents. Seeya.
P.S. Tom Hanks is playing Robert Langdon in Da Vinci Code the movie.

Books and movies.

Currently, returning from Malaysia:

-Read finished:
1. Da Vinci Code by Dan Brown
2. Brand New Friend by Mike Gayle
3. Angels and Demons by Dan Brown
4. Deception Point by Dan Brown
5. Digital Fortress by Dan Brown

-Currently reading:
1.Deception Point by Dan Brown
Digital Fortress by Dan Brown
-NIL-

-Finished watching:
1. Raise Your Voice
2. Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
3. Chronicles of Narnia
4. Underworld
5. a Sound of Thunder

Okok. Thats all. Of cos, I gonna watch more.
Seeya.
P.S. Next book would be Digital Fortress by Dan Brown.

Crying in the rain

Merry Christmas people. I know, it might be a little late, but hey, at least I said it! Lol. Okok. Hope you enjoyed your Christmas, and have a happy new year! x)

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride
And I know how to hide all my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain
If I wait for stormy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heartaches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain
Raindrops falling from heaven
Could never take away my misery
But since we're not together
I"ll wait for stormy weather to hide these tears
I hope you'll never see
Someday when my crying's done
I'm gonna wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool but till then
darling you'll never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

I'm back.

All right, people. I'm back.
KL rocked.

All around you.

OMNI THEATRE IS VERY COOL! Those who didnt go really missed a lot! And not just because I simply love Harry Potter. I mean it!
Thanks Sele and MS for your presents!! Its soo cute!! The polar bear was sooo cute too! My brother wanted it, so he offered me money, but too bad!! Didnt give in to the deal! Bwahaha! Cos its sooo cute!
Well, I walked around with Sele and MS today. Fun. Looking mostly at handphones. Haha. Thinking of buying Panasonic.. but its the camera problem. Not 2.0 megapixel. Oh yes, speaking of cameras, my camera got problem. The shutter cant close when off. Oh no.. die. Scared the thing scratch. Nvm, wait till my parents use, then after they use, then say its their fault that the thing spoil. Lol! I'm so evil. Other than handphones, also went to the 77th street in Far East AND P.S. to see if got stuff to spend the voucher on, seems like got nothing. No bag, no wallet nice. The wallet got one I like, buts its not in 77th Street. No fair. Hai. And its expensive!! 32 bucks. I got no money. x( So sad. And Sele.. everytime got pink I would point out to her. Haha! Its just that everytime I see pink it reminds me of her, and MS. Yeah..
Carrie Underwood CD is nice! Thanks MS for burning it for me!!
Oh ya, CS should have gone since he liked Michelle Chong so much. She was just sitting opposite us at Sakae lor. And he wanted her autograph. Too bad! Who ask him dont wanna go! Bwahaha.

Stubbornness

So my determination ( or is it stubbornness) to go to Malaysia paid off. I'm finally going!! It started yesterday night.. when me and Sele realised that no one wanted to bring us to Malaysia cos of being dangerous or something. What nonsense! Well, anyway, when I was losing all hope, my uncle came into the room and told us that they were going to Malaysia! You can just imagine my excitement. So, I told my cousin that I wanted to go with them, cos my mother didnt want to go, cos of my sister. And so today, my mother talked to my auntie about it, and miracles of miracles, she decided to go! Whooohooo! Now I got money to spend and siblings to annoy! Lol, kidding. Being with my cousins and without my parents is as good. I can buy ANYTHING I want without them breathing down my neck about every single thing. Haha. But the sad thing is that Sele cant come with me! Oh well, one cant have everything in the world... Sigh.
Tmr is Omni Theatre! Finally. No guys going, only me, Sele, MS and Nicole. After that we going to buy bag, and wallet. IF we have enough money. Haha.. I hope we do. Well, waiting for my mother to come back, then I can continue watching the show "Unstuck in Time". Its nice.

Concert!!

5566 concert rocked!!
I now know why Tiff said the concert was high, cos the person in front stood up, and then everyone else must stand up cos they cannot see. Lol!! Thats true. Pau was so short, she had to keep jumping. But all in all, quite nice. The person beside me arh, wlau, dont know why, the whole concert she stunk of DURIAN. And I absolutely HATE durian!! Zax was very funny. Haha. The rest too. Doabala sive doubala siss. Lol!

My parents are now asking about what movie to watch. They talked abt The Promise. And my mother said if dont wanna watch plot, then its nice. Dots!?!? Who dont wanna watch plot!? And to 'leave your expectations at your doorstep'. Haha!! No nice shows now, maybe Pride and Prejudice, but that is not the kind of show that my family like. Hai. Wonder whose genes I got THAT from.... Oh well.

Today is the.. 18th. So...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIANG WEI!

Picture

For Kaylie who just came back from Europe. There.

Ok, I wont be home probably from 1.30pm onwards. Cos my dad got this stupid party that we MUST go, and then after that around 6.50pm, going to meet Pau for the 5566 concert. Finally, gonna see Pau again. She like.. wu ying wu zhong these few days one. Cos she whole day is only one thing: MAPLE. Bo-ring!
Watching Charmed now, downloaded. Paige from the Past.

Seeya.

Birthday.

Shopping was crap. Other than the part where I bought my shoes and magazine (Cheryl would love this magazine!). I hate little kids! Urgh. Esp those who doesnt listen. Urgh. Well anyway, I was so mad that I almost cried. Luckily, I have Sele to cheer me up! Haha, thanks girl!!
We're trying to get someone to bring us to Malaysia. My mother didnt want to, cos have XiaoQi (her again!?!?!). Sele asking her mother, father, or auntie. Lol. We aint taking any chances. My dad cant cos he got to work. Not free, he says. Sigh. I really really want to go. Really.


