Build me up buttercup

Even though you're not going to be seeing this(thank god cos I knw you'd hug me and everything and it'd be really weird.) but I know we've argued a few days/weeks back, in fact we argue everyday but we still stay together and I still gotta face you you know? I may get really pissed at you and tell you I hate you (when its only during that moment I feel that way) and then there'd be a cold war between us and neither of us would be happy, but still, happy belated birthday Mum.

Yesterday was the class bbq at Pingboon's house. It was supposed to be canceled cos no one was confirming my msgs so yeah kinda frustrated but Justin and Weijia arranged it on again on Saturday kinda last minute sort of thing but yeah. It wasn't exactly class bbq in more ways than one. But for one, there was only like what, 10 of us? Marianne, Joeyee, Jieying, Danny, Chicky, Mengguan, Weijia, Justin, Pingboon and I. Plus Miss Lee who joined us about 10(: Great to see her again man haha w her fiance! We're invited to her wedding this December yay.
Just sat around the "bbq pit" cooking. We were supposed to be using the manual start one you know the one where you use charcoal and everything but in the end the fire died and it couldnt start cos there wasn't enough firestarters so we used to the electric one instead which is definitely much more efficient. J's parents sent me home so yay, lol but still I reached home around 12.30am. Haha. Tired and everything luh.

Today was my sister's party. Yeah she invited her friends over to celebrate my mother's birthday, strangely enough. There's one thing I gotta conclude and its that omg she and her friends are one scary bunch of people and let me tell you, Im not easily scared by kids but boy oh boy you should see them. They are just.. mad. And scary. Really really scary. It throws the whole ideal of little kids being really sweet cherubic and innocent out the window I swear. In a bid to avoid them my brother and I both locked ourselves in his room whilst they wrecked havoc in my room (insert millions of sighs here).
I just watched The Exorcism of Emily Rose and okay luh it wasn't as scary as I've anticipated but its still kinda freaky at some parts lol. Maybe its cos Im in a room filled w loud computer gaming sounds and loud psp gaming sounds and boys screaming (aka brother and cousin) that yah its not scary. Ah welll.

And yes I know, I should be studying.

Paper faces on parade.

Last Wednesday was hilarious in spotlight w J! Haha. You shld see the video man. Real funny.

Thursday

E learning day! :D

Met J at 1pm when we were supposed to meet at 11am lol cos of some unlucky unforeseen circumstances. & we realised macs didnt have power points anymore, so we went to the CC's cafe instead where the fondue was really tempting! Sat there for quite long doing all the quizzes after overcoming the hurdle of logging onto wireless@sg cos my laptop had some complications logging into there. J had to leave early to tend her shop (or her parents',rather) so I went to meet my mum who was at Heartland Mall eating laksa! Coincidentally, Wj was eating laksa and Shuhua was craving for it that day haha. Anw yeah thats abt it. Went home, continued E learning. Managed to pass evrything cept maths. And physics which I did halfway but laptop ran out of battery so didnt complete, and chinese which file I couldnt even open.

Friday

Teachers' day and Aces day!
Aces day was damn lame at school today luh okay so all of us did it half heartedly even though we knew it'd win points for our house. But seriously even the j2s didnt bother to move. The concert's game show was funny(go Malan!), the teachrs were really game for it and lol it wasnt as bad as I thought. But when the singing part started, the front was okay then came to the other participants it was plain omg and Natasha Shuhua and I left earlier to go back to secondary school.

It was nice to be back at TK, w all the 2007 batch people! It was crazy talkng and everything haha it felt good man seriously. Saw everyone and everything and wow it was like sec 4 all over again except some of us changed but not for the worst,mostly. Ended up sitting there til around 1pm before leaving for lunch at siglap. Went to cityhall and looked around for stuff to shop but ended up w nothing much. Oh oh the mirror at Anthropology's pretty man!!! But expensive siah.

Sele and I waited for Berd until supr hungry & went to Newyork Newyork to eat. Cheeyang joined us and yeah, what else did we do but eat? But had fun people watching and stuff cos we were sitting by the outside. There was a really really huge serious jam at the walk there and it was like the literally stuck kind. Finished up around 10pm before going home w yeah loads of people thanks to the comex fair. But seriously, the comex fair sounds really promising!!!! I dont mind gg haha if I wna get something frm there, that is.

Natasha,
Esther,
Jieying,(silly stupid) Shuhua, hehe.

The really really bad jam.
Cheeyang's mad super big Giant Yankee Burger. Its really giant. And this, in the picture, is half left.

Bernard Teo unglam luh.

SCHOOL F UP.

Just because of one person, all 23 of us cant go to Thailand together.
Its not her fault we know cos she has her baby and all, but whether you like it or not, it's still essentially her fault. Its bloody unfair.
All our hardwork would be just going down the drain like that, and there's nothing we can do about it apparently? The CG camp is meant for planning and by rejecting it, inevitably, it would cause lines to be drawn in the class.
Then again, I feel that some people aren't totally commited to fighting for the CG camp. I get the vibe from them that they seriously do not care at all. CG camp is an event that includes the whole class, and by whole class that means all 23 of us, and if some of us doesnt even care, then whats the point? Its already half the battle lost. And losing half the battle means a higher chance of losing it completely. And we're already near losing completely. Not only losing this chance, but also losing ourselves in the process of being so angry, of being so frustrated.
I wont give up though. Not for the sake of the class even those who dont care. This CG camp is a once in a lifetime experience, and its a chance for the whole class to get together overseas and have no one to interact w but each other. Everyone's been looking forward to it and its unfair that everything's okay w the proposal except for the CT thing.
Being unfair to 1 CT or to 23 students? You be the judge.

We're all hating the school now. My chairman even took off his council badge in front of the teacher and resigned right there and then. Tears were even shed.

I hope their happy now.