The magazine. Its Life Story: Hilary. Cheryl would definitely love this! Haha.


My new Nike shoe! Yay.

Skin!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MEEEEEEEE!!!
Its the 16th! Finally. Cheryl's going to Genting, MS's coming back, and its my BIRHTDAYY!! Even though I had already celebrated with my relatives, oh well, friends is a different story. x)
Thanks to Jasmine, Cheryl, Sele, JingHan, Mavis, Pam, Gee, Imee, Jonathan, ZKai, Melissa, Kaylie for wishing me Happy Birthday!
Cheryl's msg was rather nice: "happy birthday to xuan! sorry for not being able to celebrate your birthday with you. i promise we will go out once i come back from genting. this year your birthday falls on a friday. seven years down the road when you are 21, your birthday will fall on a sunday which is the same day as mine too! haha! anyway, enjoy your day, birthday girl!"
AWWW.

I woke up rather early today. So wierd. I was already half-awake at the break of dawn.
Anyway. A new skin, as you can see. Took long time to decide on the stuff. More than usual. And made that monkey of my brother mad by saying that I havent finished yet and finish it first before letting him play. Which, I actually managed. At 8.30pm! Lol. Ate Macs yesterday, called them, cos my mother didnt cook.
Rainbow Connection was interesting! At least JianYi and YoYo finally got together. Yay! Sele and I felt a little pity for XiaoQian. David was actually being cheeky, like that time in the studio with Michelle, the melted snow that part. Haha. Seeing Genting made me want to go there, my sister starting shouting that she wanted to go Genting. Haha. We could go, without my dad, cos he is busy, but my mother wouldnt want to. Sigh.
My brother ACTUALLY wants a blog!? Incredible! I was telling him about it last night, html stuff. But I dont think he actually understands what I was saying, haha!

King Kong.

King Kong is a nice show. Long, a little sad, a little scary. Nice. And the girl, Ann Darrow, played by Naomi Watts, is freaking sway. When she try to get away from the T-Rex, behind her is another one. When she try to get away from it, theres another. Lol. Yea. Nice. 3hrs. Exactly. I'd recommend it. x)
Just made a new specs. Seemed that my degree dropped. Left eye. Right eye still the same. So long le. Like.. 3 to 4 years? Still same degree.
Working on a new skin now. Feel sian with my this one. Haha.

Seeya.

Finally see.

Ok, never update for.. three days?

Monday
PS at 11 before meeting the rest ( CS, Ronald, Nicole, Imee, Nicholas) at Joo Chiat CC for badminton. I was with Jasmine and Sele. I left the house at 10.25 and yet I was EARLY by a minute. And guess what, they were LATE. And when I say late, I mean like 40 minutes late. So, I was there, waiting like an idiot for them. And I HATE WAITING. When they finally arrived, there was I, in a bad mood. Then walked to Yamaha, only to find that it was closed. Headed towards Macs, which was hard to find. But we managed. Ok, so we ate there. Talked abt stuff that doesnt really matter, and then went back to check if Yamaha is open. It was open, then we went in, only to find that the cheapest flute is 1000+ and the most expensive one is 6000+. So disappointing. So I said the only thing that makes sense: "We'd better stick to the recorder." Then cos we still got time, we went to Times. I ended up reading the W.I.T.C.H. Special Issue right there and then instead of buying it, and then Jasmine was reading the Desperate Housewives book. Sele just wandered around. They spotted a stuff toy, like a polar bear, and wanted to buy. After that then meet the rest for badminton. CS said that if I beat him I would get a Starbucks drink. Ok, so played, and then they played while, me, Sele and Imee took frequent rests. The last match was the one between CS and I. He wanted doubles so, me and Nicole against he and Ronald. Obviously, we won. So now he owes TWO of us drinks. Lol. Then me, Jasmine and Sele walked to PP. Macs first, cos Sele had to buy shaker fries for her bro, and then 77th Street to see bags, cos have voucher. Nothing nice. Then.. went home. Lol.
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Yesterday
It was like a stay-at-home day. From 11am to 4.30pm, I sat downstairs, beside the electric wires and stuffs, playing the Game Boy. I'm a kid at heart! x) Ok, then, at night went to play tennis. My arm ached from badminton, so didnt play much, mostly my father and my brother.
And I didnt on my phone for the ENTIRE day. Haha.
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Today? Well. Ltr going for dentist appointment, then straight after at around 6 going to Suntec for King Kong! With my family, of cos. So, kinda boring day, but I'll on my phone, so you can sms me. Ok, nothing much to say about today la. And I love archery! Played it on Sunday. Can you imagine!? Archery on Sunday, Badminton on Monday, and Tennis and Tuesday. Its NO WONDER my hand ached!!


"Oh, well.. I'd just been thinking.. if you had died, you'd have been welcome to share my toilet."
-Moaning Myrtle, Chamber of Secrets, Chapter 17, Page 326


Seeya.

All You Wanted.

I wanted to be like you
I wanted everything
So I tried to be like you
And I got swept away

I didn't know that it was so cold
And you needed someoneto show you the way
So I took your hand and we figured out
That when the time comes
I'd take you away

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

I'm sinking slowly
So hurry hold me
Your hand is all I have to keep me hanging on
Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

If you want toI can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

All you wanted was somebody who cares
If you need me you know I'll be there
Oh, yeah

[x2]
If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

Please can you tell me
So I can finally see
Where you go when you're gone

-All You Wanted by Michelle Branch.